**Dreams of Love**

We got to the house and Teck and my brother were there."Hey guys!Me and Aj are here!"They were sitting on the chouch.Mike with his girlfriend of 3 years and teck just looked me and Aj."Hi..What are you guys doing here?"I looked at Teck."This is my apartment.Well Mikes apartment."Mike look at me and smiled."Huh!"They all said."I'm moving out and in with Aj.Then I can bing most of my stuff to Hawaii and then i can stay there.Also if I could I can go on tour with Aj.Oh me and him are just friends.Well for now we are."I went to my room and got some of my things and my stuff animals."So your leaveing and not coming back?"I knew this was coming."I will come back and see you.I might be with aj.I like him alot.He likes me alot.But me and him right now are just friends.It might turn into something more while we're in Hawaii."I seen aj listen at the door."But Evelyn I love you.all the stuff I did in Hawaii was in Hawaii.I would never hurt you."I knew he wouldn't but I wasn't going to take any chances."I'm sorry.We'll always be friends."Teck looked at me."So is he do you think he is the one for you?Like you think you can spend the rest of your life with him."There is no better way to answer that with out breaking his heart."Yea I do think that he is the one for me."I could the tears coming to his eyes."You only knew him for a day or two.How can you know?Wait it was a feeling that you had.Did he say there was a jolt go throught my body and you said that you had one too?"I couldn't say anything."I knew it.Well I hope your happy with him.Have fun in Hawaii and your life."He left the room and I just back to packing my things."Aj!?I'm done!Are you ready to go?"He came in the room and put his hand on my shoulder and took my suitcase.well he really couldn't pick it up."What in the world did you put in this thing."I just walked away."Oh thank you!I'll remeber that!"I came back in laughing my butt off."Ok i'll help.After I can start breathing again."He gave my this look."Ok...ok.I'll help you now.Ok on the count of three.One...Two..Three."We pick up the suit case and we almost dropped it but some how we got it to the car.

We got back to the house and got the suit case up the stairs and into my room."Ok.That was good.Lets not do that again."I said.I don't think I could ever do that again.I fell on my bed and he sat on my bed."Do you really think I'm the one for you?"He turned and looked at me.Issat up to answer him."Yea.I think that.Why you don't think i'm for you?"I knew he had something on his mind just not telling me."I don't know yet.I jsut went through a break up."Yea with that ugly chick Amanda."What happend?"He got off the bed and went to the window."She cheated on me so many times.I just don't want that happening again."I went over to him."I would never do that to you.She used you for your fame and your money.I don't want that.Just your love and knowing that you will be there for me as I will for you."I kissed him.He had the nices lips.He put he arms around my waist and my arms around his neck.It was so sweet and romantic.It felt like it lasted forever."I like that.That was nice.Uh...I was just going to go do something and i don't remeber what it was."We laughed."You have such nice lips.Your one of the most greatest person in my life.Even though I have my brother.I'm happy that you pick me out of the crowd.Yea in some way I wish you didn't but so happy you did."I was...I really was happy.Even though I known him for like a day.But thing is there is more to my story that I haven't even told to my own brother.

"Aj can I tell you some?"He turned and looked at me."Anything." I montioned that we sit on the bed."Its something that i've never told anyone."He nodded."Keep going."Here I go."When I was five or six.My uncle would come over and speak with my father and mother.I was in my room and he came in.He was being nice.Then he touched me.I didn't know if it was wrong or not I was young I didn't know wrong from right.Well over the years it stop and then continue on again.When I was 15 I ran away from home.I had told my brother that I was going somewhere for awhile.Then I got into drugs and drinking.I came home a month later.I was better and my uncle died a week before I came home.In a way I was happy,but in the other way...I was sad.I hated him.I still do till this very day.It will be ten years tomorrow when he died."I got up and went into the living room.He followed me."Why didn't you tell anyone?"I stoped and turned."I didn't know who to tell.I was scared.Thats half the reason why I never had sex with anyone.I'm scared to be in love with someone.But I everytime that I kiss you.I feel so safe.Like nothing is ever going to go worng.That we will be forever.I just don't know anymore."I walked out and took a walk to the park.