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In My MaDnEsS , I SeE YoUr FaCe In MiNe

I went to the Sportpaleis in Antwerp very early and waited there with a small group of fans untill the doors would be opened and everybody would start running like crazy down and up the cement stairs to the front of the stage. I was out of breath but got at the vey front , right at the part where the stage reaches closer to the public.

Thinking of it makes my mind all messed up so I can't write anything senseful about it......only this

That hottest thing standing no more than one metre away from me , .... seeing everything so clearly and real , his naked thin white belly...those hands, ....hands that you have studied in every position , especially holding a cigarette, on hundreds of pictures ,..... his ass in awfully nice tight black trousers , leatern belt 'round his hips..

His lips moving as beautiful as ever, and hearing how GREAT he sings , ...how unbelievably well he concentrates on each feeling that belongs to a song. Seeing him smile with irritation when hearing you scream like baby. . he's such a sweet thing