Broken
Chapter
1
~~1995~~
“I’m sorry Lori, I really
hate to tell you this…but your back is…is completely broken in half. I can’t understand why you haven’t become paralyzed
yet, you should of lost full function of your arms and legs as soon as this
happened…The only thing I can think of, is that your spinal cord is still
intact…(as the doctor in the white doctor’s jacket readjusted the glasses
resting on the bridge of his nose…and went over the note in the chart)…Someone
said your husband did this to you…Aren’t you barely 17?”
I looked around the
hospital room and up at the doctor from the very uncomfortable hospital bed and
said, “Yes sir…my husband did this to me…were actually in the process of
getting a divorce…he’s not to happy with the idea and came over to our old
apartment last night to pick up the rest of his things…we started arguing and
he threw me down the concrete stairs outside our apartment…which would also be
the reason for the divorce. This isn’t
the first injury I’ve received at the hands of my husband…but it certainly is
the most serious.”
As Dr. Andrews continued
to look over my X-rays and MRI’s…I thought back to when I married Bryan…I met
Bryan when I was 15…my mother had been battling breast cancer for 6 years…and a
year later a week after my 15th birthday, she finally lost the
battle…her body just couldn’t take it anymore…and finally gave out…a year to the
day that my mother died…my father died also…even after the autopsy and tests,
they found nothing wrong with him, they said he was a completely health man…My
Nana believes, he died from a broken heart from losing my mother…2 weeks after
my father died, I married Bryan at 16.
Want a recap? Okay…Met Mike at 15, within a one year span I
lost both parents to death, thought I was in love and married at 16…and then
everything fell apart…Now at 17, almost 18..Getting divorced and laying in a hospital
bed with a broken back, courtesy of my soon to be ex-husband, whose rotting in
jail as I speak…but for how long I don’t know…and there’s a doctor standing
over me telling me, he’s going to do surgery on my back in the morning.
Could my life get any
better?
The next face I see at the
door is my cousin Mark and he’s pretty
much my best friend…Mark walked over to the bed ad had fire in his eyes…he knew
Bryan had done this to me and really wanted to kill him, but he stayed calm
while with me, cause he wanted to make sure I was alright…He was even more
pissed off when the doctor told him what happened, what was injured and just
exactly what they were going to do about it…
His mom was my mom’s
sister and when my mom died, my aunt just kind of went numb…she eats, sleeps,
and sits by her bedroom window, just forever staring out for hours and hours
upon end…With me and Mark being only children, we just clung to each other as
not only cousins but best friends, we’ve seen each other at our very worst and
out best.
Mark leaned over and gave
me a gentle hug and a kiss on the forehead and said some reassuring words
before sitting down next to my bed and grunting out, “I’m gonna kill that
little fucker!” Then proceeded to watch
over me as I fell asleep from the pain killers the nurse had given me.
The next day when I woke
up after the surgery, I had 4 bendable metal rods surrounding my spin where the
break was, everything was fused together and then wrapped with a sturdy and
thick wire up and down the rods that was around my spine…of course I had a 12
inch scar that went down the middle of my back…but I wasn’t paralyzed or dead
so everything was okay for me…
Chapter 2
When this all happened, I
had been with my cousin training to be a professional wrestler…the doctor said I
could still continue the training after a year of physical therapy and being
fully healed…
~~1999~~
It’s been 4 years since
the surgery, Bryan had been refusing to give me a divorce. After the courts reviewed my case, they
forced him to give me the divorce…I continued my wrestling training with
Mark…though him and his best friend Devon were picked up first by ECW.
The CEO of the WWE (World
Wrestling Entertainment) Vince McMahon, saw me wrestle one night and snatched
me and sent me to OVW for some extra training and what not…after 6 months, Mark
called me and told me him and Devon had been signed to the WWE…Which I thought
was awesome, cause at least we could be in the same company…and keep an eye on
each other.
~~2000~~
A year after being sent to
OVW, Mr. McMahon had me sent over to the WWE and that’s where all the good shit
went down.
By The Way…My name is Lori
McCombs…I’m 21…well almost 22…5’10” and 125lbs…blue eyes, and brownish-blonde
hair to just below my booty…I have lost of different names I go by…the ones
that most people use are Lori or Chickeys…Mark’s nick name for me.
I know what you’re
thinking…only 125 lbs? How in the world
do you take down your opponent with only 125 lbs backing you?…Easy!, because I
can…I’m not saying I’m better then anyone else, cause I’m by no means better
then the next person…I’m just saying if someone who is a 100 lbs heavier is
coming at you…you should probably have some kind of plan of attack, especially
if you plan on getting that person off their feet long enough to win the match…
Chapter 3
I had on jeans, steel toe
boots and a black “Dudleyville” t-shirt on, and it was tied in front to show
off and inch and a half of my bare mid-drift and navel ring…I had about an inch
or more of my hair cut off, cause now it was up to my waist…and I left it down…
I was walking through the
back of the arena in New York looking for Mark and Devon, when I couldn’t find
them, I walked up to these two guys who looked to be engaged in a serious
conversation…man talk about feeling like being out of place…One was close to
6’4” 260lbs. Dirty blonde hair to just
below his shoulders, but pulled back into a low pony tail and his mustache
go-tee matched his hair…the other gentleman he was talking to…
So I walked up and said,
“Excuse me gentlemen…” The one who was
slightly shorter said, “What can I do for you ma’am?” I pushed my hair behind my left ear, cause I
could feel the other guy staring a hole through me…and said, “I’m looking for
Mark LaMonica…Could you point me in his general direction, please?” The one staring at me, in a menacing voice
said, “He’s down in his dressing room.”
With the sound of distain in his voice…I was getting the general ‘I shouldn’t
have interrupter them’ vibe from the sound of his voice…
The nicer one said, “Mark
is about 6 doors that way.” As he
pointed down the hallway…I smiled and said, “Thank you.” The meaner said, “Uh-huh.” As the nicer one
said, “No problem…” And as he didn’t think I was listening, I heard him say,
“yes, and if you need anything else…sex, massage, world rocking orgasm…please
let me know…” He said it under his
breath but I still heard him…and tried not to giggle as I walked away…They both
watched me walk away…
Shawn said, “Now, she’s
cute!” Paul said, “Damn cute!…but she’s
nothing but trouble…and she’s hiding something…” Shawn rolled his eyes at him and went back to
their conversation.
I was half way to Mark’s
dressing room when I heard, “LORI!” I
turned around and it was Mark’s girlfriend Trish (Stratus)…I said, “Holy
Shit!…” She ran over and I leaned down
and gave her a hug…Trish said, “Lori, what are you doing here? I thought you were at OVW?” I said , “Yea, I was…apparently Vinnie
thought I was ready for the big time, cause he sent for me.”
Trish said, “Right on…Dude
I’ve been so waiting for you to get here…I can’t believe you finally made
it…Have you seen Mark yet?” I said, “I
was just looking for him..” She said,
“He’s down at the ring practicing for Monday Night Raw tomorrow…Him and Devon
have a big match for the Tag belts…c’mon, we can go down there..” I said, “Okay…”
I followed the 5’7”
shorty, down to the ring in the middle of the arena…the guys were in the ring
with the two guys, I had talked to a few seconds earlier…We were laughing and
when Mark looked up he saw me and said, “Chickeys, what are you doing
here?!?” I looked up and smiled at him
and said, “I’ve come to beat your ass down!”
Mark jumped out of the ring and came over and gave me a huge bear hug…
Mark said, “I’ve missed
you…” I said, “Mmmm, I know me
too…” Devon came over and gave me a huge
hug too…I said, “It’s so good to see you guys again…I was starting to go
through Buh-Buh and Devon with drawls…” Mark
said, “So are you done with OVW?” I
said, “Yup…Vinnie sent for me, so I’m assuming he thinks I’m ready to move
on…” Mark said, “YES! The crazy ass
family is back together again..”
I said, “Not so fast…It
seems I’m already spoken for…I will be working with two guys named Paul
Levesque and Shawn Michaels…” Mark
pointed his thumb behind him and said, “They are Paul and Shawn…” I said, “Oh…I don’t think the one with all
the muscles likes me much, I kind of interrupted his conversation with the
other one, and asked them where you were..”
He said, “C’mon I’ll introduce you…”
I stepped back and said, “I don’t know…”
Mark said, “C’mon, they won’t bite..”
I went into the ring with Mark reluctantly…
Chapter 4
We walked over and I stood
behind Mark and he said, “Paul, Shawn this is my cousin, Lori McCombs, she just
got out of OVW, and it seems as though she’ll be assigned to you guys.
Chickeys, this is Paul Levesque and Shawn Michaels.” When I shook Paul’s hand he tightened his
grip a little, to show me whose boss…and Shawn gave a goofy smile…
Shawn said, “So what name
do you go by?” I said, “I wrestle under
Lori…but if you like Chickeys…then go for it…”
Shawn said, “What’s Chickeys?” I
said, “My loveable cousin calls me that…he’s called me that since I was
5.” Mark said, “Okay, so we need to
finish practicing and going over our shit…you wanna come join us?” I said, “I can’t I have my electrodes
on…” Mark said, “I didn’t even see
it…” I turned around and the battery
pack was in my back pocket with four separate wires, went up my shirt…I said,
“I’m getting better at hiding it…”
Mark said, “You’ve been
hiding it for 4 years…I think you are getting better…” I said, “I just don’t like all the
questions…it’s no one’s business, but mine…”
Mark said, “Did you tell Vince yet?”
I said, “Oh, yea, I told him when he sent me to OVW…which he talked to
Dr. Andrews, and put some restrictions in my contract, to keep me safe…” I got out of the ring and they finished up
practicing…
The electrodes as I called
them, was just basically light shock therapy for my back, it kept my nerves in
check and would ease any type of pain or discomfort I would have with
traveling…any time I was on a plane, in a car, or bus…anything that had to do
with traveling…I had the little adhesive electro pads hooked up to it’s battery
pack and attached to my spine in 4 different places…it was also a good form of
therapy, it worked my back, even when I wasn’t moving…
On the way back to the
dressing room Paul said, “See, I told you she was hiding something…” Shawn said, “I wander what else she’s
hiding?” Paul said, “I’m sure I don’t
know…but with women anything is possible.”
A few weeks later…Paul and
I had actually gotten a little closer…we did a lot of talking every night
before and after our matches…I still hadn’t told anyone one anything too
personal about me…Then one night it happened…Paul started the night off
completely grouchy, and jumped all over my case for it…
We were getting ready to
walk out to the ring for something…at the time I couldn’t remember, cause I was
getting mad at listening to Paul bitch…I turned to him 3 seconds before his
music cued up and said, “Paul, do the world a favor and practice safe sex…Go
screw yourself!” Just the his music hit
and I walked out ahead of him and Shawn…who both were just standing there with
their mouths hanging open…looking at me like ‘Damn’..
Shawn said, “Well, I guess
she told you…” Paul said, “Oh, pipe
down, she didn’t tell me shit…and she’ll be telling me even less when I
pedigree her ass in the middle of the ring…”
Shawn said, “Paul, don’t do that…”
Paul said, “I will, she needs to be taken down off that high horse and
have the ice thawed off her for a while…and don’t you dare stop me, or you’ll
be next…”
Shawn knew not to cross
his best friend when he was in a mood…and a bad one at that too…
I had to stand out there
and listen to Paul run his mouth and watch Shawn nod his head like a lost
puppy…and that’s when Paul turned to me, totally in Triple H…Cerebral Assassin
character, but extremely off the script…and started blaming me for him and
Shawn losing their Tag belts to the Dudley’s…said it was my fault that I just
got in the way…I started backing away…when Paul grabbed me by the head…I knew he was going to
probably pedigree me…and it was one of the stipulations in my contract…I was to
never be pedigreed or choke slammed…
Paul decided he was going
to power bomb me instead…when he flipped me up…I was thinking and moving
quicker then I had the time for…I wrapped my right leg around his neck and
applied a little pressure by tightening my thigh and calve muscles and it
slowly, cut off Paul’s air supply…he fell back on to the matt…and I actually
landed on my feet…looking down at Paul who was laying at my feet…Shawn looked
at me and said, “What the hell?” I said,
“He’s fine…I just quietly knocked him out…before he tried to knock me out…he’s
probably going to be mad when he wakes up…fair warning…” I left the ring…
Shawn was just staring at
Paul…he was dumb founded, he couldn’t believe, LORI just knocked out Paul
Levesque…the great man who calls himself the Cerebral Assassin…with one shot!
Chapter 5
After I left the ring…I
left the arena and went back to the hotel…and I sat in my room hiding out…you
see, it wasn’t that I was afraid of Paul or anything…it was just that I was
falling in love with him on the inside and didn’t want anyone to see me cry,
because he up set me by actually trying to hurt me…I mean, c’mon, I had just
barely been divorced for 2 years…and here was this great guy who my heart was
trying to make me fall in love with and pretty much succeeding at…and he was
trying to purposely hurt me…
Sometimes I can be a bitch
but then there are other times like these, when I can be such a GIRL! After everything that happened between me and
my ex-husband and all the shit he put me through…I had learned really fast when
it came to being hurt…never let anyone see you cry…I had also noticed I had
become a little more emotional, since everything had happened 4 years ago.
Mark was sitting in the
back when everything went down and after I blew out of the arena like a tornado
whooshing past a trailer park…Mark looked at Trish and said, “Oh yea, she likes
him…” Trish said, “How can you
tell?” Mark said, “10 to 1, she’s on her
way to the hotel to cry…her and Levesque have been arguing all night and that
last time he blew up at her, she got really quiet, which means he said
something that hurt her feelings…and in true cousin form, she probably gave
some kind of smart ass come back…which prompted Paul to want to jump script and power bomb her…”
Mark sighed and continued,
“Which…with all the time they’ve been spending together in the last 3 months
and getting to know each other, she’s upset that he would try and physically
hurt her in any way…I mean words, can be mean, but once you’ve been in an
abusive relationship like she has…it can get to people…and every once in a
while it gets to her…she’s falling in love with Paul, and she doesn’t want to
let her self feel that way again, especially with what happened in her last
relationship and Paul doesn’t even see any of it…but I think after tonight he
just might…but then again maybe not…after what he just pulled she might ignore
him for a little while…and there is no body on the face of this earth who can
ignore you more the that sassy cousin of mine…no one!”
Trish and Devon looked at
Mark and both said, “Damn!”…Trish said, “Is that the long or the short
version?” Mark smiled and said, “That’s
the extended version…” Trish giggled and
said, “Paul needs a little spice in his life and I believe, Lori is the perfect
person to give up the hot seasoning.”
Mark nodded and fully agreed with Trish..
After Paul woke up in the
middle of the ring, he went tearing though the back of the arena looked for
Lori…with Shawn hot on his heels…Mark stopped Paul dead in his tracks and said,
“She went back to the hotel and there’s no use in going after her, she’s not
going to want to talk to you.” Paul
said, “Did you see what she did…she choked me out…with some kind of sleeper
hold.” Mark said, “She’s famous for it
cause, she can put it on anyone, anywhere and you deserved it…man I can’t
believe you jumped script and was gonna power bomb my little cousin…you got
exactly what you were looking for…by the way, what was the last thing Lori said
to you?” Paul said, “She said, ‘do the
world a favor, practice safe sex and go screw yourself.’…I don’t think anyone
has ever said that to me before…it was interesting to hear…” Mark said, “Yea, I bet…”
Paul ran his hand through his long hair and sighed heavy…and left
the arena…he went to the hotel and banged on my door for 30 minutes…I ignore
people excellently…I put on my head phones, and turned the volume up on my cd
player, and then went to bed…even with as much as I wanted to let Paul in and
take him to bed with me…I ignored that feeling and slept…
Chapter 6
After a few weeks of not
speaking to Paul, he kind of got fed up with it…and started talking with Mark
about me…they were sitting in Paul and Shawn’s dressing room before one of the shows…and
Paul said, “Mark, why do I get the feeling Lori is hiding something from
everyone…like some deep dark secret…”
Mark looked at him and said, “Probably, because she is…but It’s not my
place to talk about it…she has her privacy and I never cross that line…she does
have a past she’s running and hiding from but other then me telling you
that…that’s all I have to right to talk about.”
Paul said, “That’s
understandable…”
Mark said, “I will tell
you right now…the reason she’s ignoring you, is because you hurt her…I realize
it might not mean a whole lot to you, but in the 3 months that Chickeys has
been here, she’s grown quite fond of the friendship you two have…and the fact
that you was going to actually bring physical harm to her by Power bombing her,
hurt her and I think it probably scared her too…she’s not afraid of you per
say…but she’s just scared of someone whose bigger then her hurting her…I
realize she’s no ant like Trish, but at the same time, she’s not as strong like
you and Shawn…I’ll also tell you, that she’s got some serious feelings for
you…I don’t know what all it entails, or how deep the feelings run, but I know
it’s deep enough that you hurt her…”
Paul decided to take
matters into his own hands…especially once, he heard everything Paul had to
tell him…
I was sitting in my hotel
room listening to some music…when there was a knock on the door, as I walked
over to the door, I turned the music off…I had the door open to the balcony,
and was getting a really great breeze blowing through the hotel room…I had on
some khaki colored cargo pants, no shoes or socks, and a red tank top on, and
had left my hair down…I opened the door and came face to face with Paul…I
started to shut the door, but he stopped it with his hand, I pretty much knew
he was stop less, you know kind of like trying to put gauze in front of a semi
to stop it…it wasn’t happening…
I just sighed hard and
turned around and walked away…I stood in the open door to the balcony and let
the breeze run through every strand of my hair. Paul walked in and closed the door behind him
and walked over and was about 10 feet from me…Paul said, “So when is you’re
little silent treatment going to end? I
mean, I really miss talking with you…considering you can piss me off in 4
seconds or less…and with your smart ass attitude…you’re exactly like me…I still
miss the sound of your voice…C’mon Lori…Just tell me to go to hell or
something…I just want to hear your voice.”
I kept my back to him…Paul
said, “You realize you’re going to make me use my powers of persuasion to force
you to talk to me…” I gave that little
‘oh you think so’ grunt, but still kept my back to him. Paul smiled…he absolutely loved a challenge. I had my arms crossed over my chest, holding
onto my bearings…Paul walked up behind me, and I could feel the heat radiating
off his body…about 3 seconds later, I felt him put his hands on the outside
part of my shoulders, and I swear I could feel a burning on my skin…he slowly
slid his hands down my arms to my elbows, I could feel the heat trailing after
his hands…his left hand went off my arm and slid to my waist, and I could feel
the heat trailing along my mid-drift, since my shirt was up a little in
front…his right hand slid up between the valley of my breasts and came to rest
around my throat…and I tensed up…Paul leaned down and I could feel his lips
against my ear and he whispered, “Relax, Lori I’m not going to hurt you…I
promise…” The sound of his voice being
so low, was enough to send shivers down my spine…
I had to exhale…I had to be
strong and resist him…yea right, like resistance was really an option…Paul slid
his tongue around the outside of my ear…never making a sound or saying a word
to me…it was kind of like a silent attack…then his tongue slid down the back of
my ear, and he lips connected to the side of my neck, I really had to breathe
then, just cause I could feel him breaking through the wall I had specifically
put up to ward off guys…my breathing was starting to get a little on the
excited side…Paul could hear me breathing and knew he was slowly getting
through…he mentally smiled to himself, but never broke his concentration.
Chapter 7
My arms slowly untensed
and fell to my sides…then one hand was on top his Paul’s hand around my
throat…and the other had snaked it’s way around to the back of his thigh,, and
just sat there. I could feel his
erection slowly growing bigger and bigger as it pushed into my body…as he
pushed on my mid-drift to be closer to his body…which I had no problem
with…Paul turned me around and I just looked at him, with absolutely no emotion
on my face…
I think I was pretty much
speechless as to what he was doing to me…Paul cupped my face in his huge hands
and leaned down and his lips came to mine and burned my lips in a crazy
kiss…and just intensified when I let a half moan/half sigh escape through my
lips and enter his mouth…which he knew I was fully enjoying what he was doing
to me…
Paul pulled me in the door
and led me to the bedroom…Paul sat on the corner of the bed and stood me in
front of him…Paul said, “Still not ready to talk?” I raised my eyebrow at him as if to say,
‘what do you think?’… As Paul was sitting I came face to face with him now…He
pulled me over to him by the waistline on my pants, and started kissing on my
neck again…Just feeling his lips somewhere on my body was enough to make me
insane…
Paul’s hands started
sliding up my shirt, as he cupped one breast in each hand…his hands were so
warm…as soon as his hands come in contact with my nipples they hardened in the
blink of an eye…Paul pushed my shirt up, over my head and threw it across the
room…after starting the assault on my nipples with his mouth…he was tugging at
my pants and got them down…with my panties…after which we went back to kissing
again, and I couldn’t help but let my finger tips pulled and untucked his
t-shirt from his levis, while he caressed my tongue with his…
By the time we were both
fully naked…Paul’s erection was so big, it was scaring me…I swear, I had never seen
a guy that big before…so it was just kind of a mystery on exactly how he was
going to get THAT in to ME…
Paul leaned against the
head board…and as I crawled up his legs on my hands and knees…My face was just
about to pass his erection…and I decided to just give him a little tease…I
still hadn’t said a single word to the man…I leaned my head down and slowly ran
my tongue up the length of his erection…Paul let out a very slow half deep
growl, half moan…when I got to the head of his erection, I guess you could say
I sort of French kissed it…
As I looked up at Paul,
who looked down at me at the same time…I stared into his hazel eyes as I pushed
my lips together and blew hot air on his erection, which must have drove him
completely crazy, cause he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me up and sat me
straddled on his lap…We started kissing again, and Paul moved us around to
where we were laying down, and he rolled over and was kneeling between my
thighs, and as he kissed, my lips and moved to my neck, he slowly pushed his
erection into the core of my wetness…and I let out a yelp…
I hadn’t been with anyone
since my husband, so I wasn’t really prepared for Paul’s length and
thickness…it was pretty painful…Paul looked in my eyes, and saw the tears
gathering in my eyes…Paul kissed my eyes, he was being gentle with me, cause he
knew something was up…he wasn’t sure, if I was still a virgin, or if he was
just really big compared to the other guys I had been with…Paul sat still for a
couple of minutes, just letting me adjust and get used to his size being inside
of me…
After a couple of minutes,
my eyes were looking down and I wouldn’t look at Paul…He said, “Lori…look at
me…” I blinked a couple of times, and
tears slid down…and I looked at him…He said, “Are you okay?” I nodded yes…He said, “You want me to
continue?” I nodded yes again…and he
kissed my lips so tenderly and gently…as he started slowing moving in and out
of me…which obviously didn’t hurt anymore…his slow movements turned into raging
passion we had for each other, as he started thrusting into me, and I was
matching every single one of his thrusts…
I think at one point I had
to of moaned his name cause he looked at me shocked, because the whole time I
hadn’t said a word sticking to my silence…as soon as I moaned his name for that
one split second, he started thrusting harder…I could feel the sanity slipping
away from me as I could feel my orgasm rising inside of me, but not yet letting
it be released…
Paul was pretty quiet,
with the exception of a growl from the back of his throat or a deep moan that
emitted from his chest past his throat and out…as I could feel Paul twitching
inside of me, I knew his orgasm was just as close as mine…he pushed my legs
further apart, and his thrusts started going deeper…after a few more thrusts,
we both climaxed at the same time…stopping just south of sanity…
Chapter
8
Paul pulled out of me, and
rolled over to the side of the bed…he pulled me over to him…and we said nothing
to each other…as much as I wanted to say something to him and shock the hell
out of him…I wanted to still be upset with the way he had treated me a few
weeks before…
I know it might sound
petty, but I just couldn’t believe the same man who just made passion love to
me, wanted to power bomb me in the middle of the ring…I just couldn’t imagine
why he had wanted to deliberately jump script and hurt me that way…I couldn’t
get the image out of my head…I knew I would have to eventually talk with him
about why he did it…and especially after what we had just done in that bed…
I laid there, and was
tracing his huge hand that was laying next to me…just studying it…I was running
my fingers over his soft hand…I couldn’t believe how soft his hand was, I felt
his breathing slow, I knew he had fallen asleep…I moved around a little and
pushed myself back against him, and he automatically reacted by holding onto me
tighter and pulled me closer.
We slept through the
night…
When I woke up in the
morning…I noticed, the arms were missing from around me…I sat up with the sheet
wrapped around me…and he was gone…Paul had actually left before I woke up…I got
out of bed and walked around the hotel room with the sheet still wrapped around
me…maybe it was all a dream? Nah, I’m
naked…and sore as hell…then again it still could have been a dream with
physical aspects…
I walked into the bathroom
to take a shower and I looked up into the mirror, cause I knew I’d have to face
myself sooner or later…I couldn’t believe I had actually had sex with a man I
had barely meet not more then 3 months ago…that wasn’t me…but in a way it
was…cause I slept with my ex-husband 2 weeks after we had met…I guess my
resistance kind of sucked when it came to guys who made me weak in the knees…
As I looked at the mirror,
there was a piece of the hotel paper taped to the mirror…I pulled it off and it
said:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Lori,
I realize I may have
pushed things to far last night...maybe we shouldn’t have done what we did, I’m
not saying I regret it, because it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever
experienced with a woman…a beautiful woman at that…but I know you giving me the
silent treatment, was because I hurt your feelings…and I thought that by
showing you what my feeling were towards you, that it would help ease your
pain…but I should of realized last night that I can’t just fix any type of
pain, just by making love to you and making you feel the feelings I have for
you…I don’t know if I love you…I haven’t known you that long…
I do have to admit, I’ve never
been this attracted to anyone else this fast as I am to you right now…I know
the first couple of weeks, I was kind of a monster…but as soon as we started
talking and I would see you laugh and smile the more my attraction grew for
you…I know I should have been there this morning when you woke up…but I didn’t
know if you would of wanted me there or not, since you’ve been giving me the
silent treatment for the last couple of weeks, which I fully deserved…I won’t
bother you anymore, I promise…If you want to come talk to me you’re more then
welcome…and if you reciprocate my feelings, even the slightest…then I guess I
have a shot to show you I’m not really the tyrant I play on camera…
I know I shouldn’t of let
my anger get that high…and I should have never jumped off the script…I don’t
know what came over me that night…I guess with all the feelings I had for you,
and not knowing how to tell you or show you exactly how I felt for you and
after what you had said to me…it just kind of built…even though I had you,
ready to power bomb you…I don’t think I could of really gone through with
it…I’m glad you countered it and knocked me out…cause that really woke me up…I
actually did a lot of thinking…about myself…about you…about us…and maybe having
a future together…I don’t know what you would think about it…but when you’re
ready to talk you know where to find me…until then I’ll have to take the silent
treatment like a man and hate it every step of the way.
Paul
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
While I was taking a shower I decided to go and visit my Nana in
Austin, Texas…I called Vince and let him know I was taking the rest of the week
off…he said it was fine, he would just see me at the next Monday Night Raw…and
said if I needed anymore time to call and let him know…I thanked him and we
said our good-byes…and I packed up all my stuff and took off in one of the
company limos…that Vince had told to take me to the airport…I called ahead and
had a ticket to Texas waiting for me…when I got there…I went to pay for the
ticket, but it had already been paid…there was a yellow post it note stuck on
top…it said:
Enjoy your week off this trip is on me…
~Vince
I smiled and made a mental note to call Vince later and thank him…
I jumped on the plane and took off
Chapter
9
When I got to Austin…I got a rental car and drove to my Nanas…I
walked up the huge front porch, which used to look bigger when I was younger…I
knocked on the door, and could smell the food being cooked in the kitchen,
sliding through the screen door and hitting me in the face…
When I got my senses back, I heard the all too familiar comforting
voice of my Nana say, “Lori Jean is that you?”
I smiled and said, “Yea, ma’am…”
She unlocked the screen door and I walked in but not before we hugged so
tight…Nana said, “Honey, every time I see you…you get more beautiful…now let me
have a look at you.” She held me at arms
length and said, “Yup, more beautiful…”
I smiled and as she re-locked the screen door, she wrapped her arm
around my waist and we walked into the kitchen…she said, “You’re just in
time…dinner is ready…want some chicken and tatoes?” I smiled and said, “No, I’m not very hungry…I
just got a week off and decided since, I had seen you in 6 months it was time
for a visit…”
As Nana ate dinner we talked about everything under the sun…she
said, “How’s that dopey cousin of yours doing…how’s Mark?” I laughed and said, “He’s fine…” She said, “And that pretty girlfriend of
his?” I said, “Great..” As she was cleaning she said, “What about
you?” I said, “I’m fine..” She said, “Now, Girl don’t you lie to me…I’m
still your grandmother…and I know when something’s wrong…So who have you fallen
in love with?” I perked up and said, “Nana…I
didn’t say I was in love…” She said,
“You didn’t have to…You had the same look when you fell in love with what’s his
name Bryan…and wanted to marry him at 16…so believe me, you don’t have to tell
me…I know…”
I sighed heavy and said, “You’ve been watching the show every Monday
right?” Nana said, “Of course, I
wouldn’t miss the chance to see my two grand babies live out their dreams of
being professional wrestlers.” I said,
“Did you see the episode a couple of weeks ago with my counter parts, Paul and Shawn…” She said, “Now they are Triple H and The
Heartbreak Kid right?” I nodded and
smiled…she said, “You mean, where that big brut Cerebral Assassin was going to
power bomb you…until you knocked him out on his ass..” I said, “Yea…That wasn’t scripted to
happen…” She said, “I know that too…I
could tell by the fear in your eyes…it was almost as if you was looking down at
Bryan again…wasn’t it?” I had tears
slowly sliding down my cheeks…and nodded yes…She walked over and sat across
from me…she said, “Its him, isn’t it?
You’re in love with Paul…”
I started to sob when I nodded my head yes again…
She jumped up and put a pot of water on to make me some tea…and then
came over and sat next to me…she put her arm around me…and I laid my head on
the table and cried…She said, “Honey, things happen…you couldn’t have known you
was going to fall in love with him…and I’m sure, he’s sorry…” I sat up wiping my eyes and said, “He is
sorry…I’ve been giving him the silent treatment since it happened…” She looked at me and said, “Well damn…rip the
boys heart out why don’t you…you know that there is no one that can ignore
someone like you can..” I giggled a
little and calmed down and said, “There’s more…” She said, “I already know…you love him…so you
guys made love to each other…”
I looked at her totally astonished and said, “How do you know these
things?” She said, “Because it’s you…you
tend to wear you’re heart on your sleeve…you’ve got the biggest heart then
anyone I know…and you just tend to show family more then anyone…so does he love
you?” I said, “He said, he doesn’t
know…he just said he’s never had feelings for someone like that as fast as he
did for me…Oh Nana…I really like him and want to tell him everything…but I’m
afraid to…” She said, “Lori, if you
really love him…tell him exactly how you feel…and if he loves you as much then
you can wait to tell him everything else, until you feel comfortable enough to
tell him.”
Chapter
10
I cried a little more and Nana made me some hot tea…We talked a
little more and I enjoyed my week with her…
Paul on the other hand was about to go completely crazy, cause he
thought he had scared me off…Mark kept explaining to him it was impossible to
scare me off...and that I had just gone to our grand mothers for a while…and
I’d be back by the next Monday Night Raw.
At the next Monday Night Raw…I was walking down the hallway in the
back of the arena…when I saw Paul standing with his back to me and talking to
Shawn…who by now, knew exactly how Paul felt about me…I started to just walk by
and not say anything…but I decided what Nana said had been right…
I walked over and tapped Paul on the shoulder and he turned to look
who it was his eyes shot open wide and said, “Lori? You’re back?”
I smiled and said, “Yes.” Shawn
started to say something when I said, “Can you excuse me for just one
minute…”
I turned to Paul and stood on my tiptoes and slowly kissed his
lips…Paul wasn’t really sure what was going on, but anytime a female was going
to kiss him…he wasn’t about to protest it…he kissed me back and we just stood
there for a good 10 minutes kissing in the hallway…
Needless to say after that kiss, we started spending an obscene
amount of time together…we started dating…and decided that going slow was an
excellent idea…We spent so much time together it was unbelievable…Paul wasn’t just
ready yet on telling me he loved me…and I knew I wasn’t ready to say it
either…so we kept things simple between us…movies, sharing hotel rooms…sharing
dressing rooms…going to dinner after shows…getting kisses when Either one of us
could really use them…
We loved our mornings together…we would lay in bed and just talk
about a few things…and just really touch each other…and place kisses all over
each others bodies…I still hadn’t told Paul about me having an ex-husband…or
the broken back…with as many time as he’d seen me naked, he’d never had the
opportunity to see my back…the scar didn’t stick out like a sore thumb, but it
was there…I just wasn’t ready to tell him much about my past…I didn’t mind
talking about me, nana, Mark…or my parents…but anything about me being married
and extremely hurt…wasn’t an option to discuss.
Chapter 11
After me and Paul had been
together for a year…Paul was sitting back in his dressing room with Mark,
Trish, Devon, Shawn and Shawn’s recently new girlfriend Kelly watching my match
with April McMahon…Shane McMahon (McMahon) wife…we were both 5’10” so it was
easy for us to get carried away with the wrestling…but we always had so much
fun trying not to break character and crack up laughing at the other…
April went to cover me and she was laying on top
of me, and I whispered, “You’re smashing my boobs…” April said, “I knew it…I am getting
fatter…” I was so trying not to laugh
and said, “Oh sure, you weight 10 lbs less then me…wanna tell me where all this
supposed weight is hiding that you seem to be gaining?” We were rolling around the ring and April
said, “Yea, my ass and thighs seem to feel like their getting bigger..” I said, “Sure, considering you have the ass
of a butterfly…now you wanna see a big ass, you should look at my ass, it’s
that lump that’s 3 feet below my head…”
April said, “What?
Unless Paul is needing a crane to pick your ass up, it’s not even close
to as fat as mine is…I think Shane pulled a muscle in his fingers the other
day, when he tried to grab all of my ass with both hands…” I said, “Are you sure it was that, or maybe
he just grabbed to hard…with a little more of an intense grabbing then
expected.”
April said, “I’m sure I don’t know…you would think
that with all that muscle, some would spread to this hands and fingers…”
I said, “Paul’s got some in his hands and
fingers…oh yea…power to the hands…”
Victoria was our new female Resident psycho
wrestler…she didn’t care if she was scripted or not, she did as she wanted…she
ran out and literally knocked out April by smashing her in the head with a
metal chair and the she hit me in the back with the chair, which was a no-no
because of my wrestling contract stipulations…then she picked me up and was
about to give me a back breaker on a opened metal chair…when I wrapped my leg
around her head and squeezed my muscles around her throat as hard as I could
and she went down like the sack of shit she really was…and since she had a hold
of me, my body came down on top of hers…
I rolled off Victoria’s limp body, and laid on my
side…the pain was just coursing through my spine…There wasn’t anything wrong
physically, but it just hurt like a…what’s a good word…oh I know…It hurt like a
MOTHER FUCKER! There was a reason those
stipulations were put into my contract…it was so I wouldn’t end up
paralyzed.
Mark jumped up and said, “I’ll kill that psycho
bitch!!” Paul thought it was scripted
but then Mark told him it wasn’t…They all had to stand by the curtain…cause the
stage manager wasn’t letting anyone out there, he didn’t want them in the
way…April came back first and Shane ran over to her…she had a huge cute on the
top of her head and was gushing bloody, Shane went with her to the
hospital…Victoria was wheeled back and immediately taken to the medical
room…she wasn’t hurt, just knocked out…
Paul was watching the monitor by the curtain…and
saw I was having a really hard time moving around…I got up and crawled on my
hands and knees across the ring and slid under the bottom rope, and two
referees grabbed my arms and helped me walk to the back…Paul could see the
tears sliding down my cheeks…and knew it was bad.
Paul went with me to the same hospital April was
at…and they did an MRI on my back…to make sure the rods hadn’t been bent or
damaged…Paul didn’t know what the MRI was for, but he didn’t care…he just
wanted to make sure I was okay…
Chapter 12
After the MRI, I was sitting in the carpeted
waiting room, for the doctor to get the pictures transfer to film…I was with Paul,
Mark, Devon, and Trish…She had me laying on the floor on my stomach…and she was
sitting on my ass, rubbing up and down my spine…trying to get the pain to
subside…Trish had some good talent with giving massages to people who were
hurt…
I had my hand on the top of Paul’s boot and would
feel him wiggling his toes around…I ran my hand up his pant leg and touched his
calve…and said, “It’s just a precautionary…It’s just going to be bruised for a
while…” Paul looked down and said, “How
can you be so sure…it hurts you an awful lot for it to just be bruised…” I looked at Mark and we exchanged glances and
looks repeatedly almost as if having a full conversation with absolutely no
words.
Shawn and Kelly decided on turning in early…oh to
be new lovers…
Mark said, “By the way, Chickeys, have you been to
see Dr. Andrews for your yearly check up?”
I said, “No, I have an appointment next week…so I’ll miss Raw cause I’ll
be in New York for Monday and Tuesday…”
Mark said, “Okay..” Paul knew
that already, but he didn’t know why…
When the doctor called me, I went to the office
and Paul followed me and decided to stay outside incase I needed him for
anything…but gave me my privacy, by staying in the hall…The door was cracked
open a little and he could see the MRI images and the doctor was pointing to
the rods…and said, “It’s just bruised, take a couple of weeks off and it should
be better…See, they are perfectly fine…all 4 metal rods are still in place,
they didn’t move, shift, or get damaged…and there are no permanent bends in
them…even though they are already bendable…and the whole thing is still
stable…Lori it looks great, it looks like it did when it was pus in 5 years
ago…” I smiled and said, “Thanks doc..”
I was about to walk out the door, when he said,
“You want anything for the pain?” I
shock my head no and said, “Nah…Its just pain…Pain is just a good thing to let
me know I’m not dead.” Paul had over her
the whole conversation…and when the doctor lifted my shirt in the back to
examine my back, Paul saw the scar…and just wanted to know everything…When I
walked out, Paul said, “Okay, so was it my imagination or did I see a 8 inch
scar along your spine…”
I looked at the ground and said, “It’s 12
inches…and yes you saw it…but I really don’t want to talk about it…I promise
Paul when I’m ready to tell anyone, you’ll be the first to know…I
promise…” Paul agreed to drop it…for the
time being…cause he wanted me to just relax and let myself recover for a couple
of weeks…he knew what ever I was hiding, it was something that was of an
emotional nature…and he didn’t want me getting upset again…
So for two weeks, I relaxed…and stayed away from
the ring…but still exercised and went to the gym with Paul and everyone…Paul
wouldn’t let me do any strenuous lifting, but just enough to give all my
muscles a small workout…After the two weeks were up…I was ready for some ring
action…And since I had my yearly check-up with Dr. Andrews…everything was
good…so Vince gave me and April another match together…we could barely get through
the match without laughing our asses off…We walked to the back…as soon as we
got behind the curtain…we cracked up laughing…and Paul and Shane were just
looking at us like we were crazy…As April and Shane went back to his dressing
room she said, “See ya later, big boobs…”
I said, “Later, fat ass.”
I stopped in front of Paul…and he said, “What was
that all about?” I said, “Just an inside
joke between us…” Paul looked down and
said, “I was hoping so, cause I don’t remember your boobs being that big…” I smacked his arm and said, “They aren’t…it’s
just a joke with me and her…” I pushed
my lips out and Paul leaned down and kissed them softly…he started to pull away
when I vibrated my lips against his…He looked at me and said, “Some one is
awful playful tonight…” I said,
“Yea…live with it…”
Paul had his hands on his hips and said, “I think
you’re getting a little bit to big for your britches…and threw me over his
shoulder and carried me back to his dressing room, laughing my ass off…
Chapter 13
After a few months of Paul
trying to ask me questions about the scar up the middle of my back and me
avoiding every single question…he finally got tired and asking, and decided to
do a little snooping…he got a hold of my medical files from the wrestling tours
road doctor…
The doctor didn’t give
them to Paul…
They were in a filing
cabinet, which Paul waited until the doc left the room, and he snatched my
folder…he read through it, seeing the pictures of the surgery, and the metal
rods after they had been placed in, and then 2 years later, when the doctor
took pictures to see how well the scar was started to disappear…
Paul decided to give Dr.
Andrews a visit in New York…when he walked in, he just told Dr. Andrews he wanted
to know everything…Dr. Andrews wasn’t about to deny a man of Paul’s height and
weight, any information he knew about me…the one mistake the doctor made was
telling Paul I was married…the doctor was un away that I had finally gotten my
divorce…and failed to mention I was supposed to be getting one, when he had me
as his patient.
Needless to say, Paul was
beyond pissed off…I don’t know what kept him from blowing his top before he got
back to face me about all of this…but he held it all inside…
I was sitting back stage
at the next arena…Mar had told me he had to fly home to take care of some
business at his ranch in Houston Connecticut…big lie…especially when he was in
New York…I was in fact standing talking with Shawn and Kelly…I said, “So Kelly…are
you guys coming to Paul’s place over the 3 week break?” Kelly said, “Oh, I don’t know…Is it okay with
everyone?” I said, “You’re dating the
kid here right?”
She smiled as Shawn
squeezed her closer to him and said, “Yea, I am…” I said, “Well he’s your ticket…Just come
you’ll have a great time…” I saw Paul
walking down the hallway, and he came right to me…he didn’t even stop to say
hi…he grabbed my arm and drug me down the hall, saying, “Sorry, Lori has to
go…she’s got to talk with me…right now!”
He drug me all the way
down to his dressing room….Shawn looked at Kelly and said, “Oh this can’t be
good…I better go find Mark and Devon…”
The twosome took off to find my cousin and his side kick…When we got to
Paul’s dressing room, he pulled me in and slammed the door shut, locking it
behind him…threw is bag on the sofa and his shades across the room…then walked
up and got in my face and I said, “Well, hello to you too babe.”
Paul said, “Do I looked
like I’m in any kind of mood to be fucked with?
Cause I have to tell you…after all the shit I found out…if I were
you…I’d keep my mouth shut…” I said,
“Damn…you sound like my ex…” I sopped
myself before I finished, and said, “Never mind.” And averted my eyes to the floor…Paul said,
“You’re what? You’re husband…huh?? Why
the fuck didn’t you tell me you was married Lori…” I said, “It didn’t come up…”
Paul said, “You mean to
tell me for the last 12 months that we’ve been fucking, you couldn’t of thought
some way to just tell me you were married…”
I looked at him…and couldn’t believe he said that…I said, “Paul…my past
is my past…it has nothing to do with us right now…that was a long ass time
ago…at least for me it was…” Paul said,
“I thought I had a right to know if my girlfriend was already married…so how many
other guys have you been fucking since you’ve been married?”
Chapter
14
I said, “Paul…I’m not
married…” Before I could finish, Paul
said, “BULLSHIT! You’re Dr. Andrews told me everything…surprise I wasn’t in
Connecticut, I was in New York, checking up on your ass…I got tired of you
avoiding my questions…” I said, “You
checked up on me?…what do you mean you checked up on me? Just exactly what part of when I am ready to talk
you’ll be the first to know…didn’t you understand?” Paul said, “Don’t talk to me as if I’m a
child, I’m a 30 year old man, dating a 23 year old woman…I wouldn’t of had to
sneak around if you would of just told me the truth…and not tried to hide
it…”
I said, “What part of this
story sounds like it would be fun? Me
losing both my parents a year apart, just after I turned 16…falling in love
with a god damn monster...and getting married at 16…having the first 6 months
be nothing but blissful heaven…and every second after that nothing but hell…I
got my ass beat on a weekly basis…when I finally was shown that I didn’t need a
brutally violent husband to not feel lonely…I filed for a divorce…”
I could feel myself being
mad but sad also…I continued, “Bryan didn’t like that, so he threw me down 3
flights of concrete steps, breaking my back in half on the way down…and leaving
me there, while he went out with his ‘bros’…going through 1 complete year of
physical therapy, and watching a 12inch scar slowly heal and hopefully
disappear…not to mention my asshole ex-husband not wanting to give me a divorce
and was finally forced to sign the damn papers…what part of that do you think I
would of loved just absolutely telling you?
Huh?…try none of it…because I hated every single second of pain in my
life for those 4 years…the only time I have truly been happy is, being able to
wrestle…and being with you Paul…”
Paul said, “I just wish
you would have cared and trusted me enough to tell me…” I said, “It was never about trust…because I
trust you with my life…and it was certainly never about me not caring about
you…because I love you…” Paul said, “So
then why didn’t you tell me? I mean this
was some pretty serious shit…”
I said, “Because I wanted
to feel completely comfortable in my own skin for just once in my life before I
ran off telling anyone what my past was like…I haven’t been truly comfortable
being me in a long damn time…I feel stabilized when I’m around you…when you
touch my skin, it’s almost as if you become my blood…cause I swear I can feel
you moving through my veins and arteries…through out my whole body…I’ve never
in my life been touched by a man and had that reaction before as I do when you
touch me…and it’s every time…not just the first time you touched me…but every
single time…I can’t explain it…and I certainly can’t ignore it…it’s almost as
if you become part of me…”
Paul looked at me and
said, “I just wish you would of told me…you really disappoint me…I thought we
didn’t have any secrets between us…I mean…I let you in to my heart…some place
where not a lot of people have been…you were one of the very few who got to
me…but not anymore…that’s for damn sure…I really think we shouldn’t see each
other anymore…I think It’s for the best…”
I said, “Paul…don’t do
this…don’t make me out to be the bad person here…I told you I would tell
you…whose the one who didn’t trust who…you’re the one who lied to me about
going home…when you went to New York to talk to my doctor…” Paul said, “You should have told me…then I
wouldn’t have had to do that.”
I started to walk away
when I said, “Oh yea that’s right…you didn’t have a choice to become an
asshole…I forgot…I held a gun to your head and told you to be a nosey impatient
jerk…who sneaks around…” Paul grabbed my
arm and pulled me back towards him and started to say something when I jerked
away and said, “Don’t you touch me…you lost the right about 5 seconds
ago…” Paul looked in my eyes and saw the
tears building up…
I said, “I hate you…Why
did you let me fall in love with you…” I
blinked and tears slid down my cheeks…and I walked away…Paul couldn’t believe I
just told him I hated him…
Chapter
15
Mark found me sitting in
the girls dressing room…I was talking with Trish about what had happened…Mark
said, “Lori, what happened?” Trish said,
“Get out…I’ll explain later..” Mark
started to object, when Trish swatted him on the ass and shooed him out the
door…Then she came back over and we started talking again…Mark saw Paul walking
down the hall and went and stood in front of him and said, “Levesque, what did
you do to my cousin?”
Paul looked down at my
dopey cousin and said, “I didn’t do anything to her that she didn’t do to
herself..” Mark said, “Meaning?” Paul said, “I went snooping on Lori…how could
you know she was married and not tell me…and that she has a broken back…” Mark said, “Probably because, she got
divorced…and her back has been fixed…what does that have to do with
anything?” Paul said, “I just wish she
would of put a little more faith into my love for her to tell me things that
serious, instead of hiding them like a 5 year old.”
Mark said, “Paul…I’m gonna
say this one time to you…because I think at times you can be kind of blind to
things around you…but I’m telling you right now, if you let something that
trivial come between you and Chickeys…then you never deserved to have her heart
to begin with…a lot of people have a past…it’s just that others have a problem
talking about their past like Chickeys does…she doesn’t like talking about
hers, cause it still hurts her...even though it’s been 5 years…”
Mark sighed and continued,
“She still has nightmares…she still hurts…she even still feels the pain in her
back…when it gets cold, she gets shoot pains down her spine…why do you think
she wears the electrodes…it keeps the pain at a minimal…but it doesn’t get rid
of it all together…Paul…Chickeys loves you…you’re the first guy she’s loved
since Bryan…and you’re the first since him, to treat her like a lady…in other
words…you’re the first all together…I’ve tried setting her up on blind dates
before…but it never works…you’re the first guys she’s even been a little
interested in, let alone fallen in love with…honestly you don’t have a clue
what you did to her…and what you’re doing to her…”
I was ready to go back to
the hotel…I walked out of the dressing room…and Paul and Mark were standing
there…They both looked at me and I said, “What?
Did I grow three heads or something?”
Mark looked at the
ground…and Paul looked in my eyes…and I just put my jacket on and walked away…I
went back to the hotel to Paul’s room and got all my stuff out and went and got
a room of my own…I took a nice warm shower…I cried a little…and then I laid in
bed and stared at the ceiling…I wanted to just stay in bed forever…but I knew
my dopey ass cousin wouldn’t allow it…
It just so happens that
the room the hotel gave me was an adjoined room with Paul on one side and Mark
and Trish on the other…It was probably around 3am…when both rooms on the sides
of me were woken up in a harsh manner…it just happened to be from a blood
curdling, hair standing on end…dead raising scream…Mark sat straight up in bed
and said, “That sounded like Chickeys…Isn’t she in the room next to us?”
Trish had jumped out of
bed and was already headed to the adjoining room door…and threw it open…I was
sitting in the middle of the bed, with the covers thrown all over the bed and
room…and I was curled into a sitting ball with my knees into my chest, and my
head practically buried between my knees…like I was trying to hide…
Paul kicked in the other
door…and only had on jeans…and nothing else…and said, “What the hell is going
on?” Trish was over slowly approaching
the bed, and was trying to talk with me…She said, “Lori…Lori girl…c’mon wake
up…it’s just me and you.” Mark saw Paul
and said, “Welcome to Lori’s nightmare…what you don’t see when you’re
around…”
My head shot up like I had
been stuck in the ass with a bolt of lightning…and I said, “Stay away from
me…don’t come near me…I mean it…If Bryan sees you in here…he’ll flip…he’ll kill
me, I swear it…” Paul said, “Lori, calm
down…” I looked at him and then at Mark
and said, “Mark, you know I can’t have guys in my apt…if Bryan finds out I’m
dead…you have to get him out of here NOW!”
Mark said, “Lori…calm down…you’re not with Bryan anymore…remember you
divorced him 3 years ago…everything is okay…I promise…Paul would never hurt
you…you know that.”
I jumped to my feet and
stepped off the bed and sat in the corner on the other side of the bed furthest
from the threesome and rolled into a ball again…my hair was hanging in my face,
and my whole body was shaking…I would peek between the strands of my hair every
once in a while…to see if they were still there…but I never moved…
Paul said, “I’ll see what
I can do…Go ahead and go back to bed…I’ll handle her…” Mark squinted at Paul, to make sure he was telling
the truth…Paul said, “I promise, I won’t hurt her.” Trish and Mark left back to their room and
laid in each others arms…trying to calm down enough to fall asleep again…
Paul came over and sat on
his knees in front of me…and touched my hand…I immediately felt this warm surge
run up my arm and started going through my veins…and I started calming…Paul
said, “Lori…sweetie are you okay…what happened?” I looked up as I moved my hair and said,
“Paul?” He said, “Yea, sweetie, it’s
me…I’m here…”
I jumped to me knees and
threw my arms around his neck…and I was still shaking all over….Paul held on to
me and I cried and cried…He was rubbing my back trying to reassure me it was
all a dream and that I was okay…Paul picked me up in his arms and then rolled back
into a squat still holding me…and stood up…I was holding on to him for deal
life…
Paul walked back with me
to his room…where he calmed me and laid me in his bed, while he sat on the
floor next to the bed watching me sleep…making sure I wouldn’t have another
nightmare…I fell asleep fast…and so did Paul…
Chapter
16
I woke up the next morning
fluttering my open…trying to figure out where I was…I was totally disoriented…I
looked over and saw Paul sleeping on the floor next to my bed…wait a
minute…this is my room…I looked over and saw his bag on the table and finally
realized I’m in his room but why?
I moved around a little
and got up quietly and I went in and took a shower…I noticed he’d moved all my
things into his room…I finished my shower and slipped on a Black cargo skirt, a
red tank top and matched cardigan and black 2½ in. heeled, knee-high boots…I
dried my hair and as I was walking across the hotel room floor, I suddenly
remembered the nightmare and Paul coming in to help me…I combed my hair out and
walked over to where Paul was sitting…
He was still asleep. I noticed Paul was pitching a tent in his
pants and couldn’t help but giggle cause I suddenly felt like going
camping. I walked over and squatted down
in front of him and reached out and brushed my index finger tip across his
lower lip and traced it up and over his top lip. I leaned down and kissed his lips so softly…
I must’ve woken Paul up
cause his hands came up and cupped my face and he deepened the kiss…I felt his
tongue brush into my mouth as he inspected every space in my mouth…We finally
broke the kiss and I stood up and went to check my e-mail as Paul got up,
stretched and went and took a shower…
Well apparently the shower
didn’t help his morning wood…he walked out of the bathroom in nothing but a
towel…with no warning at all he came up behind me and Paul turned me around and
sat me on the dresser again…
Paul came up and stood
between my legs…and I said, “Just a suggestion but you should get rid of the
towel.” Paul pulled the towel off and
threw it on the bed and said, “What a great idea baby…You know what an even
better idea is?” I said, “What?” Paul said, “This.” And grabbed my thighs and pulled my closer to
the edge of the dresser and I could feel the heat radiating off of his erection
through the crotch of my panties…his fingers slid down my panty cover mound and
I felt him pull my panties to the side and he slid his erection into my wet and
willing center.
I held on for dear
life…this was definitely going to be some ride…He started out with slow
thrusts…but me biting on his ear and begging for him to go faster was totally
his undoing as he started picking up the pace…faster and harder he slammed into
my body…I almost couldn’t stand it…I was almost about to go over the edge…I was
practically panting like a dog in heat…he literally slamming into me and waking
up every sense and nerve ending in my body he was taking my breath away…
He finally kissing on my
neck and knew if he got to close to that little spot on the side of my neck I
was going to be a goner…well he found it and I yelled out as my orgasm rushed
through my body so fast I thought I was going to pass out…No long after me
Paul’s orgasm raked him over the coals also…and his seed spilled deep inside of
me…
Paul stumbled back and
fell back sprawled out on the bed…his erection was slowly going under…I was
trying to catch my breath finally…and as I hopped off the dresser I fixed my
panties and pulled my dress back down. I
walked over and leaned down and kissed Paul’s little bald head and said, “Loved
the ride…”
I went to walk away and
Paul grabbed my hand and pulled me back down on the bed next to him and kissed
me deep and passionately…he broke the kiss and said, “Thanks for playing the
game…” I giggled a little and then I
grabbed the towel and wiped the sweat on Paul’s forehead and said, “I love
you…” Paul smiled and said, “I love you
too baby…I’m really glad Mark brought me back to my senses.” I said, “Mark did…my cousin?” Paul said, “Yea…he talked to me…and I
realized, I missed having you in my corner…and I’ve missed that oh so familiar
smell of yours on my pillows…I want us back…I want you back.”
I smiled and said, “You’ve
always had me…We need to get going…we’re supposed to meet Shawn and Kelly in
the lobby so we can get to the next town…Shawn said he’d go ahead and
drive…” Paul said, “Okay…sounds
good.” So as I finished getting our
stuff packed and taken down to Shawn’s Ford Explorer rental…while Paul got
dressed.
We walked down to the
lobby and I actually handed my purse to Paul and asked him to hold it for me,
while I signed out of the room. Shawn
and Kelly walked up to Paul and Kelly said, “So, Paul…nice purse honey…do you
have shoes that go with it?” Paul
laughed and said, “Yea…yea…Bite me.”
Shawn laughed and swatted Kelly on the ass and said, “You saucy little
vixen you…you just wait until I can get a hold of you later…” Kelly smiled and said, “Oh yea…you wasn’t
saying that last night…beggin’ and shit…”
I walked over and said,
“Did I just hear her say the Heartbreak Kid was begging?”
Shawn blushed for like a
split second and said, “I am never above begging…especially when it comes to
something that she’s got that I want…it’s bad enough that we went out to dinner
last night…she grabbed my hand and put it on the inside of her thigh…and as I
worked my way up…I came to the conclusion that she wasn’t even wearing any
panties under her dress…then she made me wait through a 3 hour movie and a long
ass slow dance, where she kept rubbing up against my body…making me insane.”
I looked at Kelly and
said, “Shame on you girl.” She said, “He
is forever teasing the shit right out of me…I figured it was his turn to feel
the pain…” I said, “Ouch…good girl.” Paul handed me my purse and said, “Are we
ready?” Shawn said, “Yup, let’s hit
it.” We walked out to the hotel parking
lot and got in Shawn’s Explorer rental…and I sat in the back seat with Paul…and
we took off…
Chapter 17
Shawn and Kelly were
talking up front about wedding plans…since they had finally decided they wanted
to get married…Paul looked over at me and I smiled and said, “What?” Paul said, “Nothing…C’mere baby…” I slid over and Paul wrapped me in his
arms…and was slowly assaulting my neck with his lips and tongue…
I giggled and said, “You
keep doing that and we’ll never make it to the next town.” Paul said, “Oh…you read my mind.” I smacked his hand as it started sliding up
my thigh…Paul’s chest rumbled low with laughter…
Shawn said, “Hey…you two
okay back there?” I said, “I’m fine…I
don’t know about Paulie though…he’s trying to get fresh with me…and I’m trying
to be an innocent girl…” Shawn said,
“You know Paul…if you’d just fuck the shit out her…she would lose that sassy
streak she’s got.”
Kelly piped in and said,
“What makes you think that would work?
You fuck the shit out of me nearly every night and I still have my sassy
streak…”
Shawn said, “You’ve calmed
down a little.” Kelly reached her hand
over and ran her finger tips over Shawn’s growing erection…Shawn growled and
said, “Watch it woman…you’re gonna make me wreck.”
Kelly giggled and said,
“Maybe you should just stop and get it over with…you know you want me…”
Shawn said, “We’ve got a
schedule to keep…besides…I don’t think Paul and Lori are interested in stopping
at some rest area just so me and you can go screw on a picnic table.”
Kelly looked in the
backseat and saw me and Paul kissing and hands were roaming all over…and Kelly
said, “I wouldn’t be so sure…” Shawn looked
in back and then said, “Oh Fuck the schedule.”
Kelly said, “No honey…Fuck me…Forget the schedule..”
Shawn found the rest
area…good thing no one was there…the place looked like it hadn’t been used in
years…Shawn stopped rolled down the windows so it wouldn’t get to hot for
us…and then threw Kelly over his shoulder and ran over into the trees and found
a nice comfortable picnic table…
Shawn sat her down and
said, “Now, do we want this fast, or take our time?”
Kelly took his hand and
slid it up her skirt like the night before…HA…No panties again…and he also took
note of how wet she already was…
Shawn shook his finger at
her and said, “You naughty thing…If I would of know I had a panty free pussy
sitting next to me the whole time…I would have had my fingers in there and been
up to my elbows in pussy since we left the hotel…Next time gimmie some type of
warning.”
Kelly giggled as Shawn
undid his jeans and freed his erection…and slowly laid Kelly back against the
table, he carefully spread her legs and then slowly slid his painfully hard
erection into her soaking wet center…
Kelly let out a deep moan
of approval…Shawn started thrusting in and out of her and their senses were
going completely wild..
Chapter 18
Meanwhile, back in the
vehicle…I moved around, hiked up my skirt and Paul took my panties off and then
sat me straddled on his lap…as I was sliding down I felt his erection slide
into me…I unbutton the top of my dress and Paul was caressing my breasts and
nipples and he said, “C’mon baby ride me.”
I bite my bottom lip and
slowly started sliding up and down on his erection…I was holding onto his
shoulders…and he was holding onto my nipples…
Paul could feel his orgasm
slowly approaching, he slid his hand between our bodies and started massaging
my clit with his finger, I arched my back and pushed my breast into his
chest…his hands slid back and grabbed onto my ass and was helping me work my
hips faster…
Paul kissed my ear and
said, “C’mon baby…I wanna feel you cum on me…”
That was pretty much my
undoing…My orgasm ripped through me, making me cum more then I ever had
before…and as soon as Paul felt my cum on him he growled out his release as his
cum ripped deep through my insides.
Back over at the picnic
tables…It was Kelly’s turn to beg… “Mmm…God…Make me cum for you Shawn…please…oh
god…I wanna cum for you so bad baby…”
Shawn said, “Now who’s the
one begging?”
Kelly grabbed his face in
her hands and said, “Shawn…Shut up and fuck me until I cum for you.” Shawn wasn’t about to let her down…he started
thrusting as hard and as fast as his hips would let him move…after about 5 more
thrusts Kelly started moaning out her release…
“Oh God…Mmmmmmmmmmm
Shawn”
Shawn thrusted two more
times before he pushed himself all the way in her and growled like an animal
and emptied himself deep in her core…
The couples had all fixed
themselves and were back on the road 45 minutes later…Shawn said, “We’ll
definitely have to make more stops at the rest areas…I’d hate to miss those
wonderful scenes…”
All four of us just
cracked up laughing…that was definitely a day we’d never forget…Shawn called
Vince and told him we got lost on the way…and then proceeded to stop at every
rest area for a little one on one time…
We ended up making it to
the arena about 25 minutes before Raw started.
We were running around back stage trying to get everything put together
and dressed to be ready for the matches and what not tonight.
I ran into Mark and
Trish…and Trish said, “Well you are glowing girl…what happened to you?” I said, “Paul and I made up.” Mark quirked an eye brow and said, “So you
guys are ok?” I smiled, kissed his check
and said, “Fabulous Cuz…I gotta go.” I
took off down the hallway.
The night went off without
a hitch and I found myself falling asleep in the arms of the man I loved.
Chapter 19
A few months later at a
house show, I was standing in the back watching Paul get pushed and shoved
around in the ring by Mark Callaway, or also know as Undertaker. Paul was trying to be his big bad game
self…but was supposed to get the crap kicked out of him for being a jerk.
When the match was
finished…Paul came back behind the curtain and came right to me…I touched his
cheek and said, “Awww baby…did you get thrown around for a while?” Paul smirked and said, “The Game doesn’t get
thrown...the Game does the throwing.” I
said, “Small kiss…then I’ll get to your boo-boos later.” Paul kissed my lips lightly and we walked
down to his dressing room.
Paul went ahead and took a
shower pretty fast and came out in jeans, black steel toes boots, and a while
and red Triple H t-shirt on…plus pulled his hair back into a low tail at the
base of his head. I had to admit…he
could really make me weak in the knees.
When we walked out the
back door, his red hummer was sitting there running…and he opened the door and
said, “C’mon I got something special planned…”
I smiled and said, “Mr. Levesque…what do you have up your sleeve?”
Paul pulled me closed and cupped
my butt and said, “You let me worry about that baby…now get in.” I saluted him and said, “Yes Sir.” He kissed me on last time as I took his
offered hand and climbed into the monster of a SUV…
I watched as Paul threw
his bag in the back and got in the drivers side…I was about to snap my seatbelt
on, when Paul leaned over and grabbed my belt loop and pulled me across the
long seat to where I was sitting next to him…I snapped the middle seat belt on
me, as Paul snapped his on too. And we
pulled out of the parking lot…
Paul wrapped his arm
around me as we hit the freeway…I snuggled closer to his chest and said, “So
are you gonna tell me what’s going on?”
Paul smirked and said, “Nope…suffer…Actually one little part…were going
to my house in New Hampshire.” I could
smell his cologne…I ended up laying down in the front seat with my head next to
Paul’s leg.
In the morning we got to
Paul’s house…and he stroked my cheek to wake me up…I said, “Why did you drive
all night?” Paul said, “I didn’t…I
stopped for a few hours and slept on the side of the road with you.” I said, “Okay good.” We walked inside as Paul pulled our bags
in…Paul showed me around the house…it was huge...but very beautiful.
After a little breakfast
and a big tour of the grounds and what not…Paul locked up the house and said,
“Let’s go take a nap.” I smiled and
said, “What a fabulous idea.” Paul
untucked his shirt and let it hang out as he walked up the stairs I grabbed
onto his t-shirt tail and walked up with him.
We laid across the bed and
fell asleep in each others arms.
When we woke up it was
actually the morning of the next day…we had to have been so tired we didn’t
realize it. We got dressed and as I made
my way to the bottom of the steps to the foyer…Paul met me at the bottom…and
grabbed my hand and said, “I want you to come with me…I have something planned
for you.” I smiled and said,
“Okay.” Paul turned me around to where
my back was to him, and he tied a black silk scarf around my eyes as a blind
fold and then pulled me back against his body and nuzzled my neck and said, “Do
you trust me baby?” I said, “With my
life.”
Paul took my hand in his
and we walked outside and he led me down some steps…I said, “Where in the
world.” Paul said, “Hush up….Prisoners
don’t talk.” I said, “Ooo getting a big
leap on that kidnapper title huh.” I
giggled as he swatted my ass.
After walking forever…he
eased me up some steps…we were walking on a wood floor…and he sat me down in a
chair. And I felt him sit next to me…I
had my hands on his knees…he was facing me…He said, “Open your mouth.” I hesitantly opened my mouth and he said,
“Bite.” I bit down and got a mouth full
of chocolate covered strawberry…I giggled when I brought my hand up and caught
chocolate in the middle of it, and Paul took my hand and slowly licked the
chocolate out of the palm of my hand.
Then Paul moved closer and
brushed his tongue over my lips and pulled me into a deep kiss. When we parted, he said, “I had this big long
speech prepared for you…but you’ve totally broken my concentration…” Paul reached around and untied the blind
fold…I folded it up and laid it across my lap…we were in a huge wooden gazebo,
decorated in deep orange roses…which were my favorite…
I said, “What is all
this?” Paul said, “I wanted to ask you
to marry me…but ow I’m just thinking of actually kidnapping you and forcing you
to elope with me.” I couldn’t help but
laugh and said, “Ask me first.” Paul
said, “Okay.” He stood up and walked to
the other side of the gazebo and broke off a beautiful deep orange rose and
walked back over and handed it to me…then slowly sank down to one knee and
said, “Lori, Will you marry me?” A few
stray tears slid down my cheek and I nodded yes.
Paul slipped the ring on
my finger…I hadn’t noticed until I looked down and saw it had our birthstones
on it…a ruby and diamond on a silver band.
I kissed his lips softly…and said, “Now ask me to elope with you.” Paul said, “Make me a happy man run away with
me for the weekend and let’s get married.”
I stood up and jumped in his arms as I wrapped my legs around his waist
and kissed him nearly senseless.
Paul said, “What eloping
gets you hot?”
I laughed and said,
“No…you trying to act all big and bad in front of coworkers, but still man
enough to show your romantic side in asking me to marry you the old fashioned
way…that gets me hot baby.”
Paul quirked an eye brow
and said, “Well…then by all means let’s not waste any of that HOT energy baby.”
I said, “Wow…you read my
mind.” I laughed as Paul started carrying
my back towards the house…where we made love until the next morning and then
got up and eloped the next day.
Chapter 20
- -3 Months Later- -
Paul and I sat at the back
of the reception hall and watched as Kelly and Shawn danced as husband and wife
for the first time. Paul pulled me close
to him and said, “You okay?” I smiled
and said, “Of course…don’t they look happy?”
Paul said, “Happy then Shawn was in his first marriage. I don’t think I’ve ever seen to two more fit
for each other…well…other then us.”
I laughed and said,
“Ego…” Paul chuckled and said, “You love
my ego and you know it.” I smiled and
said, “Yup.” Paul nuzzling my neck, cheek…and
the back of my hand.
Paul said, “So is there
anything I can give you right now…that we haven’t thought of yet?” I said, “That’s easy.” Paul said, “What?” I smiled and said, “A baby.” Paul got quiet for a minute and said, “A baby
huh…yea…I like the thought of being a father.
Watching you with our child grow inside of you…you becoming a mother
with me right by your side…we could do it.”
I said, “You bet your ass we could.”
Paul said, “Agreed…when we get home…we start practicing.” I nodded my agreement.
A nice slow song for every
one came on…and Paul said, “So Mrs. Levesque…would you like to dance.” I smiled and slipped my shoes off, and took
Paul’s offered hand and said, “Yes, Mr. Levesque, I think I would love
to.” Paul walked me to the dance
floor…he’s also slipped his shoes off.
We were both just trying to get comfortable.
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This could be it, I think I'm in love
It's love this time
It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love
This love is mine
I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely night are finally over
You took the weight of the world off my shoulders
The world just goes away
Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me--
And when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me
That you adore me
Oh, when you kiss me
Oh, yeah
You are the one, I think I'm in love
Life has begun
I can see the two of us together
I know I'm gonna be with you forever
Love couldn't be any better
The world just goes away
Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me
And when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me
That you adore me—
Oh, when you kiss me
Oh, yeah
(Instrumental Solo)
I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely nights are finally over
You took the weight of the world off my shoulders
The world just goes away
When you kiss me
I know you miss me
And when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me
That you adore me
The World Just goes away
Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me
Oh, the world just goes away
When you kiss me
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I might have started out
my adult life broken…but Paul helped fix me…in more ways then one.
The End