light darkness battledream good neverhope has come down to us who are free from chains but this is not real none is nothing real dream of battledream of happiness peace just an icon to what we really dream for
but who can really dream no one is really free of ourselves life-fires souls burning in heaven of water and flower which grow in the desert of our collective unconsciousness but those who are awake will see and believe that what i'm saying is the truth as true as any lie that your parents told you who are the brilliant one who is a true dancer dancer on clouds and cloud-dreaming haze before my eyes of life and death the death of many many men who throw themselves off a tall tall cliff in order to pursue god
but the desert cannot bloom unless there is a taking and giving is the true gift except to one or two people who do not see are the best leaders for they are blind to all the true joy in the world and thus can do can be a leader follower follow to your deaths off a tall tall cliff and no one can see you no one can see that at the bottom of it all lies a deep blue star that we all fall into so why not jump except that you might break your head or your heart or your spirit but that is of no consequence
but all of this is in my head and none in my heart anyways.....
-1/19/00
