Here Without You

Chapter 1


Walking down the hallway of the United Center in Chicago, Illinois…I stop the first person I come to a 5’7” 120lbs red head with hurt blue eyes…and said, “Excuse me…but could you point me in the general direction of Brock and Theresa Lesnar’s dressing room.”


The red head looked at me and said, “You know Brock and Terry?” I smiled and said, “Yea…Terry is my best friend since kindergarten…Plus I’m the new road doctor. Dr. Jacinda Morgan.” I shook the red heads hand and she said, “Cynthia Callaway…most people call me Cyn.” I said, “Terry calls me Jaci…” Sounds like Jackie…but spelled Jaci.


Cynthia said, “It’s nice to meet you…to get to Brock and Terry’s dressing room just go all the way down until you can’t go forward anymore and turn right…they are the last door on the left.” I smiled and said, “Thank you so much…it was nice meeting you.”


Cyn watched as the very tall raven hair beauty took off down the hall…


My name is Jacinda Morgan. I’m 22 years old…5’10” and 125lbs. I have long ravened black hair about 3 inches past my butt…and violet eyes.


I was making my way down the hallway…minding my own business when a guy in black and red ring attire and a black and red leather mask that covered his face. But you could see his mouth…He bumped into me and I rolled my eyes and mumbled, “Excuse you.” I started to continue down the hall when a huge hand grabbed my upper arm and yanked me back and I was face to chest with the guy in the mask.


I wrenched my arm out of h  I is hand and said, “Something I can help you with?” He backed me against the wall and growled at me…he brought his face down to look me in the eyes…he had one pale blue eye and one dark blue eye…it was kind of weird. In a low barely audible voice he said, “Next time stay out of my way.” I said, “Oh I’m sorry Neanderthal man I didn’t realize you owned the hallway.”


He growled deeper and stuck his fist through the wall and said, “I MEANT EVERY WORD I SAID!” I looked next to my head where his fist was buried in the wall and said, “You shouldn’t do that…you could break the small bones in your hand.” He let out a loud growl and took off down the hall way.


I watched his retreating form...and thought 'wow nice ass.'...  I continued walking down to Brock and Terry's dressing room.  I knocked on the door and as it was flung open...before I could say another word...I was gathered and crushed into a big wall of chest muscle.


I laughed and said, "It's good to see you again to Brock."  Terry's voice came from the room, "Brock put her down.  I'm sure she doesn't want some sweaty nasty wrestler pawing all over her."  I laughed as Brock planted me on my feet and kissed my forehead.  I walked into the room and was tackled by Terry.  I laughed and hugged her back. 


Brock helped us up off the floor and I said, "Well that makes up for the rude encounter in the hallway."  Terry said, "Okay, which fuck head was rude?"  I said, "Got me...some guy in a red and black leather mask...nearly took my head off when he slammed his fist into the cinder block wall."  I watched as Terry's eyes got huge and she said, "Well that's least you got your first confrontation with Kane over with."  I said, "So that's his name...Great attitude."


Terry said, “Nope he’s got the worst attitude around.  He was mistreated as a boy…so when he grew up it just kind of turned him into a monster…hardly anyone other then his brother Mark and Mark’s wife Cynthia can control him.  He’s been known to be a little on the scary side…but never show your fear around him he plays off of it…big time.”


I said, “I’ll have to remember that.”


We left for the hotel when Raw was over and they got me settled into my hotel room after my meeting with Vince…and I fell asleep fast…


Chapter 2


A few weeks later, one night, I was sitting in my little medical office listening to wrestling while sitting on the exam table reading a book…I just had on jeans, white steel toed boots and a white tank top and had pulled my hair into a ponytail to keep it out of my face…


While I was sitting there relaxing a little I noticed some commotion going on, on the monitor…I looked up in time to see Rob (RVD) missed his mark, and ended up smashing Kane’s left hand with a metal folding chair…I swear the camera was close enough you could hear what sounded like the bones crumbling…Kane was rolling around in pain…and was trying not to make a sound…because the WWE had recently started making him more vocal…but the things he wanted to say and scream…they didn’t want him that vocal yet…


The next face I saw was Cyn crashing through the door and she started to say something…when I put my hand up and said, “I know I saw.” She said, “What do you think?” I said, “Honestly, I couldn’t tell you until I looked at it…” I hopped down off the table and grabbed my Nextel Cell phone…because it was hooked into the hospitals we used at what ever city we were in…We took off down the hall side by side…she said, “I’ll warn you right now, Kane’s in a foul mood…he won’t let anyone touch him…” I said, “I did my internship in an ER…believe me…he wouldn’t be the first…”


When we got to Mark and Kane’s dressing room…we could hear stuff being thrown around and things breaking…Cyn cracked the door and poked her head in for a split second and then jerked her head out as something came crashing into the door…and she said, “Trash can needed to be taken out and emptied…literally.” I cracked a smile and said, “C’mon, if he knocks you out…have no fear the doctor is here…” She said, “Yea, but what if he knocks out the doctor?” I gave a little giggle and said, “C’mon…let’s go in…” We slowly walked in…and things had calmed down a little…Mark was sitting on a chair holding his jaw…


Cyn went to him and said, “Babe, what happened?” Mark said, “He socked me in the jaw…” I said, “Take a hot shower and stand under the water for like 15 minutes, there shouldn’t be too much swelling…” Mark looked at me with one eyebrow cocked up and the other down and then looked at Cyn and said, “Whose she?” Cyn said, “Oh god you don’t know her? I thought she was one of your girlfriends…” Mark smiled and said, “Cute babe…Reeeal Cute...”


I giggled a little with Cyn, then she said, “Mark, this is Jacinda Morgan…Dr. Jacinda Morgan, she’s the road doctor…she came to check out Kane’s hand…” Mark shook my hand and said, “Nice to meet you doc…the injured party is in the locker room with the toilets, sinks and showers…but I wouldn’t go in there unless you’ve got some kind of metal helmet and shield…cause it’s dangerous…”


I giggled and said, “I’ll take my chances…but thanks anyway for the advice…” Mark swallowed and said, “No problem…” And watched as I turned on my heels and walked straight into the locker room…the showers were going…but Kane was standing over in front of the sinks still in ring attire and mask…I said, “Kane.” And while anticipating his every move ducked down as his right hand balled into a fist came skimming over the top of my head and hit a mirror and shattered it…


When I stood back up, I said, “Look at what you did…just look at it…are you insane…That mirror did nothing to you.” He looked at me and took a step forward towards me, I thought for sure, I was a goner…but I said, “Don’t try and pull that I’m almost a 7 foot giant bullshit on me…You’re hand needs to be looked at and believe me when I say right now, I’ve worked with guys who are 10 times bigger then you…so cut the macho crap…”


Mark heard me and said, “In about 5 seconds were going to see your Dr. Morgan, fly through the air…and land right around this spot any minute now…” Cyn smiled widely…and said, “I wouldn’t worry to much about her…she seems to be able to handle herself very well…even if it is with Kane…”


Chapter 3


Kane said, “Why aren’t you afraid of me?” I said, “Should I be?” Kane said, “I don’t know…everyone else is.” I said, “I’m not everyone else though.” Kane said, “No, I guess not…” I said, “Now can I look at your hand?”…Kane looked down at his left hand and back at me and I said, “Please.” Holding out my hand palm side up…Kane said, “I don’t know.” I said, “C’mon, I will try and look at it with giving you as little pain as possible.” Kane hesitated for a few minutes and then slowly let his left hand glide to my hand…and I said, “See that wasn’t so bad was it?” Kane shook his head no…I took the black leather glove off his hand and inspected his hand thoroughly.


When it got quiet Mark and Cyn slowly walked into the locker room and saw me with Kane’s hand, letting my fingers slid around on his hand, pushing gently and watching for reactions…I said, “Does it hurt there?” I applied a little pressure across the bones in the back of his hand. He made a face and said, “There’s a little discomfort…” I smiled and said, “Okay…I won’t push there anymore.” I flipped his hand over and was looking over the palm of his hand…


Mark said, “So how bad is it?” I said, “There’s a little swelling, which is normal…and some bruising…but nothing broken, it’s going to be tender for a while…” I noticed the tips of his fingers were starting to turn blue…I said, “I really don’t like this discoloration…Can you guys find me a flashlight?” Cyn said, “Sure…gimmie a minute…” And she took off…and came back about 3 minutes later and handed it to me…


I turned it on and said, “Okay, Kane I want your hand palm side down, and set it directly on the flashlight.” Kane did so, and I was inspecting the inside tissue and veins of the back of his hand…and then I said, “There it is…there’s your discomfort big man…” Kane looked down and said, “What is that?” I said, “It’s a blood clot, and it’s cutting off the blood flow to your fingers, that’s why they are cold and blue…It’s something to be expected when you’ve had trauma to the hand like that.”


Cyn and Mark came over and saw it…Mark said, “What can you do?” I said, “Well, if Kane will promise not to take my head off…I’m gonna try and get rid of it…” Kane looked at me leery…he wasn’t exactly sure what was going to happen…I looked up into his eyes and knew his hand was throbbing but that he was also not sure about me…I said, “Kane, I would never hurt you…do you trust me?” Kane looked deep into my eyes, and I swear I could feel him touching my soul…and he finally said, “Yes.” I said, “Good…you’re gonna want to be comfortable when I do this…”


Kane moved around a little and pulled his ring muscle shirt down so it was bunched up around his waist…I just have one thing to say….WOW! That boy’s chest was massive…I felt so small compared to him. I went over and filled the sink with warm water…and grabbed a towel…and said, “Now, I’ll warn you right now Kane, this is going to hurt…but it has to be done, if you wait to long to get it fixed, you could actually lose your hand…and if we take you to the hospital they are going to make it more uncomfortable by sticking a needle in there to get rid of it…” Kane said, “Okay…just hurry…” I said, “I’ll go as fast as I can…I promise.”


Kane looked at Mark and Mark said, “Something I can do for you bro?” Kane nodded and said, “Hold my right arm…I don’t want to hit her on accident if something hurts too much…” I looked up at him and said, “Thank you.” Mark was shocked that Kane would say such a thing, because normally he would hit anyone who hurt him at all whether intended or not…No questions asked, Mark walked over and grabbed on the Kane’s right arm and had it hooked with his and then took a stance ready for the worst…


Mark and Kane usually kept each other in check…if Kane’s temper got out of hand Mark would step in and if Mark’s got out of hand Kane would step in…and if Kane couldn’t help, then Cyn would stop him dead in his tracks…every time.


Chapter 4


I took Kane’s left hand in both of mine…and slowly started running my thumbs over the back of his hand, where most of the pain and discomfort was…he was pretty quiet for a few minutes…and then I started to rub a little more aggressive…which made Kane a little more vocal…he was grunting and growling…


I said, “Did you just growl at me?”


Kane said, “Sensitive spot.” I said, “I know sweetie, I’m going as fast as I can.” I got a little more aggressive, and put his hand in the water and continued rub a little more aggressive gradually…Kane was definitely getting a lot more vocal every time I would get more aggressive with the rubbing…


I straightened his hand out and laid his palm flat on the bottom of the sink and kept

one hand rubbing the back and with my free hand…I touched his forearm…and he was really tense…I could also here, Mark shuffling around, which meant Kane was jerking his arm…I said, “Kane, calm down…you’re so tense…just let your muscles relax…” Kane could feel my hand rubbing his forearm, trying to calm him and he just slowly calmed down…Cyn was watching this from the side and never saw anyone who calmed Kane down that fast before in her life…especially just by talking and touching…


Finally I saw the blue leave Kane’s fingers, and the color came back and said, “See all done…That wasn’t so bad was it?” Mark said, “For whom?” I let a small giggles escape my lips…Kane turned and looked at me when I giggled, and I just smiled at him…Mark saw the look exchanged by us…Cyn stepped up and said, “By the way…Kane, you’re beautiful rescuer here is Dr. Jacinda Morgan…or Jaci for short…this is Kane Callaway…The most gentle giant you’ll ever meet…” I smiled and said, “Oh yea…tell that to the mirror…” I saw the blush creep into Kane’s ears…and knew he was a little embarrassed by letting me see him do that.


I winked and said, “Don’t worry about it big man…I’m pretty sure at one time or another that, that mirror made someone look bad without repercussions. I know every time I look in a mirror…my butt looks bigger.” Kane grabbed my shoulders and turned me around and looked at my ass…and this time I blushed…Mark started laughing along with Cyn…Kane turned me back around and shook his head no and said, “Nah, it’s just right.” This made me blush even more…


I said, “Ya know, for someone who seems so shy, you sure don’t act like it.” Mark said, “He’s only shy around people he doesn’t know…” I said, “So what, I fix your hand and now you know me huh?” Kane nodded. I said, “I don’t mind you knowing me…you seem a tad more controlled then most of the other guys on this tour. They are such babies when it comes to pain…” Mark said, “Hey…I’m controlled.” I said, “Only by Cyn…” And smiled as he looked down at Cyn who was practically rolling on the floor laughing… Mark rubbed the back of his neck and said, “Well, I’ll be damned.”


I said, “Well, as much fun as it’s been, I better get back to the medical room to close up…I have a date with a telephone tonight.” Mark said, “Friend or Boyfriend?” I said, “Neither…Nana...” Mark said, “What’s a Nana?” I said, “My grandmother…most people call them grandmother, but I call her Nana…well that or Abby. I have a really close relationship with my grandmother, she practically raised me…well what part of my life she got to finally get me in…”


Cyn, Mark and Kane gave me a quizzical look and I said, “My parent were killed when I was 7, and the courts made me stay with a foster family…it wasn’t really okay…they were mean to me…so when I turned 15, I ran away and went to live with Nana…I will never be able to tell her how much she means to me…or for her helping me study and get through college to become a doctor…”


Cyn said, “Is that who I always see you talking on your cell-phone with?” I said, “Probably…I call her about 2 or 3 times a week, and we always end up talking for close to an hour…I think one time we talked for nearly 3 hours…” Mark said, “Damn…I don’t even talk to midget here that long when she doesn’t come with me on the road…That is close.”


I said, “I’ll see you guys later…Make sure Kane soaks his hand in warm water in a bath it will help with the circulation and I wanna see him Monday before he wrestle.”  Mark looked at Kane and he nodded slowly and methodically…His large presence actually did scare me…but showing fear wasn’t something I did often.


Chapter 5


- -1 Week Later- -


I was sitting in the medical room, watched Raw…when someone knocked on the door…I opened it and came face to chest with Kane…I smiled and said, “C’mon in big man.”  I directed Kane to the exam table and said, “Just have a seat I’ll only be a few minutes.”  Kane sat down and I pulled out a flash light and walked over and said, “Palm down.”


Kane placed his hand palm side down on the flash light and watched as the raven haired beauty inspected his hand.  She was an absolute beauty...her violet colored eyes sparkled when she smiled...and he’d heard her laugh the other day and was amazed at how intoxicating her laughter was. 


Kane could almost feel himself getting drunk off of the scent of her was floating lightly in the was the type of scent that if you passed her in the hallway....5 minutes later you could still smell her.  Her hair was so long...he’d never seen anyone with real hair that long...most of the Diva’s had fake long hair that was sown into their real hair.  And it smelled of fresh fruits.  If her perfume didn’t intoxicate him her shampoo would.


I looked up and noticed he was studying me closely.  I smiled and said, “Can I tell you something?”  His voice was deep when he answered me with “What?”  I reached up and moved his long brunette ringlets from in front of his leather mask to look into his one pale eye and one dark blue eye and I said, “You’ve got the most unbelievable blue eyes I’ve ever seen.”


I saw the blush creep into his ears and I said, “Don’t get was just a compliment...”  I smiled and said, “’re hand looks pretty good...but if you have anymore discomfort you let me know immediately.”  Kane nodded and I said, “’re released to wrestle tonight big man.”


Kane got up and I couldn’t help but watch his well muscled body move around and then walk him out the door.  I watched as he made his way out the door...I knew Kane was starting that Katie Vic Storyline with Hunter or Triple H...and I had talked to Cyn and she said he was having a hard time with it...cause he’d never kill anyone and he sure as hell wouldn’t be forcing a female to have sex with him.


I walked down to Mark’s dressing room and Cyn was standing outside leaning against the wall...I walked up and said, “Meeting?”  She said, “Of course...I always lose my husband and brother-in-law to a damn meeting!”  I laughed and said, “Its part of the business you know that.”  She giggled and said, “True.”  I said, “How about dinner all of us tonight after Raw?”  She said, “Great idea...I’m hungry now!”


I laughed and said, “Okay I’ll see you after the show...I better get back to the medical room.”  I walked back down and no sooner had I got in the med room and closed the door when the lights went was completely pitch black... Which was a bad thing...I was deathly afraid of the dark...not many people knew that.  I hit the floor and backed myself into a corner, pulling my knees into my chest and laying my head on my knees. The only thing I could think was 'NOW the WWE decides to not pay the light bill?'.


All of a sudden I heard the door open and I heard someone walk in and I said, "Whose there?"  A deep voice said, "Kane."  I whimpered a little and said, "What are you doing here?"  Kane said, "Cyn asked me to come down and make sure you was okay because of the lights going out...Are you okay?"  I said, "I highly doubt it."  He said, "Why?"  I said, "I'm scared of the dark...I know I sound like a big baby now...but I can't help of the foster family I lived with when I was younger used to lock me in the basement.  There fore every time the lights go out...I freak out and panic."


I felt Kane grab my foot and he pulled himself over to me...He sat down next to me and I shivered from the cold a little cause the heat had been shut off with the lights...Kane wrapped his arm around me and noticed I tensed up...He said, "Don't worry...I just don't want you to be cold...the lights should b back on in a few..."  I said, "Thanks Kane...I really appreciate the reassurance."  Kane grunted and I leaned against him, he was so warm.


Soon Sleepiness over took us both.


Chapter 6


The next morning I was nudged awake...I looked up and seen Brock, Terri, Mark and Cyn standing in the med room waking us up...The lights were still out in the arena and the show had been totally we were supposed to be leaving to the next town.  Brock said, "So this is where you were hiding all night Jacs...”  I smiled and said, "Kane kept me company in the dark." 


Kane stretched and rose to his feet and helped Jaci stand up also.  He watched as she slowly woke up...and then watched as Brock and Terri hugged her...but he couldn't help feeling a little jealous...she hugged them so tight...and she let him hold her during the whole night...she smelled so good...he couldn't believe she let him get that female had ever let him get that close before without being afraid or thinking he was going to hurt them...but not Jaci...she was relaxed and comfortable around him...which was a switch from the norm.


A few weeks later, during Raw...Dave Bautista walked out and challenged Kane to a title versus mask...If Kane lost he'd have to remove his mask...forever...but if he won he would get Dave’s US Title.  As the worse was feared...Naturally Mark and Cyn had gone home for 2 weeks, because they weren't needed...


I was sitting back stage and when I saw what they were trying to do to Kane I ran down to his dressing room...I walked in and he was pacing back and forth in the room...I walked up and barely above a whisper said, “Kane.”  Kane turned on his heels and faced me...I said, “Tell me it’s not’re not going to let him get to you are you?”  Kane grunted out and said, “What am I supposed to do?  He challenged me.”  I said, “Don’t do it.  Is it scripted?”  Kane nodded.


I cringed.  I said, “Are they going to force you to lose the mask?”  Kane nodded and then tossed his script at me...It landed by my feet and I looked down at it...I slowly picked it up and started thumbing through it...when it got to the part where he’d have to take the mask off...they were going to have him actually have a half shaved head and completely shortened hair...I threw the script in the garbage can and said, “Can I help you with anything...I mean...Do you want me to cut your hair or...I don’t know.”  Kane handed me a pair of scissors and sat down on the bench with a hard thump.  He pulled the rubber band out of his long brunette ringlets and I watched as they fell around his face.


I slowly started picking up one ringlet after another and started clipping them off, watching them fall to the ground...I almost couldn’t bare to watch it...hell...I almost couldn’t bare to do it.  I cringed every time the scissors closed and would cut off another curly ringlet.  I looked at the diagram they had given Kane and did his hair exactly how they wanted it...but then came time when I had to shave it...I hated the thought...


I said, “’re gonna have to remove your mask...I have to shave under the straps...and I don’t want to hurt you.”  Kane was hesitant about it for about 10 minutes and then reluctantly his hands slowly came back...I touched his hands with mine and said, “Its okay...I’ll do it.”  Kane gripped the hard wooden bench he’d been sitting on and I stood behind Kane as I unstraped the mask and slowly took it from his face...


Chapter 7


I stepped in front of him and slowly shave the front have of his head...when I was finished I leaned over and looked in his eyes...I could see the rage building and building...I took Kane’s hand as he stood to his full 6’10”...I stood on the bench to be eye level and too his hand in mine and said, “Remember when you protected me from the dark?”  Kane nodded and I said, “Just think of me being out there with you and protecting you...”


A menacing sounding voice said, “I don’t need you to protect me...why are you here?  I’m a freak...I wasn’t wearing that mask for nothing ya know.”  I stepped down and pulled him over to a mirror and said, “Does that face look like the face of a freak?”  Kane studied his reflection in the mirror...and then touched his reflection a few times...out lining his eyes...nose...mouth...then touching his own eyes, nose and mouth.  I watched as the different emotions played across his face and in his eyes...


Mark had told me when Kane was little he had been kidnapped and the family they took him strapped the leather mask on his face telling him he was a hideous freak and a monstrous creature no one should have to look at.  When Mark had finally found his brother a few years ago...he found a man who was afraid of mirror and of letting people see his face.  About the same way my foster family would lock me in the basement. 


I said, “Kane...I know what the family who kidnapped you did that to you...they made you think you’re a freak and a monster...but your not...You’re not a monster or a’re a human being...When’s the last time you saw your face?”  Kane said, “When I was 15...I had just gotten out of the shower and looked in the mirror...I thought I was hideous.  I am a freak.”


Then he did something I didn’t think was possible...he pulled back and put his fist through every mirror in the room.  I ran across the room and crouched in a corner covering up my head...I looked up for a spit second and the bench that was bolted to the floor, had been ripped from the concrete foundation and thrown into the wall next to my head...Metal lockers that were bolted to the cinder block wall were ripped from the walls and shoved to the floor...


Kane destroyed the locker room...I got hit with a plastic trashcan and knocked off of the lockers came slamming down on my left hand.  I covered my mouth with my right hand...not wanting to make a sound...I was scared to death.  When my foster family would lock me in the basement they’d turn on loud war noises...guns, bombs going off...just loud everything...and I just could never get silence...


Kane registered that Jaci had been hurt and that he’d been the one that hurt her...He jerked the wig that the prop department had given him on and then pulled the mask back on.  He walked over to Jaci and she was clutching her left hand to her chest while half buried into the corner sitting on her knees...


Kane squatted down and carefully scooped her up into his arms...she flinched a little and he couldn’t blame her...if it wasn’t the was definitely the fear from his temper tantrum...he could feel her tiny frame shaking in his massive arms...he looked down and saw a couple of stray tears sliding down her cheeks...He carried her down to the medical room and the trainer was inside...Kane looked at him and he backed away...Kane sat her on the exam table...


Kane stood in front of me and rested his leather clad forehead against mine and we just stared into each others eyes...I didn’t know what had happened...but it was definitely some type of exchange of feelings...I couldn’t help myself...I threw my right arm around his neck and held on tight...Kane’s long arms slowly went around my body and he held me tight against his chest. 


A barely audible voice said, “I’m sorry.”


Chapter 8


I lightly kissed the little unmasked patch in front of his ear and as he walked backwards towards the door, I just nodded...


Tim walked over and said, “Jacinda are you alright?”  I said, “No...I think my hand maybe broken.”  Tim touched it and felt around on it...and then determined it wasn’t broken...but it was definitely be purple and blue for a few weeks. 


He wrapped up my left hand and I decided to take the rest of the night off...he gave me pain pills and sent me back to the hotel for rest in a cab.


When I got to the hotel and up to my room...I took a nice long warm bubble bath...just relaxing in the scent of hand was starting to throb after my bath...I got dressed in my sleeping shorts and tank top and walked out and took a pain pill and downed some water.  I called down and had the kitchen bring me food and a bucket of ice and a plastic Ziploc bag. 


After I ate, I put ice in the bag and seal it up and laid in bed with the bag of ice on my hand...soon I fell asleep.


I woke up around 1am and had to pee...I went to the rest room and crawled back into bed...I could smell something in the was familiar...but I couldn’t put my finger on was pretty dark in the room...sleeping in the dark never bothered me...I rolled over and looked towards the balcony that went off the bedroom...


I said, “I know you’re here...c’mon out.”


A deep voice said, “What gave me away?”  I smiled and said, “You’re cologne.”  I watched Kane’s well muscled figure walk towards the bed...


He said, “Do you want me to leave?  I just couldn’t help it; I wanted to check on you.” 


I said, “No...Don’t leave.  Please come lay with me.”  I felt the bed dip as Kane laid next to me...I rolled over to face him...he was laying on his back.  I moved over and laid my head on Kane’s massive chest and was lulled to sleep by the giants breathing and heart beat.


Kane couldn’t believe...after the pain and fright that he’d caused Jaci she was still lying on his chest.  He could smell her shampoo scent again...her long raven hair was sprawled across his chest and he knew as soon as her breathing steadied she had fallen into a deep sleep.  Feeling her sleeping on him...being this close to him...he relaxed and vowed he’d protect her at all costs...and would never hurt her again.


Jaci was the last thought on his mind as he fell into a peaceful slumber with the raven haired beauty.



Chapter 9


The next morning, I woke up and was sleeping on Kane’s chest.  I couldn’t help myself and I looked up and he was still asleep...I put my face against his chest and kissed over his left pectoral muscle.  Both pectoral muscles flexed from the intimate contact. 


Kane’s arm around my waist got tighter...and a menacing voice said, “Don’t do that.” 


I got up and slowly moved away and said, “I’m sorry...I didn’t mean...I just...never mind.”  I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and closed the door and locked it.


I heard the door close and I walked out of the bathroom...I got about 5 feet, before a pair of arms came out of no where and picked me up...I squealed and tried to free myself...when a soothing familiar voice said, “It’s just me, I’m sorry....I wasn’t fully awake and I didn’t mean to scare you.” 


I calmed down and touched Kane’s hands.  Kane put me on my feet in front of him...and he turned me around to face him...he said, “Why did you kiss my chest?”  I looked at the ground and he put his hand under my chin and pulled my face up too look in his eyes...and said, “Tell me.”


I said, “I guess I was overwhelmed...I felt so safe in your arms this morning...I just loved it...I was so relaxed...and I just wanted to kiss you to let you know, I appreciated you staying with me last night...I know you didn’t have to...and I know your skittish around people...I just wanted you to know you could trust me...and you could be yourself around me.”


Kane leaned down and looked into my eyes...when he saw the truth...he placed a kiss on my lips that sent an electrical shock through my body to my toes.  Kane stood to his full 6’10” and backed up a little...and then as if to say ‘fuck it’.


He stepped up and took my face in his hands and leaned down and captured my lips with his...brushed his tongue across my lips I opened my mouth and granted him excess...on that acceptance Kane depends the kiss...I swear I thought my toes would curl up and break right off.


Kane’s tongue caressed every space and place inside my mouth.  As he backed off he rained a few stray kisses on my eyes, cheeks and forehead.  By now I had my arms around him...he said, “We need to go to the arena for Smackdown.” 


I just seems my voice was definitely not up for working at the moment, and even if I wanted to speak...I knew my tongue wouldn’t work.


When we got to the arena...I stayed in Kane’s dressing room and jumped in the shower and when I got out, I pulled on jeans and a tank top...I was standing in front of the mirror combing the knots out of my hair when I heard the door close...


I said, “Kane is that you?” 


When I heard silence I slowly walked out of the bath room and once again was sent into a fit of squeals when someone picked me up off the ground.  When a pair of lips attached themselves to my neck and stopped moving and said, “You scared the shit out of me.”  And smacked Kane’s hand.


For the first time since I’d met him I heard him chuckle...


After I was deposited back to my feet I turned around and Kane had a nice big smile across his face...I reached up and rubbed his bald head...having just noticed he shaved the rest of his hair off...trying to be the strong bald silent type.  I said, “You should smile more often.”  I took his head in my hands and brought it down and kissed the top of his bald head.  And then walked back into the bathroom to finish my hair...I had 30 minutes before I was to be at the medical room.


Chapter 10



I finished combing out my hair and Kane came up behind me and started kissing on my neck.  His arms circled my waist...and I could feel my body responding to his touches...


Kane ran his big hands all over my body and I grabbed them and started them at my breasts where he pinched my nipples through the cotton of the shirt...I pulled the shirt up and put his warm hands on my cold breasts and they warmed up right away...


Kane’s kisses were all over my neck and ears and he even putted my chin up and kissed my lips...I could feel his erection pressed into my he ravaged my lips again I moved my hips a little and rubbed up against his erection, which emitted a deep low growl from him.


Kane’s hand came around the front and unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans, his hand slowly slid inside and down covering my mound.  I gasped at the contact. 


I put my hands behind me and undid Kane’s jeans and slid my hands inside and stroked him...carefully...slowly...methodically...I ran my fingernail up his length a couple of times and it was nearly his undoing.


Kane slowly pulled my jeans and panties down and pushed me over the sink, I felt his erection at my entrance...My hand went back and grabbed his jeans...his hand covered mine reassuring me he wasn’t going to hurt I felt him slowly pushing into me...I could of cum at that moment...I couldn’t get over how big he was...pushing, stretching me to my limits and then some. 


One Kane was fully sheathed inside of Jacinda he sat still for a minute letting her become fully accustomed to his size...when he hand unclenched from his jeans...he knew she was ready...and slowly started to pump into her...she was like a velvet glove especially made to fit him...


Kane could hear her pleas and moans to go faster...and he almost hesitated not too...he didn’t want to hurt her...but he remembered his brother telling him...’whatever she wants, she gets.’...


Kane gripped her hips and started to thrust into her faster and harder...her moans were music to his ears...she said, “Oh...Oh God feel so good inside of me.”  Her hands covered his on her hips...and he bent over her back and kissed down her spine while still pumping inside of her hard and fast.  He pushed one of her legs out a little more and was able to thrust deeper into her....


I let out a deep moan as I felt my orgasm ripping through my body...




Kane gripped her hips a little tighter when he felt her cum on his shaft it was his undoing...she thrusted into her one last time and with a deep growl he exploded inside of her.


After their breathing was back under control...Kane turned me around and fixed my panties and jeans...and pulled my top back I did the same for him...Kane pulled me into his arms and kissed me with a fevered pitch...he looked at me once last time before I left the room and his hand touched my cheek...and I grabbed onto it and kissed it...and then pulled his head down again and kissed the top of his bald head.


I walked out of the dressing room and down to the medical room.


I didn’t notice the pair of eyes watching me.


Chapter 11


I was down in the medical room...And was getting ready for Hunter to come in so I could tape up his knee and thigh for him...when the lights went out...I groaned, “Not again!”

Out of nowhere someone grabbed my arms and pulled me back against a hard chest and a deep menacing voice said, “Excuse me Dr. Morgan but I think you’re going to come with me...”  I said, “Why?”  The voice said, “Because I want Kane...and you’ll get Kane to come to me.”  I said, “I doubt it...I can barely get his attention now...what makes you think he’ll come looking for me.”  The voice said, “Because I’ll paint a picture for him that he won’t be able to help but want to come save you.”


A clothed hand came over my mouth and nose...I could smell the chloroform as the blackness slipped in.


The giant of a man hoisted the tiny framed woman over his shoulder and scurried down the hallway before anyone noticed who took the doctor.  When he got her limp body into the basement of the arena, he stripped her down to nothing but her bra and panties and then cut them up so they looked like they were barely hanging on to her curvy body...but yet still covering up her intimate body parts.


Then with help he hand cuffed her arms above her head onto a huge pipe in the basement...he messed up her long hair.  He tightened the hand cuff around her wrists.  The man lurked in the darkness waiting for Kane.


Kane was in the ring getting ready to wrestle...suddenly video footage was placed on the screen of the titan tron and a deep menacing voice said, “KANE!  Are you missing something?  Does she look familiar to you?”


Through glazed over eyes, Kane looked at the titan tron...he could see Jacinda’s nearly naked body exposed in torn under clothing...Her panties and bra were barely hanging on by a thread.  Kane knew exactly where they were...Kane stepped over the top rope and stalked towards the back and then to find the basement of the arena.


Mark was off for the night but was watching closely...because he knew none of this was scripted.


Kane made his way down the steps into the nearly dark basement...


I started to wake up from the chloroform...and looked down seeing my panties and bra hanging on by strings and threads...I started freaking out, because I couldn’t remember anything that happened. 


I struggled and pulled on my hands but they were cuffed around a rather large pipe...and I could feel the cold steel digging into the flesh of my wrists.  I was wiggling around still trying to free myself...when Kane walked up...and I got terrified...I couldn’t remember anything so I automatically thought Kane did it.


Kane could see the bruises on her flesh, someone was going to pay dearly...but the last think Kane heard was Jacinda’s voice screaming, “NOOO!  LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!  Then a shooing pain went through his skull and fell to the floor as the blackness drifted into him


The man stood over Kane with a led pipe...he had on a black ski mask...I couldn’t tell who he was...he came over and put a white cloth over my mouth and nose again and I tried to struggle...but the more I struggled the faster I became unconscious.


The man uncuffed the tiny woman, wrapped her in a huge towel and draped her over his shoulder again...after giving Kane one last good kick to the ribs as he carried the girl off.


Chapter 12


Jacinda and the masked man went missing for nearly 2 months...when they came back from was during Monday Night Raw...The masked man was seen on camera carrying Jacinda’s body around.


Kane had been going completely insane and destroying ever opponent in the ring that General Managers Steve and Eric would send his way.  He absolutely demolished everyone.  Mark couldn’t keep him calm...a lot of the times; Mark would find Kane crouched in a corner of his hotel one moved Jacinda’s things but Kane...He wouldn’t allow it.


I didn’t know how long I’d been with this guy...but I knew it was a while...he kept me blind folded or in a dark closet or basement the entire time...I hated it...I was petrified of the dark.  That guy whoever he was...had his hands all over my body...he’d bought clothes after asking my sizes, and then dressed I was a doll or something...he was gentle and careful...but the fact that someone I couldn’t see or didn’t know was touching me...well...Okay so it was fuckin’ creepy.


He carried me down stairs and into a really cold was freezing...I imagined it was another basement.  He plopped me down onto a hard concrete tail bone was sore and I was freezing...the out fit he hand me in was a short black cotton skirt, and a red tank top with a red lace skin tight shirt over it...and black leather 2½ inched heel, knee high boots.


I pulled my knees to my chest and sat there keeping my eyes closed tight...He’d taken the blind fold off me...and was hiding somewhere I could hear him breathing...and I just wanted to pretend he wasn’t there.


Kane and Mark were watching the monitor like they did every Raw and Smackdown, for the past 2 months watching to see if Jacinda was ever brought back to the arena.  Kane was half undressed and Mark was close to being finished getting dressed in his ring attire...when Cyn start screaming at the top of her lungs for the boys to get in the dressing room...


Kane and Mark ran into the room...Kane only had on his black jeans and shirt or anything else...and Mark was completely dressed in his wrestling gear...Cyn told them that the masked guy had taken Jacinda down to the basement again...and that they’d have to haul ass to get down there if Kane wanted her back bad enough.


The 3-some took off down the halls of the arena trying to get to the stairs of the basement as fast as possible...they wanted to get Jacinda back...but they also wanted to grab the asshole who took her also.  Mark grabbed a baseball bat from the prop department and then flashlights from security...and headed down to the basement.  On the way down the stairs they devised a plan...


Kane walked in alone...and with poor lighting...Mark watched as the guys who took Jacinda slowly came out of hiding and stalked after Kane...Mark slowly stalked after the guy...when he was closer to the guy he pulled the bat back and nailed the guy in the back and then once on the ground...Kane turned around and they started beating the crap out of the guy...


Kane looked over and saw Jacinda physically shivering on the other side of the basement...her eyes shut tight.  Kane walked over and stood in front of her; he slowly and carefully crouched down in front of her and touched her hand.


I jerked my head up and started sliding back wards as fast as I could make my feet push me...Kane came into the light and I stop moving...I was crying...and was jerking my shoes off...or at least trying too...


Kane grabbed Jacinda’s hands, so she wouldn’t hurt her self and then carefully, unzipped the boots and pulled them from her bare feet.  Then Kane moved around and slid her into his arms...she put her arms around his neck and held on for dear life as he stood to his full 6’10” and carried her up stairs and out to the rental...he didn’t care if he had a match or not...he was taking her back to the hotel and helping her...she needed him...and he wasn’t going to let her down.


Chapter 13


A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me, yea

He ran the tub full of hot water and lit several candles in the bathroom. The candlelight off her skin gave her a creamy look. His breathing was hard, his body tingling with anticipation of her small hands being on his hard body.

They stepped into the tub and allowed the hot fragrant water to lap over their bodies. Her fingers making wet trails over his arms. Memorizing the feel of his body, loving the sound of his ragged breathing. She knew he was looking forward to his special session, but she needed her own special session!

After Kane washed her from head to toe being careful...she took his silken finger tips and ran them down her arms. He then took the initiative and ran them over her body, loving the feel of her on his fingertips. He leaned up to kiss her lips, her face, not leaving any area unkissed. Then down to her neck and the sensitive collarbone area. Her senses were filled with him. His soft gentle touch and his heated kisses soon had her whimpering with desire.  

He got out of the bathtub and without taking his eyes from hers, took a large fluffy bath towel and started slowly sensuously rubbing the towel over her body, paying close attention to her breasts, then lower between her legs.

She shivered as he drew the towel around her back, over her bottom to softly dry the damp skin there. Her skin had a soft flushed look to it. Her breathing beginning to be labored as she struggled for some control of the desire that was streaking through her body. Trying to make him want her as much as she wanted him.

Jacinda took the towel away from him and slowly started a sensual journey over his body, rubbing the towel over him. He closed his eyes savoring the feeling of her small hands and the soft cotton of the towel on his body. Repeatedly running her hands up and down his body, over and over, teasing his senses, but never touching that part of him that really needed touching.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

His eyes held her captive as she continued this torture of his body. His eyes were now black with desire, his breathing labored as if he had just finished a match with Kane.

She licked her lips to moisten them, her pink tongue barely wetting them. This small gesture was his total undoing. He scooped her up in his arms, her own arms tightening around his neck.

He moaned into her hair, her body moved against his and he moaned again as he swiftly carried her to the bed and deposited her softly in the middle of it. "Please, baby!" she said. He was kissing her mouth, her breasts, loving the way she was pleading with him to end this torture.

He could finally take no more, Kane slowly slid his erection into Jacinda…and started slowly moving in and out of her…and she couldn’t help but whimper for him to go faster, begging almost pleading for him to just ravage her body…and make her his for the rest of their lives…


As Jacinda felt him push into her again and she moaned and she believed that was the point where she turned him on even more…he pushed her into the bed and continued to thrust in and out of her like a caged animal who hadn’t had sex in months…

With a few finally thrusts, they both climaxed…and flew over the edge…and as Glenn growled…which was pretty damn sexy…Jacinda felt him explode inside of her…


His breathing slowly returned to normal, his muscles were still twitching from the after shocks of their powerful joining. He eased out of her slowly and pulled her in to his embrace, her arms and legs locking on to him, as if he might try to get away.


Kane looked down into my eyes and said, “Marry me.”  I smiled and said, “Yes.”


Kane slipped a ring onto her finger and kissed her lips softly...She sighed and her even breathing told him she was asleep…Kane held her in his arms and knew he’d never have to be anywhere without her again.



Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me…yea
Oh yea…Oh-oh….ooh-ohh



The End...