"And that's what happened to me...when people do that to me, I get very scared and I just..am out of it" said Courtney.

Everyone in the room couldn't believe how she lived through all of that. It was shocking to even Crystal that she didn't even know this.

"You guys don't tell AJ he knows I've gone through some stuff but I don't want knowing cuz not only will I have to face my parents again, but AJ could throw this big ass temper and I don't want that"said Courtney quitely.

Chad then heard a sound on the bus and he looked out of the window and saw the guys were coming.

"Hey Courtney if your done with your story cool..but if not..you'd better hurry up and finish cuz the guys are coming back to the bus" said Chad.

When the guys got back on the bus Courtney, Crystal, Chad, Leighanne,Kristin, and Jennifer looked as if nothing was going on, they just all talked and laughed. When Courtney saw AJ coming she smiled somewhat.

"Hey sweetheart, come on we gotta talk" said AJ taking Courtney's hand and lead her into the back room. The driver got back onto the bus and started the engine. He began heading and taking the guys home. As the bus began running AJ and Courtney had sat Courtney down.

"Hey...there's something we have to talk about" said AJ taking Courtney's hand and holding it, stroking it softly he then began to speak up "Baby I know I should've told you about the fans, I think you have a good idea of the kinds of of fans your gonna meet" said AJ

"Yeah..Alex I do...." Courtney said getting up and walking away from him some. AJ arched an eyebrow and said " Also I wanted to make sure you were okay ya know with the incident at the airport" said AJ as she walked over to Courtney, his layed a hand on her shoulder.

"Honey I'm fine..really I'm just not use to all of this fame yet..I will in time though and you will still be treated normal just like any other person" said Courtney turning to AJ with a smile on her face.

"Ok, I'm glad your alright... Your my girlfriend and I can't help but worry when you act funny...and I lose my mind when I don't know something about you" said AJ then cupped her chin and brought her face with his.

"Don't worry if there was something wrong..you'd be the first to know" said Courtney looking at AJ with the most sincere eyes ever.

Courtney then kissed AJ on the lips. The two of them spent the rest of the ride back in the back making out and showing how much they loved each other. The bus went one by one to each of the backstreet boys houses, unfortunately when Crystal and Chad had to be dropped off they had no place to go.

Nick offered Crystal and Chad to stay with him. Chad thanked him in appreciation. Crystal smiled some to show her gratitude.

That night Chad went to bed early, Crystal came downstairs to Nick's kitchen and went into his fridge. She then grabbed some milk and then went into the cupboards and grabbed some ceral. She then fixed herself a bowl. She then walked over to the TV and turned it on.

As she was watching the tv Nick came downstairs in a black robe, his bare chest showing and him wearing some tiger stripes. He then walked passed Crystal and when he saw her, his eyes gleamed with such passion. He missed her..but he wasn't sure if Crystal felt the sameway about him. He had to know,but he wanted to give her time since she was with Chad. Nick shook his head and walked outside to the patio where the pool was. Crystal turned her head just as she heard the door close. She got up and looked around with the tv still on. She then turned it off and got up from her seat.

She began looking around Nick's house and then she saw the patio lights on.She walked outside and there you saw Nick taking off his robe and showing off his chest.

He looked good to her, she began thinking of them two of them in the pool together making love and kissing. She sighed, what she didn't know that her sigh was loud enough for Nick to hear. When she looked up there was Nick across the patio starring at her. Crystal couldn't believe it, she stood there in silent, both of them not saying a word. Nick then spoke up "Hi...."said Nick "Hello" said Crystal looking the other way.

"I see you found where my patio is"said Nick rubbing his head.

"Yeah I did, it's beautiful" said Crystal.

"Thank you" said Nick walking over to Crystal.

"Yeah...."said Crystal."Look Crystal there's something I wanna say to you"said Nick calmly

"What's that?"asked Crystal.

"Well...I wanna patch things between us...Crys what I said to you that night at the park and at your house what was wrong for me to say..I should've never listened to JC that night..it was stupid and yet down sick" said Nick.

"Oh you have no idea how much you did hurt me Nick"said Crystal.

"I'm sorry Crys for all of that..it may take some time before you actually forgive me"said Nick.

"Nick you have no idea what happened to me that night right after you left the park, I was soo unhappy Courtney and AJ stayed with me till I was okay...I should never forgive you for all despicable you placed in my face you ass" Crystal was getting upset then out fo the blue a huge cramp began running through Crystal. She then grabbed her stomach and winced in pain.

Nick ran over to her and picked her up. He then placed her into his car and drove as fast as he could to the hospital. When they got there Nick stopped the car and called out to a doctor,a man ran outside with a wheelchair and helped Crystal who was wincing in pain.

The doctor ran into the ER room. Nick waited outside for her.So many hours went by and Nick waited outside hoping that Crystal was alright. He paced back and forth in the room. 10 minutes later the doctor came outside with an update on Crystal's condition.

"Doctor what's wrong with her?" asked Nick. "Well,there's something you must do for me" said the doctor.

"Yeah anything"said Nick.

"You must keep her stress-free, she's in a condition where in some females their bodies tend to shape differently"said the doctor, the doctor didn't dare tell Nick that she was pregnant. "Now she may leave tomarrow, but you must make sure she's stress-free alright..if her condition worses feel free to contact me, you may go see her"said the doctor. Nick walked into the room and saw Crystal in bed. She saw Nick who looked for very concerned about her. She didn't dare tell Nick she was pregnant.

"So I guess the doctor told you about my cramps huh?" asked Crystal

"Yeah" said Nick

"Well I better get some sleep so that we all can go on tour with you and the guys tomarrow" said Crystal as she smiled alittle bit. Nick walked out of the room and called his house so that Chad would know what was going on.

Chad grabbed a taxi and took him straight to the hospital. When Chad got there he went to the fron desk he looked like he was out of breath.

"I'm looking for a girl she came in here a while ago, she looked like she was in alot of pain" "Oh yes sir she is down the hall and to your left..there should be a blond gentleman ..he can show you where she is"said the nurse.

"Thank you sooo much!"said Chad he left the desk and walked quickly down the hallway. There he found Nick sitting in a chair right to Crystal's room.

"Hey Nick dude..where is Crystal at?" asked Chad "She right there in her room..I know she's been frantic waiting to talking to you"said Nick. Chad looked in the room and Crystal was looking out the window.

When he came in the room Crystal saw and she smiled. "Baby oh my gosh are you alright?" Chad asked as he sat down on Crystal's bed.

"Yeah I feel better" said Crystal "Nick informed me of what happened to you and I'm soo glad your okay" Crystal nodded.

"That's it you cannot be left alone left alone by yourself anymore..were going to get you a private nurse one that will look after you" said Chad he placed his hand on her face.Chad then turned to Nick and said"Hey Nick it's okay for you to go back home...I'll stay here with Crystal..now I know I can't leave her side not even for a minute..thank you Nick for helping my beautiful girlfriend out, I know she appreciated what you did to her too" said Chad as he sighed. Nick began walking out of the room. "Yeah sure Chad anytime" said Nick.

Inside Nick was thinking about Crystal and how much he wanted her,but he knew he couldn't her heart was with Chad. He then left the room and out of the hospital. As he drove Nick couldn't help but to think about Crystal.

In the Hospital Crystal couldn't stop thinking about Nick, but she was with Chad..she had to move on but something was on her mind and she had no idea what it was. It something on Nick something she couldn't explain. "Oh Well I shall figure it out later"said Crystal to herself.

Two days went by and Crystal was released from the hospital. Chad signed the papers to let a nurse travel with her on tour. Crystal then left with Chad in a taxi. The taxi went took Chad and Crystal to Nick's house so they could grab their things.

Nick drove Crystal and Chad out to the airport. Chad and Nick took care of the luggage and the three of them met the others at their plane. It was a beautiful plane with the words Backstreet Boys Black and Blue Tour on the side of the plane. The girls got on the plane first then Chad, before the backstreet boys got on they took many pictures with the press. Then the boys waved to the camera and got into the plane.

Inside the plane was absoultley gorgeous. It was a like manshion. Soft white couches,huge speakers and TVs, dinner table, bathroom and shower and one big bed. Before the plane took off AJ went into the back of the room and grabbed the speaker and smiled "Attention all Backstreet Boys and Backstreet Boy passengers just let you know were about embark on a tour and a trip of a life time, so sit back relax and enjoy the flight, I will not be serving any alcoholic beverages except to myself so ha ha hah ahaha" said AJ everyone on the plane was laughing.

"Man AJ your girl don't need to be hearing that shit"said Kevin walking past AJ in order to grab something before the plane took off. The plane took and the first stop was Europe and it would be a long journey ahead.

Three hours later after everyone had gotten alittle sleep they were up and about playing some. Nick and AJ were wrestling, Brian and Chad were playing some bulshit, Kevin was reading a book and Howie was watching a little tv.

Courtney and Crystal were talking to each other, Jennifer and Leighanne were giving each other makeovers and Kristin was laying her head on Kevin's shoulder. The nurse that was watching over Crystal was talking to the doctor on her cell.

" Hey Crys I need some water"said Courtney as she got up from the couch.

"Bring some too"said Crystal.

"Ok" said Courtney. She walked over to the sink and grabed some cups, before she could turn on the faucet

AJ and Nick grabbed her and said "You can't escape the cluthes of your prince charming"said AJ laughing some.

Courtney smiled and said "Oh Yes I can" she picked up her hand and began running it down AJ's stomach.

"You sir have to let me go" said Courtney "I can't dear lady, my hands think for themselves" said AJ as he smirked.

The two of them began teasing each other. Everyone was having a good time on the plane,even Crystal but when she caught Nick starring at her she couldn't help but feel alittle tense. Her heart pounded and so many things went running through her mind. It like someone had stopped her in her tracks and she couldn't move at all not even one tiny ass step.

Nick walked away from Courtney and AJ and over to Crystal. Crystal turned her face back to a book as if she didn't notice him coming towards her.

"Hey Crystal"said Nick as he sat down next to her. Crystal looked up from her book and said "Oh Hi Nick"said Crystal she then placed her face back into the book again.

Nick turned his head away from Crystal for a minute he then turned back to her after a few moment and said " How you feeling ?" Nick asked.

"Fine"said Crystal acting like she did't care if Nick was right next to her.

Nick licked his lips and began to speak "Look I know your still angry with me Crystal"said Nick quietly.

Crystal looked up from the book once more and said "No I'm not only angry with you,I'am heartbroken to the bottem of my days...you through a huge ass sword through my heart..you think that you apologizing to me is gonna make me want you back just like that"said Crystal snapping her fingers.

"Your dead wrong Nick..you believed some ass over me..someone who loved you with everything she gave herself to you because she trusted you and now you expect me to walk all over myself for you huh....well buddy you've got another thing coming if that's what you think" said Crystal getting alittl stern.

"Alright then Crys, it was nice knowing you" Nick then got up from his seat and went to the opposite side of the room and began watching some tv with Howie.

Some tears fell from Crystal's face, she knew what she said was right, Nick had hurt her in the best way possible. She knew she couldn't forgive him for that, but something inside of her was telling to her to forgive and forget which is what Nick did the minute he apologized to Crystal.

"I cant let him get to me like this"Crystal said to herself.She placed her hand on her head and began rubbing it.

The nurse then came in to check on Crystal to make sure everything was going fine. "Ms.are you doing alright?" the nurse asked. Crystal shook her head no"Well can I do anything to make you feel better?"asked the Nurse,she then placed her hand on Crystal's back.

Crystal smiled some and then said "Hey could I go to bed?" asked Crystal. "Of course you can Ms. Smith"said the nurse.

The nurse helped Crystal get up from her seat and helped her into the backroom. Chad saw Crystal leave and got up from the table "Hey baby you alright?"asked Chad with concern.

"I'm fine"said Crystal.

"Well your going to bed awful early"said Chad.

"Well I need some sleep anyways,it's been a long ass day good night Chad"said Crystal as she yawned some.

"Night baby, call me if you need anything"said Chad as he kissed her goodnight.

Nick saw them kissinfg and something inside of him was making his face turn red and his knuckles curl into fists. He should've been the one kissing Crystal goodnight and winking at her. Crystal smiled at Chad and then left the room.

"I will assist to anything she needs sir"said the Nurse. Chad nodded but winked at Crystal. Crystal laughed and went into the bedroom.

Five hours later everyone was asleep all except Nick and Crystal. The both of them had alot on their mind,neither one of them could get to sleep.All during the night Crystal was thinking if what she actually said to Nick was the best thing to say.She remembered how when she began bitching at him he wasn't angry but had a sad expression on his face. He didn't argue about anything, he just listened. Nick knew Crystal had a right to be angry. There was no excuse for anything.

Crystal thought about what she said all night. Over in the other room Nick layed on his back thinking of what he had said to Crystal that very night at her house and in the park. He felt so terrible, and now that Crystal was bitching at him and was with someone else Nick felt as if he was never going to win Crystal's heart ever again. Nick tossed and twisted all night long. All the horrible words ran through his mind, and then expression Crystal's face that night burned his soul in flames.

The plane flew all night to Europe. And Crystal and Nick had hardly been able to sleep. They were thinking of each other, not knowing what to do. "You had your chance to be with me Nick"said Crystal before she turned over and fell asleep."Crystal I'm truly sorry come back to me Crys" said Nick as he turned over on the bed and closed his eyes and went to sleep.

When the plane landed the gang was refreshed and engergized. They streched and yawned, then they got dressed. The Backstreet were making a promotion for their new album Black and Blue, so they wore clothes with the colors of black and blue. When every the boys got out of the plane there were fans outside screaming outside holding up pictures and signs. Fans began using their cameras and taking pictures the entire time the bsb members were there. While the boys were occupied the girls and Chad snuck by and got onto the bus. The Backstreet Boys were scheduled to do a press conference to answer some questions about their new album and possibly signing in session. When they Backstreet Boys got onto the bus it started driving off to the downtown area.

All during the trip Nick and Crystal were exchanging looks. Courtney and AJ noticed this and knew if Chad began noticing this there was going to be alot of problems on tour.

When Chad turned to Courtney and asked if there was anything wrong Courtney shook head no and looked out the window as AJ and the boys began taking shots on the bus with some journalists. When the conference was over the boys had to do a photo shoot, then they went off to the beach for a private contest winners hang out. The weather in Europe was gorgeous and the gang was having a blast. They all got to do some sight seeing.

At around 7:30 pm the Backstreet Boys were scheduled to do a performance. At around 8:00pm on the dot the boys were waiting on the steps to be lifted out onto the stage and perform for their fans. The boys said their last goobyes to the girls and friends, then the lights went out and music began playing. The crowd was going wild. Smoke began filling the room. The moment the boys came out the crowd went even wilder. Courtney, Crystal, Leighanne, Jennifer and Kristin sat in the very front row talking about things going on in life. The boys sometimes would come down off the stage and touch some of the fans's hands. Fans were crying jumping up and down,fainting,tossing gifts on stage to the boys, and screaming their favorite boys names all during the concert.

At the middle of the performance the boys made a really funny act.They would act like silly little boys, strip their shirts off, and say hello to the fans. Everyone in the crowd was having a blast. So many months went by and the tour was long and strenuous.

Crystal continued to get bigger in stomach. Every city the boys went to in the month Chad and Nick took Crystal to the doctor.

All the times Nick took Crystal to the doctor to check on how her pregancy was going Chad would get alittle jeleous. He was trying to be best boyfriend to Crystal ever and Nick was interfering with everthing.

Everyone but AJ and Courtney had no idea why Crystal's stomach was getting so big. They all questioned Crystal, Courtney and AJ on Crystal's well-being. AJ and Courtney didn't dare tell anyone, they wanted Crystal to tell everyone when she was ready.

The boys traveled all over the world, from Stockholm, Europe, then to Tokoyo, then to Sydney Austrailia, Capetown, South Africa and finally back to the United States. One particular day when half of the tour was over the boys were out at a party to celebrate their tour.

Crystal and her friends the were dancing to the music. Everyone was having so much fun They all were all so relaxed and stressfree. The nurse then came over to check on Crystal who was sitting confortably in a chair.

"Miss I see that the baby is coming very soon"said the Nurse smiling. The nurse had no idea that what she said is what the other had heard.

"Oh my gosh..Crys is preg"said Jennifer looking at Crystal with such a shock.The music stopped and the gang stopped dancing. Crystal knew the time had come, she'd have to confess everything. She then looked up at everyone except Courtney and AJ who knew everything.

The gang looked at each other,they couldn'tbe believe it, Crystal had been keeping that she was sick and that she was truly pregnant. Kevin then noticed AJ and Courtney weren't looking like they were shocked. Kevin then figured it out.

" Court...Jay your acting like you don't know anything about Crystal being pregnant"said Kevin turning to Courtney and AJ. Courtney looked at AJ and then back at the others.

"We knew Crys was pregnant, we just wanted her to wait till she was ready to tell everyone"said Courtney calmly. Kevin stayed silent, not saying anything. The others then looked at Chad, who had the most pissed look in the world.

Crystal looked up ay Chad and said "Chad aren't you gonna say anything ?"asked Crystal.

Chad didn't say anything then he spoke up and said "Whose the father?"asked Chad. Crystal thought for a moment and said "I don't know.."said Crystal she began feeling alittle nervous.Chad walked some toward Nick and said "You know who I think the father is...is this dipshit Nick"said Chad getting all in Nick's face.The others looked at Chad waiting to hear his reasoning on why he thought Nick was the father of Crystal's baby.

"Why would you think that Chad..there's no way Crystal and Nick have ever fucked...they're not even in a relationship"said Brian. "The reason Brian I know is because all this time..I've seen how Nick and Crystal have been looking at each other, I even heard my own girlfriend repeating Nick's name in her sleep....somebody tell me what the hell that means?!"said Chad getting angry.

"It could mean anything Chad" said AJ.

"No It mean AJ...that my girlfriend and her so called lover Nick have been doing things behind my back..Nick you don't think I can see when you take my girlfriend to the doctor to check on her so called sickness..when she's actually pregnant?! or the way you look at her and flirt with her at the performances your inlove with my girlfriend aren't ya...huh..HUH?!"said Chad giving Nick an ugly look. Nick's face began heating up with anger.

He then spoke up and said "Yes I do look at her a certain way and yes I'am inlove with her..you know nothing about what me and Crystal had before you both were together..we had something strong and I left her because she lied to me about something but it was my mistake for ever leaving her..because I listened to her stupid ass boyfriend you complete son a bitch!!!!! who knows this baby could her ex boyfriend JC also known as Joshua Chaez"said Nick, he couldn't hold his feelings for Crystal anymore, it was finally out in the open.

Crystal couldn't believe what Nick had just said about her. Nick was truly sorry about everything that he did to her and he wanted to her back so much. Crystal realized that Nick was telling the truth on his feelings for her. She in right mind knew he was confessing, but now what was she gonna with Chad him knowing Nick loving her and that fact that she was indeed pregnant. p> Luckily the tour was wrapping up and the gang would soon be able to leave and live their own lives.

"How could you not tell us ?" said Leighanne looking at Crystal shameful.

" Well I wasn't sure what was wrong and I wanted to find out who the daddy was"said Crystal "Bulshit, you knew all this time and you didn't dare tell me..why ...Crys"said Chad.

"Chad I didn't tell you because see I didn't want you to think that I was cheating on you ..this was something that happened and I couldn't control it, and I'm sure in hell am not getting a abortion....Chad I want this baby more than anything and your acting selfish here..this could be your child I'm carrying and this is how your treating me"said Crystal. "Yeah I guess so..cuz right now I'm not really carrying shit Crys.you know why..because we never had sex..never ever your bastard..your not the Chad I know right now"said Crystal.

"Your right I'm not Crys...with the fact that you were pregnant and never told me anything just told you little friends Courtney and AJ"said Chad looking at AJ and Courtney. AJ gave Chad a bad look meaning if you come close to me or my girlfriend I will kill you. Chad backed away some.

"So what's up Courtney did you and your boyfriend have sex again and then wind up it being you pregnant and then making it seem like it was Crystal all along huh?" asked Chad making fun of Courtney's weight.

Courtney was trying to be strong but small tears fell from her face. She then walked up to Chad and smacked the hell out of him.

"I hope you burn in hell you stupid mother fucker...."said Courtney as she walked away down on the out of the room. AJ followed her. Nick looked at Crystal with compassion, his eyes shinning brightly. "Chad noticed this again. He then walked to Nick and pushed him.

"So you think looking at MY girlfriend you'll win her back...all those times you saw us kissing and making you get jeleous...right Nick...hmmm you knew you wanted you and the thought of you not having her just killed you am I right?" said Chad pushing Nick. Nick had, had enough of all the crap that Chad was pointing out. Nick punched Chad in the face. Chad then fell to the floor, Chad got right back up and ran at Nick punched Nick, Nick grabbed Chad by the shirt punching and kicking him in the stomach. Chad and Nick began kicking, punching and wrestling each other. Kevin, Brian, and Howie tried getting in between Nick and Chad who were fighting like dogs.

Within 15 minutes Kevin and Howie pulled Chad and Nick off each other. They both had bruises and cuts all over themseleves from fighting. Chad then turned to Crystal who had anger in her eyes. Chad looked at her for a few moments and then waved his hand over. Crystal nodded her head.

"It's over, I'm getting the first flight back to my hometown and that's California"said Chad then left the room. When Chad was gone Nick looked over at Crystal and said "Hey everyone me and Crystal need some time alone".

Everyone invacuaded the room leaving the only people there was Crystal and Nick. Nick walked over to Crystal who was still sitting in her chair.

"Crys..I know what you must be thinking..but it's not possible, I'am not that baby's father..it's Joshua's..you all had more sex than we both had"

Crystal looked Nick and said 'No..Nick it is yours,when JC and I made love we always used a condom and don't go saying Shiane was his daughter cuz that's not true..her father is someplace else...you and I were never used a condom that night we were together...this child I'm carrying is yours and I'm gonna prove it to you" said Crystal.

"Prove it's mine "said Nick. Crystal called the nurse in and she called the hospital to make preperations for finding out paternity of Crystal's baby. Crystal knew in her heart that Nick was the father of her child. She had to prove it to him no matter what.