魂游心神狀態......how's wy?

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　　深呼吸，屏息，靜氣。生命其實可以很輕鬆。

　　因為重修網站，把過去寫的一些文章再讀，才發現，自己曾經多麼的竭斯底里。我沉著的頹廢了很久，在迷亂裡昏眩跌墮，很累很累，甚至找不到呼吸的一點力氣，莫說要讀書寫作或甚他……

　　某天我走到伊甸園，在那圓球裡繞著人潮在花草叢間游走，跟朋友聊聊天，晚上聽音樂會，隨著老叔的騷靈樂曲起舞，我拉拉那盲伯的手，他一邊唱著一邊緊握我的掌。那生命。像給了我無極的能量。

　　曾經在最迷眩的日子裡，我用三只鬧鐘日過三竿也爬不起床。這幾天，早上都欣然的甦醒，看到窗外的光芒，心裡就泛了一陣幸福。現在每天也幹著自己喜歡的希望的事情，奢侈的還要想欠甚麼呢。

　　莊子〈養生主第三〉曰：「吾生也有涯，而知也無涯，以有涯隨無涯，殆已；己為知者，殆而已矣。為善無近名，為惡無近刑。緣督以為經，可以保身，可以全生，可以養新，可以盡年。」

　　出走，原來，是尋找回家的理由……

魂游
02/06/02
（還在）英國．布里斯托
終於風和日麗的一天

one day
i made a smoked turkey sandwich for my lunch.
i left it in the kitchen,
& went upstairs, getting dressed to set off.
when i came down,
the sandwich was open.
it's not a sandwich any more, but a pair of discarded toasts.

pussy!
you're not allowed to eat my food,
especially when i am pennyless.
NO, NO, NO!!!
don't run away, u nasty cat.

she was so scared of me,
and even dared not stay in the house.
i looked at her through the window.
how could i beat her such a lovely little thing...
but you had stolen the two little pieces of smoked turkey
which i could only afford for my lunch.

let me hold you in my arms.
here's a little piece of meat in my dinner.
to give
is always a blessing.
to love
is never a beat.
meow.
meow, meow...

: ) wy
02/06/02
birstol, uk

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