at
the top of my lungs and ramming a dirk into
my skull. Thank god I'm alive to write this.
Innoncence and a new person I have never
seen before blessed with the gift of a healer
but hindered with the curse of muteness named
Silken aided
me in recuperation, well my friend Lord
Azathoth tried to give me blood now that I
remember vaguely but it didn't work.
Silken had to leave but Innoncence stayed
with me all the way to carrying me home to
the Palace. I am still feeling sick and will
be recuperating much longer now. I am
thankful for any concern you feel in reading
this. On writing the rest of my entry for
the day I am completely back to normal which
is a surprise for me even with my vampiric
side assisting my recovery. As a reward my
dearest Pandora and I tried these pils that
swap bodies with your lover. So I lived my
first night as a woman and she her first
night as a man. It was a very interesting
and enjoyable experience. That is all I will
write down as the rest could be used as
blackmail on me. I also showed Pandora to
mother and father or I should say the remains
of. Mother had her usual talk with me as we
alays do and told me to search father's
coffin, inside his left hand was a music box
of a bride and it played Wedding March, both
I an Pandora smiled a this. When we went
back up to the room I noticed that for once,
my dearest was a bit afraid. I think I can
understand what was going on in her mind and
I think I should have prepared her. Oh well,
I can't wait for our wedding wether Pandora
wants it on the 16th or now it seems possibly
the 17th,
4-10-99
I went with
my dearest Pandora to the cliffs and
waterfall of my estate and we cliff-dived
into the water. She felt like humoring me
again and I used the magic I know of to
temporarily turn her into a mermaid. Where
she was eventually called by Locke for
training. *sighs*. Now I wait for her to
return and play some
more.
4-13-99
Tragedy has dealt
me a cruel card. My cherished Pandora has
fallen in love with another man. As I even
write of this I am crying up and willing to
end my existence right now. *sighs*. But I
want her to be happy, maybe I can still find
someone in this world who will care for me
the way she did.
4-21-99
Not much
else is happenning in my life but it seems
Saphire has found a new love in a man called
Ryan. I am happy for her and gave her son
Brandon my 1st thumb claw I ever used.
Nothing much else comes to mind at the
moment.
4-27-99
Saw Pandora
recently and invited her to come back to m
Palace so we could talk. It was then that
she revealed to me who the man who stole her
away from me was...it was Jeremiah!!! And
when she even said in the past she could
never wed her sire *sighs*. I decided I
would try to see if she would come back to me
so I let her read my mind, that was the
biggest mistake I ever did as I ever shielded
any of my mind to her, she ran out of the
room and when I saw her again she was in the
fetal position *sighs*. That was the last
time I have seen her and Jerimiah is out to
kill me now. That is all for
now.
5-1-99
I went to my usual
gathering spot with all the others when guess
who sees me and attacks me? Pandora ATTACKED
me!! My face is pretty slashed up but it
should heal quickly. I am now enjoying a new
lady in my life by the name of Summer Tear.
I hope I grow to love her more than I did
Pandora and she back at me. That's pretty
much all the news that's fit to
print.
5-31-99
Sorry but things
have been happenning by so fast I haven't had
time to put in an entry. It seems Pandora
has left Jerimiah due to him still being
married the entire time to Skylar Eve. We
have struck up a deal where if she finds
fault in her new husband (Who just happenned
ot be revealed to me last night as Locke),
she will come to me. She just had her child
from Jerimiah's seed, Haley Alicia (possibly
Sathien for a last name as she cut off the
Stone belonging to Jerimiah.). I
administered her vampiric baptism with my
blood and am claiming the title of godfather
to Haley, nicknamed PJ. I am enjoying the
company of my new chylde, Kestra Rage, or as
I call her now, my kessywessydoll. She
originally came after me to kill me but I
countered the attempt so much I broke her
spirit and now she is loyal and learning to
me. If you are wondering where Summer Tear
is, I cannot say even in these sacred pages
for fear and paranoia forbid it. Well that's
pretty much of all that I need tell you
about.
6-12-99
Well, it seems
that Pandora's marriage to Locke has now
failed. As per our agreement we will be
lovers now, as I have realized I could not
have my wife also claiming the title of my
chylde for she would not truly be equal.
Hence Kestra will just be my chylde and not
my wife. I have also gained the interest of
a woman who was not born fromt he womb but
rather from sorcery. She is free and her
name she goes by is Dark Incantation. I
asked her if I may call her by an appelation
that was not so ominous sounding and I chose
to call her Morrigan. Other things are
encircling in my realm such as a mortal by
the name of Locke (not Leonhart), who wanted
to join my "ourt". Well when he went through
the final step (which you should all know is
being made as a vampire via my actions), he
freaked and almost died. Rather amusing
actually. But he is now alive thanks to a
very intelligent woman by the name of Sioned
Eclipse. One last note is that Pandora has
now joined a clan and has added an AD to the
end of her name. That is all I can think of
at this
time for my entry.
6-17-99
Well after a mysterious woman came into the
palace bearing my name a while back, Pandora
told me our life as lovers would not work
out. But she said we could still be friends.
Too much crap has been flying in unwantedly
into my Palace and I am thinking of
developing
a new structure for my holding. That is
about all I can say for
now.
7-11-99
Sorry for a lack
of update but I've been busy with things. I
was invited to Pandora's wedding by Pandora
herself. I was against going at first,
thinking I could not stand watching such an
event. But I wanted her to be happy so I
went. I couldn't hold myself together after
the final parts of the actual ceremony and
left with a sweet goodbye kiss to Pandora.
On othe rnotes, Pandora's clan is falling and
the clan leader/her husband doesn't care. I
have found a new interest in a lass named
Mirage. Well actually that is what I call
her as her full name is too long for me to
remember. She seeks to be sired by the man
she will grow to love. I will be that man
and she knows this. Future details are to
come.
7-12-99
I spoke with
Pandora today, she has a scar on the side of
her face from where an enemy attacked her,
she underestimated them. She has also
dropped the AD title to her name as her
supposed husband, leader of the AD clan, left
her so she left the clan. I and she had a
long talk of a few memories, her daughter
Haley Alicia, and about compassion for humans
or more expressly, her prey. We then talked
about if Mirage, as I call her, does not give
me anything to go onward with her that I will
become her lover yet again. Although she has
said she does not wish to marry again (if
you've read my past documentations you can
see why.), but I wish to perform a ritual to
celebrate us finally being together again.
We also spotted an owl in the window and I
cast a blessing of love for Pandora and I. I
of course will let you know how things
go.
7-16-99
Not much to talk
about today, no word from Mirage yet. On
other things I showed Pandora my first tattoo
which is on my back, consisting of a chinese
serpent encircling a sarcophagus and
devouring
the sun. She showed me her lastest,
incomplete tattoo, which is a red, yellow and
blue sun with a blank face. She is trying to
decide what she'll do for the face of the
sun. We talked of various things including
our relationship, my mother, etc. Then she
had a playful spark in her and made me chase
her out of the palace and onto the roof where
I saw her, eyes closed and arms out feeling
the breeze carress her face. I got behind
her and she placed her hands on my wrists, I
then lifted her up and over my head, seating
her on my shoulders like a father and his
little girl. She thught she'd be cute and
stated rocking back and forth to make me lose
my balance and covering my eyes, when I fell
back and tumbled we then ran to the falls,
had some more fun there and eventually dove
off the edge, we then played hide and seek
some more after kissing underwater for so
long I lost track of time. We then took a
break and sat on a log, talking about our
first time at the falls as well as our 'first
time" at the falls *smiles in rememberence*.
Well that is all I have to say for
now.
7-21-99
Sorry but I have
been busy as of late. I have received word
from dear Mirage and we are truely together
again. It has also come to pass that a lass
by the name of Nikki, whose path in life
crossed with mine when she talked of me
re-siring her. You see, she was a vamp but
miscalculated a shapeshift into human form
and was stuck as a human. A day later she
had become sired by a man named deathburd and
is now a student along with another vampire
by the name of Darian to learn fighting
techniques based on their vampiric
capabilities under my brow. That is about
all I can think
of that's fit to print right
now.
7-27-99
Lots of
things have happenned recently. In a
misfired act of passion I drank too much of
Mirage's blood and was force to either let
her leave me forever or make her a vampiress.
I had intended to do that sometime after so
we would have children first but I had no
choice. Also my student Nikki lost her
temper
and attacked a man named Vlad. This was
brought to my attention by 2 people named
Raithe and Topaz Heart. So I likely punished
Korn by placing her in stocks and giving her
20 lashes with a scourge. Then to teach her
a lesson in cruelty, I cut her hair into a
crew cut. Which was an empty threat since
hair grows back incredibly fast. I also
caught up with my old friend and "student"
Dark Incantation, whom I call Morrigan. I
even got to introduce her to my lovely
vampire fiance Mirage. They liked meeting
each other and as said in Shakespeare's Macbeth "The rest is
silent."
7-31-99
It has come
to my attention that my student Nikki has
"quit" being a vamp. I scoffed at the dea
for no one can merely "stop" being a vamp.
To think of all the wasted potential she has.
I will not be as an understanding teacher to
her anymore.
8-3-99
It seems
Topaz Heart has a more significant place in
my life than I would've thought. My fiance
Mirage informs me that Topz Heart is actually
the leader of a clan that is taking over the
Inn. Mirage is worried about this, later on
in the evening I showed her the dress she
would wear at our wedding at a whopping
$9,500.00 it consisted of a dress similar in
design to Pandora's own dress with emeralds,
pearls and diamonds, stitched in the
veil-band and dress as well as the dress'
embrodiery. She was so happy and even more
happy when I showed her her own personal
"play"room where she may torture her food
before she "dines" and rends the "food" to
bits. I also had a brief encounter with my
friend Morrigan apparently dealing with some
person kneeling at her eet. I didn't ask why
but didn't really care. That's about it for
today.
8-4-99
I finally found TopazHeart and after stating what my beloved Mirage had told me to her, she informed me that the clan is only good and that what Mirage said was just here say. Whatever happens next I have no ideas about.
8-17-99
In all this time, not much has happenned except I took Mirage to the Astral plane and I found out Nikki is Skylar's daughter. Those are pretty much the only major incidences so far.
8-23-99
The only major things happening have been me seeing more of Morrigan and she was a tad flirtacious, but I still miss Mirage as I have not heard from her lately *sighs*. Morrigan has written down some of her life online as I have. If I reeive enough comments and her permission I will create a link to it. That's about it.
8-31-99
I have news that my dearest Mirage is pregnant and apparently at the human stage of about 8.5 months. I guess vampire/dhampier offspring, when it does occur grow up fast. I do so much hope we have a girl whom I will call Alicia. Mirage is so beautiful the way she carries her pregnant belly, I could linger on it for hours. In other maternal news, Nikki, now known as Princess Korn has a child, I do not wonder who the father is as I have blocked the most of her speaking from my mind but she did apologize for her misbehavior. *sighs*. I think it is motherhood, and not losing virginity that makes a woman a true woman.
9-6-99
No word from Mirage yet and I am deeply concerned she may have already delivered without me. In other news it seems my godchild, Pandora's daughter Haley was destroyed. And now Darien is back, though how this is possible I have no idea. I am going to have to deal with him myself, Pandora sensed he had gone to her lair and rushed off to confront him after giving me a kiss on the cheek. I still worry about her especially since she had said she had nothing left for her, not even love. I think I will go after him myself. I will keep you informed if anything else happens. Well, I went to check on Pandora and Darien. I could not find Pandora. I pray she is alright.It seems from Darien's mouth that he let Pandora speak to Haley although I cannot be sure of this. He wished to start over so I said I would although the moment I find incriminating evidence about her I will slay him for good.
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