My World

This is a mix of songs and poems i wrote or got from other people,Enjoy or go away!

I sit here watching my life run by like an old movie,wondering have i done this before?

watching myself change as well as the world around me,wishing some moments in time would disapear

and others to come back.

I wonder who i am and what is the purpose of my life.

Course I know I will never know till the end.

I watch my friends struggle with life and it's unforgivable ways.

Do we all go through life wishing for love and then cursing it away?Some have grown so cold and some are lost beyond help.

Some have a destiny to defeat, some only live by hope.

I sit here watching my life calling to find myself in a sea of broken emotions.

will i find an answer before it is too late?

I won't find out until the movie is over.

~ME~

I can't stand the sight of you

I can't stand what you put me through

Your life's a lie, but you hide

Is it that terrible being you inside?

I can't stand all the thought of you

I can't stand all the things you do

What do you try to justify?

You were just too scared to be you inside

Let! I look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

I look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to ever be

I can't stand what you put me through

I can't stand even the thought of you

Your secret lies that you hide

Is it that terrible being you inside?

You try so hard to be wanted

False emotions tells you fronted

I think being a person relies on one thing:

Be yourself, let you come through

You're too afraid to really be

Someone who has the thoughts who doesn't care to be

Be yourself, let you come through!

Fake!

You'll regret it, you'll regret it

~korn~

You and me

We used to be together

Every day together always

I really feel

I'm losing my best friend

I can't believe

This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go

And if it's real,

Well I don't want to know

Don't speak

I know just what you're saying

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Don't speak

I know what you're thinking

I don't need your reasons

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories

They can be inviting

But some are altogether

Mighty frightening

As we die, both you and I

With my head in my hands

I sit and cry

It's all ending

I gotta stop pretending who we are...

You and me

I can see us dying ... are we?

~No Doubt~

you know i've started to grow since you've been away.

lately it's scarier not knowing,

what's become of you

you probably know, i can tell,

i'm not as fearless as you.

[chorus:]

still i pretend that you're still standing by,

to tell me wrong from right,

never got a chance to say good bye.

take this guilt from me,

hold it deep in mind forever,

and never let this go.

i used to think you were crazy,

when you were hooked to the screen.

but now they tell me that you're in a better place

but where did you go?

and i swear sometimes you're watching over me

still i'd give the world for the chance

just to see your face again.

[chorus]

now, now there's nothing left but time,

now that i'm following you.

eva's always on my mind and it makes me wonder.

what happened to you?

you know it makes me wonder.

[chorus]

and never let this go away.

never let this go.

Orgy~EVA

A Very Short Song

Once, when I was young and true,

Someone left me sad-

Broke my brittle heart in two;

And that is very bad.

Love is for unlucky folk,

Love is but a curse.

Once there was a heart I broke;

And that, I think, is worse.

~Dorothy Parker~

General Review of the Sex Situation

Woman wants monogamy;

Man delights in novelty.

Love is woman's moon and sun;

Man has other forms of fun.

Woman lives but in her lord;

Count to ten, and man is bored.

With this the gist and sum of it,

What earthly good can come of it?

~Dorothy Parker~

crying inside

• This world is so big yet so small all at the same time.In this world I just hope to find true love.yet some aren't lucky enough.

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