intelltural intercourse
how could you pull me back into your life and do what you've done when you know how unstable i am? you tell me that i'm not the only one who hurts, yet why are you smiling? you push me away then pull me back with all your empty promises and beautiful lies. then i'm alone all over again, wondering just what i've done to mess up. then when i believe i've had enough, you always have the perfect words to keep me under your fingers.
don't you know that i'd give my life for you. to have one more night with you, the way things were before you decided i was only a game. to hear you say the things you've let on to a million times but always changed the subject. you don't understand that your all i want, yet everything i can't have. you have my heart in your hand and you squeeze it right until its ready to explode. then you let it go and start all over. you're everything to me, and i hate you. but i'll run back everytime
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