Chapter
One
~2 Years Ago~
19 year old Sammy was scared. She had to tell her boyfriend
of 6 months something very important--but she wasn't sure how to do it. He
sat in the dark room with the lamp at the table as his only light. She knew
he was writing. She wasn't supposed to disturb him when he was writing.
"AJ?" she said as she crept towards him.
"What?" he answered not really paying attention.
"I have to tell you something." She crept closer to
him.
"Well, what is it?"
"I-I-I'm--"
"You're what?" he interrupted.
"Pregnant."
"What?!" she had his full attention now.
"Pregnant." she repeated.
"That is not good. That is definitely not good."
"Aren't you happy? It's your baby too!"
"Yeah I'm.....happy it's just that....that--we used
a condom."
"Newsflash AJ: condoms break!"
"Shit! What are we gonna do?"
"Well, I'm going back to Florida to have our baby.
These European people freak me out."
"No you can't do that! The fans will find out. My career!
BSB's career!"
"Is that all you ever think about? Is that all you
care about? You don't care that there's a living being inside me? You don't
seem to care about anything but your career. Hell, you don't even call your
mom anymore!"
"I care! But you can't have this baby! We just got
big and this baby will bring us down. The fans don't even know you're my
girlfriend."
"So what do you want me to do then, huh? Get an
abortion?"
He couldn't even look her in the eyes. To him it was
the only solution.
"Nobody would have to know," he said.
"No way! No fucking way! I would live with the memory
of being a murderer. I can't and won't do it."
"Sammy, we have no other choice. Don't you care? If
you have this baby we'll go broke and the last time I checked I was the one
paying all the bills."
"I would be paying bills if you didn't drag me on this
fucking tour! If you really want me to get one," she said almost in tears,
"then I'll get the fucking abortion!"
