AN UNFORGETTABLE JOURNEY
Chapter Three
Jack couldn’t believe their luck! He and his
friend, Fabrizio, were on the grandest ship in the world. He was going home!
And it was all thanks to a lucky hand at poker! He couldn’t believe that they
had won their tickets to America.
As he and Fabrizio walked down the third
class corridors of Titanic, looking for their room, Jack was amazed at how
luxurious Titanic actually was. Even for third class, it was extremely nice.
Once they found their room, they introduced themselves to the two men whom
would be sharing a room with them for the length of the voyage to America. The
two men said something in another language, then went back to doing what they
had been doing before Jack and Fabrizio had entered the room.
"Come on Fabri, let's go take a look
around the ship," Jack said as he headed for the door. Fabrizio followed
close behind as Jack led them up to the poop deck.
"Can you believe our luck, Fabri? We are
traveling back to America in style!"
Fabrizio laughed. "I cannot wait to get
to America. It will be a dream come true. Yes?" he said in his strong
Italian accent.
Jack looked over the rail at the swirling
ocean. He couldn’t wait to get home. He had stayed away long enough. David
and Nora will be happy to see me. It’s been way too long. He smiled as he
thought of his brother and sister. But the smile faded when he thought of his
parents. His mother had gotten very sick and had died when he was only
thirteen. Nora, his younger sister, had been too heartbroken to stay in a place
that reminded her so much of their mother. She had left to live with an aunt in
Virginia; David had gone with her to watch over her. Jack had decided to stay
with their grief-stricken father.
Then another tragedy had happened. His father
had died two years after that, also from an illness. Jack had left after that.
He had left his family’s house in the care of some good family friends. He
didn’t have the heart to sell the house. Half of him hoped that he would be
back there one day with his family. And now his brother and sister had returned
home. He couldn’t wait to get back! Jack closed his eyes and breathed in the
cool air. He knew that this trip home would change his life. He could feel it.
*****
Rose sat staring at her reflection in the
mirror once again. She had just excused herself from dinner. It was the next
night, and she was beginning to feel more hysterical with each passing moment.
Her long red hair cascaded down her back in disarrayed curls and her mascara
ran down her face. What should I do? I can’t marry him, I can’t! she
silently cried in desperation. Then a thought occurred to her. She could end it
all. It would be so simple! She could be free. Yes, I can do it. Mother and
Cal wouldn’t even know what had happened. But where? Where do I go? she
wondered. Then she saw it in her mind. The stern. That is where she would go!
Without thinking another thought, she bolted
out of her suite and ran for the back of the ship. She bumped into people in
her hurry, but she didn’t care. All she could think about was getting to the
stern. Tears ran down her face as she ran. The sound of her shoes hitting the
wood vibrated loudly in her ears. Finally, she reached the end of the ship, not
even realizing that she had passed a young man lying on one of the benches on
the poop deck. Stopping to catch her breath, she looked at the railing that
separated her from her freedom. Slowly, she walked over to that railing. Taking
a deep breath, she climbed over. The water was so far down, but that didn’t
scare her. Going back to Cal was what scared her. She could still feel the
sting where he had struck her earlier that evening. She had finally stood up
for herself.
"Cal, I’m not wearing that. I’m tired of
you and Mother always telling me what to do and what to wear," she had
said.
At first, he had seemed shocked at her words.
But then he shocked her by striking her. Afterward, he had stared at her for a
moment, then left without saying a word. She had quickly changed into the dress
that she had wanted to wear. After all, she had been slapped over it; she might
as well wear it. But now, looking down at the water, she felt that she had
finally found a way out. She leaned forward, feeling the cold air against her
face and hearing the ship's sounds loud in her ears. Good-bye, Mother.
Good-bye, Cal. Hello, Daddy, she thought as she prepared to let go.
But a voice from behind stopped her. She
turned around abruptly, a startled expression on her face. When she looked at
the person to whom the voice belonged, she could hardly keep from gasping. It
was the man she had caught a glimpse of earlier that day! She had felt his eyes
on her, eyes so striking blue that you could swim in them. He had stared at her
intensely. Normally she would have found his staring rude and offensive. But
when she had looked back a second time, she had felt something stir within her.
Something unexplainable, like a feeling of desire to be sitting down there with
him. He looked so…free.
"Stay back!" she cried. "Don’t
come any closer! I’ll let go!" she cried, gripping the cold rail behind
her.
He didn’t say anything at first. He seemed to
be contemplating her words. "No, you won't," he said after a few
moments.
His words enraged her. She was sick of people
telling her what she would and wouldn’t do! "Don’t presume to tell me what
I will and will not do! You don’t know me," she scoffed indignantly.
"Well, you would have done it
already," he explained simply.
She felt as if her mind was in a hazy cloud.
She was amazed when he started to take off his jacket and shoes. She couldn’t
believe that he was preparing to jump in after her. He went on to tell her
about some place in Wisconsin where he had gone ice fishing. She could hardly
comprehend his words. But when he spoke about falling through some thin ice,
that got her attention.
"It hits you like a thousand knives
stabbing all over your body. You can’t breathe, you can’t think, at least not
about anything but the pain," he explained.
She looked down at the water again, and
suddenly it didn’t seem so inviting. She realized how cold it must be. After
all, they were in the middle of the north Atlantic. Her desperation had made
her irrational.
"That’s why I’m not looking forward to
jumping in after you. I'm kind of hoping that you’ll come back over the rail
and get me off the hook here," he said, his eyes pleading with her not to
jump.
"You’re crazy!" she said, before
facing the water again. But her resolve had weakened.
He stood behind her. "A lot of people
say that…but with all due respect, Miss, I’m not the one hanging off the back of
a ship here." He reached his hand out to her. "Come on. Give me your
hand. You don’t want to do this."
She looked down at the water again, and
realized that she didn’t want to die. She just wanted the pain to go away. But
I’ll have to face Cal, and Mother, she thought in despair. He looked at her
with desperation in his eyes. What will I tell them? They will ask me where
I have been. Slowly, she reached her hand out to this man who seemed
genuinely concerned for her life.
Once he had hold of her hand, he let out a
sigh of relief. "Jack Dawson," he introduced himself.
She looked into his eyes. "Rose DeWitt
Bukater," she said in a rush.
He smiled. "I’ll have to get you to
write that one down."
She let out a small laugh at his comment. But
soon, she wasn’t laughing anymore. She screamed as she suddenly lost her
footing. Jack grasped her hand tightly. Oh my gosh! I’m going to die, she
thought in a panic. But when she looked up into his eyes she saw reassurance in
them.
"I won't let go," he said.
"Now pull yourself up!"
She used all of her strength in helping him
pull her up. The next thing she knew, they were lying on the cold deck,
relieved and out of breath. Jack had saved her life!
He looked at her, concern in his eyes. He was
about to ask her if she was okay when he was interrupted by two of the ship's
crewmen.
"You stand back and don’t move an
inch!" one of them yelled at Jack.
Jack realized that the crewmen must have
heard Rose’s screaming. Now they were mistaking the situation. Jack lay on top
of Rose, her face revealing the fear that she felt. But the crewmen didn’t
understand that the fear was not because of Jack. All they could see was a
third class man lying on top of a first class lady with her clothes and hair in
a disarrayed condition. The first crewman ordered the second to get the
Master-at-Arms.
The next few minutes, Rose felt like she was
in a daze. She was sitting on a bench, wrapped in a blanket, and Cal was
yelling at Jack. She couldn’t even remember how she had gotten the blanket that
was now around her shoulders.
"How dare you put your hands on my fiancée!"
Cal hissed into Jack’s face.
Rose looked at the two men, and realized that
Jack’s hands were in handcuffs. I have to do something! I can’t let Mr.
Dawson go to jail. He saved my life! But what should I say? If Cal and Mother
find out what I was about to do…she didn’t even want to finish that
thought. But she had to do something.
"Cal! Cal! It was an accident. Stupid,
really. I was leaning over and I slipped." Rose knew that it wasn’t much
of an explanation, but it was all that she could come up with. Cal looked at
her unbelievingly. Jack looked at her with an amused expression on his face.
Rose realized that her explanation wasn’t good enough. "I was leaning far
over, to see the uh, the uh, uh…" Why can’t I think of that dammed
word? she thought as she moved her hand in a circular motion.
"Propellers?" Cal asked.
She nodded in relief. "And I would have
gone over, but Mr. Dawson here saved me and almost went over himself."
Cal laughed. "She wanted to see the
propellers."
She looked at Jack pleadingly after a crewman
had asked him if that was what had happened.
Jack nodded his head. "Yep, that was
pretty much it."
Rose sighed in relief. Cal started to escort
her back to her suite when Archibald Gracie, who had come with Cal, suggested a
reward for Jack’s heroism.
"Ah, of course," Cal said as he
turned to his manservant. "Mr. Lovejoy, I’m sure a twenty should do
it," Cal instructed him.
Rose looked at Cal in disgust. This man had
just saved her life! Was that the best Cal could do?
"So is that the going rate for saving
the woman you love?" she ask Cal.
Seeing her displeasure and not wanting to
cause a scene, he invited Jack to dinner the next night. This surprised her.
But soon she realized that Cal was trying to make a joke out of Jack. She
thought back over the night as they continued toward their suites. An hour ago,
she was ready to end it all. But now she had a desire to live. Jack had given
her hope. He had not judged her; he had simply helped her with no questions
asked.
Her thoughts of Jack were interrupted when
they reached the sitting room. Ruth sat on the divan, a look of disapproval on
her face.
"Where have you been, Rose? Cal was
looking everywhere for you. He left quite some time ago, soon after you left
the dinner table. Is he now just finding you?"
Rose looked at her mother. "Yes, Mother.
I was in some trouble. I almost lost my life tonight. If it had not been for
the assistance of a kind man I would have died."
Ruth stared at her daughter in astonishment.
"My gosh, Rose! What in the world were you doing?" Ruth cried.
"Do not worry, Ruth. She is fine now.
She was looking over the railing to see the propeller blades and she
slipped," Cal answered for Rose.
Ruth looked at her daughter. "Really,
Rose, this would not have happened had you been acting appropriately. You
should not have been wandering the ship alone at this time of night. That kind
of behavior is completely unacceptable!" Ruth scolded.
Rose couldn’t believe what she was hearing!
She had almost died, but all her mother could think about was appropriateness!
"I can’t believe you, Mother. Do you
even care about me at all?" Rose asked in a low voice.
Ruth looked at her, unaffected by her
daughter’s question. "Don’t be silly, Rose. You’re tired. You should get
some rest." Ruth got up and left the room, clearly showing that the
conversation was over.
Cal turned to Rose. "I don’t know why
you are behaving this way, Rose, but it must stop. What were you thinking? You
could have died tonight," Cal spat. He took in a deep shaky breath, trying
to control his temper. "Your mother is right. You should get some rest. We
will discuss this tomorrow." He quickly kissed her on the cheek before
leaving the room.