*~*The Boys You Don't Know *~*

I don't know why but I didn't want to see him I didn't want to feel sorry I had been threw this before a ling cheating dick of a boyfriend that never showed he loved me that alwayed showed that he was with me so I could be a trophy of some sort. but I still went threw his things almost daily to get a hint of his sent. And the day he was due home I stumbled on a box filled with pictures. I pulled one out it was a picture of him and Mandah. I pulled out a nother him and Tiffany, I pulled out another him and Heather. I threw them back. All blondes... I was his first brunette love I thought as I shook out my mane of red ringlets. I put the box back and I hopped in the shower. Nick was due home soon and I hadn't showered yt. I hadn't seen him in a month I wonder if he had changed probably not his is like the unchangeable Nick, I pull on a pair of bells and Nicks big shirt that says grab da bootie and pinch it. I walk down stairs and flop on the couch. I turn to TRL to find them doing a story about nick and yet again blaming me... I guess carson doesn't like me all that much...

I watched glued to the TV and my heart actually ached for him. at one point in my life it was a frequent thing but now probably since I see him so much It happens less frequent. I started to cry. I was being such an inconsiderate bitch. I started to cry. I hadn't seen him since germany and hadn't talked to him since he was on the plan to austrailia. I curled into a ball and cried into the soft leather of the black couch coushin. I heard the side door open. I didn't look I just burried my head deeper into the coushions I didn't want him to see me crying. I heard his bags drop to the floor I knew it was Nick by the way his shoes sounded when he walked. He sat on the couch and laid his hand on my shoulder. "Nita... are you mad at me?" he asked in a quiet voice. "n-no" I said shakily trying to stop my self from sobbing

"Why so sad.. aren't you happy to see me home again?" He said rubbing my back wamth spread threw my body with his warm touch. "I am happy" I said turning around so he could see me he then wrapped his arms around me. "I love you" he said slowly nuzzeling my shoulder. "I love you too" I said laying my head on his shoulder he was so warm.

"Your wearing my fave shirt" he said laughing. he then kissed me. i kissed him back it was electric. He picked me up and carried me up the stairs and into the bed room planting sweet kisses on my lips the whole way. He lowered me onto the bed slowly. He then took the shirt off in one swift motion. and threw it behinde him it landed on one of the sculptures. I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off revealing his orangy pink nipples and his perfect tummy. he had farmers tan from being in europe I ran my hand over his chest his skin quivered. I smiled. He looked perfect. I grabbed the waist band of his jeans and Undid the button. "Behold " I unzipped his pants "the almighty" I pulled them down

"Thor" I said as I pulled his boxers down revealing him to me I grinned he just shook his head. "be serious Nita" he said kissing me. "moi..." I said laughing. he pulled his boxers back up and did his pants up again "none of this until you stop playing around" He said sitting up. "okay" I said slowly as I laid down accross the bed. he was looking at me I could feel the weight of his gaze on my body. He laid down on the bed. it squeeked it was one of those moments where you don't knwo what to do. I rolled around and he wrapped his arms around me

"I'm ready to be serious" I said before kissing him. SO we had sex and like always we fell asleep. In eachothers arms. I woke up at midnight and traced the tattoos on his back with my fore finger. I looked at the scratches my nails had left and I traced them with my fingers as well. My eyes then fell to the KAOS tattoo that started at the base of his spine and stopped even with his shoulder blades. "My kaos" I whispered kissing his shoulder he stirred in his sleep. "for you I was a poet, one night in your arms with you the night became fire between your legs I loved,love your whole life. My arms envelope your waist my hands draw your silhouette, and my mouth strew embers across your face that my kisses had left. Like water filtering through the earth, the proof of my love melted in your soul and like sparks that jump out of the fire I covered you with my kisses. My stare left you naked. I took the secret of your soul." he whispered into my hair as he inhaled. It was beautiful... My heart leaped. Our naked heat was beautiful. everything about the moment was perfect and then the phone rang.

"FUCK!" I yelled as I sat up and grabbed the cordless phone. I hit talk. "hella?" I said sounding pissed off I wasn't pleased. "Hey whats up Nita!?" A familiar voice said on the other line... then it hit me it was heather. "so why are you calling" I said flatly walking around the bed. Nick was watching me. "I wanna talk with Nick" "here" I tossed the phone at nick he cought it. "yellow?.... oh hey heath.... what no..... what... huh?... since when... oh you what?... Yeah I know I heard... who?... no... No.... I said no woman!... you don't know her she's more than that... she's my feiancee!.... yeah what eva..." he hung up the phone and slammed it on the night stand. "she says have a nice day" nick said laying down I watched the muscels in his body tense and relax as he moved around. "why the fuck was she calling so late?" I asked sitting down on the bed. "she wanted to talk... lets go out" Nick said getting off of teh bed and walking to the bathroom. "out?" I said running up behinde him and jumping on his back. ".. I have nver danced with you.." I said thinking about all the few times me and him had been out. "your right.. well It'll be fun" "fun like this" I kissed him passtionately.

"Almost.. not quite" he said laughing. I then got showered and I hoped out and ran backinto the bathroom naked. I did a cartwheel to the closet and then pulled out a pair of stretchy silver Bell bottoms and a silver backless shirt. The material was cool and crisp against my skin. I grabbed my straightening Iron out of the bathroom and I straightened my hair while Nick looked threw his wardrobe. "What should I wear?" Nick said turning around and looking at me I smiled.

"All black.. the black button down shirt with the little shiny black thingies on it and black pants" I said as I spritzed my hair with hair spray. "DAMN you look good" He said walking over to me he kissed my neck. I giggled. he then walked back over and got dressed in exactally what i suggested. I put on a dark red lipstick and alittle eyeliner. I saw nicks hands go for the conceiler. I smacked it with my eye liner pencil and looked up at him. "but I have a zit!" he protested pointing to a tiny pimple on his nose. "Wuss be a man" I tossed the conceiler in the top drawer. I then walked back to the closet and pulled out my super high silver glitter platform sandels. I put them on and did up the strap. "how can you walk in those things?" Nick asked as I walked back over to him. I came up to his jaw with them on. GO ME! after that we went out to the car. After about five minutes of Driving in the prowler Nick pulled into the parking lot of a club. The sign out front said CLub 601. "do you come here alot?" I asked looking at the people going in. "nope... I've been meaning to though..." He said turning off the car. "well... I hope you get in" I sai laughing as we stepped out of the car "why is that" "because they always let half naked girls in... and you didn't bring cash" I said as he put his arm around my shoulder.

"But I'm Nick Carter" He said kissing my neck. "do you really think their gonna care" I said laughing as he looked around at the type of guy they were letting in. They were letting in guys with dark hair. Most blonde guys were slipping the bouncer hundreds. "OKay nick this is how we're gonna do this be my sheild" I said standing infront of him when we were near the club. "your what?" "just stand there" I said as I gave my self the whole SUPER CLEVAGE GIRL look. I then turned around. "Wow... you know in someplaces that is VERY illeagal to show that much" "but not here in the good ol U S OF A my sweet dear Nickolas" I said standing on my toes to kiss him he but his arm back around my shoulders. By the time we had gotten to the front of the line I had noticed the Bouncer looking at me. "You can get in but the boy stays" He said looking down at me. "awwe c'mon" I said pouting. "you heard me the boys stays" "but.. he has all the money and... he's my ride home... and... Doesn't he look like Nick Carter?" I said pouting and crossing my arms creating the whole look I was going for. "He might look like a celeberty but look alikes don't get in" "what if he could prove that he was Nick?" I said smiling. "then he could get in" I then turned around. "You do have your driverslicense with you hon right?" I said kissing him. "yup" he said taking out his wallet and showing the bouncer his licsense. I took a step back and looked at him he didn't look like him self tonight. He hadn't spiked his hair and he looked tense. I looked at the bouncer who was still looking over Nick's I.D and then looking at Nick "you two come with me.... Simon take the front door" He yelled to another bouncer not far away. We were taken into a back room.

"Okay.. IF you Really are Nick Carter you should know the answer to these questions correctly" He said taking out a little box I leaned against Nicks arm. "What's your address" He said looking at the card. "4318 E. Skylark Tampa Florida."- He then thought-" Wait that was my last Address sorry there the one on that card is 2430 Free medow court Apollo Beach" He said noding "Okay... whats your birthday" "January 28th 1980" he said quickly. "Whats your ADS Standing " "The card is going to say one but it should say alcoholic with a one next to it... I just got out of rehab yesterday" He said looking down at me. "okay Mr.Carter heres your card back sorry about that but do you know how many posers we get a night I let some guy in here ten minutes before you two showed up because I thought he was you... guess you can't just go by looks... so who's the chick" he said jestering to me. "my feiancee" he said smiling showing him the sliver ring the adrond my left ring finger. "well good luck but usually marrages to girls like her don't last more than a month... cause with all that Sugar and spice you get tired of it... and you wanna get a bitch..." He said looking at me Nick started laughing. "Man... Sugar and spice where?... maybe in the way she looks but in personality she's only like that after sex... when she's calm sedate and trying to coax me into mor" Nick kissed me softly. "Then your lucky... damn do you have a sister?" The bouncer asked me grinning. "yeah but she's been married since she was my age" I said smiling. "how old is she?" "his age" I said kissing Nick. "damn.. okay well have a good time" Nick lead me out of the door. The bass was so loud the floor was thumping. "c'mon lets dance!" I said pulling him towards the dance floor. "no not yet baby" He said kissing my forhead. "I wanna dance now" I said pouting. "see I can't say yes if I don't look directly into the pout." he siad laughing. "but" I frowned Nick had walked us over to a table with the greatest veiw of the dance floor. "you can go dance now and I'll join you in a minute" he said cradleing my chin in his hand smiling. "okay but you HAVE to join me later" yelled to him as I left for the dance floor below us. Once I hit the floor I looked up to find Nick looking at me he shewed me with his hand I left and continued on to the dance floor. Any one knows that if you study music videos for a while you tend to dance like your in one all the time with the flipping of the hair and freakyness.... it is ultimately sexy to guys and befor you can breath it seems that you have guys around you or guys watching you from the upper teirs of the club. After about tweleve songs they played thats the way I like it. I looked up at Nick who had his eyes glued on me. Half way threw the song some ass hole came up on the DJ thing ruining it for me I looked up at Nick. "Hey y'all I'm Nick Carter and I just wanna say that y'all be listenin to a backstreet song right up in chere" The poser said trying to mimick Nick's twang but getting it all wrong. I then watched Nick walk over to the DJ booth. He showed the DJ his drivers license. "yo.yo... waddup... I'm sorry about that folks this is the real Nick Carter up in here and dats my girl Nita on the floor in all silver dancing like she did only in my head till now... Luv ya babe"-I waved-"okay well now that I have emberassed my girlfriend you all betta have a good night! cause I know I am... hehe... I'm about to join my baby out on the floor... and here's the song again yall" he said laughing as he put the song back on and walked out of the DJ booth to me. I kissed him. And we danced together.

That was basically the rest of the evening. at four we headed home because I had a class at 8 my first class of the year. I showered alone and changed again. I walked into the bedroom naked to be met by Nick asleep on the bed. He looked tired and tense like he had ever since he came back from rehab. I kissed him and he opened his eyes/ "tonight my love I will give you a total body massage with flavored body oils and all that yummy eatible stuff."

"That would be good" He said smiling. he then closed his eyes again and drifted back to sleep. and I started getting dressed for my first college class. I kissed Nick before I left. "why are you going?" he asked half asleep as I ran my hand threw his hair. "I have school.. but I'll be back by five or six okay?" I said kissing him again. he smiled "okay" he said as he fell back asleep. I took his shirt off. He was laying on his stomach and his tattoos were revealed to me in all their glory and I had found a favorate. I didn't have one before. I liked the one that he had like mine with "Nick and Nita forever"writen under neith a shark and a dolphin in flowy script. I kissed it and left. I took his white esscalade. I had to hop to get into it but I really didn't care.

After school was over I was terrified of college. It seemed like every one in all of my classes knew who I was dated and they all wanted to know what's it like dateing a backstreet boy. so I decided to take a year off. I got in about Six and I was crying with my backpack slung over my shoulder. I dropped it next to the door. "NIIIIIIIIICCCCCK" I moaned as I ploded threw the house looking for him. I then walked to the TV room to find some guy watching the TV I screamed. ".. so you must be Nita... WOW... I'm Brett" he said smiling. "where the fuck is Nick and why the fuck are you in our house" I yelled crossing my arms. "Nick invited me to stay with you guys for a whil-" I cut him off "where the FUCK is Nick" I said narrowing my eyes. "he went to get more food don't fret" he then walked over and smacked my ass. he as in Brett not nick but Brett who I just met who I knew nothing about invaded my personal Nick pending space. I screamed and ran out of the room. I HATE being man handled! I ran into the room and slammed the door. About an hour later Nick came in the room. I threw a pillow at him. "Why the fuck didn't you warn me... I have a cell phone you know" I said as I wrapped the comforater around me. "I'm sorry... but what happend he said you went off on him" Nick said laying next to me playing with my hair. "He grabbed me ass Nick..." I said looking into his oh so blue eyes. "shhh... I'll talk to him about it he's my bestfriend and I want you two to get along okay... do I still get the message tonight?" He said smiling. "yeah.." I said kissing him "So I'll be your dessert and then you'll be mine" He said smiling "yup no dessert needed" I said wrapping my arms around him. "c'mon lets go down stairs" He then pulled me down stairs.

SO I had dinner with Brett. Right after Nick ushered me up to the bed room with his hand on my lower back Once I was in the bedroom he closed and locked the door behinde us. "Now.. time for dessert" Nick said as he pulled a bottle of strawberry flavored massage oil from the top drawer. "... how could you be thinking of that with some one in our house" I said as I sat on the bed. Nick put the massage oil on the night stand. he sat down next to me and rubbed my shoulders. "because you seem tense" he whispered in my ear as I groaned. He had magic hands. As he rubbed my shoulders the tension ebbed from my body along with all the stresses from the day. "So do you want to know why brett's here?" He asked as he rubbed down my back. I collasped forward, "No... do you think I care right now... ask again later I am in a pleasure trance at the moment and you couldn't get me to move if the house was on fire" I said as I pulled my shirt off so he had full access to my back. He chuckled and undid my bra. he set it to the side and kissed my tattoo. "now get up I gotta move everything to the floor and light the fire place" Nick said kissing my neck again/ "see your not persueding me to get up" I said into the bed sheet. He pulled his hands away and my back strated to feel cold.

"Okay I have been persueded!" I said as I jumped up. He then layed the comforator on the floor and folded it in half he then put a sheet over top of it. "okay now you can lay back down" he said smiling I slowly laid down on the soft plush comforater. and awaited Nicks soft touch. I watched him as he grabbed a log from the back of the closet and put it in the fireplace he then lit it. the faint smell of burning wood filled the room. Nick then went to the bathroom and came back in with incents. "Oooo... is that the sandal wood or jasmine?" I asked as he lit them and set the incense burner on the floor near me. I could smell the think sent of jasmine drifting threw the warm room. I smiled and started to doze. I was instantly woken up by the cool massage oil being poured onto my back. I gasped Nick laughed. "thats what you get for falling asleep on me" He said as he started to rub my shoulders. I was in heaven. As I said before Nick has Magic Hands. He kissed my tattoo. "wow... this stuff actually tastes good" Nick said sounding suprised as he continued to message down my back "It feels sooo good" I moaned as he rubbed the small of my back. "so how was school?" He asked as he slowly rubbed my sides. "I am never going back!" I said as I Burried my face in the sheet. "why... get up you need to take off your jeans" He said as he backed away on his knees. I sat up when I moved my hand to undo the top button of my button down flairs nick slapped my hand away. "But I though you said" I wined as nick shook his head. "shhh.. No I mean" Nick Pull me up so I was standing and he undid the first button with his teeth i looked down at him and smiled, He nipped at my tummy right before the waist band of my panties I trembled. He then undid the second button. I bit my bottom lip as he slowly undid the third and final button. Then he pulled them down with his teeth. I giggled he looked up at me and stood up. he then kissed me. I giggled again as he slowly lowerd me back down on to the comforator. he then massaged the back of both my legs. He then tickled my feet and kissed my instep. "you never answered my question" He said as I rolled over so I was on my back. "question?" I said as he kneeled beside me and rubbed my neck. "yeah why don't you wanna go back to school" He said as he worked his way down between my breasts he then kissed the dip between my collar bones. I closed my eyes and focused on his touch. "The teachers were more interested in what it's like to live with you then they were in teaching" I said as Nick kissed down my navel "hey.. lets keep this message PG-13 Mr. Carter" I said smacking the top of his head playfully. "PG wha?? I signed no contract Miss Taylor" He said as he kissed down to the waist band of my underwear. "It was a verbal agreement just as binding as a written one" I said as he licked up my stomach. "okay.." He said as he went back to messageing my body. "anyone tell you your one hell of a buzz kill" Nick said smiling at me. "you do... all the time darling" I said laughing "yeah well your one hell of a buzz too" He said kissing me. "well your not" I said teasing "see.. for that remark it's gonna cost you... tonight I am gonna cut your panties off with the sissors" He said laughing evily. "you wouldn't you know these are me fave pair" I said panicing because i knew he would. "time will tell" he said as he kissed my calf. "ooo... your so evil!" I said grining. I then saw a red light in a corner blink. "what the hell is that?" I said as it blinked again. "Brett!" Nick growled as he got up aand left the room. I sat on the bed and thought for a moment. I walked over to the dresser and pulled out my purple nightie. I braided my hair back. Fuck the message I thought as I walked around the room blowing out candles and incense. I felt violated for the first time in my life ever if I had any innocents left it was now gone. I walked down stairs to find Nick and Brett fighting. Nick was winning I guess if winning means the one not bleeding. Brett had a cut on the side of his head. I walked over to Nick nd squeesed his shoulder I pulled him away from brett. "Thanks Nita.." Brett said as he walked towards the couch. "Leave" I said quietly holding Nick back. "wha?" he said looking at me like I was speaking in greek. "Leave...Now." I said again only slightly raising my voice he then grabbed a bag from the coffee table and left. Nick locked the door and I walked silently up the stairs thinking about what just happend. "he still has the tape you know... do you know what this can do to my reputation?" Nick said as he grabbed a beer out of the fridge, I stopped and watched from the stairs as he drank it down only stopping once. I shook my head. He threw the bottle against the wall. "FUCK!" he yelled as it broke and the shattered glass spilled mostly into the grabage can. "fuck all of it" he mumbled as he walked towards the stairs when he saw me he furrowed his brows "Nita whats wrong?" he said as I got up and started to walk back up the stairs. "nothings wrong" I said softly as I reached the top he touched my shoulder and I turned around. "somethings wrong you look like your gonna cry or something" He said as I walked forward. "no.. I'm fine..." I said as I walked into the room. Then it hit me Nick was nothing but a selfish child who wanted what he wanted when he wanted it. I looked at the ring on my ring finger. Nick got in bed. "so I guess our night of fun has ended" Nick said sitting on the bed. "yeah it has" I said as I picked up the comforater I wrapped it around my shoulders Nick sighed. I laid down in the bed and wrapped the blanket aroud us. "something is wrong tell me or I won't stop asking" He whispered into my ear. "I'm tired" I said listening to the waves crash in the ocean thats how quiet it got "then go to sleep" nick said kissing my shoulder. I moved away. "no Nick thats what I'm tired of..." I said as I sighed I was ready to cry. "no.. I'll change... no no no" He said shaking his head

"Nick it's only because I'm tired... of all of this you throw me around like a fuckin yoyo!... one minute your true to me and the next minute your off screwing another girl... and tonight just made me snap... because people won't be seeing you half naked they'll be seeing me... I'm leaving in the morning" I said as I got up and walked over to the chair that was near the closet. "where will you go" Nick sobbed out he had started to cry. so had I. "I don't know but Nick this is hurting me" I said as I leaned back and watched him. he Sniffed. "fine... I'll pay for your apartment" he said as he shifted. "no... I can do it on my own" I said as I rubbed my shoulders it was starting to get cold. "NO... I AM going to help you with rent because you have no job and I am not letting someone I love sleep on the streets" Nick said before he burried his face in the pillow. "fine Nick... Good night"