my hands are shaking and my heart is beating, why is it always me who has to feel this way. pretending i'm ok
i lie awake each night trying to push you out but your there. and when i go to sleep you face haunts my dreams, its me your laughing at.
i go through my days one at a time but they're all clumping into one. my life is heading nowhere, and thats not ok with me anymore, because your not there to make it easier
its pathetic the way i keep going on, thinking maybe there will be another time when i can look at you and not feel guilty.
after all thet you've done to me, and i can't blame you, all i do is sit and wonder if your right, maybe i am what you say, maybe your right.
it makes me so angry with myself, that you can move on and theres nobody else that can make me feel the way you once did, the way you still do.
everythings you
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