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Struggling, No Hope

Living in the silence of myself

I really could not care less

Always on the verge of tears

If you look into my pain-filled eyes

and tell me that you don't see the nothingness

Then you lie

I've already hit the bottom

and all I can do is dig deeper

I tried to reach out once

but my hand just started to fade

Leave me alone now

I don't want to see anyone

I want to stay in my isolated place

of depression

No one listens to me

and if they do

No one believes me

What's the point?

I have no point

I mean nothing

End it

Please, just end it all

I can't take it anymore

I try to sleep

but the only thing I can think of

is nothing

This damn emptiness

inside my head

Sometimes I wish that

I would just die and get it over with

I wish I could just stand here and freeze

At lease I'd feel SOMETHING

OTHER THAN THIS PAIN

that's ALWAYS HERE

No, don't try to save me

Why would you want to?

I'd ask for a reason

but what's the point?

The emptiness has taken over

and I don't mind

Always in pain

Always so alone

No one should feel like this

It's not healthy

But you can't reach me now

You didn't catch me on my way down to this hole

I've fallen forever

Digging deeper now

I don't care if I die tomorrow

I may even welcome it

Hey, it would be a change

I may even urge it on

You can't help someone who doesn't want it

You're too late

Remind me, what was the point?

Oh yeah, I remember

THERE IS NO POINT

Just a constant daze

of emptiness

nothingness

These hot tears so often cried are starting to burn my face

I try to fly

but I end up in a nose-dive

always falling

never rising

falling

falling

Fallen.

can't go up

dig deeper

Does anyone understand?

No. How could they?

Fallen. No hope.

Of anything.

END IT

It would be a favor to me

I'm suffering

How can you stand there

and watch me suffer?

END IT

I'm begging you, PLEASE

Have mercy on me, please

END IT

NOW

No Hope

No Hope

No Hope

Too many tears

They're burning!

Make it stop

I'm begging

Mercy

You can't help

but you can grant relief

NO HOPE