SWING
Chapter Fourteen
The next day, in order to dodge Cal and her
mother, Rose started out early. She was walking across the bridge she had tried
to jump from the night before last when she spotted Jack intently drawing in
his portfolio. Looking at him, she knew he wasn’t very happy.
"Jack?" She walked up behind him,
making sure that she didn’t startled him into dropping the portfolio into the
rushing river.
"Rose, hey." Jack smiled, but she
noticed the smile didn’t reach his eyes. "What are you doing out so
early?"
"Avoiding my mother and Cal." Rose
shrugged, leaning on the railing next to him. "How about you? I’ve never
seen you so intent on drawing."
"The same thing. Avoiding my oh so
loving mother." Jack sighed, staring out over the river. "I’m telling
you, Rose. It’s like I never knew her."
Rose frowned. She had never heard Jack talk
like this before, but of course she hadn’t known him for long, either. "Do
you want to talk about it?"
"She wants me to give up swing dancing,
Rose. Can you believe her? And do you know what she says she’ll do if I don’t
give it up? Do you?"
Rose shook her head. She was going to be
Jack’s sounding board, just like he was hers. That was at least something she
could do for him, after all he’d done for her.
"She says if I don’t give up swing
dancing, she’s going to sign me up for the Youths! Can you believe her? She
thinks she can make me be a sellout like Tommy! How dare she?"
"What are you going to do, Jack?"
"I’m going to have to give up Swing. Or
at least act like it. I’m still going to dance, but I’m going to take down my
posters and act like I’m the proper German teenager." Jack rolled his
eyes. "All for that stinking Nazi!"
"Jack…I wish I could do something to
help you." Rose sighed.
"You are, Rose. Just standing here
listening to me rant about my mother is enough. I’m sorry for dumping all of
this on you."
"Hey, with all the garbage I dump on
you, I’m glad to be of some help." Rose smiled, reaching up to pull a
blond strand out of his eyes.
"You really are beautiful. You know
that?"
Rose blushed. She really couldn’t get used to
his compliments. She knew then that she would always be perfect in his eyes.
"Jack…I like you a lot."
"I like you, too, Rose." He leaned
in and kissed her. They were interrupted by someone clearing their throat. Jack
and Rose turned to find Tommy sheepishly looking at them. Jack pulled Rose
behind him and glared at his former friend. He noticed Fabrizio approaching.
"Jack, Tommy, hi," Fabrizio
greeted, but frowned when he noticed the tension.
"You better get away from Tommy, Fabri.
He’s sold out." Jack crossed his arms.
"What?" Fabrizio asked, taking a
step away from Tommy, confusion in his eyes. "What are you talking
about?"
"He’s a Nazi in training."
"Jack, that’s not fair!" Tommy
protested. "Last night…I…"
"Was it or was it not you that helped
drag Rose and I out of the diner, Tommy?"
"I begged you to cooperate. Besides,
you’re not hurt, and neither is Rose. You both escaped."
"That’s not the point! You helped them!
You were chasing after us just like they were! What are you here for now? To
drag Rose and Fabri off to a camp? Because if you do, I’ll kill you before I
let you take either one of them."
"I would never do such a thing,"
Tommy practically whispered. He knew he was going to get it from Jack, but he
didn’t expect such bitterness and hostility.
"Yeah, right. Listen, go hang with your
new friends and leave us alone. We don’t like Nazis around here."
"You’re one to talk, Jack." Tommy
sighed, crossing his arms. "Word has it that your soon-to-be new
stepfather is a full-grown Nazi and he’s planning to have you join the Youths.
So I wouldn’t be so high and mighty if I were you."
"I’d die before joining the
Youths," Jack growled.
"You say that now." Tommy snorted
before walking away, hoping that someday Jack could forgive him.
"Ignore him, Jack." Rose placed a
supportive hand on his shoulder.
"Yeah, Jack. I know you’d never become a
Nazi." Fabrizio nodded. "I’m just so disappointed in Tommy. I thought
he was our friend."
"So did I. But we thought wrong."
Jack bowed his head. "Tommy was never our friend."
"Jack…what do you want to do now?"
Rose asked, placing her hand in his.
"We can swing by the music store. I’m
sure Fievil has some new records in. He’ll at least let us listen to his stash,
if nothing else." Jack shrugged. "Rest assured, Fabri, no matter
what…I’ll never give up swing. Never."
"Jack?" A voice spoke up from
behind. Jack turned around to see his mother’s Nazi boyfriend. "Fancy
running into you here. Are these your friends?" He looked at Rose, and
especially Fabrizio, with distaste.
"Yes, they are." Jack got on the
defensive.
"I see." The older man nodded. He
looked at Rose closely, making her feel like she was a specimen under a
microscope. "What is your name, girl?"
"Rose DeWitt…"
"That is none of your damn
business," Jack growled. "Why don’t you go and find someone else to
harass? We’re only taking a walk through the park to get to school."
"School, huh?" The nazi just looked
at Fabrizio as if he were a foreign object. "Somehow I doubt that. But
carry on. And Jack, consider joining the Youths. You’ll come in contact with
proper association."
Jack just glared at the man as he continued
down the street. "Can you believe him?"
"I think I better get home."
Fabrizio swallowed, shaken up by the encounter. "My parents may have plans
they need to discuss with me."
"You don’t think they’ll force your
family to leave, do you?" Rose gasped, realizing what might happen to her
new friend.
"I know they will. If not now…soon. My
papa says we’re being watched. He sees strange SS men following us and standing
in front of the house. We’re all afraid for our lives."
"Damn them. They can’t get away with
this," Jack growled. "There has to be a way to stop them."
"But how, Jack? I mean, we’re talking
about the government here, and a quite mad one at that. How can we possibly
stop them from tearing people away from their homes? We’re just three
people."
"We’ll find more people who believe in
the same thing. My father always said that if you look hard enough, you’ll find
a solution. All we have to do is look hard."
They lapse into a comfortable silence as the
trio continued to the record store. It was Rose who spoke first.
"What do you suppose they do with the
people they take away, Jack? I heard that once they take you away, you’re never
seen again."
"There’s a rumor that they’re killing
those people in the camps. That they're putting them in gas chambers and
incinerating the bodies…" Fabrizio answered, his eyes wide with fear. What
if that happened to his family? Or any of his friends?
"No way. That has to be a rumor."
Jack shook his head. "I mean…that’s mass murder…they wouldn’t be able to
get away with that, would they?" Jack knew it was naïve, but a part of him
was hoping that there was a limit to the government’s actions. To think of so
many people being put to death, just because they were different from the
average German, was too much for him to handle.
"They can get away with whatever they
want to," Rose said. "Oh, my, this is too awful…why are we talking
about such things?"
"It’s a fact of life, sweetie. It’s the
world we live in," Jack somberly replied. "This makes me want to take
off for America right now."
"You want to go to America?" Rose
looked at him in shock. She had no idea that he even wanted to leave Germany.
"We both do. It’s safer over there.
Here…anything could happen. You can disappear…like Jack’s father did…"
Fabrizio slipped, forgetting that Jack wasn’t aware of the rumors that were
floating around about his father. Albert Dawson was an outspoken American who
had come to Germany to see more of the horizon. He had fallen in love with a
German girl and had made his home in Germany. But he had disappeared when Jack
was fifteen, never to be seen again. Fabrizio’s parents especially found it odd
that his wife was acting like he was already dead, but never questioned them.
"It’s okay, Fabri. My mother came out
with the truth today. He didn’t die. He disappeared. I wonder what happened to him."
"No one knows, Jack." Fabrizio
shrugged, not voicing his idea or what he had witnessed the last time he had
seen Jack’s father. The last time he had seen Albert Dawson was when the man
had come to the defense of a young Jewish boy. He had directly stood between
the SS officers and the boy. To the di Rossi’s horror, Albert was arrested and
that was the last anyone ever saw of him.
"Fabrizio?" Rose noticed how he was
looking at Jack, as if he knew something but didn’t want to say. "What is
it? Do you know what happened to Jack’s father?"
"…not really…but I did see him get
arrested and that’s the last we saw of him…listen, let’s stop talking about
this. It’s not safe." Fabrizio’s eyes widened with fear. "I’m going
home. Bye." He broke off into a run, disappearing behind a corner.
Jack shook his head. "I don’t know
whether to believe him or not." Jack sighed. "Fabri’s my best friend,
but he has a tendency to blow things out of proportion. Hey, are you okay?
You’re looking a bit pale."
"I’m fine. Just…scared. For the first
time, I’m afraid, Jack. What if they find out about my father? What if they
send me to one of those camps where they’re incinerating people?"
"Shh, Rosie. I’m not going to let that
happen. I promise. We’ll both go to America, and then we can go to the pier
they have in Santa Monica. We’re going to be okay." Jack wrapped an arm
around her shoulder and pulled her close. She smiled up at him, finding herself
believing in what he said, when they hear a voice cry out in pain. They pulled
apart and followed the sounds of the scream . They both gasped in horror as
they saw a Hitler Youth attacking Fabrizio.
"Damn Gypsy!" The boy sent a boot
into Fabrizio’s midsection.
"Jack!" Rose gasped in horror,
stuck in one place, not knowing what to do to help Fabrizio, but obviously Jack
did. He ran up and smashed his fist into the older boy’s face.
"Leave him alone." Jack stood
between Fabrizio and the youth.
"What do you care? He’s just a
gypsy!" the other boy snarled.
"He’s my friend." Jack crossed his
arms as Rose went to help Fabrizio to his feet.
"You’re asking for trouble, sticking up
for this." The boy nodded towards Fabrizio.
"I’m not afraid of you, or your gang of
little Nazis." Jack stood his ground. "Now get out of here, before I
break more than your nose."
"You’re going to get it, swing
kid," the boy growled, before taking off down the street.
Jack turned to his friend, who was looking at
him with worry. "What? What’s wrong?"
"Be careful, Jack," Fabrizio
warned. "Be very careful."
"Come on. Let’s get you to a
doctor." Jack grinned.
*****
That night, after walking Rose back home,
Jack found his mother and her fiancé waiting for him. Neither of them looked
too happy.
"It’s about time you got in." His
mother somberly crossed her arms. "Where were you?"
"Walking Rose home." Jack shrugged.
"Why?"
"Hansel here tells me some disturbing
news. That you’re still associating with that gypsy boy…"
"You never told me not to." Jack
shrugged.
"Well, I am now, and I’m not finished.
He tells me that you broke the nose of a top Youth when he tried to discipline
the boy."
"Discipline? Is that what they’re
calling beating up on a defenseless kid, just because he’s a gypsy, now?"
"Don’t get smart with me, young
man," Gretel warned. "I am your mother, and I will not have you
forget that. Now, first of all, Hansel has been kind enough to sign you up for
the Youths himself."
"What?"
"And I’ve given him my permission to
punish you for your actions today. You are going to behave like a proper German
teenager if it kills you."
"But, Mom!"
"Enough. I won’t hear anything else from
you. Now go to your room and wait for Hansel in there. You’re going to be
taught respect, Jack. Whether you like it or not." Greta turned away from
her son, not wanting to see the betrayal in his eyes.
"Fine, then. Good night, Mother."
Jack barged off to his room.
"Don’t worry. I won’t be too hard on
him." Hansel smiled at his fiancée and entered Jack’s room, his fists
clenched.
Greta winced each time she heard her son cry
out in pain and sometimes call for her. But she closed her eyes and pretended
like he wasn’t calling her. After two hours, the cries turned to silence and
Hansel exited the room.
"That’s a tough kid you have in
there." Hansel pulled her into his arms.
"He takes after his father, I’m afraid.
I’m so sorry, Hansel…this shouldn’t be your job…"
"But it is. And I’m sorry this needs to
be done, but Jack’s going to have to learn that he can no longer do what he
pleases, and it’s time to act like a responsible adult."
"I heard him calling for me…"
"Shh. He’ll forgive you, darling. He’ll
see that this was all for the best."
Jack’s mother sighed contentedly as Hansel
led her to the bedroom, confident that he was right. That Jack would see that
this was for his own good.
Jack waited until everyone went to sleep
before painfully dragging himself out of bed. He grabbed his portfolio, a
picture of his father, and a few other items. He couldn’t stay in that
apartment another night. He saw that now. His mother was someone entirely
different now, and he no longer trusted her. Plus, his father’s presence was no
longer there. It had left the minute she brought Hansel the Punisher home.
Taking one last look at the apartment, and
pushing back the dizziness that threatened to overtake him, Jack slipped out
into the dark night. He hoped that someday he would see his mother again, but
for right now he hoped that day was far away.