Start Saying I Do
Chapter 1
How do you keep a secret that isn’t yours?
Clearly you talk about it with everyone who already knows about the
secret.
Ariana and Rochelle Marx were born and
raised in La Push Washington. The girls
were part of the Quileute Indian tribe.
Technically they were half Quileute and half white. Ariana had been
teased relentlessly her whole life about being a ‘Mutt’, which was really just
a cruel way for her classmates to say she was half Native American and Half
American. She was sent home a few times
because the kids had been so mean and cruel to her. Rochelle’s classmates weren’t quite as cruel
about her mixed back ground. In fact her classmates were completely indifferent
about it.
The Quileute tribe was known for being the descendants of
wolves. The tribe’s legends were told to
Ariana and her sister on a nightly basis. Their father would sit in their room at night
and tell the huge thought out stories.
They often fell asleep listening intently to the words of the
stories. When the girls had been around
three and four their mother up and left them; they would learn as they got
older she never gave an explanation as to why she left. Secretly the girls knew their father knew
why, but was sparing them the heartache and pain of the truth.
Their dad was working a lot while they were growing up, so a local
woman Emily Uley would watch both girls along with
her niece Claire; she had been watching the girls since their mother had taken
off. When their father got off work he
would go and pick up his daughters, this was pretty much repeated until they
were 16 and 17 and even continued because of the friends they gained and the
secret they helped keep secret their whole lives.
Around the age of nine Ariana knew she
wasn’t going to grow up having a normal life. They had accidentally learned the
secret that Emily's husband Sam and his friends actually brought the tribes
legends to life. They all possessed a
'special' gene that caused them to turn into actual wolves. Only they were four times bigger than normal
wolves, they were the size of horses.
One of the boys had accidentally 'phased' into
a giant wolf in front of those the girls; naturally as wild as the two sisters
were neither one was scared.
One night when the girls had entered their teens, Ariana was thirteen and Rochelle was fourteen, their father
was out of town on a business trip so the girls were staying with Emily and
Sam. Ariana
was sitting at the kitchen table doing her math homework when the boys came in
from their patrolling shift. The first
of them to go up to Ariana was Seth Clearwater. He leaned over and kissed the top of her head
as he lifted her from her chair and sat her on his lap. He’d been doing that to her since she’d been
going to Emily and Sam’s.
“What’s up squirt?” Seth
asked with a smirk.
Ariana had been oblivious to anyone,
since she was engrossed in her homework.
It was nothing new that Rochelle and Ariana
got passed around regularly because of their tiny sizes. Ariana looked
around to see who had moved her as a blind smile graced her lips when her eyes
landed on him. “SETH!” She squealed as she threw her arms around Seth’s neck
and hugged him tight.
Seth fell back against the chair backing over dramatically as if Ariana had power over him; even though she did. She had complete control of his every move
and every thought, but she would never know that; at least not yet. Seth hugged her back as he chuckled. The guys who were sitting around the table
couldn’t help but laugh as well at their interaction.
The sliding side door opened and Jacob Black came trotting in with
Rochelle on his back. She was holding on
for dear life, even though everyone knew he would never drop her. Jake chuckled as Rochelle’s arms tightened
around his thick neck and squealed when he pretended to drop her.
“Ro-Ro you’re choking.” Jake
gasped out as he grabbed his throat with one hand and leaned back as he
deposited Rochelle into Embry’s lap.
Embry let out an audible ‘oomph’ when she landed directly in his
lap. “Damn kid, are you sure you’re only fourteen? Cause you feel like you could be fifteen.”
Rochelle stood up and folded her arms across her chest as she shot a
scowl at Embry and then looked at Jake.
Suddenly she pointed at Embry while still looking at Jake. “Punish him!”
Jake quirked an eyebrow down at Rochelle and managed to keep the
smirk off his face as he reached over and smacked Embry in the back of the
head. He looked at Rochelle and she
nodded curtly as Jake handed her, her back pack. “Head into the living room and
I’ll come help you with your world history home work.” Jake winked at her and watched as she nodded
again and walked off.
Embry rubbed the back of his head as he glared up at Jake. “Someone
is imprint whipped.”
Jake shrugged he knew everyone knew he really didn’t care as long as
Rochelle was happy than he was happy and no one else was in trouble. “Eh you’ll
get over it. I’m pretty sure all I did
was bruise your ego.”
Embry growled at Jake as he gave him the finger. Jake laughed it off as he walked into the
living room.
“What’s imprinting?”
Everyone in the kitchen cringed when they heard Ariana’s
innocent voice ask that question. Emily
clicked her tongue on the top of her mouth. “Imprinting is a special act for
these knuckle heads. It’s something you
don’t have to worry about until you are older.”
It was then that Ariana started
researching the word imprinting. She dug
out the books on the tribes legends. If
it was only for the so called ‘knuckle heads’ than she wanted to know what it
was about. Naturally when she couldn’t
find anything in the legends books, she made a visit to the school library and
used the internet to her advantage.
Ariana smirked. “God Bless
Wikipedia.” She closed out the internet
window on the computer she was suddenly aware that Rochelle was Jake’s soul
mate. She couldn’t imagine one looking
could cause a life changing effect. Once
she found out about imprinting, she couldn’t help wondering if anyone in the
pack had imprinted on her. IT had been a
few years since her and Rochelle had learned about the guys. They didn’t know why they were given this
special ‘gene’ to make them go all wolfie. She really hoped Seth would tell her.
Out of all the guys she challenged Paul to brain busting tests,
spoke of love poems and what not to Jared when he was dating Kim. Ariana and Seth did
practically everything together. He took
her to Disney moves and once she got a little older he took her to see her
first horror movie.
Ariana watched as Jake doted over
Rochelle. And could remember all the
time they had spent together. She also
noticed the time that Claire spent with Quil as well;
must be another imprint.
Once Ariana was fifteen she knew Seth
imprinted on her. It was a completely
dead giveaway. She’d been on her way to
Emily’s after school one day and her classmates had been up to their old ways
once again as she was walking alone a car belonging to her classmate drive by
and skidded to a halt next to her. Tasha
Walker leaned out the passenger window and shoved Ariana. “Stupid mutt!”
Ariana lost her footing as she tumbled
down the embankment. Tasha laughed as Ariana could hear the driver laughing as well as they drove
off. Ariana carefully
climbed up the embankment and continued down the road. Once she got to Emily’s house. Emily helped her to the bathroom.
Ariana sat on the bathroom counter as
Emily helped clean up a couple of scraps and cuts she’d received. Emily couldn’t keep the glare off her face.
“I see they still won’t leave you alone.
I have a good mind to absolutely go over and beat the shit out of their
mothers for allowing their daughters to be so damn closed minded.”
Ariana couldn’t help giggling, Emily
didn’t get mad or upset often, but knew when she started cussing and scowling
at the same time Sam was in for an ear full when he got home. Emily wrapped her wrist and said it had been
sprained.
The front door downstairs banged open and the sound of the guys
filled the house. Emily frowned. “Seth
isn’t going to be happy when he sees you like this. Don’t be alarmed if he has a slight
outburst. Of course your father will be
less than thrilled as well.” Ariana nodded as she jumped off the counter and followed
Emily downstairs.
When they walked into the kitchen the first one to see her was
naturally Seth. He jumped up so fast
from his chair that it fell back onto the floor. “What the hell happened Ari?” Using
her nick name and his fast actions made the rest of the guys bring their eyes
to her.
She felt slightly embarrassed to the center of attention at the
moment. Emily smacked Seth in the arm
with the back of her hand and chastised him. “Nothing, just a small
disagreement with those narrow minded girls she’s forced to go to school with.”
A ferocious growl came from Seth’s chest as Sam jerked Emily behind
him, Embry jumped in front of Ariana; Paul and Jake
grabbed Seth and had to escort him outside.
He had barely gotten off the porch before he phased, letting out a long
pained howl.
Chapter 2
Ariana frowned deeply as she watched Paul
and Jake come back in the house without Seth.
Paul chuckled. “Don’t worry squirt he’s fine. He just a moment his wolf side came upon
him.”
Paul looked down and noticed Ariana’s
bottom lip was poked out. “Is he okay?” Ariana had to ask, even though she knew he was she had just
never seen him so mad and upset. This
was Seth; Seth the guy who always smiled and made everyone else laugh; the guy
who comforted her when she was having a bad day.
Paul couldn’t help feeling bad as he watched Ariana’s
grey eyes well up with tears, knowing her and Seth had gotten so close over the
years that anytime he was upset; upset her as well. Suddenly Paul’s bottom lip poked out as he
mimicked Ariana’s face, abruptly pulling her against
him as he hugged her.
Emily had watched the interaction and couldn’t help giggling into
Sam’s side. “Sometimes the bigger they are the easier it is for a girl to get
their insides twisted.”
Sam chuckled hard. “Sometimes I wonder who imprinted on whom.” Sam muttered low enough only Emily and the
wolves could hear; which earned a round of laughter from all the wolves and
Emily, except for Paul who growled audibly towards Sam who just shook his head
and gave him a disapproving look.
Ariana looked up at Paul. “Can I go see
him?”
Paul could only nod. “He’s all wolfed out, so don’t expect anything
nice. C’mon I’ll go out there with
you.” Paul led Ariana
out of the house and saw the warning look from Sam that told him to keep an eye
on her and Seth. Paul nodded as he
continued out the door. He walked her
down the steps and out to the tree line.
“C’mon out Seth. Someone wants to
see you.”
Seth whined as he stepped out from behind a tree. He shook out his shaggy sand colored
fur. He stepped closer to Ariana as she frowned and couldn’t help letting the silent
tears slide down her cheeks.
“I’m sorry I upset you Seth.
I didn’t mean to make you mad.”
Seth couldn’t help whining as he collapsed on his belly and crawled
closer to Ariana.
She had no idea it wasn’t her. It
was never her. He loved her so
much. Ever since the day he imprinted on
her. She was his whole life; his whole
world. But he wouldn’t tell her. He couldn’t; he refused, he didn’t want it to
ruin her life. He wanted her to have the
whole teenage experience including going to college. And she WAS going to college. She was too smart to not go.
Seth knew without a shadow of a doubt, she was falling in love with
him, but he just wanted to ignore that fact alone. Not to mention he told the other’s he had not
imprinted on Ariana.
He kept all of his thoughts devoid of her. He knew if he let even one thought of her in
his mind while in wolf form the guys would know and somehow it was going to get
back to her. And he was waiting until
after she graduated from college to even mention imprinting on her.
However he didn’t realize just how intelligent his imprint was and
that she had already figured out he had imprinted on her. Ariana knew the
precise moment he imprinted on her, he was just barely 16 and it was her tenth
birthday; the first time he’d met her.
She remembered he walked into her dad’s back yard with Jake, Quil and Embry. They
hadn’t met before that. He didn’t even
know her and had gotten her a birthday card and some beautiful carnations. It was a yearly ritual now.
When she’d learned of imprinting, she thought back to her tenth
birthday, she was sitting in a chair talking and giggling with Rochelle. He walked up to her and squatted down in
front of her handing her the bouquet of red carnations. He leaned over and kissed her cheek and
wished her a happy birthday. That moment
replayed in her mind at least once a week.
Now Ariana just figured Seth was waiting until
she was eighteen to tell her; not always great to admit feelings when the girl
you have feelings for is jail bate.
Now as she stood looking at Seth in his wolf form, she couldn’t help
let her tears fall more. She knew he
cared about her but he wasn’t going to admit it to her. The fact that she’d been, not only teased by
her classmates, but also physically and mentally touched by them made Seth’s
blood boil. If he was upset enough by
the situation to phase she blamed herself for letting him see her that
way. She stepped closer and knelt down
beside him in the grass, she ran her fingers through his soft fur. It was so thick and various shades of light,
medium and dark sand color. She felt his
nose against her cheek and she leaned into it.
It was the sweetest touch she’d ever experienced.
Seth could take anything but he couldn’t take her tears. He knew she was blaming herself for him
phasing, and he’d wished he would get his anger under control enough to phase
back. Her light touch with her fingers
weaving through his fur was calming him down faster than he cared to admit. He inhaled deeply and her scent of lilacs
infiltrated his nostrils.
Seth licked her cheek as he stood up and walked towards a tree. He phased and pulled on his shorts and a
t-shirt. He walked back over and pulled
her up to her feet. “C’mon Jake and I need to get you and Rochelle home.” Seth stopped when Ariana
touched his arm. He closed his eyes;
just the feel of her fingertips on his skin was enough to make him crazy. He turned and looked back at her.
“Are…you ok?” Ariana frowned she was hesitant to ask, but had to
anyways.
Seth turned to her and wiped her cheeks clear of her tears. Seth’s eyes locked with hers. “Ari, I’m fine
I promise. None of this is your
fault. I just wish your dad would let
Emily home school you. You shouldn’t
have to deal with those assholes you go to school with.”
Seth sighed heavily. “Name calling since you have been in school,
the wads of gum in your hair when you were eleven; shoving you into lockers
when you were twelve; when you were thirteen they broke two of your fingers
when they shoved you down and stomped on your hand. Last year when you were fourteen they threw a
rock and hit you in the head and had to get five stitches to stop the
bleeding. Today those bastards…They shoved
you down a God damn embankment. How much
can one person take? It just seems to
get worse and worse every year and you shouldn’t have had to endure any of it.”
“Seth I’m okay. They are
never going to break me down. I don’t
care what they do to me.”
“What is they go too far Ari?
Not that they haven’t already, but what if they go really too far? Have you ever thought about that? What if they go too far and I’m not there to
protect you or one of the other guys? I
don’t know what I’d do if someone hurt you to the point of never seeing you
smile or hearing you laugh again.” Seth
couldn’t believe he’d just confessed that.
He was letting his emotions and feelings for Ariana
get to him and he needed to stop before he said something that he would regret
saying.
Ariana pushed up on her toes as she
wrapped her arms around Seth’s neck, he was getting taller by the year as she
buried her face in his neck, she felt his arms slide around her waist. “Seth I believe in our friendship. You’ve been my best friend since I was ten
and I know you’ll always be there for me.
And I love you with all my heart Seth.”
Her words of love had several different means behind them. One mean was stronger than all the rest. She could only hope once she was eighteen
that he would be able to make the same confession to her as well.
Seth cringed at her use of the word love. He wanted to tell her so very badly that he
loved her back. But he knew better, as
long as he denied it and kept denying it eventually he could believe it. He had to deny it until he was ready to come
clean about the imprint and then he could confess his undying love for her face
to face and then he would kiss her for the first time. He could imagine having a lot of firsts with
her. He wished they could happen sooner
than what they really could, but knew it wasn’t going to.
Seth squeezed her back, but not hard enough to hurt her. He and Jake got both sisters home. Seth walked home from Ariana’s
he just couldn’t get her off his mind.
He knew he would never be able to get her off his mind; never.
Chapter 3
~Five Years Later~
Ariana was sitting at her desk in her
college dorm room in Seattle Washington; sipping from her glass of ice tea as
she typed up her paper for her Anatomy class.
She missed Seth. She only saw him
when she was home for holidays, other than that she was always at her college
dorm. He still hadn't say anything to
her about imprinting on her and she was now beginning to wonder if she had been
wrong about it all alone.
Maybe they were nothing more than friends. Maybe it was only her feelings that deviled
deeper than friendship and his hadn't.
Maybe he only wanted to be friends because of the age difference. Either way she felt as if she hadn't seen him
in forever. She's just started her
junior year of nursing school and missed him terribly. She felt like the one huge part of her life
that had always been there was suddenly taken away from her.
Ariana decided she needed a break as she
pushed away from the desk and walked down to the lobby of the dorm and opened
her p o box and grabbed her mail. The
first white envelope she came to she couldn’t help smiling.
She opened the pristine white envelope and squealed as she ran back
to her dorm room and grabbed her phone as she fell back on her bed, calling a
number she’d memorized a long time ago, as it rang no one picked up and finally
the voicemail answered. “ROCHELLE!” She
yelled into her cell phone. “I GOT IT!!!!
I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU AND JAKE ARE FINALLY GETTING MARRIED. CALL ME WHEN YOU GET THIS DAMN MESSAGE!”
She smirked as she looked at their engagement photo. “God you two
are exceedingly cute and you both make me want to puke rainbows and
bunnies. But you both look so
happy. I love you both.” She hit the end button.
Seeing the engagement picture made her think of Seth again. She just missed everything about him. She wanted to talk with him but every time
she called him when she was at the dorm in Seattle he wouldn’t answer his
phone. There was an ache in her chest
and she knew he was the only one who could stop it. Somewhere deep inside she knew that he knew
that fact alone. Every time she ever
asked him why he wouldn’t answer when she wasn’t in La Push his lame excuse was
because he wanted her mind on her studies not anything else.
Silent tears slid down her cheeks as she flipped through her
pictures on her cell phone landed on her favorite of Seth. It was actually a picture of the both of
them, he used it as his picture when he would call it would come up, or when he
sent text messages. She knew he wouldn’t
answer but she pushed the send button anyways.
After a couple of rings it went to voice mail like always. She couldn’t keep the sound of her tears out
of her voice as she spoke. “Hey Seth; it’s Ari. I don’t know why I’m calling,
or I guess I do. I miss you…And everyone
else. I guess I’ll talk to you
later…” She hit the end button as she
rolled onto her side and buried her face into her pillow.
Seth had pushed the decline button when he saw Ariana’s
smiling face how up on his cell phone.
His phone beeped at him indicating she’d left a message. He could feel it. Even 600 miles away he could feel her
sorrow. He didn’t want to but he knew he
had to listen to her message as he pushed the voicemail button and punched in
his security code, he heard her sniffles and knew she was crying. The thing that made it clearer was when her
voice broke. “Hey Seth; it’s Ari. I
don’t know why I’m calling, or I guess I do.
I miss you…And everyone else. I
guess I’ll talk to you later…”
Seth clenched his eyes shut tightly as he leaned against one of his
porch support poles. He knew the pause
between the ‘I miss you’ and the ‘and everyone else’, meant she didn’t mean the
last part of the confession. She missed
him and was hurting which was evident by the tears he could hear and feel. He missed her more than anything and wanted
to call her, but he knew he wouldn’t.
Seth watched as Leah pulled up. “What are you doing here sis?”
Leah smirked. “Mom and her insistent need to worry about you, she
wanted me to bring some dinner over.
Honestly I think she made enough food for a week.”
Seth chuckled as Leah shoved it in his fridge and then walked back
out on to the porch as she looked over at her idiot brother and stopped in
front of him. “You know if you keep alienating her; you’re going to lose her to
someone at college. What are you going to do if she comes home for one of the
holidays or even Rochelle and Jakes wedding and tells everyone she’s met the
man of her dreams and they are serious enough to get married? Just the fact that she has fallen in love
with someone who isn’t you, how is that going to feel? I know you would just love to keep the
imprint a secret from her because you want her to have a normal life and a
normal college experience that every non-imprint gets to have. But at some point you’re going to have to be
brutally honest with yourself and admit you’re in love with her and you want to
be with her because she is your imprint.”
Leah touched Seth’s shoulder. “Seth you’re my little brother and
I’ve known you imprinted on Ariana since you actually
did imprint on her, on her tenth birthday.
I also know when you’re in pain.
You’re in terrible heart wrenching pain because you refuse to tell her
you imprinted on her and that you’re in love with her. But I’ll tell you one thing. I refuse to watch you be in pain any
longer. The next time she comes home you
need to tell her. You need to tell her
everything you’ve wanted to tell her for the last five years.” Leah sighed heavily as she walked down the
steps of the porch, once she reached the bottom she looked back at Seth.
“Because if you don’t; then I will.”
Seth growled. “Tell me you’re kidding? Leah that’s not even remotely funny.”
Leah turned around as she returned her little brothers growl, even
though he towered over her small stature.
She may have been the big sister but ever since he’d hit his growth
spurt when he was sixteen he was at least a foot taller than her. “I know it’s not funny Seth. It’s cruel and heartbreaking to see what you
put yourself through and what you put Ariana
through. If you can’t see it she’s just
as in love with you as you are in love with her and all this bullshit pussy
footing around, just because you think she has to have a normal educational
experience like every other non-imprint in this life is really overrated. Because at the end of the day; nothing
matters more in both of your lives than your happiness.”
“You don’t get it Leah, you will never get it.” Seth snarled.
“You’re right maybe I don’t get it.
Maybe I’m not supposed to understand what the hell you’re thinking by
keeping this from Ariana or even keeping it from your
own pack brothers. Do you not understand
how Ariana is going to feel when you finally tell
her? She’s going to be mad, upset and
hurt. Because you’ve known for the last
ten years that she was your soul mate; the perfect other half that makes you
whole and you kept it from her for no good reason. All the pain she’s gone through because you
refuse to talk to her when she at school.
The pain you could’ve stop by just picking up the phone and calling her
and telling her you miss her as much as she misses you. But you’re so stubborn and pig headed about
it. All she’s going to see is that you
was hurting her, whether it was on purpose or on accident you could’ve stopped
it and you didn’t.”
Seth knew Leah was right, but there was no way he could tell Ariana yet. “Look what happens between me and my imprint is
none of your business. Stay out of it
Leah or you will regret it. I didn’t
meddle in your relationship with you and Embry, when you ignored him for three
years, so stay the hell out of mine.”
Leah rolled her eyes. “Fine if you want to stand here and be the
source of your imprints pain then by all means go for it. I didn’t realize my brother was such a
heartless little prick. And yes I may
have ignored the imprint between Embry and me but my life was in a completely
different situation. My fiancé broke up
with me because he imprinted on my cousin which is something I’ve had to live
with for years. You don’t have to do any
of this to Ariana you could’ve manned up when she
turned eighteen and told her you loved her then, but you didn’t. I had a lot of pain and anger I had to free
myself from before I could move on to even start to have something with Embry.
And the fact that I explained all of that to him and he understood so he waited
for me. God help him. He waited until I was ready. And I have new found love and respect for
him. You don’t even have that. And until
you come clean to Ariana you’ll continue to be in
pain.”
Leah turned on her heels as she got in her car and left.
Seth was seething, he hated, he absolutely HATED that Leah was
right. He was going to go back in the
house and wallow in his own pity, but knew he’d end up destroying his own home
so instead he jumped off the porch, as he phased and took off in to the trees. He needed to think. No better way to do that than by running the
anger off.
Chapter 4
Ariana felt like she was on auto
pilot. Her car was just steering itself
to La Push. She pulled up to Rochelle
and Jake’s house. She got out and walked
towards the front door and only made it half way when Rochelle bounded down the
steps and practically tackled her with a hug.
Jake jogged out as he picked both girls up as they squealed out.
Rochelle held on tight to Ariana. “Jacob
Black! Do not drop us!”
Jake chuckled deeply. “Why would I drop my future wife and future
sister-in-law?”
Rochelle couldn’t help giggling as soon as she heard Ariana’s giggles. “Who knows you’ve been doing weird stuff
lately.”
Jake settled both girls on their feet in front of him, as he leaned
over and kissed the top of Ariana’s head and then
jerked his fiancé into his arms and planted his lips on hers. Ariana laughed as
she snapped a picture of them with her camera phone.
Rochelle reluctantly pulled away from Jake’s addictive lips as she
exhaled on shaky legs. She rested her
whole body against Jake as he chuckled and wrapped an arm around her waist to
keep her steady. “I’m not sure what’s
gotten into you lately Mr. Black…But I think I’m enjoying it.”
Jake chuckled as rolled his red lips and smirked. “Thank you very much Miss Marx; soon to be
Mrs. Black.”
Ariana giggled. “God you two are
sickeningly cute. At least I can tell
why you two are getting married.”
Ariana was pulled from her thoughts as
someone tapped on her shoulder and she spun around as she came
face to chest with Seth. Instantly a
frown marred her face as she could already feel the tears pricking her eyes.
Seth couldn’t take it as he pulled her to him and wrapped her up in
his arms. Her arms wrapped around his
neck as he lifted her from the ground.
The frown that marred her face was too much for him and he knew he was
going to have to tell her. Consequences be damned.
Now he just had to figure out when and how. He felt Ariana bury
her face in his neck and could feel her body shake as it was racked with
sobs. She always cried the first time
she saw him when she came home on holidays and breaks. This time just felt heart breaking, more so than
all the times before.
Seth leaned over and placed Ariana back on
her feet in front of him. Seth cupped
her cheeks in his overly warm hands as he brushed his lips against her
forehead. “I missed you Ari.”
Ariana nodded. “I missed you too Seth.”
A couple of days later, everyone in the wedding party were at the
church as they were doing a wedding rehearsal.
The pastor had Jake and Rochelle doing a role reversal, where Rochelle
was Jake and Jake was Rochelle and to recite fake vows to each other.
Rochelle had the giggles in between vows as she lowered her voice to
mimic Jake’s voice. “I promise to cherish your bod, kill all the creepy
crawlies walking through the house especially if they have like five legs or
more, rub your feet or back when you want and babe as long as you’ve got my
shorts clean I could manage to mow the grass sometimes.”
Ariana was leaning against Seth as she
giggling into the palm of her hand. Seth
was chuckling just as hard as his arm slipped around Ariana’s
waist holding her steady against his side.
Ariana was Rochelle’s Maid of Honor and Seth
had been picked to be Jake’s Best Man.
Jake rolled his eyes this was a completely ridiculous exercise but
as long as it kept a smile on Rochelle’s beautiful face then he’d go along with
it, even if he had to paint his toe nails and wear a pink bow in his hair.
Jake cleared his throat. Ever
since he’d gone through puberty and his voice dropped, he couldn’t do a high
pitched voice and every time he tried he only ended up sounding like a woman
who had smoked 4 packs of cigarettes a day.
“So like if I promise to keep your drawers clean and yea know keep
ya happy in the bedroom, I guess I’ll make sure you got some dinner on the
table, but I don’t like make any promises that there won’t be poison mixed in
it. And I’ll try to make sure I’ll go
easy on you when it’s that time of the month.
But no promises on that either.
Because if you get on my nerves so help me God, I’ll strip you naked and
duct tape your whole body and then take much pleasure in ripping each piece off
ya furry beast.” Jake’s best Rochelle
voice sounded more Brooklyn New York Female than West Coast Female.
Those fake vows pretty much had everyone in hysterics.
Rochelle planted her hands on her hips after she smacked Jake’s
t-shirt covered chest. “You jerk I don’t sound like that.”
Jake couldn’t help letting out thick chuckles. “Yea well whatever
you just said sure as hell didn’t sound like me either my beautiful bride. But it was highly entertaining for our
wedding party.” Jake gripped Rochelle by
the shoulders as he pulled her to him and kissed her lips softly. “I love you Ro-ro.”
Rochelle smiled softly. “I love you too Jakie.”
Ariana groaned. “God you two are gonna
make me puke up a leprechaun.”
~Twenty-Fours Later~
Ariana watched as Rochelle and Jake
exchanged their serious wedding vows before God, friends and family. The strapless white gown that flowed behind
Rochelle she opted for no veil and left her hair down. She was a gorgeous bride and Ariana couldn’t believe she was watching her sister get
married to her soul mate.
Ariana’s eyes wondered over to look at
Seth. Why couldn’t he just tell
her? Why couldn’t he just be honest with
her? Why couldn’t he just pull her into
his arms and kiss her like she’d never been kissed? Why wouldn’t he just say the words ‘You Are My
Imprint’? She would give anything to her
those words from him. She could feel the
sadness take over her entire body. She
could feel the tears pricking the back of her eyes.
She closed her eyes as she attempted to control her emotions. As her grey eyes re-opened Seth was looking
at her with worry in his own eyes. She
knew because of the imprint connection he could feel everything going through
her. He would want to know what was
wrong and what would she tell him? Would
she lie and say she got caught up in the moment of her sister getting married
and the tears getting ready to slip down her cheeks were tears of
happiness. Maybe she should just
confront him about the secret he’d kept from her since she was ten.
Ariana felt sick to her stomach, she could
almost feel the bile rising in her throat.
She wanted to puke, she wanted to run, and she wanted to run as far away
from La Push as her legs could carry her.
But more than anything she wanted to share her life in so many different
ways with Seth.
Ariana was brought from her thoughts as
she watched Rochelle and Jake kiss to seal the deal on the ‘I do’s’. Ariana handed
Rochelle her bouquet back as they walked back down the aisle. Seth’s hand on the middle of Ariana’s back was nudged off by Ariana’s
elbow. Seth looked down at her
quizzically but he didn’t ask. Everyone
walked out to a huge white tent where the reception was going to be held. Ariana smoothed the
violet dress down her hips as she drank from the champagne glass.
Everyone was dancing around and drinking having a good time. Seth finally walked up to Ariana
as he watched her carefully as she drank the champagne. “Since when do you drink?”
Ariana quirked an eyebrow at Seth as she scoffed. “Since when do you keep secrets from your best friend?”
“Say what?” Seth was thrown
off by that question.
Ariana finished downing the glass of
champagne she was currently drinking as she set down the glass and turned and
walked out of the tent with Seth following her.
She kicked off her heels as she turned and faced Seth. “I’m talking about why you have this damn
need to keep the fact that you imprinted on me from me. What the hell is so wrong in just telling me
you’re in love with me? Am I really not
worth your time and energy or is it you don’t want to waste your time and
energy on just your best friend? I
honestly don’t understand why?”
Seth was completely shocked and then couldn’t help as he sighed
heavily. “It’s not like that Ari.”
“Please don’t stand there and act like you’re shocked. I’ve known I was your imprint since I was
fifteen. What I want to know is; why you
couldn’t tell me. Why you still haven’t
told me. I don’t understand how you can
live your life day in and day out and know when my whole world feels like it’s
completely falling apart but yet you won’t answer your God damn phone when I
call you from school. You just let me
sit there and cry over your voicemail like a fuckin baby. And you don’t even have the fuckin heart to
call me back, when all I want to do is hear your voice and know you miss me as
much as I miss you.”
The tears were falling now and she couldn’t stop them. “Seth I’ve
been in love with you since I was fifteen.
And I’ve wanted to be yours and only yours for so long. But I don’t know what I want anymore. I could stand here and tell you that you’re
the only person I want in my life, but right now I can’t even look at you
because my heart hurts so badly. I’ve
watched Rochelle and Jake’s love explode all over the damn place for the last
five years and then I’ve watched you standing there doing nothing. Ya know kind of like what you’re doing
now. I don’t even want to know how you
feel right now, because I couldn’t handle the rejection. Obviously you didn’t want to tell me for a reason. But I really don’t give a shit what your
reasons are.”
Seth took a step towards Ariana as she
took a step back and held up her hands in front of her. “I’m supposed to be your soul mate. And right now I’m not much of anything. I’m just a plain college student who just
wanted her sister get married to the man of her dreams. I’m completely in love with you, but clearly
you don’t feel the same because you’re just standing there and you look
confused. Right now I’m anything but
confused. Maybe you didn’t imprint on
me. Or maybe you just wish you
hadn’t. Either way I’m done with you
until you tell me. I’ll just keep
assuming until I get the truth from you.”
Ariana shook her head as she walked
away. Seth watched as she walked down
the street, Jake and Rochelle’s house was a block away and he knew he needed to
go after her, but he could still hear her crying and he honestly didn’t know
the words to use to save her from the pain he’d caused her.
Why did Leah always have to be right?
Chapter 5
Ariana sat in the living room of Rochelle
and Jake’s house. She was going to stay
there for the week they were on their honeymoon. Jake had save an obscene amount of money
since he’d been working at the garage that Sam had started when the guys were
sixteen and first started phasing. Jake
surprised Rochelle by taking her to Hawaii for their honeymoon, He knew she
wanted to get out of rainy, cold Washington; she needed some sun, warm sand and
deep blue ocean. Jake had no issues fulfilling her
dreams.
Ariana knew everyone was still at the
reception; partying and drinking. She
knew no one noticed she’d taking two bottles of champagne. She sat in her maid of honor dress as she
drank from the bottle.
Who the hell needs a glass?
No one!
Ariana passed out in the guest room that
Rochelle and Jake always kept for her.
Rochelle had gone in and kissed her head and giggled when she noticed
her little sister was wrapped like a burrito.
Jake walked in a few minutes later and kissed her head as well. They both changed and grabbed their suitcases
and took off. Sam drove them to the airport
Jake had asked Paul to check up on Ariana, because he
didn’t want to ask Seth. Seth had
already spilled the beans that he and Ariana talked
and it had ended badly.
The following morning, Ariana woke to the
sound of someone banging on the front door.
She carefully unrolled herself from her blankets as she ran a hand
through her hair carefully. Her head was
killing her, she was NEVER drinking again.
She straightened the t-shirt and shorts she’d finally made it into once
she got out of her stupid maid of honor dress.
Ariana stumbled down the stairs as she
pulled the front door open and Paul was looking back at her. It took her eyes a minute to focus as she
looked up at him.
He couldn’t stop the frown from forming on his lips when he looked
back at her. “Are you okay Ari?” She
looked slightly green.
Ariana started to say something when she
held up her index finger and then shook her head no as she turned and ran to
the bathroom; as she hit her knees in front of the toilet and proceeded to
vomit all the champagne up that’s she’d drunk the night before. She felt someone grab her waist length hair
and hold it back out of her face.
Once she stopped vomiting, she sat back on her knees, Paul handed
her a cool wet wash cloth as she wiped her face. He rinsed it, lifted the back of her hair and
placed it along the back of her neck.
“What happened last night Ari?
Seth said something about you guys talking and it ended badly.”
Ariana rolled her eyes as she flushed the
toilet and stood up. “Ended badly? I
love how he makes it sound so nonchalant.
He pretends I’m not his imprint and keeps it from me for ten years not
to mention his pack brothers and when I finally confront him about it he just
acts like it’s no big deal.” Ariana sighed heavily as she looked around and then looked
at Paul. “Is it hot in here? I really
feel warm. I’m going to stand under some
cold water.”
Paul started to leave when Ariana stopped
him. “Please don’t go. I don’t feel
good. I’m going to just leave my clothes
on, in case something happens and you have to pull me out. I have other clothes here.” She watched as Paul nodded and leaned back
against the bathroom counter crossing his arms over his chest and also crossing
his right foot over his left at the ankle.
Ariana turned the cold water on and
stepped inside letting the cold water wash over her. She squatted down on the shower floor and
then eventually let her bottom sit on the shower floor.
After about thirty minutes of idle talk; Ariana
smiled softly. “I think I’m okay. Can
you help me up please?” She held her
hands out to Paul.
Paul chuckled and leaned over taking her cold hands into his and
pulled her up to her feet. Paul leaned
down and captured her lips in a kiss that completely lit her blood on
fire. From the minute his soft warm lips
touched hers, she knew there was no stopping the ball once it started
rolling.
Her lips against his started a forest fire that spread throughout his
body. His temperature started to rise
and Paul knew she could feel it. His
skin was practically scorching.
Paul hands trailed down her body as he gripped the hem of her
t-shirt and pulled it from her body and then dropped her shorts around her
ankles and slid the material of her panties from her body. His lips escaped hers as they kissed their
way down her neck and nipped it gently sending shivers through her body. He felt her small has as he felt his cargo
short pool around his feet as well.
Paul gripped her hips; his lips never left hers as he started
backing her further into the shower.
Somehow they'd both finally made it into the shower as Paul reached
behind her and pulled the shower door closed.
Somewhere in between the kissing and the clothing going missing the
water began to pour down and Ariana gasped as the
cold water made contact with her skin. The sudden chill shockingly cascaded
around on her aroused skin.
Paul had laced his fingers in Ariana's
hair before he pulled her head back, arching her back, as his mouth attacked
her bare breasts. She couldn't help as
she gasped out a cry in surprise as he bit her, but her cry was not in
pain. Oh no definitely not; because it
didn't hurt.
Paul grasped Ariana's waist with his
strong hands bringing her close to him before slamming his lips against hers,
his hands slid down her wet slick body and gripped the back of her thighs,
gentle lifting her. The sexual heat returned in a fully-fledged flight and Ariana found herself wrapping her legs around Paul's waist
after he lifted her up, Ariana could feel the cold
ceramic tiles against her back and was suddenly aware they were now in the
shower. She hadn’t noticed anything
until she felt her skin make contact with the shower wall.
Paul's hands gripping her wrist as he pushed his naked body against Ariana’s which in turn pushed them against the wall. Ariana shifted her
hips, drawing out a ragged moan as his erection rubbed against the most
sensitive areas of her aroused body.
Ariana's lips were kissing his warm
wet skin and at the same time searched for a release the same way her body was.
Then it happened - in a split second. Their eyes met briefly before Ariana could move or say anything to him, she could feel
Paul sliding inside of her. The feeling of her muscles wrapping around him; she
was already trembling and shuddering as she gasped. The same way Paul did as he
rested his forehead against her shoulder letting her body get acclimated to his
sheer girth.
Ariana could feel every inch of him,
trying to stay in control, trying to fight the urge to let loose
immediately. Paul was usually the one
who more often than not found himself fighting for
control. Even though on more than a few
occasions Ariana begged him to lose control with her
eyes, he couldn't bring himself to fulfill her wishes just yet, he refused to
hurt her. He felt himself not being
about to deny her anything right now.
But staying in control for right now was an absolute must.
The look in her eyes when he had gotten there she needed something
and he couldn’t tell what it was. But
her lips begged to be kissed and her body pleaded with him to touch her.
Paul began to move slowly.
His arms shaking slightly as he pressed his lips against her shoulder,
collar bone, across her Adam's apple, up to her ear and then he finally
captured her lips. His hips rocked
forward, sliding in deeper and Ariana could feel the
wholeness and fullness that she craved to feel.
He wasn’t sure what brought any of this on but for some reason he
couldn’t stop himself, and even stranger he didn’t want too. Something told him in the back of his head it
was wrong and Seth was going to kill him.
If Leah didn’t maim him first. How the hell was he supposed to keep the fact
that he was having wicked sex with a pack member’s imprint a secret.
He made her body feel like it was a temple that he worshipped with
everything he had and was. He shifted
again and Ariana could feel her eyes roll back into
her head as she arched her back into him.
Ariana's cold breasts pressed against his
chest, fuelling the passion between them.
Paul picked up the pace, feeling her urges to quicken as their
bodies moved in a whirlwind.
Ariana lips moved across his face, his
lips and his neck as their hips collided and her legs tightened around his
waist taking him even deeper into her body.
Paul grasped her hand and entwined their fingers before pushing
against her again; Ariana's back slid across the
tiles as the fire between the two kept growing. Their release was near, Ariana could feel it as her muscles clamped themselves
around him even more tightly and she closed her eyes as they clenched around him
completely.
It was magical and whimsical and yes even breathtaking.
What Ariana was feeling was incredible; it
was more incredible then even the first time she’d ever had sex. She’d always wanted her first time to be with
Seth but clearly a promiscuous college girl was just ready to lose her
virginity. This was only the second time
she’d had sex and it was completely amazing.
Her legs were around him in a vice grip manner as his body tensed and
thrust forward one more time as his release followed quickly after her own; as
they called out each other's names in their times of release. Her eyes had rolled in the back of her head
and she couldn’t help but sink her teeth into Paul’s neck. She felt a growl go through his body as his
arms tightened around her body.
Ariana could feel their bodies
relax.
The tense muscles inside their bodies finally letting go of each
other and Paul's arms shook slightly as he lowered her to the tiled floor of
the shower. Ariana's
legs were unable to hold her own weight as Paul saved her from colliding with
the floor. He pressed his body against
her as his arm wound around her waist tightly holding her flush against her
body.
They were both panting heavily as they continued to come down from
their sexual high. Once they were calm
and had washed each other thoroughly, Paul grabbed her hand making sure she
stepped out of the shower unscathed as he wrapped a towel around her body and
then one around his hips as he lifted her into his arms and took her back to
the her guest bedroom. Paul slid them
under the covers and pulled her back against his chest as his arms wrapped
around her still towel covered body.
He’d kept the towel around his waist.
He wasn’t sure why it wasn’t like they didn’t just see each other naked.
They both fell asleep not saying a word to each other.
What could they say?
Chapter 6
Later that afternoon, nearly blackened eyes slowly fluttered open
and looked around. Paul had nearly
forgotten where he was exactly. He
looked down and all he found was a towel without a body occupying it. God help him, if she was walking around the
house naked he wasn’t sure he could stop himself from kissing her again or
more.
When her beautiful grey eyes had locked onto his and he didn’t know
what it was but his lips found hers and she didn’t push him away. She should’ve pushed him away. Why didn’t she push him away?
Paul pulled himself from the bed and he couldn’t stop the smile when
he’d noticed she’d folded up his shorts and placed them on the night stand by
the bed, he dropped the towel on a chair with the towel that had been wrapped
around her body as he grabbed his shorts and pulled them on; deciding he needed
to go looking for her.
Paul walked around the corner and found Ariana
was standing in the kitchen cooking; suddenly his eyes were glued to her cute
jean short covered ass. Her torso was
covered in a form fitting blue t-shirt.
“Have a seat at the table.” Ariana moved around the stove.
Paul was shocked she knew he was there. “How did you…”
Ariana stifled a laugh. “Your scent;
you’ve had the same scent since I was a kid.
Every time you walk into a room or Emily’s kitchen it over powers
anything else in the air.” She let out a
small laugh. “Even Emily’s cooking. Why
should it be any different now?”
Ariana turned around as she looked up at
Paul. The stunned look on his face was
completely priceless. “Now sit down and
eat. I know you’ve not eaten since
you’ve been here because we were sleeping.
The appetite you guys have always had, I’m surprised your stomach didn’t
wake you up sooner with the way it was growling; even though it did wake me
up.”
Paul wasn’t going to argue with her; he sat down and watched as she
let a plate down in front of him that was piled with at least five to six
pancakes with butter and syrup and a ton of sausage. Paul’s smiled as he licked his lips and began
to dig in. He watched as she giggled at
his eating habits as she sat down and ate her three pancakes and three
sausages.
Paul swallowed a bite in his mouth as he looked over at Ariana. “So do you think …”
“We should talk about what happened?” Ariana finished his
thought. She looked over at Paul as
their eyes locked. “I’m not entirely sure about anything that happened
earlier. And I’m almost certain I don’t
regret what happened. I’m just really
unsure what to say or feel right now.”
Paul chuckled. “Well that would make two of us.”
“What did you kiss me? I mean
aside from all the corny ‘Because I wanted to’ responses. What’s the real reason?” Ariana had to ask
and she definitely couldn’t stop her lips from asking.
Paul licked his suddenly dry lips as he rolled them together, but
never took his eyes from her. “After I
helped you stand up; there was a fraction of a second that our eyes locked and
I couldn’t shake the feeling inside of me that was telling me to kiss you. It was egging me on. And I couldn’t ignore it. I knew everything I was doing from the minute
I started undressing you to when we stepped in the shower…It was all
wrong. But it didn’t feel that way. It didn’t feel wrong. It felt…”
“It felt perfectly amazing.” Ariana mumbled.
Paul’s exact thoughts had just come from Ariana’s
mouth, but he hadn’t gotten it out yet.
His eyes widened in shock when she said what he had been thinking. The things his body felt earlier that
morning, were completely amazing and definitely things he’d never felt
before. But something he was sure his
body wouldn’t mind feeling again.
Ariana must’ve been thinking the same
thing because after he helped her clean up the kitchen there was a moment when
their eyes locked again. Paul watched as
she took a step towards him as her hand gripped the back of his neck as she
pushed up on her toes and her lips crashed into his. Suddenly she pushed his back against the
fridge door.
Paul's hands slid down her curvy body and gripped her hips and
jerked her against his body as his hand playfully grabbed both side of her rear
end and then slid down and grabbed the back of her thighs and lifted her with
ease as her legs wrapped around his waist.
It was weird how she fit so perfectly around him and how he just seemed
to fit perfectly in the junction between her thighs.
Soon Paul turned the tables and her back was smashed against the
fridge door. Somehow they'd made their
way through the house upstairs to Ariana's room; Paul
sat down on the foot of her bed as he sat straddled on his lap. He'd pulled her shirt off over her head and
it fluttered to the floor.
Paul's almost blackened eyes trailed down her beautiful body,
running his fingertips down her flat stomach, his other hand running up and
down her back, pressing her closer to him.
When she brushed her black lace bra against his chest again, Paul let
out a husky growl, gripping her hips to press her even closer to him,
passionately kissing the breath right out of both of them. Paul was gentle though, feeling her soft
hands kneading his shoulders and arms.
"Ari, you feel so damn good in my arms.” He groaned, nipping at her
neck playfully, teasingly, running his hands from her stomach and back to
barely brush his thumbs against her lace covered nipples.
Ari moaned into his mouth and almost came unhinged when his thumbs
lightly grazed the lacy material covered her breasts. Ariana pulled back
feeling his soft lips kissing her neck and jaw.
"Are you sure you really want to do this Ariana? We don' have to." His voice was nothing
more than a whisper, though he spoke loud enough to where she could clearly
hear him, his lips beginning to nip and kiss her collarbone, moving further
down as a low groan escaped him.
His smooth tongue ran down further, pulling back enough to look in
those deep indigo orbs, watching them slowly begin to cloud over with desire
and lust. He could see she was fine with
this and slowly began pulling one strap of her bra down her arm, leaving a
trail of fire with his lips and tongue before doing the same thing to her other
shoulder, driving both of them crazy. He
finally unclasped her bra, but didn’t let the material fall, loving how Ariana arched her body as her head tilted back, giving him
complete control.
Paul could not believe how stunningly beautiful she looked in just
her bra and shorts. She was just
breathtaking all around and he couldn’t stop devouring her with his eyes,
licking his lips hungrily, seeing the evil smirk playing on her soft lips. “Are
you...” He sighed against her finger when it pressed against his lips to quiet
him from asking the same question again.
After he pulled her shorts off, she unbuttoned his shorts and slid
the zipper down. She felt like the
zipper sound alone echoed off the wall...That sound
alone was hotter than anything else in life.
As they continued to kiss, she slowly pushed his shorts down his long
legs with her feet. She could feel his
finger through her black lace panties and thought she was going to completely
lose it right then and there. She sucked
in a breath, "Paul..." Then she exhaled slowly.
“Mmm you like that?” Paul rumbled, completely consumed with ecstasy
by now, his dark brown eyes complete blackened now, clouding with an
unmistakable desire, watching as her face contorted with lust. He smirked, continuing to torture her as he
stroked her panty covered sex, his lips instantly sealing to her neck, his
mouth right by her ear. “Can I touch you beautiful?” He wasn’t sure why he asked. He didn’t ask the first time.
When all she could do was moan his name out, feeling her body
trembling and hearing how breathless she was; Paul took a chance. He slowly slid his hand beneath those black
lace panties, pulling back to stare down at her face, wanting to see every
single reaction he produced from her luscious frame. He hissed out and closed his eyes briefly
when his finger finally delved in her hot juices, feeling her walls instantly
contract around his finger.
As he slid her panties off, Paul felt her do a full body shiver and
captured her lips with his, their tongues tangled. Paul felt her spread her thighs, running his
strong hands up her calves and outer thighs, massaging them while he positioned
the head of his rock hard cock at her entrance.
“I have to ask again; Are you sure you want to do this again?” He groaned and nearly snapped his hips
forward when she nodded, "I want you Paul...All of you."
Paul started to slowly push forward into her willing body and
started losing his breath from how tight her walls were, knowing it was going to
be like that because she hadn’t been with anyone in a while. It didn’t matter to him, it felt so wonderful
and he never wanted it to end, pushing himself further inside of her until he
was fully sheathed. He felt her tense
against him, wrapping his strong arms around her body as her legs locked around
his waist, nipping at her neck and ear, knowing she was probably shocked by his
revelation. “Goddamn Ariana, you feel so damn good;
like you were specifically made for me.”
Ariana felt like she couldn't breathe as
he pushed himself deeper than she ever knew he could go...She sucked in a
breath when he was all the way inside of her, her hand came
up and caressed his check as she kisses his lips softly.
He never wanted to forget a single second of this moment because he
thought for sure, it would never be this intense again, this wasn’t their first
revelation and it was just as explosive. “Hold onto me.” He whispered, feeling
her wrap her legs and arms around his waist and neck, nodding as he slowly
pulled out before thrusting back inside of her receptive body, growling at how
tight her walls tightened, stretching her to her absolute limits and then some.
“Ari…” He couldn’t help saying her name as it rolled off his tongue, picking up
the pace a little more when she was fully acclimated to his size. As they continued to rock together
She just felt so happy. He
was completely filling her to capacity.
Her head rolled back, "Paul...God you feel so good inside of
me." He was being incredibly gentle
with her; he didn't want to hurt her in any way. She knew she was going to be tight. She captured his lips as her tongue caressed
his.
He kissed her ear, already feeling her completely milking him,
trying to keep the pace he was at, but she was driving him insane. Her hot walls were searing through his cock
and Paul suddenly began powering in and out of her, knowing she would tell him
if he was hurting her, desperately needing his release and riding several of her
climaxes.
Ariana could feel Paul rubbing against
her G-spot; she finally couldn't take it anymore as she could already feel her
body milking him insanely crazy. She
felt her breathing pick up as the tingling sensation suddenly swept over her
entire body. Suddenly she started
cumming in waves over and over; she ended up having a double orgasm. She finally felt Paul fly over the edge as
well as she felt him completely lose control.
She held onto his biceps like her life depended on it, she never wanted
to let him go; not ever.
Paul held on tightly to Ariana as both of
them slowly came down from their sexual high, knowing she was going to be
extremely sore in the morning…if they let each other sleep through the night
which he highly doubted at this point.
They were both out of breath as Ariana
smiled softly as she kissed his lips.
"That was..."
Paul smirked, "Fuckin amazing." He chuckled when she blushed furiously.
Ariana let out a shaky breath, "That
was beautiful and intense." He
noticed she was shaking slightly.
He knew it was from the sex…love
making? Whatever they
had just done. He could feel
himself shaking as well. The orgasm had
really steamrolled the both of them.
Jared had always told him years ago; the first time making love to your
imprint would be insanely intense, but she wasn’t his imprint. Paul just hadn't prepared himself for this
level of intensity, an intensity she shared with him not only once, but twice
now.
He felt himself grow limp inside of her, as he carefully pulled out,
he rolled onto his back careful not to crush her under his weight. She buried her face in his chest as her
massive amounts of black hair covered the both of them. His arm wound around her waist as he pulled
her closer to him and they slowly drifted off to sleep.
Chapter 7
It had been two months since Rochelle and Jake’s wedding.
It had been two months since Ariana and
Paul had somehow found themselves in a few compromising positions several times
the whole week that Rochelle and Jake were gone for their honeymoon.
Ariana wasn’t sure, but somehow Paul had
managed to keep what they had done from his personal thoughts when he was in
wolf form on patrol. Ariana
was extremely surprised he was able to keep it from everyone. She was also surprised that Paul came to
visit her on more than a few occasions in the last two months. They spent a few weekends and actually a few
random days within each month together locked away in her dorm room.
She was finally on her summer break before her senior year of
nursing school. She couldn’t wait to see
Rochelle. Ever since their mother had
taken off their relationship as sisters had grown. Emily was like their mother,
but they were still sisters and best friends.
They went to each other first with secrets and surprises. Rochelle had finished her college courses a
year sooner and was a 2nd grade teacher.
She loved every minutes of it.
Every time she made the drive from Seattle to La Push she always
felt like her car was on auto pilot.
Once she got to Rochelle’s they stood and hugged for what seemed like
forever even though they’d seen each other two month prior for her wedding.
Rochelle walked Ariana into the house as
they giggled and made small chit chat.
“So how long is your summer break?
And how was your junior year?”
Ariana nodded. “My junior year was a
little more different than the others,” She couldn’t stop the smirk that formed
on her lips as she thought of Paul.
“Summer break is three months long, but I’m thinking of doing it online
and staying here in La Push. I sort of
been keeping something from you and I know we tell each other everything, but
at the time I didn’t know what to say or do.
I don’t want to bog you down with what I want to talk to you about so
should we wait until after dinner?”
Rochelle looked at her little sister skeptically, she was right they
did tell each other everything and she had been keeping something from her,
those were foreign words to Rochelle. “Lord, don’t want until Jake gets home to
try and tell me a secret. He’s got wolf
hearing for Christ sake; it won’t be much of a secret with him around.”
Ariana swallowed hard as she licked her
lips and took in a shaky breath and then exhaled. “I’m pregnant.”
Of all the things that Rochelle expected to come from her little
sisters mouth a pregnancy confession wasn’t one of them. “Are you completely
sure?” Rochelle was skittish about asking. She didn’t really want to ask but
the question popped out of her mouth.
Ariana nodded. “Positive. I haven’t been
feeling that good and I went to the doctor this morning and he confirmed it.”
Rochelle made a face. “Do I want to know who it is? Wait a minute,
do you even know who it is?”
Ariana planted her hands on her hips and
gave her sister a disbelieving glare; she couldn’t believe what her sister just
asked her. “ROCHELLE! C’mon I’m absolutely FREAKING out here. I’m pregnant and
I don’t know what to do.”
Rochelle jumped physically when Ariana
yelled her name. Rochelle watched as Ariana began to
pace the living room. “I did something and I’m not even sure if it was bad or
not. I mean clearly at the time I was doing it I didn’t believe it was bad, but
damn it I don’t know what to do now.” Ariana flopped down onto the couch.
Rochelle moved around and sat next to Ariana
on the couch as she wrapped her arm around her sister’s waist. “Ari it’s going to be okay. Having a baby really isn’t the end of the
world. It is just something new and
exciting. Dad will probably have a fit,
but you know dad, since mom left he’s overprotective about everything. What he going to do what he finds out that
not only his youngest is pregnant and not married, but his oldest is pregnant
as well. Grandpa times two. At the same damn times. Apparently we both have fabulous timing.”
Ariana looked at Rochelle when she
finally figured out what she’d just confessed.
“You mean. I’m gonna be an
auntie?”
Rochelle giggled. “And apparently I’m going to be one too. Jake always said he had great aim, I just
don’t think he realize how well until now.
I’m exactly two months pregnant to the day we were married. How far along are you?”
Ariana looked at Rochelle. “Five weeks and scared out of my mind. I’m not really sure how to tell the father.”
Rochelle sighed heavily. “Well whatever you want to do I’ll support
you. If you don’t want to tell him, then
you don’t have to.”
“No I want to tell him. I’m
just not sure how or when.” Ariana knew she wanted to tell Paul, she was just unsure of
how to really tell Rochelle who the father was.
Rochelle chewed her bottom lip. “Who is the father?”
Ariana shook her head as she stood from
the couch and began pacing again. “No I’m not ready to say who it is, at least
not until I tell him first.”
Rochelle nodded in understanding.
Ariana was sitting in the middle of her
bed in the guest room and could hear Rochelle freaking out in her and Jake’s
bedroom. She couldn’t help giggling as
she listened to Rochelle as she rambled.
“Pregnant. Did you hear me
Jake? My little sister is
pregnant.”
Jake chuckled as his brown eyes watched her pace back and forth in
front of their huge bed. “Ro-Ro of
course I heard you. I’m sure the
neighbors and part of the dead in the cemetery ten blocks down heard you as
well.”
Rochelle quirked an eyebrow at Jake as she planted her hands on her
hips. “Don’t get cheeky. My dad is going
to flip out when he finds out Ari is pregnant.”
Jake was leaning against the headboard as he moved around and stood
from the bed and stepped in his wife’s pacing path and gripped her hips. “Look
Ari is like a little sister to me just as well.
If she wants to do her last year of college online, then she’s more than
welcome to stay here and to so. She’s
having a baby and she’s going to need all the emotional support she can get;
just like you are. Who gives you the
best emotional support? If it’s not your
sister than I don’t know who would.”
Rochelle felt defeated as she leaned against Jake; his hands went
from her hips to around her waist. “Are you sure you can handle two pregnant
girls under one roof? I don’t want you
to feel overwhelmed or feel like you are trapped and can’t escape.”
Jake chuckled as he leaned down and kissed her lips softly. “Baby,
where ever you are…I will be as well.
Life wouldn’t be normal if there was just one pregnant woman in this
house. Two just seems to be the
number. Ari can stay as long as she
needs to. I don’t care. She’s part of your life and you’re part of
mine. I love you because you’re my wife
and I love her because she’s like a little sister to me.”
Rochelle cupped Jake’s overly warm cheeks as her eyes locked with
his. Can we really do this?”
Jake smiled softly as his arms tightened around her waist. “Do what
Ro-Ro?”
“Be parents Jakie? Do you really think we have it in us to be
parents? I’m so worried and scared. And now Ariana is
pregnant the same time as me and I’ve go
double the worry and fear running through my body and mind.” Rochelle couldn’t
help the confession. It was scary enough
with Rochelle being pregnant, but now her and Ari. It was just insane.
Jake chuckled as he kissed the top of Rochelle’s head then moved
down and kissed her forehead and then her lips.
“I think we’re going to be great parents. If we have one kid or a dozen we will
definitely be better parents than anyone we know. We’ll do great baby. I promise.
I swear on my life.”
Jake kissed her lips softly again. “C’mon lets go to bed. Get a goodnight sleep and you’ll feel better
in the morning I promise. You’ll feel
much better after some sleep.” Jake
gently pulled her to follow him back to the bed as they both got into bed. Jake wrapped his arms around her body as his
lips continued to kiss her neck as he felt her relax against him. His warm hand found her lower abdomen as it
rested there. He felt Rochelle’s hand
find his as she pushed her small fingers through his and laced their fingers
together. They both slipped into dream
land quickly wrapped in each other’s arms.
Ariana was lying in bed as she grabbed
her cell phone and typed a text message ‘Hey back for summer break. We need to
talk.’ She hit the send button once she
finished. A few minutes later she
received a reply. ‘K, on patrol, let’s talk tomorrow. I’ll call you sometime after noon’. Ariana was worried,
but she knew she needed to tell Paul.
She was scared of what he would do or say. Or what would everyone else in the pack
say. She fell asleep with worry caking
her mind.
Chapter 8
Paul was sitting on his porch waiting for Ariana
to get there. She wanted to talk and he
was nervous, because he could only imagine what she wanted to talk about. Imagine that; the mo
volatile wolf in the pack nervous. That
was an insane feeling to him. He wasn't
sure what was going to happen when she got there but he just wished she'd get
there and tell him what was going on. He
couldn't take the silence that surrounded his house much longer.
The last couple of months with Ariana had
been amazing, but he had failed to do one thing. And it was the same thing Seth failed to do;
tell her how he really felt about her.
But he refused to be the chicken shit lame ass Seth was. He might have been a year older then the pup,
but he wasn't dumb enough to let a good thing slip through his fingers.
Being the short tempered wolf in the pack didn't mean he was
completely heartless. He hadn't
imprinted, but he stood around and watched as his other pack brothers imprinted
and got married off. He was the last to
imprint. For some reason there was a
little voice inside his head that was telling him he was never going to
imprint. And at this point he really
didn't care. He wanted to further his
relationship with Ariana. That is, if she wanted the same thing as
well. He wasn't sure what he was going
to do if she was coming to tell him she no longer wanted to continue seeing
him.
Paul exhaled heavily as he watched her car pull into the driveway of
his house. Paul stayed seated on the
porch as he leaned his elbows on the tops of his thighs trying to keep his
composure. He breathed in and out of his
nose a few times tryin to calm himself as he watched her get out of the
car. She looked beautiful as always. The wind kicked up her hair around her body
as she got closer and the scent of lilacs filled his nose.
He watched as she stopped in front of him and pushed her hands in
her back pockets. He smiled as he tried
to keep from biting his bottom lip. "Hey."
Ariana closed her eyes taking in the
huskiness of his voice before she opened her eyes and their eyes locked
immediately. "Hey" Ariana had to exhale
slowly as her eyes raked over Paul's body.
His black cargo shorts and black beater were all he had on, his bare
feet were damn sexy to her. His pack
tattoo on his right bicep, how she'd sat in bed and traced it a few times with
her fingernails when he'd come to visit her.
His soft black hair she couldn't stop running her fingers through. His beautiful red lips she couldn't kiss
enough; they made her body tingle in any place he'd kissed her.
Paul finally broke the silence. "You wanted to talk about
something?"
Ariana's mouth opened and closed
several times. What if he didn't want the baby?
What if it ended things between them?
She wasn't even sure what it was they had together; neither one had
really defined what they were to each other nor no one else knew so no one
could really ask. "I should just
come right out and tell you, but I don't even know how to say this to you. You have no idea how scared I am right
now."
Paul heard her take a couple of shaky breaths and watched as her
eyes closed and when they opened he could see the tears brimming on her
beautiful grey eyes. When she said she
was scared, he stood up and walked down the steps and stopped in front of her
as his hand went out and cupped her cheek.
His thumb caught a couple of stray tears that leaked out of her eyes.
"What's wrong Ari? Who are you
afraid of? What is scaring you right
now?"
Ariana looked up and could feel her
bottom lip trembling. "The thought of what might happen in the next ten or
twenty minutes. How you may or may not
react with what I have to tell you."
Ariana leaned into his touch as she continued
to stare into his blackened eyes. She
always loved the shade of his eyes. They
were so dark they looked black but looked as if they were out lined in dark
silver. The silver always seemed to
match his fur when he was in wolf form.
That was something she’d noticed since she was a girl.
Paul’s hands softly slid from her cheeks to her upper arms. “Whatever it is you can tell me. You shouldn’t ever be afraid of me Ari, I
would never hurt you. I swear on my
life.” Her grey eyes were pulling him
deeper into her, the longer his stayed locked onto hers.
Ariana nodded. “Maybe you should sit
down. If you pass out or fall down I
won’t be able to dag you up the stairs to get you back in your house.” He watched as he cocked his head to the side
and shook his head.
“Just tell me Ari, the suspense is killing me.”
She swallowed hard as she looked at the ground and then back up at
his eyes, suddenly realizing how tall he was exactly. He was a good foot taller than her maybe
more. “I’m – uh. This went so much
smoother in my head.” She sighed softly
as she ran a hand through her hair. “Look Paul, I’m pregnant and it’s
yours. I mean who else’s would it
be? You’re the only guy I’ve been with
in a few years and we have a history of sexing it up for the last two months
since Rochelle and Jake’s wedding. I
don’t know what you want to do; I don’t even know what I want to do. All I do know is I’m terrified right now.”
Paul exhaled slowly as he felt himself walking backwards and slowly
sank down to the porch steps as he tried to keep himself calm; he wasn’t sure
if he wanted to laugh, cry, blow up or even wolf out. He could smell the fear rolling off of Ari.
Paul held out his hand to Ari. He
watched as Ariana looked from his face to his
outstretched hand and slowly her small hand came out and went into his large
hand. He wrapped his fingers around her
hand and slowly pulled her over to him.
Once she was close enough he pulled her to sit on his lap. He looked from her stomach which clearly
wasn’t developed yet, than his eyes dragged up her body to her eyes. “Are you really sure? I mean about being pregnant. Have you been to the doctor yet?”
Ariana nodded. “Yea, I wasn’t feeling
good, I actually went yesterday before I left Seattle. The doctor confirmed it.”
Paul nodded in understanding as he licked his dry lips and his hand
found itself resting over her stomach.
She giggled as her small hand grabbed his wrist and moved it to her
lower abdomen.
“The baby is lower until it starts growing. Right now he or she is no bigger than the
fingernail on your pinky finger.”
Her voice was sweet like an angel.
And her giggle lit his blood on fire.
He had to ask her. “What do you want to do Ari? Whatever you decide I’ll support your
decision either way. I know whatever you
decide isn’t going to be easy, but it’s still your decision.” Paul watched as she stood from his lap and
walked up the steps of the porch, he stood and followed her and watched as she
leaned against the porch railing facing away from him.
“We’ve never exactly discussed what we are to each other Paul. I mean everything that happened during the
week of Jake and Rochelle’s wedding went so quick we didn’t really talk about
it. Than the last two months…I can’t
even begin to tell you what the last two months have meant to me. It is such a strange and foreign
feeling. I’ve been waiting for Seth to
do everything you did for the last few years.
I thought for sure when I turned eighteen he would’ve already manned up
and said what I’ve been dying to hear from him.
Even when I finally told him I knew he imprinted on me, he still had
nothing to say. It’s been two months and
me and you have talked more in that time, than I have the whole time I’ve known
Seth.”
Paul listened to her words, he knew it was time for him to take it a
step further; he had to tell Ariana exactly how he
felt. He knew it was something Seth
hadn’t done. Even after their fall out
over the wedding, he knew Seth still hadn’t gone to her and told her the truth. Paul stepped closer to Ariana
as his hands gripped her hips as he turned her around to face him and pulled
her against his body.
“I didn’t know what to say Ari.
The first time it happened I felt guilty, so I held you in my arms. The second time it happened, I felt even
guiltier and the day you went back to college to finish out your semester you
sent me a text. Thanking me for the
amazing time I showed you.” Paul exhaled
heavily. “I have to be honest after you felt I spent a little time in wolf form
reading everyone’s minds. I didn’t
realize this but from the minute Seth imprinted on you he denied it, he denied
it because he wanted you to have a ‘normal life’. I’m not sure what kind of normal he was
expecting.”
Paul swallowed hard. “Apparently Leah told him on more than a few
occasions to get his head out of his ass and tell you the truth. And I think you two should talk. I’m not saying I don’t want you or this
baby. But you’ve been seriously hurt by
Seth and he needs to be a man and talk to you face to face. He needs to answer every question that you
ask him, because he owes it to you to tell you the truth for everything that’s
been rolling around inside your pretty head.”
Ariana frowned. “But that’s not telling
me how you feel Paul. What we did, what
we created. I need to know exactly how
you feel, because the last two months have been amazing. You show up on my college dorm door step with
a smile and some roses and sweep me off my feet. Every time you left you took a piece of my
heart with you. I just need you to tell
me how you really feel about me; not about Seth or the pack or anything else,
just me.”
“Ariana…” Paul all but whispered her
name. “I know this might sound
strange. Or maybe it doesn’t. The last two months with you have been just
as amazing for me as they have for you.
I’ve known since the day I could phase that I would never imprint. I’m not the imprinting kind. Being trapped to a woman or worse a woman
stuck with me and forced to be with me for all eternity; with my volatile
temper and bad attitude? No one should
ever have to endure that. Not even you. You’ve have my heart ever since the very
first guilty second. I thought I’d never
say this to anyone.”
Paul cupped her cheeks in his warm hands as their eyes locked yet
again. “I love you Ari. I started
falling in love with you two months ago.
When you text me last night and said you wanted to talk I was scared it
was to tell me you didn’t want to see me anymore. So I decided I’d do what Seth was too chicken
shit to do and that was to tell you exactly how I feel for you. I’m glad I did; because I do love you. And I love the fact that you’re carrying a
part of me. And I want us to raise this
baby with all the love we have between us.”
“Paul just shut up and kiss me
already.” Ariana
couldn’t help saying it with a smile on her face.
Suddenly Paul’s lips captured hers as his arms wrapped round her
waist and lifted her from the porch so she was eye level with him.
“PAUL AND ARIANA? WHAT THE FUCK?”
The snarling voice broke them apart as their eyes looked over and
saw Seth looking back at them.
Chapter 9
Paul’s eyes locked onto Seth as he grabbed Ariana’s
arm and pulled her to stand behind him.
“Ariana, no matter what happens, stay on the
porch.” Paul looked back behind himself
at her and watched as she nodded with a worried look on her face. “It’ll be
okay.”
Paul heard Seth let out a ferocious growl as he suddenly phased and
charged at Paul and Ariana, Paul jumped from the
porch and phased before his feet hit the ground and jumped in the way of a
charging Seth as the two of then snarled and snapped at each other. Paul snapped his teeth into Seth’s side as
Seth let out a whimper and rolled onto his side on the ground, Paul’s teeth
clamped down around one of Seth’s back legs as he began to drag Seth away from
the porch or anywhere near Ariana.
Ariana couldn’t stand to see Seth being
bitten by Paul. But watching as Seth
retaliated against Paul was even harder for her to watch. There were a few times with Seth actually
gouged his claws into Paul’s face and neck and there was blood on the
ground. Ariana
watched as Paul and Seth rolled into the tree line, she stayed on the porch
chewing her bottom lip as worry ate at her insides.
‘How could you Paul? Why the
fuck are you kissing my imprint?’ Seth
growled out.
“Get a clue Seth! You’ve been
neglecting your god damn imprint for the last five years and it got worse when
she left for college. You never answer
her phone calls when she’s at school.
You never even fuckin went to see her when she was at school. You know exactly what kind of effect the
imprint has on you physically because everything she feels you feel. You could’ve prevented all the pain that was
in her fuckin life but you wouldn’t even do that. You allowed her to continue to be in physical
and emotional pain. You’re a fuckin
little punk for the bullshit.’ Paul
grounded out as he tossed Seth against a tree.
The tree tilted slightly so clearly Paul didn’t throw him as hard as he
could.
Seth stood up and shook out his fur, trying to shake the cobwebs out
as well. ‘I can’t believe I trusted you Paul.
You’ve really fucked up everything me and Ariana
had.’ Seth glared at Paul; even though he knew it was his own fault it was just
easier to blame Paul.
‘ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDING ME?
YOU’RE REALLY GOING TO BLAME ME?
YOU COULDN’T EVEN TELL HER YOU LOVED HER AND YOU WANT TO STAND HERE AND
BLAME ME FOR RUINING EVERYTHING BETWEEN YOU TWO?’ Paul growled as his head
dropped and then looked back up at Seth. ‘You know what that’s fine Seth blame
me for your fuck ups. If that’s what
makes you feel better you can tell everyone in the pack it is my fault. I don’t really care anymore. That girl standing on the porch she loved you
unconditional practically her whole life and you was her whole world, but you
just couldn’t be honest with her. So I
guess the old saying is truth that one man’s loss is another man’s gain;
because she’s my world now. And no one
is going to say different.’ Paul phased back as he pulled his shorts on as he
walked from the tree.
Ariana walked down the steps as she
breathed a sigh of relief to see Paul was okay.
She started walking to him and he had a sweet smile on his face and she
couldn’t help return the smile.
Paul watched as Ariana’s face went ghost
white, and noticed her eyes had wondered to what was behind him. Paul looked over his shoulder and suddenly
Seth was standing behind him baring his teeth, before Paul had a chance to
phase again, Seth reached out and swiped the back of Paul’s calf and the back
of his thigh. Being attacked in human
felt different than when they were in wolf form, it definitely hurt more. Blood gushed faster and they didn’t heal as
fast as then they were in wolf form.
Paul cringed as he hit the ground and looked up at Ariana. “GET IN THE HOUSE AND CALL SAM AND JAKE!” Paul
watched as Ariana took off and he attempted to get
away from Seth so he could phase.
Paul cringed when he felt Seth’s claws ran down the middle of his
back. Paul rolled over onto his back as
he glared at Seth. “Go ahead Seth take it out on me. I forced Ariana to
kiss me and have sex with me. It’s my
fault.” Seth stopped as he exhaled
heavily through his nose as he grumbled and just for lasting effects drug his
claws across Paul’s bare chest. Paul
cringed as he sucked a deep breath through his clenched teeth.
Paul watched as Seth ran off into the trees at full speed. Paul’s eyes rolled up into the back of his
head as the darkness consumed him.
An hour later, Ariana was sitting at Emily
and Sam’s as she watched Paul lying across their spare bed; he was bandaged up
from his chest to his waist and down his right leg from his thigh to his
ankle. Ariana’s
hand was resting across the middle of his chest and she could feel his heart thumping
against the palm of her hand. Silent
tears slid down her cheeks as she watched his chest rise and fall. His skin was so pale. His normally beautiful tanned skin was just
so pale.
Emily walked into the room as she gently touched her shoulder. “You okay Ari?”
“Everything is just so messed up right now.” Her sad eyes left Paul to look up at
Emily. “I just can’t literally believe
what I witnessed. I’ve never see
anything so barbaric in all my life; and from Seth of all people.”
“Come and talk with me in the kitchen. Dr. Cullen said Paul was going t be out for a while.”
Emily offered, knowing Ariana needed to
talk. She watched as Ariana
nodded as she stood up and leaned over and kissed Paul’s forehead softly.
Ariana walked into the kitchen and Emily
was sitting at the table. She looked up as she walked into the room. Sam was leaning against the counter with his
arms crossed over his chest. Ariana took a seat at the table. Sam walked over and sat down as well. “You
want to tell me why Seth is attacking Paul?”
Emily reached over and slapped his arm hard making a loud popping
noise. “Don’t go into Alpha mode Sam.
She’s already had enough of a scare today. She doesn’t need you getting all bossy with
her. She’s not part of the pack she’s just
an imprint.”
Sam grumbled about something as he leaned back in his chair and
folded his arms over his chest again.
Ariana frowned. “I’ve been waiting since
I was fifteen for Seth to tell me I was his imprint. I figured my eighteenth birthday he’d spill
and tell me. It came and went and he did
nothing. I went to college and he never
called me or came to see me. He ignored
my calls and never called me back once.
You know you get ignored by someone enough; you just give up on
them. There were some nights I just
wanted to hear Seth’s voice because I missed him so much, it absolutely felt
like it was killing me. I physically
hurt. I’d call and he’d send it to
voicemail and I’d leave a message and yet he never called back. He could’ve prevented every ounce…Every
second of pain and he did NOTHING. He
did absolutely nothing.”
Sam looked at Emily and could tell whatever Ariana
had been through was effecting Emily as Ari
spoke. His eyes ventured back to Ariana. “So what’s going on with you and Paul?”
“The night of Rochelle and Jake’s wedding, I confronted Seth about
everything. He didn’t confirm it or deny
it. He didn’t say anything to me about
it. So I left. I went back to Rochelle and Jakes house. He never came after me and he didn’t even
come by to make sure I made it there safely.
It was almost as if he didn’t give two shits about me, almost as if we
were complete strangers to each other. I
drank two bottles of champagne and passed out.
The next morning Paul’s banging on the front door because Jake told him
to check on me while they were gone. He
held my hair out of my ace as I puked champagne and talked with me while I took
a cold shower fully dressed because I felt over heated from the puke fest. Then he did it. He kissed me.
And it was the most amazing kiss of my entire life. As guilty as I felt I couldn’t push him
away. IT was sweet and beautiful and he
was so gentle but so loving at the same time.
It completely blew my mind that someone as big as him as that gentle.”
Ariana smiled softly as she swallowed
hard. “The last two months have been a series of sexual encounters at
school. He actually drove all the way to
Seattle or phased and ran all the way there to see me. Sometimes it was nothing but animalistic sex
others it was just us spending time together watching movies or me showing him
around the nursing school. He didn’t get
bored, and he smiled and laughed at all my stupid jokes and anatomy
references. It was the complete opposite
of what Seth was. It was like night and
day. A couple of weeks ago, during his
last visit before my summer break, I suddenly realized I was falling in love
with him. I couldn’t stop myself and I
didn’t want to.”
“I got back yesterday for my summer break and I went to see Paul and
talk with him. Seth saw us kiss and
freaked out; he phased and charged at us.
Paul phased and pulled him into the trees away from me. About fifteen or twenty minutes later, Paul
walked out of the trees in human form and Seth came walking up behind him still
phased and physically attacked Paul, which is when I called you and Jake. Anything that happens between Paul and I,
doesn’t have to do with Seth. Any pain
that he’s in right now is his own fault; I don’t feel bad for him. I won’t lose a second of sleep for making him
hurt, I just refuse.”
Ariana took the tissue from Emily as she
wiped her eyes and blinked a couple of times.
“I’m going to go sit with Paul. I
just want him to wake up and be okay. If
Rochelle comes by tell her I’m upstairs.”
Emily and Sam nodded as they watched Ariana
disappear up the stairs.
Ariana sat on the floor again next to
Paul’s bed just wishing his color would come back and he would wake up
soon. She had one of his hands encased
in both of hers. He wasn’t even warm to
the touch; his skin was cold which was definitely not normal.
Chapter 10
Onyx back eyes watched the road as the road seemed never ending; the
trees were hiding the sun which happened to be out for once. A small smile was playing on his lips; he
couldn’t wait to get home. He had the
next few days off and he couldn’t wait to start spending time with Ariana and Jenna.
Every time he thought of Jenna his heart just felt as if it got bigger
and bigger. He never knew love for
others could feel like that.
Paul pulled his truck into the drive way and got out. He jogged up the steps of his porch and went
inside. He chuckled as he looked around
the living room and saw Jenna’s toys all over the place. Paul’s ears perked up as he looked around the
kitchen and living room but didn’t hear or see either of the girls. He quietly walked down the hallway and into
the back master bedroom; a smile adorned his lips as he spotted Ariana and as he walked to the foot of the bed he saw Jenna
sleeping on her stomach next to Ariana.
Paul backed away as he walked into the bathroom and showered. There was no way he was going to join his two
favorite girls in the clean bed while he was sweaty and greasy. Ariana would kill
him.
***********************
We've been doin this war dance together for sometime
I know
we're treatin
love like a
battlefield and takin it slow,
will you blink,
but do you think that you on your knee
propose
It's dangerous I know
Love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost it can't ever be saved
We have heaven to win and hell to lose
But the difference is up to me and you
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't
And start saying I do
***********************
It had been two years since Paul’s whole life changed. He had survived Seth’s attack on him and came
back stronger than ever. Seth
disappeared into the woods for six months.
Of course Leah threw a fit; only until she heard the whole story, which
who could really, blame Ariana or Paul. There was no fault. They fell in love. Everyone in life deserved t
fall in love with someone who actually loved them back, someone they could have
a potential future with. Paul let Seth’s
attack go, though he did warn him that if he ever phased that close to Ariana again it would be the LAST time he ever phased. Everyone in the pack knew he wasn’t joking.
Somehow, Paul and Ariana found that in
each other. Everyone in the pack were
still sketchy about how it all happened and went down and up to the day Jenna
was born were still trying to figure it all out. The day Jenna was born was the happiest day
of Paul’s life. Being a father was the
best feeling in the entire world; other than being fully in love with Jenna’s
mother.
Once he was finished he dried himself off and pulled a pair of clean
shorts on as he crept back into the bedroom and slowly lay down on the bed
behind Ariana as his arms went around her waist and
his other hand reached in front of her and softly touched Jenna’s back. He felt Ariana push
back against his body and he kissed the side of her neck.
Ariana stretched a little as she touched
Paul’s hand that was resting on Jenna’s back. “Mmm I‘m glad your home
babe. We missed you.”
Paul chuckled. “I missed my girls too.” He watched as she turned
carefully and looked up at him and he couldn’t stop the smirk from forming on
his lips and leaned down capturing her lips. Paul reluctantly pulled away from
her lips as his onyx eyes locked onto her grey orbs. “Do you realize what today
is?”
Ariana smiled softly as she rolled more
onto her back as Paul hovered over the right side of her body. She shook her
head negatively. “No. Should I?”
Paul chuckled softly trying not to wake the sleeping angel on the
empty space next to them. “It was two years ago today that both of our lives
changed.”
Ariana was catching on so she had to ask.
“Changed? You mean for the better or just changed?”
Paul smiled softly as he leaned over and captured her lips again
with his. “I’ve never been happier in my entire life. Do you realize how happy you and Jenna make me?”
Ariana smiled as she touched his cheek
softly. “I was hoping I was the reason for that great smile of yours…I guess if
I have to share some of the credit with Jenna, it’s not so bad.” Ariana giggled as
Paul blew soft raspberries on her neck trying to keep it quiet. Ariana smacked his
shoulder. “Go put her in her crib and maybe we can celebrate the life changing
day.” She threw a wink at Paul as he
chuckled and she watched as he got up and carefully cradled Jenna to his chest
and took her to her own room.
Paul walked back into the bedroom and couldn’t keep his eyes off of Ariana’s leg. She
was wearing a simple black tank dress that hit her mid-thigh, his overly warm
hand started at her calf and slid up her silky soft leg to her thigh, his lips
kissed to soft supple skin of her outer thigh where his hand had stopped. Paul slid her around and gently pulled her
panties from her body as his shorts fell to his ankles. As he hovered over her
body, he let his erection slip into his love’s willing body.
***********************
But life can take a long time
If you make the wrong choice
Time sure seems to fly by
When I hear your voice
The stakes are high,
I hope we find
The courage to believe
We will succeed
'Cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved
We have heaven to gain and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't
And start saying I do
***********************
A few hours later, Ariana had her head
resting on Paul’s bare chest, listening to his heart beat as it thumped softly
into her ear. She felt Paul as he kissed
the top of her head. Her eyes slowly
moved up as she rested her chin on his chest and smiled. “So do you have some
kind of grand plan for us?”
Paul looked down as he chuckled. “What kind of plan should I have?”
Ariana smacked Paul’s bare stomach with
the palm of her hand. “Ass!”
Paul laughed harder when she started to get up and leave the bed; he
grabbed her and pulled her back to him. “I’m sorry I couldn’t help it. You didn’t leave me much room to answer
that. What do you mean by plan baby?”
Ariana glared at Paul. “I’m just trying
to figure out what kind of future we have in store or if you have something
else in mind for us or is this what were doomed to do the rest of our lives?”
Paul quirked an eyebrow towards her trying to figure out what she
was really getting at; though he was pretty sure he knew what she was talking
about. “Doomed? What are we doomed for
Ari?”
She was getting frustrated with him now. She sat up and moved around until she was
sitting on her knees facing him. “I mean is this all were going to do for the
rest of our lives? Lying in bed on your
days off and have sex? Or are we going
to get married or have more babies? You
know a plan…A life plan. I heard it’s
the popular thing to do if you’re in love and you’re considered a couple.” Now it was her turn to be cheeky and smart
with him.
Paul rolled his eyes dramatically. “Why would we want to get
married? I thought we were happy with
the way things were going? Marriage
would just get in the way. It’s just a
stupid piece of paper. I don’t need that
piece of paper to prove to you, myself or anyone else how much I love you. I want you in my life forever. I don’t want anyone else. As for babies, I would love to have a million
more babies with you and clearly we don’t have to be married to have more
babies. We weren’t married when we had
the first one. We don’t have to have a
reason to have another one.”
“What are you going to do if you ever imprint?”
Paul shook his head. “We don’t have to have that conversation. Ariana, whether or
not we ever get married; it won’t stop me from imprinting on someone. To me it doesn’t matter if I ever imprint,
because I’m going to be with you forever.
I love you, I don’t need a reason to marry you or stay with you. Nothing can keep me from imprinting, but
nothing can make me ever leave you or Jenna.
You two are too important to my life.
I have no reason to get married to anyone; just like I have no reason to
ever love anyone else in my life other than you and Jenna.”
“So you really don’t want to marry me?” Ariana couldn’t
help but ask. “I mean…I thought – I
guess I don’t know what I thought.” Ariana stood up
from the bed. “I’m gonna go check on Jenna.”
She walked out of the room. She
felt as if she’d just been punched in the chest. Silent tears slid down her cheeks. She wiped away the tears with
frustration.
***********************
Well our hearts are locked inside an iron box
We're both too afraid to reveal our most tender parts, oh
'cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved.
We have heaven to win and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you.
***********************
It was stupid for her to cry about something they’d never talked
about before. But she wanted to be his
wife. She wanted to have his last name
follow her first name. She would almost
give anything to be Ariana Redson. Now it would seem she would be Ariana Marx for the rest of her life. She was almost jealous of her own daughter at
this point because Jenna had her father’s last name.
Paul lay on the bed and could feel Ariana’s
sadness growing. She was going to be so
mad at him for messing with her like that.
He was setting her up; big time setting her up. She obviously didn’t understand any of the
words that came from his mouth when he said he was going to be with her
forever. You can’t exactly be with a
woman like her without marrying her.
Paul was a dominating guy, he was a man’s man there was no way he liked
going out in public and having people see Ariana not
wearing a wedding ring and carrying their daughter. He wanted to show every one she was his and
he knew the only way to show everyone that she was his now and forever would be
to marry her.
His whole life growing up he never gave two shits about imprinting,
he wanted to be a husband and he most definitely wanted to be a father. He’d taken the fatherhood step a year and a
month ago. Step two was to be a husband.
He was ready to be Ariana’s husband. He knew he should’ve asked her before she had
the baby, but they were still getting to know each other. Even though he knew after their two months of
sexual bliss she was the girl of his dreams.
He knew tonight was going to be another life changing event.
Paul pulled himself from the bed and walked into Jenna’s nursery and
stopped in his tracks, he watched as Ariana held
Jenna in her arms as she stared down at their infant daughter with love. Paul suddenly felt like such a jerk for
pulling such a bad prank on Ariana. He could tell she’d been crying and possibly
was still crying. He walked over and
took Jenna from her arms and laid her back in her crib. Paul turned around and Ariana
was gone. He walked out and across to
their bedroom and she was sitting on the end of their bed. Paul walked over and knelt down between her legs as he touched her legs.
Ariana could feel the heat from his hands
through her cotton dress as her eyes locked with his; a frown marring her
beautiful face.
Paul couldn’t help matching her frown. “I know you’re going to be
mad in about two or three seconds. But I
was only joking with you Ariana.”
Her eyebrows came together. “What do you mean?” As
she looked at him quizzically.
Paul sighed heavily. “When I said I wanted to be with you
forever. I literally meant FOREVER. I might not need a piece of paper to prove
our love, but I want one. Ariana you and Jenna are the best things in my life. Of course I want to marry you. I want you to have my last name. I want you to be bound to me in every way
possible. I don’t care about
imprinting. I only care about you and
Jenna. When and if we have more kids;
you and our kids will be all I ever give a shit about.”
Ariana shoved Paul as hard as she could,
even though he never budged. “Don’t.
Don’t just sit here and tell me you were screwing with me the whole
time. Cause it’s completely not funny
Paul Redson!
Why would you…”
Paul captured her lips before she could go any further and get even
more upset about the prank. He had no idea
that it would bother her so much to joke like that. He also never realized getting married meant
that much to her; especially with someone as temperamental as him.
***********************
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't.
Stop saying I can't.
Is that what you said?
Cause if you did, I do. I do.
If you want me to.
I do.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
I will try, I will try, I will try.
I do.
***********************
Paul stepped away for a fraction of a second as he pulled the box
out of his pocket and opened it. “Marry me Ariana. Marry me for all the right and wrong
reasons. Marry me because you love me
and you want to spend the rest of your life with me making tons of babies. Marry me because you can’t live without me,
just like I would never be able to live without you.”
Tears poured from her beautiful grey eyes as she stood with her
right hand over her mouth, standing there in complete shock. He was just joking with her. He really did want to marry her. Ariana nodded.
“Yes.” She nodded again. “Yes.” She watched as Paul pulled the tear drop
shaped diamond on the silver band from the box and slipped it on her left ring
finger. He pulled her to her feet and captured
her lips.
Ariana pushed Paul away as she pointed at
him. “You better be ready to start saying I do!
After what you just pulled you owe me!”
Paul chuckled as he kissed her lips. “I’ll be ready whenever you
are.”
He’d been ready to say ‘I Do’ to her for a long time.
The End