Mood:  cool

Soooo... this week was fun. 2 days in a row went over to Crystal's after work and swam in her pool. Been so hot that I really needed that. Lucky for us we both finished at the same time. Fourth of July Jace and I went to Mike's and watched the UFC fight. Was fun. but we didn't stay too late. I didn't get too drunk either...lol.

Did I mention in my last post that We are going to Blizzcon? Jace, Walt and I were on the site waiting for the selling to begin and Walt got in. So he bought 4 tickets and we just all payed him back. I just booked our hotel rooms this past Saturday. I don't know how I missed it the first time Iwas looking around, but I got a 2 room $48 a night deal for 3 nightsright across the fuckin street from the convention center. Can't get anymore awesome then that!. I'm so excited, all we need is for Mike or Walt to do the rental van and we're all set.

Anywhos Jace is home from work right now so I'll end this right here.
Laters Peeps

Mood:  a-ok

Long time again huh.
Off today and I'm waiting for the washer to get done so I can put the next load in. Also I'm really backed up on all my wrestling shows so I'm also watching those while I write this atm.
Since the last time I was on here... Got Blizzcon tickets. WOOT, so Me, Jace, Mike and Walt are definatly going. Judy and Chase are saying that they're going, they're getting in as Press so didn't have to pay for anything, but they have the history of bailing out on plans with all of us, so I'm not banking on it. I booked the hotels as well. I didn't book it with them in mind cuz I'm giving it 3-1 that they'll bail on us before October comes around. Also Blizzcon starts 2 days b4 my birthday so We're gonna hotel party it up... 30 fuckin' years old.
So a couple of weeks ago Pops, Dust, and Aunty Patty came to Vegas. Dust stayed with us for a night and hung out with Me at Crystal's house and we swam in her pool... after that he came to Mike's with us, but he was terribly bored, I kinda knew he would be. I had fun tho.
So Yeah like I mentioned previously, I've been hangin with peeps from work alot more now. The best thing that happened to me this year was me getting fired from my previous job. I had the intention on quitting for the longest time, but lack of training did me in. I was thrown in a manager's position and I never was taught to do something, that was important to the job and I was let go because of it. Jace wanted me to fight it, but really it wasn't worth it. I only enjoyed working with 2 maybe 3 people there, and I wanted to find something else. The company and the management sucked. I went on careerbuilder and a babies r us was hiring. I applied and got hired and I love the job. I get along with everyone and I made alot of really good friends, one in particular, Crystal. Shes from Hawaii, Big Island, and people think she's my cousin. LOL... I've been going over to her house if we're off on the same days and swim in her pool. Soooo nice in Vegas right now. Jace said the Next place we get he wants to have a pool. I don't know about that tho. sounds good but I'm so tight with my money, that I don't wanna pay more for a stupid pool. And we also hang out at Mikes and his gf Alyssa's place. They drink alot and Jace and I aren't big on the drinking, but we hang out anyways. Mike and my other co-worker Walter and I all play wow so we have that in common to talk about. Better paying jobs are out there, but I love this job, until I feel it very necessary to find another job, I'll stay here, and there's alot of room for advancement anyways.

Alrightee I'll end this right now, If I think of anything else to write about I will. :-)

Mood:  down

I'm not sure how I got sick, but for the past 3 days I've been a tad bit under the weather. Went to work on Tuesday and I was feeling like shit. went home half day and laid in bed for a while then went on the couch and watched TV. It was like if I did anything strenuous then I'm feel like crap.. haha was prolly all in my head. Nah, I don't think so because it mean me not going to work... and I really don't wanna miss that, seriously, I love money and so I have to work to make it. laying on the the couch don't bring in money.
Aunty Karen and Uncle Les came to Vegas. Went to have dinner with them at the Fremont Hotel. We all gambled a little bit. Mish and I went to the slot machines, Jace and Uncle Les went to the craps table and Aunty Karen was tired so she turned in for the night. Then Mish and I went to a souvenir shop and looked around. It was a fun night. We actually should do it more often and not just when family come into town. Cuz Mish and I have fun... of course the "losing money" isn't fun but I think it's just the time we spend together. Yes we live together, but it's not the same, cuz we are usually doing our own things.. she does her reading, listening to music, watching British movies etc. and I'm on the computer playing WoW all the time I'm home. I'm sure my WoW phase will die down soon, but it's been 2 years and it hasn't slowed down yet. :-(
Anywhos, Deadskully is in flight path right now so I better get back to my game. she might have landed by now. Peace out bitches.!

I fell like shit right now...I decided to make breakfast for dinner, with no intention of going out, so I decided to pig out(actually nothing new there)... anywhos Koa(Jace's cousin) calls and asks if we wanted to go and meet him and his friend Jake at the bar for some drinks... I'm cranky cuz I was fuckin full and there was no way I was gonna go there and enjoy myself on one drink. So he went and I'm at home bored as shit... I do have a bunch of TV shows to watch, but I'm really not in the mood to watch them. WoW was actually getting boring and I've been only loggin on the past couple of days to do my dailies and then loggin out. It's the not the same. A couple of weeks ago it was my life, I ate, drank, and slept WoW. Stayed up till 4 in the morning just pootin around doing nothin with guildies. Just found out that 2 of my co-workers play too... they're on a different server, and both play alliance... Boo!...lol.  past week I've been having opening shifts and I'm fuckin' tired... next day I'm off is next friday and saturday... 9 days straight(I've worked longer b4)... good in a way I guess, keeps me off the game and making money is always good.

Peace out fuckers!

Mood:  irritated

Annoyed at Jace right now... me coming to bed at 4 in the morning is really bothering him. No matter how much I tell him that me talking on vent in WoW is all harmless, he doesn't trust me. And why should he?... I asked him if my actions in previous "relationships"(if you could call them that) has any effecton how he feels about my faithfulness in OUR relationship... and he did say yes it does. hmmm. And of course he has every right to feel the way that he does, he always brings up the fact that his previous relationship did the same thing to him, which did annoy me at first, because he would always compare me and my actions to hers... don't get me wrong I have nothing against the girl, she seemd like a cool chick, we prolly would have gotten along just fine, just a bit too outdoorsey for me. lol... anywhos, I would constantly hear... "Becky...." this, and "Becky...." that. I caught Jace off guard one time I just came straight out and said "Are you still in love with her?"... it was funny cuz it wasn't in a mad tone, and really didn't care what his answer was. But he got a little bit upset at me for god knows what reason... right?, if you're in a relationship and your other half is constantly talking about his ex, things they did together, what annoyed him about her, things you guys have in common, the way he got along with her parents... Am I just trippin?... NO?!?!?... das what I thought.
So he's taking a trip to the Bay area to visit his friend Dan... I've never met the dude but I do know that he does have an ex that lives near there... how do I know that he ain't going to meet with her?... but you know what... I really ain't trippin' on that. You know what, all this dramas is giving me a headache. let's move on to another topic.
So yesterday before work I went to Walmart and bought me a Monster for my long shift at work, and I was browsing aroung the DVD section cuz i had alot of time to kill and I saw the movie "FanBoys".. that movie is the shit... It's so funny, and I love Dan Foggler he always makes me laugh. And lots of awesome cameos... $10, can't beat that, well I guess if it was $5 would have been better, but I don't mind paying double for that movie. Actually I would have paid full price for that movie.
This is my only day off this week so I better get off this computer and make the most of my day...lol
Peace out Fuckers!

Mood:  chillin'

Alrightee... back to blogging.
Looks like Novebmer was the last time I wrote in here. Let's see what has happened since. Don't work at the Hospital gift shop anymore, thank goodness. That place was full of shit. Corporate was a bunch of asses, and our district manager was not very helpful. Needed to really get out of that place, and did. DM and Corp were never on the same page so I'd get chewed out by one or the other if I did what the other told me to. Bottom line the company was retarted and I'm sooo glad I'm out of there... I only miss the Girls that worked under me, Wina Adriana, and Natacia... the rest can go to hell for all I care. Funny thing is that after I left the hospital staff stopped coming to the store. Sales dropped in half. LMAO. good for them fuckers.(the company, not my old crew) anywhos moving on...
Back in Oregon before we moved here to Vegas, Jace got me into World of warcraft. I've been addicted to this shit ever since. He worked for a company that bought and sold online game accounts (lord of the rings online,wow us, wow eu, everquest, warhammer) and that's how he got me into it. Mind you, that's not how I got my account. I leveled my toon from 1-80 all by myself... and when I say all by myself I really mean it... just by solo quests and running low level instances when I got high enough to solo those... never did pvp till 80, and only guild was my own. Just recently got into a guild in January and around February got into talking on Vent. Now here's the issue with that. Jace is the jealous type and it is kind of annoying that he gets upset at me for taking on vent. He told me I could set it up so I did. BUT now that I stay up till the wee hours of the morning talkng with a few peeps in the guild, all of sudden he can't seem to handle it. I can sooo throw it back in his face, He has AIM and he talks to his old boss(a chick, supposedly a lesbian), he goes out with friends(how do I know what or who he's doing)... Come on, this is Vegas, Sin City, every temptation all you around you 24/7... I guess I've dealt with it before, and so jealously doesn't phase me one bit, I don't get jealous, I trust him that I don't need a reason to. And he doesn't trust me, and I've learned to live with it... but it still annoys me. haha.
So I'll end this here, but I don't work tomorrow so I'll wrote more tomorrow... maybe, I always seen to say that huh.
Peace out Fuckers!!!!

Mood:  a-ok

It's been over a year since I've even came on this site. I miss it. This used to be the place I came to vent frustrations to pretty much noone but myself. I write on here but no one reads it but me a couple of years down the road. which is fine. It's like my online journal and I don't hold back on and I don't give a shit who reads is it. I never really have any incriminating things to say, or hurtful words to come back and bite me on the ass... I know when to zip it(most times). I have written things in here that I read back on and I'm like "what the fuck was I trippin on?" "what the fuck kinds of issues did you have?" "What kinds of stupid situations did you get yourself into?"... I like going back and reading those, it's fun ;-)

Here goes...

It's been about 17 months since my last blog I believe and A LOT has changed since then (I think I wrote my last blog back in Hawaii) anywhos, I moved to Oregon to live with Jace, and then his job brought us to Vegas. I was brought on for temporary live chat help for the company he was working for dealing with onling gaming. Company took a turn for the worst and Jace and I were let go. Sucked balls big time because he was making pretty good money there. We both felt like we were screwed in this because the boss and his wife wanted to move to a warmer location and pretty much said "if you don't move to Vegas, your out of a job" Which was crap because they let 2 other guys stay up in Oregon. We had a great, cheap place in Grants Pass and gave that up for a great not so cheap place here. I got a job at a hospital gift shop as a sales associate and slid my way on up to store manager in 2 1/2 months by default. This past April Mish came to live with us. She needed to get out of Hawaii and saw me as her ticket to do so. She brought her dog fox with her. I'm glad she's here because she keeps me company and she's my sister so I have to love that right? ;-)

I recently got into Facebook and I still think it sucks ass. Myspace is so much better but I don't like the new home screen that it has right now. It's like facebook with the "how are you feeling right now" crap. That part is annoying to me. I've been hearing from several people from high school lately. I never really care to reconnect with anyone but the few people that I hung around with or got along with. which trust me, it's very few people. Some I tried to stay in contact with but after several attempts on my part I just gave up.

I'm not liking my job lately and I'm actually currently looking for another job. It's really hard out here in Vegas, if you don't have experience you're pretty much screwed. Boo!!!...

Sometimes I wanna move back home. I just wanna drop everything and just say "fuck it" and leave. But I won't... I have Mish and Jace to worry about and at this point they depend on me too much and I can't do it. I don't want Mish to ever move out but I know she will. By this time next year she won't be here, maybe back to Minnesota or to Utah for more schooling. But we'll see if that happends

It's my bed time, grandma needs to go to sleep so she can get up early in the morning and back that that hell hole she calls work. I'll prolly write more tomorrow.

Night Bitches

Mood:  a-ok

Yup, long time no write again...
Since the last time I wrote lets see what happened.
I gave my one month resignation notice at work. I gave my notice on the 6th of June, and so my last day is on the 6th of July. My plane flight is on the 15th of July. I am excited, but still saddened to be leaving my family here. And also my job. Foodland is a really good job, I like it here and I like the people I work with, and of course lets not forget no stress. LOL.
Me leaving this time is a totally different situation. Its for the same reason, a guy, but totally different circumstances. I'm not going blindly into this one, well I thought I wasn't the other time I left, but I was soooo wrong. But this time I know what I'm getting and I know it will be worth it. I know Jace isn't lying through his teeth about anything he's told me or anything I've seen. We've laid everything out on the table in the beginning, I know what he's been through, he knows what I've been through... I know what he's done in the past and he knows what I've done... I've told him more things from the beginning then I have ever told anyone.  Honesty is all what I've asked for and I know I've been getting that. If you start off a relationship with bullshit lies then there really isn't anything worth staying around for. the "I love you"'s mean shit, ya know what I mean.
Anywho's onto a much lighter note. I got a new tattoo on monday. My Fav Sanrio character, Kuromi, has skull cherries and so I got that tattooed on my arm. I actually wanted to ge Kuromi, but she needed to be drawn so I'll prolly go on Sunday, which is my next day off.
I'm just spending as much time with Dustyn until I have to go. I will be meeting them in Vegas in December so it won't be too long... Jace and I will be making several trips back to Hawaii every year for a visit. Besides I'm not moving away forever. Just figuring that living is cheaper and so easier to save money then move back here and buy a house. Get married and have some kids too... shit we're getting old we better get on it... LOL
Alright I'll end this one here... I'll write more soon hoopefully... oh yeah and I'm still trying to fix this site and add more sections... don't hold your breath tho...
Laters bitches!

Mood:  cool

Now on to our Vegas trip... Left Mankato for our 2 hour drive back to St Paul... Went to the Mall of America before the Airport. Neat Mall amusement park in the center of the mall.
Anywhos, now waiting at the airport to leave for vegas I did a bunch of e-mailing with my iTouch and checked out the MySpace. Sorry Natz I didn't get your message till I was leaving Vegas.
so we arrive in Vegas, Shuttle it to the Hotel, check in the room and check out the rest of the Hotel. We walked down to the pool and gambled a bit. That night Nicole gets in about midnight. next day we went to "Bodies" exhibit at the Tropicana, Mom and I went to "Shark Reef" at Mandalay Bay. then they went to get the car. oh crap, I don't even know whee we went on what day, so nevermind about the time lins shit what what we did went we did it...
We went to Planet Hollywood's Miracle Mile to shop, Caesars palace Forum Shops", Las Vegas Outlet, Fashion Show Mall, and Town Square to Shop.  Went to watch Cirque du Solei "Zumanity"... I didn't really care for it... I knew there was going to be some nudity, but there was ALOT. And knowing what the performers can do this was really mild. Aunty Eileen said they went to see "Ka" when they went, and it was great... I'm wishing we went to see that one instead... But I did want to see Zumanity and I guess I'm glad I got to see it, just to say that I saw it and I didn't like it... I didn't go to see the Bellagio Fountain shows with them though. I was tired and I didn't want to walk... haha. we went to the Flamingo's Wildlife habitat, The Dolphin and White Tiger habitat thing at the Mirage, rode the 3 rides on the top of the Stratosphere... Well shit, I'm sure we did a bunch of other stuff but unless I get out the itinerary that Nicole made I won't know exactly what we did off the top of my head... Shit it's only been 2 weeks ago and I still can't remember. I'm getting old...
But here's the Vegas album: Vegas