But now it's tomorrow
and she asks me "How can you smile?"
I shrug, pause, say "I can't cry."
When I stripped the masking tape signs off
my sweater
I called it a ritual cleansing
but it was only masking tape
pulling the fine hairs off my memories
easily
Now it doesn't seem
right
to order lunch, and eat, and pay
The carpeting and florescent lights
grate
making my skin tingle
with a sudden lack of love