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Rhiannon

This is Rhiannon...my cat. He was given to me in August of 1998 by Mary Beth, my best friend. See a photo of Mary Beth and me in my Photo Album.

Rhiannon died on August 8th, 1999. I miss him very much...he was like my little son. His death remains a mystery to me...I may never know what killed him. All I know is that losing Rhiannon was one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with...it was excruciatingly painful for me the day he died. I'd just gotten so attached to him that I wasn't sure if I knew how to let him go...even after he'd already gone away. So here, I decided to include a song I wrote for him the day he died. It's called "Arms". I hope you like it...it is definitely one of those songs that totally comes from the heart. It may be a little hard to read and comprehend, but please bear with me here...I'm still basically computer illiterate so I can't get these pages to look perfect.


"Arms"

My brightest light just burned out...
My soul stolen from inside...
My body has been twisted...
Wringing out the tears from my eyes.

I am so broken down...
Still standing here...so helpless...
Waiting for my love to return to me...
Just waiting on a memory.

Come back into my arms...my love...
The same arms you died in moments ago...

And time rolls on by...
No one stops to notice...or care...
About the misery I’m feeling now...
Like a lost child in despair.

Where is my angel...my guardian...
To pull me through my pain...
And the thunder rumbles again...
And so I guess it’s gonna rain.

Just come back into my arms again...
Well this is where you died...just a few moments ago...
Come back and restore my soul...
It left with you for reasons I’ll never need to know.

Sing on sweet songbird...
Taking my heart away...and you fly away...

A new life opens the door...
But I can’t come out today...
Guess I want to be alone...
I can’t lose anything this way.

Shelter me with your love...
Take away the world from me...

Come back into my arms...my love...
You quietly died in them awhile ago...my love...
Come back to me...my love...
I’m so alone...but you’ll never know.

Don’t leave me...
Don’t leave me alone here...
Don’t leave me...

I can’t smile anymore...
Numb feelings severed from love...
Waiting for you to come back to me...
I’m just waiting on a memory...


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