Innocence
Chapter 1
Twenty-one year old Lakota Primrose was having a normal day like
anyone else at the Seattle Fine Arts School. She had her dark honey blonde hair
up with a pair of chop sticks as she studied the fragile book in her rubber
glove covered hands. Her grey eyes scanning the spine as if
her fingers were touching it. She was being as gentle with it as
possible as she continued to look at it. The school was getting ready for their
annual Art show which would be in a few days. She took a quick look at her
watch and frowned noticing it was already 8 o'clock at night. She's been here
all day practically helping set up.
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I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside...All I do is hide
I wish that it...would just go away
What would...you do
You do if you knew
What would you do
All the pain...I thought I knew
All the thoughts...lead back to you
Back to what...Was never said
Back and forth...Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away
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Lakota shouldered her back pack as she bid everyone a good night and walked out
the back door of the auditorium. Three seconds later, a hand went over her
mouth and a hunting knife was held to her throat as two men in ski masks
appeared in front of her. They quickly duct taped her mouth and hands and drug
her back into the building. She tried to make some kind of noise but it wasn't
getting past the duct tape. Once back in the building 3 more guys entered the
front of the building and had rounded up the girls there duct taped them as
well and drug them to the back of the auditorium. there
was a total of six guy.
The guys had rounded up 12 girls, then one by one, a different guy drug a girl
off to the different parts of the auditorium, the screams were ear piercing and
Lakota's heart went out to all of them, when suddenly she was grabbed by the
back of the hair and practically drug to the very back where the offices were,
as All of a sudden the masked individual backhanded her, her hands came up as
she grabbed her cheek, he grabbed her by her upper arms, and jerked her around
as he slammed her on the desk. The whole time he grunted silently, not saying a
word to her. She started to say something and he put his hand over her mouth as
he ripped her panties from under her skirt.
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I feel like...I'm all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you
I don't think you'd understand
'Cause no one understands
All the pain...I thought I knew
All the thoughts...lead back to you
Back to what...Was never said
Back and forth...Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away
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As he pulled the front of his pants down and she felt a blinding pain as he
penetrated. She was trying to fight him off but it was no use, and when she
tried to scream again, he laid all his body weight on her as he continued to
thrust into her unwilling body. He jerked her head to the side keeping his hand
over her mouth and pushing his forearm across her throat, he smirked
sadistically through the mouth hole of the ski mask, listening to her muffled
screams into his hand made him thrust that much harder into her.
The pain was so unbearable, tears of pain streamed out of her eyes. He finally
ejaculated inside of her, and wiped himself off on her skirt. He gripped her
throat and got close to her ear. "If you tell anyone I did this to you...I
swear I will find you where ever the fuck you are and I'll kill you
myself." Lakota laid on the desk on her side
trying to catch her breath. The monster had just left her there. Once she was
sure he was gone, she quietly moved out of the room and took off down the
hallway, suddenly when gun shots started ringing out she ducted into a small
maintenance room hiding behind the hot water heater quietly.
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I'm going nowhere on and on and
I'm getting nowhere on and on and on(take me away)
I'm going nowhere on and on and off and on and off and on
All the pain...I thought I knew
All the thoughts...lead back to you
Back to what...Was never said
Back and forth...Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
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Lakota sat up shaking from head to toe in bed.
As she tried to get her breathing under control. She
pulled herself from bed trying to calm herself. All
the nightmares were finally taking its toll on her. The memories and nightmares
were just a special torture. Lakota and two other girls had survived,
the remaining 9 had been shot execution style. It all had happened six months
ago, granted the six guys had been caught, tried and sentenced. Lakota barely
talked before the attacks that night, and now she spoke even less, most of the
time not at all.
Her parents had brought her home and kept her there after the trial was over.
Her older sister Dallas had convinced their parents to let her to stay in La
Push Washington with Dallas and see how she did there away from the city
bullshit. A completely calming environment. A chance to just calm the nerves, nightmares and anxiety.
A Fresh start. Yea.
Chapter 2
Dallas gripped the wheel of the Jeep as she drove heading to La
Push. Every once in a while sneaking glances at her little sister. Granted she
was only two years older than Lakota, she was always there for her sister no
matter what. 2 am phone calls when boyfriends didn't last, or when the college
dorm parties didn't seem to end. Lakota was a quiet party girl. She barely
spoke most of the time just keeping to herself, but
her being THIS silent sent eerie chills up and down Dallas's spine. She knew
what had happened in her little sisters life and was
trying not to be sick about it.
Lakota wouldn't hurt a fly, so she couldn't understand why those monsters had
done that to her. No one would ever know because they weren't talking and their
lawyers were trying to get them appeals. Dallas
secretly wished her boyfriend Jake and his friends would tear apart the six
asshole who broke her little sister down. Dallas finally pulled into the drive
way of her house as the Jeep rolled to a stop. The girls got out Lakota grabbed
her bags and followed her sister into the house.
The house wasn't small and it wasn't overly large. It was medium. Yea. Definitely medium. The kitchen
and the living room were the biggest rooms. There was
3 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms. Dallas had told Lakota to pick which ever room she
wanted and make it as her own. Even if she wanted to paint
the walls whatever color she wanted. Lakota unpacked her bags and sat on
the foot of the bed leaning against one of the four posters to the bed, just
trying to breathe in the scent of La Push. It was covered by tons of trees. And
smelled like rain.
Dallas was cutting up vegetables as she kept trying to listen for any noise
coming from upstairs. Nothing. It was completely
quiet. Not even a small sound like her walking across the wooden floor. Dallas
was filled with worry. Suddenly a pair of warm hands gripped her hips and she
jumped back and the arms attached to the hands wrapped around her. Dallas
exhaled heavily when she could feel the warm chest pressed against her back
shaking from chuckling so hard.
Jake smirked as Dallas turned around and glared up at her boyfriend, "I
called your name a few times babe...You didn't answer." Dallas pointed the
sharp knife at him, "One of these days buddy...Just one and you'll be
seriously wounded for life." Dallas could hear Jake's boys snickering at
the dining room table. Dallas pointed the knife at the threesome currently
sitting at the kitchen table, "That goes for you three as well." The
snickers from Paul, Jared and Embry got harder as they tried to not laugh.
Dallas placed the veggies in tin foil as she placed them on a cookie sheet with
cubed red potatoes, Plus the chicken breasts. Jake took the cookie sheet from
her so she didn't have to lift it, as she opened the oven and watched as he
pushed the food into the oven. Jake carefully closed the oven door as he loomed
over Dallas and watched as her cheeks tinged pink when she noticed he was
cornering her against the kitchen counter with just his eyes. His red lips in a
smirk as he gently gripped her hip and leaned down capturing her lips. Which earned a round of gagging noises from the threesome sitting
at the table. Dallas couldn't help giggling against Jake's lips, when
Jake growled.
Dallas pulled away from Jake as she held out her hand, "C'mon you can come
help me in the basement I have laundry down there that needs your expert help
with some stains." Jake smirked when he took her hand and let her lead him
through the kitchen, "Sure let's go shout it out baby." That
statement brought out a round of laughter from the threesome at the table as
Paul snorted, "Sure cause no one in La Push realizes was great Fluff and
Folders the Quileute's are." Jared added his two cents, "Yea...I'm
wondering how she got them stains and who exactly gave
them to her." Embry chuckled, "I don't think I really want to know
what the hell they are doing down there, a person's stains are their own
business." Which that just made Paul and Jared laugh even harder.
Of course once Jake and Dallas were in the basement, Jake lifted Dallas up and
sat her on the dryer as he stood between her legs and stared at her. Jake
brushed a couple of strands of hair out of her face as he stared into her green
eyes, "You look tired baby...What's wrong? I can feel you're
worried." Jake pressed his forehead to hers as she smiled softly,
"I'm a little tired...I'm just worried about Lakota. I told you what she
went through six months ago. What if she is never the same? She didn't say more
than two words to me on the ride from the airport in Port Angeles. I mean she's
never been a big talker, but now she's practically a mute."
Jake brushed his lips against Dallas's forehead, "Just calm down
baby...Look it was traumatic what she went through and thinking she's just
going to be her normal self after only six months is ridiculous. It's
definitely going to take longer than that." Dallas's head snapped up,
"You've been keeping what I told you to yourself right? I mean I know it's
not easy when you're phased, but I don't want the
whole pack to know, it would be very embarrassing for Lakota." Jake shook
his head, "Baby, I promised I wouldn't let that slip and I haven't. I
won't I swear on my life. Now let's have some dinner watch a couple of movies
with Lakota and the guys, then I'll kick them out while you make sure Lakota is
snug in her bed, then were going to take a nice warm bath together and
relax."
Jake smiled his brilliant smile for her as he brushed his lips against her
softly, as Dallas sighed, "How did I get so lucky to have you in my
life?" Jake chuckled as he lifted her from the dryer setting her on her
feet in front of him and wrapped her in his muscled arms pulling her against
his body as he placed kisses all over her face and the top of her head,
"I'm the lucky one Dallas...Haven't you figured that out yet?" Dallas
smirked as Jake leaned over capturing her lips again.
Suddenly a loud bang, some loud laughter and a scream came from upstairs in the
kitchen.
Chapter 3
Jake and Dallas went running up the stairs, only to find Lakota
sitting on the floor in the corner next to the cabinets with her knees in her
chest and her face buried in her knees. Paul laying on
the floor still sitting in the chair, and Jared and Embry laughing like a
couple of hyenas. Dallas walked over and squatted down in front of Lakota and
touched her hands.
Jake bent over Paul as he quirked an eyebrow at him, "Are you having some
issues Paul?" Paul rubbed the back of his head, "No...I just leaned a
little too far back in the chair and it tipped over and she screamed."
Jared helped pull Paul into a vertical base again as Paul up righted the chair,
"Sorry Dallas. I didn't mean to scare her."
Dallas got Lakota to look up from her knees, "Kota, it's
ok...They're not going to hurt you...Their friends of mine, I promise."
Dallas smoothed her hair out of her face, "Why don't you go lay down for a
while, dinner won't be ready for a good forth-five minutes." Lakota nodded
as she stood up and spared a look at Paul and jogged back upstairs and closed
the door to her room.
Dallas looked at Paul with her hands firmly on her hips, "Do I even want
to know what the hell happened?" Paul grumbled and looked at the floor as
Jared and Embry snickered. Dallas growled weakly, "Someone better start
talking." Jake sighed heavily, "Guys what happened?" Paul looked
ashamed, "I'm sorry Dallas...I uh...I...Well you see what had happened
was..."
Jared rolled his eyes, "Paul imprinted on your sister." Dallas's eye
shot open, "WHAT! What the hell do you mean you imprinted on my sister?"
Jake softly took Dallas's hand in his and she calmed immensely as she glared at
Jake, "I hate it when you do that damn it!" Jake chuckled,
"Sorry...Can't help the imprint." Dallas glared, "Yours or
Paul's?" Jake smiled cheeky, "Both?" Dallas frowned, "As if
Kota hasn't gone through enough, now she gets imprinted on by your dopey pack
brother and she hasn't even been here two hours."
Jake nuzzled Dallas's neck, "Calm down babe, you know we don't have any
control over it." Dallas slumped against Jake, "I know I know....I'm
sorry Paul...I didn't mean to get snappy. I know you won't do anything to hurt
her. If anything I'm glad she's got someone who will protect her now."
Paul made a face, "How am I supposed to strike up a conversation with a
mute?" Dallas grabbed the wooden spoon off the counter and Smacked it across Paul's chest, "SHE'S NOT MUTE!"
Jake rubbed Dallas's shoulders to calm her down as she sighed heavily,
"She's not a mute Paul...She's just been through something extremely
traumatic, and hasn't exactly found her voice box yet. You're gonna have to be
patient with her. Eventually she's gonna tell you what happened and you're
gonna have to tell her what you did and what you are...So you both need to
learn how to put a little trust into each other." Paul nodded, "Fully
understood. I'll be patient I promise Dallas. I'll protect her with y
life...DAMN the imprint is working fast." Everyone in the kitchen couldn't
help laughing at the look on Paul's face.
Lakota laid across her bed. She was completely shocked
to walk downstairs into the kitchen and see three big guys sitting at the
kitchen table without Dallas in sight. One had his chair tipped back and sort
of stumbled over his words letting her know Dallas was in the basement doing
laundry. Lakota just nodded at him, but they couldn't take their eyes off each
other. She felt like her insides were being set literally on fire. She let out
a shaky breath that she didn't even realize she'd been holding.
She slowly turned away from the three large gentlemen and suddenly a loud bang
rang out through the house and she screamed and hit the floor. She was so embarrassed as she sat on her bed. She stared out the
window of her room. Shaking her head, 'Great...One little banging noise and I
freaked out...Whatever.'
After dinner, to which Lakota took notice that she caught Paul staring at her
several times and also during the couple of movies they all decided to watch.
She didn't feel creeped out by it. She could feel his
eyes practically burning a hole in her and felt the familiar fire inside of her
body as it engulfed her several times.
After the movies Lakota watched as Jake made the guys leave and she made herself comfortable on the couch to watch old black and
white movies. The Ghost and Mrs. Muir. Simply one of her favorites. Lakota stifled a giggle as she
watched Jake and Dallas disappear upstairs. A few minutes
later listening to the water running.
Once Lakota finished with the movie she walked outside and sat in the grass on
the front lawn. She wrapped a blanket around her shoulders as she looked up
through the trees and stared at the stars. She heard some leaves rustling and a
couple of twigs broke. Her head snapped to the right when she heard more leaves
crunching and her heart jumped into her throat as a huge silverish-grey wolf
walked out of the trees. He was gigantic, he was
easily 5 to 6 feet tall standing on all four paws.
Lakota sucked her bottom lip between her teeth as she watched it approach. She
shivered from just its sheer size alone. She watched as the giant wolf laid down on its belly and carefully crawled over to her.
She put her hand out and knew she should be scared to death, but there was
something about it that made her feel completely safe and secure. Once it was
close enough it sniffed her hand and gently licked it. She stroked its fur and
noticed how silky soft it was. One side of Lakota's mouth turned up almost in
an unsure smile, she shook her head. This was all just an illusion. She leaned
closer whispering, "Good night." As she stood and
went back in the house. She turned back to look at the wolf again and it
was gone.
Yup...She was done with depression and was onto hallucinating.
Chapter 4
He watched with nearly blackened eyes as Lakota disappeared into the
house. He shook out his silvery fur as he heard chuckling. Paul's eyes looked
over and watched as a brown wolf jogged up to him coughing out a laugh.
Paul glared, 'Shut up Jared.'
Jared chuckled harder, 'Who knew you'd get that excited over your imprints
first touch. She's got a sweet voice when she wants to let you hear it.'
Paul growled, 'That's rich coming from you when Kim first touched you. You
nearly pissed yourself.' Jared's laughter came to an abrupt end in Paul's head,
'That's uncalled for...Why you have to say that out loud, now the rest of the
pack is gonna know.'
Embry's laughter rang out, 'Sorry to disappoint you Jared, but we all already
knew that.'
Jared groaned, 'Man you guys are never going to let me live that shit down now
right?'
A few other voices rang out through all their wolf heads, 'NOPE.'
Paul stayed in the tree line out of sight and continued to watch the house, he'd already gotten permission from Sam to stake out
the house for the night. Sam understood everything.
Paul laid down and his eyes never ventured every far
from Lakota's bedroom window. He watched as she sat at the window seat for a
while, and he could absolutely feel the sadness running through her body. He
wanted nothing more than to bust through the front door and run up o her room
and just wrap her in his arms.
'At which point she'd scream, freak out and kick you in the balls.'
Paul scoffed, 'Thanks for that vivid image Leah.' Leah chuckled, 'Hey that's
what I'm here for boys...Just here to keep it real.'
A few hours later, everyone was sitting in Emily and Sam Uley's
living room, mostly the women and Leah were in the
kitchen with Emily avoiding the guys. The front door opened as Jake stood to
the side allowed Dallas and Lakota to walk through the door and into the
kitchen.
The first thing Lakota noticed was the three claw mark scars on the right side
of Emily's face. She seemed like a flawless beauty and everyone went about
their business like they didn't see them or as if she didn't have them. She was
very gorgeous. Emily approached the sisters, first hugging Dallas tightly,
"I thought it would be friggen Christmas before
we could get Jake to bring you around again Dallas. This must be your sister
Lakota...Right?" Dallas nodded, "Yea this is her, you'll have to
forgive her she doesn't say much."
Lakota was wrapped in a tight hug from Emily before she could protest the
contact. Emily pulled away, "Welcome to my home Lakota." Lakota
looked around and in something above a whisper squeaked out, "Kota."
Emily smiled softly, "Okay Kota...C'mon in and meet the guys and everyone
else." Lakota nodded as Emily took her hand and walked her further into
the kitchen.
Emily smiled happily, "This is Kim, she's married
to Jared. That is Claire she's engaged to Quil Aterea.
You of course know Paul, Embry, Jared and Jake. This is Leah Clearwater and her
little brother Seth and this is my husband Sam Uley."
Lakota felt a shock go through her system when she locked eyes with Paul again.
Everyone got their plate filled with food, Sam and Emily opted to eat in the
kitchen away from the younger crowd. Lakota sat on the floor across from Jake
and Dallas and started to eat quietly. She didn't notice Paul sat down beside
her. A few minutes into the middle of lunch a bread ball hit Lakota in the
hand. Lakota looked up as Dallas smiled widely like she was innocent, but Lakota
knew better as she threw the bread ball back at Dallas.
Pretty soon Jake was throwing bread balls at Lakota and she glared at Jake and
he couldn't help but laugh so hard at the look on her face. Jake threw bread
ball at Paul and it bounced off his chest and Paul growled. Lakota's eyebrows
shot up as she gave Paul a sideways glance, which in turn brought everyone else
in the room out of there eating reverie to look at Paul and notice everything
was not kosher. Lakota had to bite back a giggle and almost lost it when Paul
looked at her for the half giggle she let out. Her hand flew over her mouth as
she stared at him back.
Suddenly Paul picked up the bread ball and threw it back at Jake and it pinged Jake in the side of the head which bounced off and in
turn his Claire in the chest. Claire glared at Paul and then looked at Quil,
"Well? What are you waiting for you need to defend my honor!" Quil
cleared his throat, "Okay who besmirched my woman's honor?" Paul
raised his hand, "Me...Got a problem with it chump?" Quil nodded
solidly as he picked up a spoon full of potato salad and flipped it at Paul.
Paul growled a little more as he picked up the ketchup bottle and aimed it at Quil who shook his head no violently, but it was too late,
Paul squirted Quil right in the chest. Suddenly Embry yelled out, "MEDIC!!
MAN DOWN MAN DOWN! EVERYONE SAVE YOURSELF!!!"
Claire put an empty cup to Quil's chest for three
seconds and looked at Jake, "I'm sorry Captain We've
lost him!" Jake jumped up to his feel and screamed, "NOOOO!!! Why he
was such an innocent lad!!! NO!!" As he fake sobbed while trying to lift
Quil from the chair, "Damn dude what the hell have you
been eating." Jared and Kim were laughing hard on the couch behind Paul
and Lakota.
Suddenly Quil started laughing and Jake dropped him on the armrest and he fell
back onto Jared and Kim's plates which were sitting on their laps. Quickly all
hell broke loose as food started flying through the air between everyone.
Emily suddenly walked into the living room with Sam and he growled, "WHAT
THE HELL IS GOING ON?" Suddenly a splat of potato salad hit Sam in the
face and silence ensued.
The only giggle that was heard during the silence was Emily and Lakota. Paul
looked over at Lakota and watched as her giggles erupted into full on laughter
as she covered her mouth with one hand and held her stomach with the other.
Paul had never heard something so Heaven worthy in all his life and was
suddenly aware, he had fallen in love with his imprint and she didn't even know
it yet.
Chapter 5
Dallas watched as Lakota giggled and she watched Paul as he watched
her giggle. He looked at her with such adoration and knew pretty soon they
would have to tell Kota about the legends and also tell her the truth about the
guys.
Emily couldn't stop giggling as she steered Sam back into a kitchen chair as
she leaned down and wiped the potato salad off his face with a wet paper towel.
Sam glared up at her but he couldn't stop the smile that adorned his face when
he saw her giggling uncontrollably. She hadn't laughed that hard in a long
time. Once she got it all cleaned off and then dried it off she cupped his face
and placed feather kisses all over it and then whispered, "Don't be mad at
them. They were just having fun, it's nothing that can't be cleaned or
fixed."
Sam stood to his full height as he pulled Emily to him and kissed her lips
softly, "Fine...I don't mind if you don't." Emily giggled against his
chest as she leaned into his body warmth. Sam couldn't help chuckle, Dallas had
warned everyone how quiet her little sister was but never gave any reason, so
if her giggling that hard was a sign he hoped it was a good one.
Everyone left the room to get cleaned up, except Dallas and Jake who were
trying to clean each other off. Jake finally got tired of going slow as he licked up the side of her face, Dallas squealed,
"Gross! JAKE!" Jake laughed as he wiped the corners of his mouth as
he chewed the potato salad he'd just licked from Dallas's cheek. Jake caught
the wet paper towel Emily tossed at him as he leaned over and wiped Dallas's
face off as she laughed at him shaking her head at him. Jake pulled his food
covered t-shirt from his body as he wiped the remains from his face as he leaned
over and kissed Dallas's lips, then wiggled his eyebrows and pectoral muscles
at her, which made her laugh more. Emily walked in and collected the guys dirty shirts and passed out clean ones.
Paul looked at Lakota as he pulled the clean white t-shirt over his head and
smoothed it down his torso and noticed she had finally got her giggles under
control. Paul smirked as he stood up and watched as she started to stand up but
he squatted down fast as he gently gripped her upper arms and helped her stand up.
She stood staring at him for the longest time. Their eyes were completely
locked onto each other. Paul smiled a little, "You feel like getting some
air?" Lakota spared a look towards Dallas, who smiled, "Go ahead
Kota, Paul won't hurt you. I promise. If anything he'll protect you." She
winked at her little sister and watched as Lakota looked back at Paul and
nodded slowly.
Paul smiled as he held out his hand, Lakota looked down at his hand and
hesitantly placed her hand in his, she watched as his big hand closed around
hers and couldn't help but notice how perfect the fit was for both of their
hands. Paul gave her hand a little tug as he walked her through the house.
Jared and Kim smiled as they watched Paul walk through the kitchen and out the
back door with his hand joined with Lakota's. Kim looked at Jared once they
walked outside and closed the door behind him, "Do you think she's coming
around?" Jared nodded, "I think it may take a little longer then
normally, but yea. I think she's coming around. If he got her to go outside
with him, I'm sure that's a step in the right direction."
Jake and Dallas joined everyone in the kitchen once everyone had cleaned up the
mess they made in the living room and with each other. Dallas looked at Sam,
"When do you guys want to tell Lakota?" Sam shook his head,
"We're not really in a rush. She's one of the most quiet
people I've ever met in my life, of course being around all these loud knuckle
heads." Dallas sighed heavily, "I wish she'd talk around you guys. she's such a beautiful person inside and out. I just want
her to feel safe with you all."
Jake rubbed Dallas's shoulders, "She'll come around, you said so yourself
the trauma she went through was only six months ago. You can't expect a new
move and food fight to bring her back into the land of the talking."
Dallas nodded, "I know, "I mean I wish I could explain it to you
guys, but the way Paul's temper is, I'm not trying to put vivid images into
your heads, because you guys share way to much when you're all wolfie to begin with. And since Paul imprinted on her, if
he found out before she had a chance to tell him, it would just be all bad. I
can already tell he's falling in love with her."
Emily giggled, "You noticed that too? The way he stared at her just now
when she started giggling. He couldn't have looked at her any harder." Sam
chuckled, "Yea I'm pretty sure he's already assuming his role as
protector."
Outside, Lakota was walking around looking up at the stars,
they seemed closer in La Push then in Seattle. Paul hadn't said anything to
her, but then again she hadn't said anything. She was afraid of her own shadow
and voice at this point. Somehow she'd gotten turned around and walked up and
almost ran into Paul she stopped at was looking down into her eyes again. She
had the most unusual grey eyes he'd ever seen. Paul finally broke the silence
between them, "You're eyes are the most beautiful shade of grey, I've ever
seen before."
She sucked her bottom lip in between her teeth as she smiled softly at the
compliment. She pushed up on her toes as she whispered, "Thank you."
Paul's eyes drifted shut as he took in the tone of her voice, and given the
fact that she had held onto his hands as she spoke the words. It was the same
soft voice that had him captivated the first night when he came to her in his
wolf form.
Paul's exhaled slowly, "Say it louder please." She slowly shook her
head no as he chuckled, "Okay Lakota. My only wish for the rest of my life
is to have you talk to me. And I don't care about what. Anything.
Anything at all that you have to say to me, if you say it in a normal decibel,
I will listen to it all. I promise."
Lakota stifled a laugh as she nodded and walked back to the house and inside.
Paul would have to take her nod as an agreement. It was something and it was
definitely a start. He could only hope it was soon, because he was longing to
hear her voice.
Chapter 6
Lakota sat up and looked at the clock as it read 12:30 am. She was
staring at the ceiling for the last hour as she tried to go to sleep, but it
wasn’t working. She pulled sweats over her shorts as she pulled the elastic leg
holes up around her calves, also pulling on a hooded sweatshirt and padded
downstairs to the front door. She walked out and down the steps of the porch as
she sat in the grass again.
A twig snapping brought her attention to her right side. It was the silvery
dark grey wolf again; he slowly crept up and whined at her. She couldn’t help
but giggle at it. The huge wolf lay down beside her again and stretched out on
its belly, as her small hand slowly came out and softly pet his fur again. The giant
wolf leaned into her touch almost as if he was enjoying it. Lakota whispered,
"You're sweet. Of course I still think you're a figment of my imagination
from all the trauma I been through. I'm not telling
anyone about you, or next thing I know I'll be in the looney bin."
Lakota stood and she noticed the huge wolf stood as well watching her every
move, She never noticed that he was nearly six feet tall. She blinked a couple
of times as she turned and started to walk towards the tree line, the giant silver
wolf came bounding up and jumped in front of her and wouldn't let her near the
trees as he whimpered. Clearly he was telling her not to go in the woods. He
stepped closer and his snout nudged her back to the house. He was awful pushy
for an animal who had fur and a tail. After he'd
nudged her several times and whimpered a few more times she finally nodded in
understanding.
Lakota walked back to the porch and looked behind her,
it was almost as if the wolf walked her back to the door to make sure she got
back into the house safely. Her head tilted to the side as she looked at him,
she leaned over and pressed a kiss to his snout. As she turned and as soon as
she walked into the front door she watched as the overly large wolf bounced off
into the tree line. Lakota shook her head as she went back and laid in bed, suddenly feeling the tiredness as sleep over
took her.
Jake and Dallas were definitely getting comfortable in Dallas's room. Dallas
was wrapped in his arms as he was softly kissing on her neck. Jake carried her
into the bedroom and planted Dallas on her feet in front of him as he sat down
on the bed Dallas moved over and sat straddled on his lap…Jake captured her
lips with his as she reached out and caught his bottom lip between her teeth
and bit down a little and then ran her tongue across it to soothe it…Jake’s
hands were on her butt pulling her closer to him…and his hands started sliding
up her shirt and he cupped her naked breasts in his hands…as soon as the flesh
on his hand touched her, her nipples hardened…he tweaked her nipples a little
and applied a little pressure, making her arch her back and push his hands
against her breasts harder…a moan escaped her mouth…as Jake deepened the
kiss…his tongue plundered her mouth caressing every inch of the warm recesses
of her tongue and mouth.
Jake laid back taking her body with him…he rolled her off and laid half on her
kissing her neck, throat, collar bone, shoulders…Jake’s warm hand started on
her stomach and then slowly went down and un-buttoned her jeans and unzipped
them…Dallas could feel his erection pressing against the side of her thigh.
Jake’s hand slid into her jeans, under the elastic of her panties and he
brushed against her clit with his long finger…Jake slowly slid his finger into
her soaking wet core.
Jake murmured, “God you’re so warm, wet, and tight baby…” Dallas kissed Jake’s
neck up to his ear, “Jake, make love to me…please.” Jake pulled away and looked
deep into her eyes, “Are you sure?” Dallas was chewing on her bottom lip and nodded
yes. Jake smirked, “How would you like it?” Dallas quirked an eye brow at Jake
and pulled his hand from inside her jeans, “I want to make love to you with my
fingers.” Jake sucked his finger into his mouth tasting her juices. “And I want
you to make love to me with your tongue.” Dallas sucked his tongue into her
mouth, tasting her own essence on his tongue…Jake groaned…Dallas’s hand slid
down and stroked his cock through his jean shorts, “And I want you to make love
to me with your cock.”
Jake got up and as Dallas sat up Jake pulled her shirt from her body, then
slowly eased her jeans over her hips, down her long legs and off…Jake hooked
his fingers into her panties and slowly slide them down her legs and threw them
off to the side. Jake knelt down on the floor and ran his hands up her long
silky legs, “Spread your legs baby, I wanna see that pretty pussy of yours.”
Dallas swallowed hard…
Mmmmm…Gotta love the pillow talk.
Dallas slowly spread her legs…Jake started at the bottom and ran his tongue and
lips up both legs…and nipped the insides of her thighs…Jake ran his tongue up
the length of her slit…Groaning at the taste of her…her smell was intoxicating
and the taste was better than anything in the world…Jake started running his
tongue around her clit and she started squirming around on the bed…
Jake brought his hand up and put it on her hips to steady her, as he slowly
started sliding 2 fingers in and out of her core as his tongue was circling her
clit…Dallas could feel her body absolutely responding to EVERYTHING he did to
her…His ministrations were making her senses reel…Dallas’s whole body was
tingling from head to toe…She knew it wouldn’t be long…In between licks, “C’mon
Dallas…Cum for me baby…I need to taste you girl…I need you to cum for me…please…you’re
pussy tastes so good…but I wanna taste your cum baby…c’mon.” Dallas felt him
add a 3rd finger…and she slowly started breathing heavier and started out
moaning and ended screaming out Jake’s name as her orgasm washed over her
body…Jake licked her completely dry…her licked up every ounce her body gave to
him.
Jake crawled up her body and Dallas pulled him down to her and kissed him with
a fevered pitch…Jake pulled away and stood up…he slowly got rid of shoes,
socks, shirt…and his jean shorts…Dallas giggled, “Commando…” Jake
smirked, “The only way to go.” She giggled a little and Jake got back on
the bed and slipped between her thighs…Jake pulled her knees up a little, and
slowly entered her…Dallas moaned from the pleasure filling her body. “I’m not
hurting you am I?” Dallas shook her head no, “No…it
feels wonderful…Please don’t stop.” Jake set a pace and was going nice and
slow…Making sure her whole body felt every move he made inside of her…Jake
grabbed her hips and rolled them over, “Ride me…”
Dallas started rolling her hips slowly and moving up and down…her hands slid
down his arms to his hands and they laced their fingers together…and Jake just
let her go at her own pace…he wasn’t going to rush her…not even a little.
Dallas arched her back forward and her head back and her long chestnut hair
went down and covered his thighs…Her hands on his 6-pak, helping herself move
up and down his shaft inside of her…Dallas could feel him clenching his abs
wall of muscles…She leaned over and kissed his lips so softly…and Jake slid his
arms around to her back, “You ready to go a little faster baby?” Dallas moaned
a little, “Yes…please.” Jake grabbed her hips and they rolled over again as
Jake pushed her knees nearly into her chest and started stroking deeper into
her…his thumb went down and started rubbing her clit, “God Baby you look so
sexy with my cock buried deep inside of your pussy…You’re so tight baby…” Jake
picked up the pace and started going faster and harder…Dallas felt like she
couldn’t catch her breath…
Jake was literally pounding into her…Her hips were thrusting up to meet his as
Jake pistoned into her like a drill…Dallas almost
couldn’t get enough…she started moaning out her orgasm, “Mmmmm
Mmmmm Mmm God JAKE!” Jake thrusted
into her a few more times before burying himself to the hilt and growling out
her name as she felt him explode deep inside of her core…Jake pulled out and
collapsed on the bed next to her…he gathered Dallas into his arms and kissed
her lips gentle and they both slowly fell asleep.
Chapter 7
Her legs were carrying her as fast as they could. Feeling the slight
breeze in the air as it whipped through her honey blonde hair as feet kept
moving forward along the road. She'd been in La Push for 6 months now. She
still only spoke in a whisper, but she was dying to talk out, just randomly
talk out at a normal level where people could hear her. she
could feel herself being drawn to Paul in weird ways. He looked at her funny
all the time. She wasn't really sure why. Sometimes it looked like adoration or
love or dreamily. She'd tried so hard to just talk to Paul out right. He'd been
so patient with her.
Lakota reached the beach entrance from the road and stopped to rest her legs
and lungs for a minute. She couldn't help shake the feeling that she was being
followed or watched. Lakota walked down the wooden steps to the beach and sat
in the sand and watched as the ocean waves crashed into each other. She pulled
her knees into her chest and felt the sorrow take over her thoughts. She'd
gotten a few phone calls in the last six months. The two other girls who'd
survived with her had let depression over take them. The guilt of knowing they
were alive when nine other girls had been murdered and they'd somehow cheated
death and survived became too much for them and they'd both killed themselves.
She felt the tears as they slid down her cheeks.
"You shouldn't be out here alone Lakota." The deep voice behind her
brought her from her thoughts. Her face turned up as she looked into the onyx
eyes of Paul, when he saw the tears sliding down her cheeks he slowly sank to
his knees in front of her as he reached out and caught couple of tears with his
thumb as he tried not to smash her to his chest while she cried. He couldn't
stand to watch her cry or feel the sadness radiating from her body. She'd been
doing good for the last six months. He reached out and
cupped her face in his scorching hands as he leaned over and pressed his forehead
against hers.
Her huge grey eyes just staring into his blackened eyes.
Lakota felt like she could get lost in his eyes. Like they
were swallowing her whole. But she also felt safe with Paul. When she
first got to La Push she felt as if she wouldn't feel safe with anyone ever
again. the more she hung around with Paul and listened to his stories about
him, Jake, Jared and Embry growing up together and then later picking on Seth,
Brady and Collin. She remembered laughing so hard as
they would walk along the beach or through the woods. Paul always had his
overly warm hand on the middle of her back guiding her, making sure she felt
safe and secure where ever she went with him.
Paul frowned, “Don’t cry please Kota. You’re too beautiful for your grey eyes
to shed tears.” She sobbed a little, “Sorry.” in something above a whisper.
Paul closed his eyes trying to push her sobs out of her ears, “What happened
Lakota…Please talk to me.” Paul watched as she tried to talk, but more tears
poured down her face. Paul gathered her in his arms as he pulled her body
between his legs, “It’s okay Kota. I know you’re not
ready yet.”
Lakota felt her cell phone vibrate in her pocket, She dug her phone out and
handed it to Paul, After Paul spoke with whoever was on the other line, he
closed the phone ended the call effectively. He placed a soft kiss on Lakota’s
forehead, “C’mon that was Dallas she wants you back at the house.” Paul stood
up and gently pulled Lakota up to stand in front of him, she smiled at him
softly and whispered, "Thank you." Paul took her hand in his and
softly kissed the back of it. As his hand moved to the small
of her back and he guided her through the woods and back to Dallas's.
The heat on the middle of her back felt wonderful.
Once they got back to Dallas's, they walked inside and Dallas was scowling,
Jake was keeping his distance from her as they stared at each other over the
counter in the kitchen. Paul looked at both, "Okay, what's going on you
two?" Dallas broke eye contact with Jake as she spared a glance at Paul
and Lakota, "Kota, mom and dad are on their way hear...Apparently
they think they found a solution to the problem with you not talking...Go get
cleaned up before they get here."
Once Lakota was in the shower, Paul rubbed the back of his neck, "I'm
gonna take off. Parents don't usually like me much." Jake chuckled,
"True. I'd go to, but I'm not leaving Dallas here alone with them. Their
parents are not high on Dallas's list of people to be next to without murdering
and since I don't want to see my girlfriend on America's Most Wanted, I'm gonna
stick around for her sanity." Paul chuckled as he tapped his fist against
Jake's shoulder, "Good luck with that. Howl if you need me." Jake
nodded as he watched Paul take off into the trees.
Lakota finished up her shower as she pulled on jeans, sneakers and a blue form
fitting t-shirt. She blow dried her hair and left it down as she jogged down
stairs and watched as her parents, Dallas and Jake came into view. Her mother
was the first to greet her as she walked into the living room. Her dad just
walked over and kissed the top of her head.
Everyone sat down as their mother started to speak, "So we've noticed
you've been here for six months Lakota and you're still not speaking. We know
that what you went through was traumatic and horrifying, but honestly you need
to get yourself together and get back to school." The girl's father spoke
next, "We didn't shell out eighty grand for you to take a year and a half
of college and then drop out...No matter what you've been through." Jake
felt Dallas tense as she scowled at both of them, "Is this what this is
really about? College tuition? You guys are both going
to sit there and be more worried about college tuition then the shit your own
daughter had to endure? REALLY?" Their father
spoke up again, "Dallas this is none of your concern, she's
our child."
Dallas stood up, "Except she's not a child anymore dad. She's a grown
woman who went through hell a year ago, you can't
expect her to be all roses and sunshine just because you want her to go back to
college. And why the hell would she want to go back to the scene of the damn
crime? Are you do delusional or something?" Jake stood up and looked at
both of them, "You're not taking her with you when you two leave in five
seconds." Dallas looked at Jake wide eyed, she'd fully not expected him to
get involved he was only supposed to be there for her support...She was really
loving his dominating rebel side. Dallas glared at her parents,
"Leave...Now."
Their father stood up and grabbed Lakota by the upper arm and jerked her to
stand up, "You're coming with us young lady whether you like it or not.
We're going to check you into the Seattle Institute you'll get healed and
you'll go back to school." Dallas growled, "Dad that's a mental
hospital! My sister is not going into a mental hospital I don't care what you
say or do." Jake stepped in front of Lakota and Dallas's parents when they
started to head for the front door. Their father growled right back, "She
will go anywhere I say and love it."
By now Lakota was struggling to get out of her father's grip, Jake was blocking
the door. Jake looked down at Lakota and could tell by the pained look across
her face she didn't want to leave with them, Jake wasn't about to let her be
taken against her will. Their father glared at Jake, "Get out of my way
you savage." Jake growled deep as he threw his fist forward and connected
with their dad's nose watching with a satisfied smirk as he hit the ground like
a sack of rocks. their mother gasped out as she hit
her knees next to her husband.
Lakota wrenched her arm out of his grasp as she pushed through the doorway and
outside and ran towards the trees.
Jake took his place next to Dallas as she smiled up at him, "Thank
you." Jake kissed her lips softly, "Anytime
beautiful...Anytime." Dallas frowned, "Lakota went into the
woods." Jake grabbed his cell phone, "Don't worry I'll call Paul,
he'll find her." Dallas nodded as she looked at her mother trying to help
pick up her father whose nose was definitely broken, she giggled as she watched
the blood soak the front of his shirt as she glared at them, "Leave my
house and don't ever come back. You're going to leave my little sister alone
from now on. If you come here again I'll have you both arrested for
trespassing."
She watched as they both walked out the front door and Jake closed and locked
it as he hung up the phone. Jake looked at Dallas with a playful smirk on his
beautiful red lips, he ran over before she had a chance to move and tossed her
over his shoulder as he ran up the stairs to her room and tossed her on the bed
as he kicked the door closed with his foot and pounced on her as she giggled.
Chapter 8
Paul ran through the woods as fast as his fur covered paws would let
him, he's just barely gotten home and settled for a nap on the couch when his
phone started vibrating off the coffee table, he caught it just before it hit
the floor. It was Jake who gave him the short version of what had just gone
down between Dallas, Lakota and their idiot parents. Lakota took off running
into the woods alone, he had to find her, and he could smell her scent so he
knew as it got stronger he was getting closer. Suddenly he skidded to a stop as
he quickly re-phased and pulled his jean shorts on and jogged out onto the
beach he could already feel her pain as his ears picked up her sobs.
Paul slowed down his breathing trying to calm his anger towards her parents so
he could check her out physically and make sure she was okay. He tried to keep
his voice calm, "Lakota." She looked up and suddenly she couldn't
stop herself from spilling his name from her lips, "Paul." As she
jumped up and ran over to him, as he wrapped her in his arms. Paul couldn't
believe she'd said his name. Hell she practically yelled it. He could feel her
trembling in his arms as she suddenly started...Rambling?
"It was so terrible; I can't believe they were actually going to put me in
a mental hospital, all because I didn't feel like talking. I mean how could anyone blame me. I don't understand why my parents
would do that to me…I wish you would’ve stayed with me instead of
leaving." Paul held onto Lakota tighter as he felt her bury her face into
his neck. Then his eyes shot open, suddenly aware that she was talking to him,
and just said she didn’t want him to leave earlier.
Paul grabbed her shoulders as he gently pushed her back and looked down at into
her eyes as he cupped her face in his overly warm hands. Paul stared deep into
her grey pools as he completely felt her melt into him as he smiled softly, “I
don’t know I think you’re talking to me just fine.” Lakota gasped as she threw
her hand over her mouth and Paul chuckled as he removed her hand, “Don’t stop
talking now. I already love the sound of your voice Kota.”
Lakota couldn’t stop the tears as they continued to slide down her cheeks. Paul
frowned, “Please don’t cry…Please. I’m sorry I left. I shouldn’t have left you
there.” Lakota smiled through her tears, “It’s not your fault. I should’ve
known something was up when Dallas said they were coming. My parents never do
random visits.” Paul continued to stare into her eyes, “Are you okay? You’re
trembling.” Lakota nodded, “I was just scared. I know it’s stupid.” Paul pulled
her closer to his body, “It’s not stupid and its okay to be scared Kota. I’m
not going to let anything happen to you”
Lakota welcomed the comforting embrace, “I believe
you. I don’t know why I believe you but I do. I feel completely safe with you
Paul and I don’t understand why. Everything in me makes me trust you and I
haven’t felt this safe for a year. The pain was gone after a couple of months,
but the security was gone for the longest time. And then I met you and suddenly
I felt like I could go anywhere in La Push and know
you’d be there if I needed you.” Paul nodded, “I would, I swear on my life
Lakota.”
Lakota pulled back from Paul, “I need to tell you something…You’ve been so
patient with me about everything. You deserve an explanation.” Paul shook his
head, “No if you’re not ready you don’t need to tell me.” Lakota shook her head
back at Paul, “But I do. I owe you everything. Had I not come here and met you
I would’ve never…I don’t think I would’ve handled anything that happened to me
like I did.”
Lakota stepped back from Paul’s arms as she moved and started walking down the
beach and knew Paul would follow her, “A year ago I was a college student at
the Seattle Fine Arts School, I was at the auditorium getting ready for the
annual Art exhibition, I noticed I’d been there pretty late and grabbed my back
pack to leave and go home for the evening. Two guys in ski masks approached me
and held a hunting knife to my throat and forced me back into the building
after they duct taped my wrist and mouth.”
Lakota took a deep breath trying to steady her breathing and voice as she
continued, “Six guys took twelve girls hostage with hunting knifes and 9 mm’s.
All twelve of us were raped and threatened, but in the end they shot nine
execution style. Me and two
other girls were luck to be alive at the end of all of it. I am now the only
one still alive, the other two girls let depression eat away at them and
committed suicide.”
Paul stood there shaking from head to toe, “Tell me they caught those
bastards…Please Lakota.” Lakota turned back and looked at Paul as she nodded,
“Yes, tried and sentenced, they are currently trying to get their appeals
pushed through but the judge won’t allow it.” Paul growled, “I’m sorry I wasn’t
there to stop them Lakota. I should’ve been there to
stop them…I want to rip the limb from limb.”
Lakota reached out to touch him when Paul growled, “GET BACK LAKOTA!” She
jumped back as she noticed Paul’s violent shaking was getting worse.
Suddenly, Paul burst into a silverfish/grey wolf.
Lakota couldn’t believe her eyes; the very place where Paul was standing had a
huge grey wolf standing in his place. Paul watched in horror as Lakota’s eyes
rolled into the back of her hand as she fainted and fell back on the sand.
Chapter 9
Emily, Sam, Dallas and Jacob watched as Paul paced the living room, he
had already excused himself three times to go outside and burst into a wolf,
trying to calm himself down. He couldn’t believe he actually phased in front of
Lakota. He was so pissed off at himself. Dallas finally jumped in front of Paul
to stop him from moving, “Paul stop, you’re making us dizzy, Lakota is okay. I
imagine you just scared the shit out of her.”
Paul growled, “I know that, but I should’ve had control over myself. I
shouldn’t have phased like that in front of her, I could’ve seriously hurt
her.” Sam stepped up as he grabbed Paul by the shoulder, “The important thing
is that you didn’t hurt her and you called us immediately. She’s going to be
fine, she just fainted.” Emily giggled, “It’s a normal reaction Paul. I promise.
You know I wouldn’t lie to you. She will be okay. You just have a little
explaining to do when she wakes up.”
Paul gaped, “Oh God! I didn’t even think of that. What the hell am I going to
do? She’s never going to speak to me again.” Emily grabbed Paul by the arm,
“Paul you need to calm down if she’s anything like me she’ll listen to you and
won’t have any kind of reservations about it.” Paul scoffed, “Sure she’s just
going to love the fact I change into a huge furry dog. I’m sure she’s just
going to accept it openly.”
About that time, Leah, Seth, Jared, Kim, Claire and Quil came through the front
door and into the living room; Quil smirked, “So I heard you went all wolfie on your imprint Paul.” Paul growled deeply and
started to take a step towards Quil as Claire jumped in front of Paul, “Quil,
maybe now isn’t the right time to tease Paul…He doesn’t look like he’s in the
mood to play around…Not even a little.” As she elbowed Quil.
Paul growled again sealing the fact that no he was not in the mood for jokes at
the moment. Quil physically jumped a little as he wrapped his arms around
Claire and lifted her off the floor and took a few steps back.
Jared frowned, “Don’t worry bro she’ll be fine. She’ll accept you; you just
need to make sure to be honest with her about it.” Paul scowled, “Sure cause
there’s really a way to lie about being an over grown ball of silver fur.” Quil
chipped in, “Maybe you could write her a letter of some sort. You know if you
didn’t feel like talking to her face to face.” Jake smirked, “Sure…Dear Lakota
sometimes when I’m pissed off or humans are endanger from vampires I burst into
a big dog, and I imprinted on you which means you get to carry my puppies so I
can breed the wolf gene into them, Love Paul. P.S. I hope you don't mind the
fleas.”
Paul shot a glare at Jake, “This is not funny.” Jake held up his hands, “Hey I
wasn’t making a joke, I was pointing out the fact that the whole letter idea
was just asinine. Don’t growl at me here dude I’m completely on your side, if
you wanna skin Quil alive or scalp him I say go for it.” Emily stepped between
Jake and Paul, “Or you could just chalk it up to one of your brothers trying to
make a bad joke at your expense. Which if he doesn’t stop at this point I’ll
make sure he gets punished for it.” Paul’s scowl deepened as he rolled his eyes
and gruffed out, “I’m going to go check on Lakota.
Quil...Be gone when I come back out.”
Quil’s eyes were the size of potatoes as he grabbed
Claire’s hand, “C’mon Claire Bear, Let’s get you home.” Claire scoffed, “Why he
said you had to be gone not me…It wasn’t my mouth that over loaded my ass.”
Quil glared, "Fine I'll wait for you in the car." Claire sighed
exasperatedly, "Fine let's go...Lord knows you wouldn't want to just
apologize for making stupid comments." Claire grabbed Quil's
hand and practically drug him out the door. He was
just letting her drag him. He really was just trying to lighten the mood.
Clearly it was a BAD idea.
Paul walked into Lakota's room at Dallas's house. As he sat
on the bed and touched her face with the back of his hand. She was laying on her side facing him and he felt so guilty. He
honestly could've hurt her really bad. Maybe worse. He
was extremely lucky he hadn't been standing too close to her. As soon as she
fainted he got a whiff of her and could smell the fear on her. It wasn't
supposed to be like this, he wasn't ready to tell her the truth just yet. He
watched as her hair slowly slid down and fell in her face. She was so beautiful
and he couldn't get over the fact that some guys just used her for what he
wanted and then for her to be the only survivor out of twelve people.
Paul slowly slid from the bed as he rested his elbows and head on his knees,
trying to breathe and figure out how to get himself
out of the hole he seemed to of dug himself. He hadn't realized how tired he
was because before he knew it he fell asleep.
Lakota opened her grey eyes slowly as she looked around the room and noticed
she was in her room. Slowly sitting up in bed she rubbed the back of her head
as the day's events unraveling in her memories. She'd told Paul everything
about the hostages, the rape, her crazy parents. God
he was so angry. And weirdest of all he exploded into a giant wolf. But it was
the same wolf who had been giving her the night time visits,
maybe it was his way of protecting her during the night. So
weird. But so sweet at the same time. Now she
was more curious than ever. Did it hurt when he exploded like that? Did he have
fleas? Was this a nightly thing.
Suddenly she realized that Paul was sitting on the floor next to her bed. She
quietly moved around and got off the bed as she quietly sunk down to her knees
in front of him. Her hand slowly went out and the tips of her fingers gently
grazed the skin on his forearms. His skin was so warm. Then her hand went up
and touched his head softly as her fingers weaved through his thick black hair.
Paul could feel someone touching him and figured it was probably Emily or
Dallas coming to tell him to go sleep in the spare room, but he wasn't going to
just leave Lakota like that. He picked his head up and to his surprise Lakota's
grey eyes were looking back at him and a soft smile was dancing on her lips.
Paul couldn't have stopped himself if he wanted as he grabbed her hips and slid
her along the wooden floor, between his legs as he wrapped his arms around her
and buried his nose in her dark honey blonde hair. Paul physically relaxed when
Lakota wrapped her arms around his torso and returned his embrace her face
buried in his neck both of them just sitting there enjoying each others scent.
Chapter 10
Lakota pushed back and looked up into Paul's eyes as she touched his
cheek with her thumb, "Are you okay?" Paul scoffed as he looked down
into her grey eyes that held him captive, "I'm fine, you're the one who
fainted, how's your head?" As his hand cradled the back
of her head gingerly. Lakota nodded slowly, "It's a little sore,
but it's fine. Why do you look so mad?" Paul
frowned, "I could've seriously hurt you or worse. I'm not mad at you I'm
mad at myself for not having better control."
Her grey eyes looked down and then back up, "Don't be mad at yourself...For me...Please. What I told you was a lot to
take in and hear. I just knew because you'd been so patient with me you
deserved an explanation and I wasn't going to lie to you about it...So I went
with the truth. Granted I wasn't expecting that kind of reaction from you...Of
course who would." Lakota giggled a little.
Paul made a face, "Sam and Jake would. They know I've got a short temper
when it comes to people being mean or rude to people I
care about and with you it was just ten times worse. Because of what they did
to you, I just want to find them and tear them into little pieces. I want to
help you forget they EVER existed." Paul had growled out the last part as
Lakota watched him start to shake again. He was taking deep breaths to calm
himself but none of it was helping, the shaking was just getting worse. Lakota
wasn't sure what to do to calm him down. She finally did the only thing she
could think of.
Lakota's small hands reached out and cupped Paul's scorching cheeks as she
leaned up and pressed her lips to his. Paul's whole body language suddenly
changed as his arms wrapped around Lakota's waist and pulled her tighter
against him. Her hands slowly slid from his cheeks to his chest as she melted
against him. His tongue swiped her bottom lip almost asking for permission to
delve deeper into the warm recesses of her mouth. As her lips parted and he
tasted her for the first time, he groaned as his tongue brushed against her and
he felt her moan into his mouth. When his tongue slowly vacated her mouth and
he pulled back and opened his eyes, he noticed her grey eyes were a little on
the smoky side.
Paul smirked down at her, "You cheated." Lakota giggled, "I
win." Paul chuckled as he leaned down and kissed her lips softly. Lakota
pulled back as Paul looked into her eyes and they looked as though they were
begging for something, "What Kota?" Lakota smiled softly, "Tell
me...Everything...Please." Paul frowned a little, "Are you really
sure you want to know because I don't want to overwhelm you with too
much." Lakota shook her head, "You won't...please Paul, will you tell me everything."
Paul exhaled heavily, "Okay...There are some members of the Quileute tribe
that have this gene that makes them shape shifters. When we were all about 16,
there were vampires around Forks, Port Angeles and La Push, a fever sets into
our bodies and before we know it we were phasing into wolves left and right. We
are super fast, we have immense strength and the
ability to heal within seconds of receiving injuries. Not to mention we also
can read each other's minds when we are in wolf form. Don't look at me like I'm
crazy Lakota...Yes vampires do exist."
Lakota giggled, "Paul calm down, I wasn't looking at you like you were
crazy, I was just a little shocked. So Dracula is real?" Paul chuckled,
"Not so much Dracula, but vampires are real. The bad ones have blood red
eyes, they are damn near impossible to catch and kill unless you're a vampire
or a werewolf." Lakota smiled, "I guess it's a good thing you're a
werewolf then huh?" Paul nodded as he brushed his soft lips across
Lakota's forehead. Lakota looked at Paul, "There's more you're not telling
me. What is it?"
Paul's lips tightened closed as he looked down at the space between them and
saw the wood floor as he looked back into her beautiful grey eyes that held him
captive once again. Lakota watched as his red tongue came out and wet both his
lips as he rolled them together and noticed their eyes were locked on each
other, Paul took a deep breath, "I imprinted on you." Lakota quirked
an eyebrow, "What's that supposed to mean?" Paul ran his fingers
through his jet black hair, "It's when a wolf finds a soul mate. The first
day I saw you, when you came downstairs and I was leaning back in the chair,
our eyes locked and I felt like my whole world was spinning out of control. I
am whatever you need me to be. A friend, a brother, a lover
but most importantly a protector. It's my job to protect you from now
on."
Lakota looked down, "Are you sure you've imprinted? I mean I'm damaged
Paul." Paul grabbed her hands, "Look at me Lakota." She couldn't
look at him as hard as she tried, Paul's hand went to under her chin and tilted
her head up, "Imprinting is designed to find your soul mate and give you a
shove in the right direction. Everything you feel, I feel. I know when you're
sad, depressed, mad, happy. Hell I even know when
you're crying, because all I wanted to do the first 2 months you was here was bust into Dallas's home and go to you and hold
you while you cried. Why do you think I showed myself to you in my wolf
form...I had to see you physically to know you was
okay and that no one was harming you. You're tears physically hurt me. Not
seeing you physically hurts me. You can feel the pull to me...Can't you?"
Lakota smiled softly, "Since the first day I laid eyes on you. I didn't
think I could be anyone's soul mate. Wait! What about Jake and Dallas?"
Paul chuckled, "Jake imprinted on your sister the first time she turned
around and called him a douche bag." Lakota laughed as she leaned against
Paul's chest, "That sounds like Dallas. Does she know? You know?"
Paul nodded, "Yes. the other wolves are Jared,
Seth, Quil, Embry, Jake, Me, Leah and Sam is the Alpha, until Jake has a few
more years under his belt and is ready to take over the Alpha spot."
Lakota furrowed her brows, "Leah?" Paul chuckled, "Yea. She's
the first female the elders have ever recorded as having the gene." Lakota
nodded, "Cool." Lakota covered her mouth as a yawn escaped.
Paul carefully scooped her up in his arms as he stood from the floor and placed
her back in bed, "Get some sleep...You're tired." He started to leave
the room, when Lakota reached out and grabbed his hand and pulled him back,
"Stay with me please." Paul couldn't refuse her. Not in a million
years. He'd give her anything she ever wanted. He climbed into the bed and
wrapped her safely into his arms as they both let sleep take over their bodies.
Chapter 11
--A Year Later--
Dallas looked at Lakota as a few tears slipped down her cheeks. Lakota giggled
as she swiped at her sisters arm, "Don't cry,
you're going to make me cry." Dallas dabbed the tears away with a tissue,
"I can't help it, my baby sister is getting
married. I never thought you'd get married before me." Lakota gave Dallas
a look as she let her eyes fall to Dallas's 9 month protruding belly,
"Really? Because I was just about to say I never thought you'd have a baby
before me." Dallas giggled along with Lakota.
Lakota looked at herself in the mirror taking in the white wedding dress. The
wedding was simple, just them, friends, pack members, family and a lot of love.
The dress was perfect, spaghetti straps, the white cotton like material looked
as though it were wrapped around her chest and torso, it
went to just above the knees. Her long flowing hair was left down.
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Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
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Lakota looked back at Dallas and smiled softly, "So are you and Jake
getting married?" Dallas made a face, "What for? Clearly I'm already
his and he's already mine. He imprinted on me and I'm completely in love with
him. Hello I'm popping out his puppy any day now. Marriage is a piece of paper
and people in over expensive clothing confessing their love to each other and
promising to never leave each other when they are sick or poor or whatever.
Marriage should be about something different. Like...If you still remember the
way you're first kiss felt as it lingered on your lips afterwards. The
relationship is never perfect but don't go to bed angry or in their case wolfed
out. Don't bring your fleas to bed with you. Promise to love each other even
when you are angry with each other. Most importantly, always end ever night
with a kiss and an I love you."
Kim giggled, "Since when did you get so wise beyond your years?"
Dallas laughed hard, "Listening to the wise ramblings of Billy Black.
Jake's dad is absolutely enthralled about the baby. Sometimes I think he's more
excited than Jake and I...Of course after the hellacious last nine months who
could blame either of us. From my hormones going crazy and crying at the drop of
a hat; to being so horny, I had to actually call Jake off patrol one night to
get a friggen quickie in there." The girls were
giggling so hard they almost didn't hear the knock on the door letting her know
the ceremony was starting in a few minute.
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I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
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The guys had long left and were standing on the beach. Jake looked at Paul,
"So you're sure you're ready for this?" Paul exhaled slowly as he
nodded, "Yea. I'm definitely ready. There is no one in this world that is
going to be more perfect for me than Lakota." Jared patted Paul on the
back, "Spoken like a true man who has imprinted." Paul growled,
"You have no room to talk Jared. You are just as bad." Jared
chuckled, "Oh hell I was worse. I still am. I'd give Kim the moon if she
asked for it." Jake chuckled as he nodded in agreement, "Yup. Dallas too."
Paul chuckled, "I can't believe Dallas is seriously nine months pregnant.
Damn dude. You're going to be a father. You really ready to
be a father?" Jake nodded, "Hell yes.
I don't care if it's a boy or girl as long as there are healthy. Though I'm sure
Dallas knows I'm secretly hoping for a boy." Jared chuckled, "All men
secretly want boys. Whether or not you actually get one is
left up to nature."
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It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
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A single violin started playing a sweet song, not the tradition march as the
guys straightened up, they watched as the bridesmaids walked down the beach in
their violet cotton dresses, all barefoot and beautiful as the day they were
imprinted on. Jared winked at Kim as she shot him a thousand watt smile and
winked back. Jake watched as his beautiful pregnant wife glowed from head to
toe. He was secretly hoping she was feeling okay he'd not spoke with her all
day. She smiled at him as she blew a kiss to him subtly.
Paul watched with adoration and love in his eyes as the most beautiful bride in
the world strolled onto the beach barefoot. They had really come far in the
last year. There was something about the way the sun broke through the clouds
and made Lakota glow from head to bare toes. She wanted this to be the most
comfortable wedding any one had attended in years. Paul smirked
his cocky little smirk as Lakota stopped in front of him, "Missed you last
night." It was Lakota's turn to smirk, "I saw you outback nice try. I
missed you too." They turned to the priest as he walked up and began the
ceremony.
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This innocence is brilliant
It Makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by
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A few hours later, Paul had his arms wrapped around his wife as they danced
slowly by the bonfire that Sam had made on the beach. Paul kissed her lips
softly, "I didn't ever think you could be more beautiful, but I was proven
wrong today." Lakota giggled, "See I told you it was going to be a
relaxed wedding. Nothing insane, just something fast and
simple." Paul chuckled, "Couldn't have been much more it
would've taken to long." Lakota nodded, "Right and I
wanted to be married to you yesterday."
Paul ripped his eyes away from Lakota to look around and make sure everyone was
having a good time. He chuckled as he watched Jake rub Dallas's feet, legs,
knees...Anything to relieve the awkwardness her body was feeling. Of course
everyone was dancing. Lakota noticed Paul chuckled at Jake and Dallas as she
smiled, "So will you do all that for me?" Paul nodded, "All that
and more." Lakota's smile widened, "Good...Get busy because in seven
months that's going to be us." Paul scooped her up and kissed her
breathless. Nothing could make the day be any better. As they continued to
dance, it didn't matter if the song was fast or slow,
Paul and Lakota only saw each other that night. Just like
they would for the remainder of their life.
The End