Hi,
My name is Summer and I have only been in existence for a little over a day now. My purpose is to keep Tina the five year old from physically hurting herself. She hasn't done that in quite a while now, but unfortunately the past few days she
has been very self abusive.
The body experienced some severe trauma in the past few
weeks and it effected all the personalities. Tina, the five year old was devastated and felt she was bad and needed to punish herself.
I am the only personality, beside Kala, the creator who experiences no physical or emotional pain. I am incapable of taking over the body for long periods of time. Right now I am trying to learn all I can from Kala's memory banks.
Kala thinks that perhaps we could somehow try to utilize
Joni's abilities to suppress memories to help Sissy during this
difficult time.
Right now my abilities are very limited but perhaps I can, like some of the other personalities become stronger as time goes on. At the present time Sissy has about sixteen cut marks on her arm. Fortunately they aren't serious enough for stitches. She has had to have them in the past because of some of the abusive things that Tina has done.
It has been years since a personality has been created. The last one was Sissy. Kala didn't think there would
ever be a need for another but she was wrong. She wishes to say that it is not a sign of weakness on her part.
The main thing is that I am here and I will do what I can to
try to stop Tina from doing serious damage to the body.
It doesn't really matter if anyone understands about me being here or not. We do what we have to do to protect the
body. It seems we have been doing that for a very long time.
I really feel sorry for Tina. She is such a sweet little girl.
I hear her crying and she is desperately looking for her bear, Casey. That is the bear the horrible man ripped apart one night when he found Tina hiding under the bed.
Right now Tina thinks she is alone again. She really isn't
rational all the time and says she can hear Casey calling her from the woods behind the house.
I am going to try to help her as much as I can; at least in the area of the self abuse. Hopefully one day Tina will be able to find Casey somewhere, even if it is within her heart.
Summer
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