Afterglow
(Sequel to Worth Saving)
Chapter 1
It was amazing…Absolutely
amazing. Some would say stupid, but then
again, none of them could have possibly known how bad her depression was…After
speaking to her therapist every thing was truly shoved into prospective…The
whole reality of how bad loosing her fiancé and her brother was to her…Well
needless to say it took its toll on her.
The thud of the black
steel toed boots could be heard echoing down the hallway of the hospital. As he peered into the room, he saw his wife
fast asleep, her protruding belly that had their first born protected inside
and showed how tired her very first pregnancy made her on the outside.
He pulled the door open
and walked in, stopping next to his wife as he leaned over and kissed her
forehead softly. Her big blue eyes
slowly opened and searched for the person disturbing her sweet slumber, when
they landed on the hazel eyes that belonged to her husband, she couldn’t help
but smile as she stretched and said, “Hey baby.”
Stephanie held out her
hand as Paul took it in his and helped her to her feet. He kissed her lips softly and touched her
protruding belly with love in his eyes as he said, “How’s he doing?”
Steph laughed and said,
“Oh now it’s a he? Before it was a she,
then an it…now it’s a he?” Paul smiled
sheepishly and said, “I can’t help but want a son.” Stephanie smiled and said, “Some how I knew
you would.”
Paul looked over to the
hospital bed…The face of an angel…and angel who’d been sleeping forever…Paul
said, “How’s she doing?” Steph smiled
and said, “The doctor said she’s been dreaming and having rapid eye movement
during the night…Which is a good sign…He’d hoping she’ll wake up soon…He’s
thinking any day now...Give or take a week or maybe two…It just can’t be
rushed.”
Paul leaned over and
kissed his sisters forehead and said, “I’m waiting for ya Billie…I’ll make it
up to you…I don’t know how, but I swear on my life and the life of my unborn
child…I’ll make it up to you.”
Billie was still alive…she
was lucky…when she landed in the dumpster it was full of card board boxes…she
had a couple of broke ribs and a fractured wrist, and one severe concussion
that put her into a coma.
It had been a year since
that night, and she hadn’t woken up yet…the doctors weren’t certain, but Paul
and Stephanie were hopefully.
Stephanie was 7 months
pregnant and she and Paul were eager for the baby to come, but since the doctor
had told them Billie would wake up, it was just a matter of her body allowing
her to get over the whole traumatic event before it would allow her to wake up
and begin to live her life again.
They were both aware of
the time and effort it was going to mean giving up to help Billie through it
and yet at the same time raise their first born, but they were both willing to
do whatever it took. They knew what kind
of depression it took for Billie to even say the words she said to Paul that
night a year ago…and the feelings she felt towards life itself in order for her
to even think of taking one step off the roof…Let alone actually doing it.
It was going to be a tough
road to healing every one involved…but it could be done.
Yea…It definitely could be
done.
Chapter 2
A few days later, Paul and
Stephanie both were sitting in Billie’s hospital room talking lightly about a
few things. Paul said, “So what color
should we go with for the baby’s room?”
Stephanie said, “That is all up to you considering you’re the one who
has to paint it.” Paul chuckled at her
humor, but she was right none-the-less…he wasn’t about to let her do any of the
painting.
A plastic cup flew across
the room between them.
Paul and Stephanie’s head
shot up as they looked at each other and Paul said, “Please tell me that wasn’t
you.” Stephanie slowly shook her head no
and said, “No…At least I don’t think it was me.” Paul smiled and said, “I don’t think it was
you either.” Paul and Stephanie stood up
and walked over to the bed. Paul saw his
sisters eyes open and she looked completely scared to death…Steph stayed with
Billie as Paul ran down to the nurses station and had them page the doctor
9-1-1. Once the doctor showed up a few
minutes later, he shut the machines off and pulled Billie’s breathing tube out.
Billie started to say
something but it wasn’t coming out…Paul leaned over and put his ear to Billie’s
mouth and her cracked voice said, “I think you should go with pink for my
niece’s room.” Paul couldn’t help but
laugh…He stood up and looked at Stephanie and said, “She says pink for her
niece’s room.” Stephanie laughed.
Billie was finally
awake…And things looked like it couldn’t be any better. The hospital had Billie transferred to New
Hampshire to Paul and Stephanie’s huge house…Per Paul and Stephanie…There was
no way in hell Paul wasn’t going to take care of Billie until she was back on
her feet for good. It was his fault she
was in that position to begin with. Paul
stared going with her to physical therapy and also to see her therapist…they
actually resolved a lot of issues within the 3 months that it took her to
re-coup back to her old self. It was
another 3 months before Billie decided she was going to go on the road with
Paul and Stephanie and her now 4 month old niece Amelia Marie Levesque.
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Take it back; Take it all back now
The things I gave
Like the taste of my kiss on your lips
I miss that now
I can’t try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave,
Excuses I made for you
I’m broken in two
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you…Yeah, I need you
Don’t walk away
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They had been back on the
road for a few days and Billie hadn’t heard anything from John who was now on
Smackdown…Things had definitely changed for the year she’d been in a coma…Not
to mention the 6 months of therapy. Paul
was working in the ring and Stephanie was back to script writing on the Raw
team…Billie was walking Amelia around the arena trying to calm her…She’d been
fussy all day. Billie had Amelia against
her left upper shoulder rubbing circles around her back and she was finally
starting to fall asleep.
Billie looked up and saw
John heading right for her…He looked up and didn’t even notice it was her and
then stopped and she half smiled and said, “Hi John.” John looked Billie in the eyes and then down
to the floor like his sneakers suddenly became more interesting then saying
hi. John finally said, “Hi Billie.”
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Touch me now how I wanna feel,
Something so real
Please remind me,
My love and take me back
Cause I’m so in love
With what we were
I’m not breathing
I’m suffocating without you
Do you feel it too?
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you…Yeah I need you
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Billie rolled her eyes
when he looked at the ground again and she said, “So that’s all you have to say
to me after not seeing me for a year and 6 months?” John looked up and said, “I saw you for the
first 5 months of your coma…I was at your bed side every free day I had off…I
never wanted to leave…But you made me.”
Billie scoffed and said,
“How in the world did I make you…Hello remember I was the one in a coma for a
year…I didn’t force you to leave…You left on your own and never came back.” John said, “What did you expect me to
do? I started thinking back to the night
you stepped off that roof…It wasn’t you…Just someone who looked like you
wanting to make her brother pay for all the horrible memories he’d caused her
in the past…You had such disregard for the life God gave to you…You just threw
it away because you had a tough life…Well I had a tough life too Billie, but
you didn’t see me throwing myself off a building.”
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When I’m in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you’ll
Walk right through my door
It’s there I know my heart is whole
There's a millions reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight
And close my eyes
Cause I don’t wanna be alone
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you…I need you
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Billie said, “I’m sorry
you turned out so perfect even after your tough life…but people deal with
depression in different ways…You may think you know what I was trying to do,
but you’re not my therapist…You don’t know anything about me. And it wasn’t just the bad life memories from
Paul…It was losing a fiancée I wanted to spend the rest of my life
with…Watching him burn to death from head to toe and not being able to do a
damn thing about it. In some ways I wish
I was in the fire with him, because at least then we’d be together right
now…Not fighting to just survive another 24 hour day.”
John said, “I know I
couldn’t be there for you but I think we should remain friends…I think it would
be for the best. I can’t deal with you as anything more…Not when you tried to
kill yourself as a way to end meaningless pain.” Billie shook her head no and said, “I’m not a
charity case…I don’t want you to be my friend because you need someone to help
through the tough hours…If you haven’t noticed…I survived my whole life without
you…I think I can make it the rest of the way on my own thanks. You know something John…You’d make someone a
great boyfriend some day if you wouldn’t act like you’re the most intelligent
person on the face of the earth…You’re not Yoda…So stop trying to be him. Once you learn to be yourself and not over
analyze every person you come in contact with…People are gonna like you a hell
of a lot more then they do now.”
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Cause I can't fake…and I can't hate
But it's my heart…that’s about to break
You’re all I need…I’m on my knees
Watch me bleed…Would you listen please
I give in…I breathe out
I want you…There’s no doubt
I freak out…I’m left out
Without you…I wimp out
I'm crossed out…I'm kicked out
I cry out…I reach out
Don’t walk away
Don’t walk away
Don’t walk away
Don’t walk away
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John watched as Billie shook
her head at him in disappointment as she cradled Amelia to her and turned and
walked away…Somehow he knew he’d just made the biggest mistake of his life.
Chapter 3
A few weeks after Billie’s
confrontation with John, she’d decided she was ready to get back into the
wrestling business. Paul was sure she
was rushing it and Stephanie knew she needed to get back to normal life…
What ever the Hell normal
was…
To make matters worse,
when Paul found out Billie asked to be moved to Smackdown, he nearly had a
coronary! It took Stephanie a few hours
to get him to realize that Billie was an independent woman and couldn’t depend
on her brother and his wife for the rest of her life…He knew he was never going
to lose her again…She just craved freedom.
Paul knew eventually
they’d be on separate shows…But didn’t realize it was going to be so soon…He’d
just gotten his sister back, after 10 years and now she was leaving…again…But
at least it wasn’t for good.
Paul suspected the roster
jump had something to do with the way John Cena had treat her…He knew when John
stopped going to the hospital when she was in a coma, something had changed in
his mind about the way he felt for Billie.
Saying good-bye was
something Paul never could do…Standing in the parking garage at the latest
arena Raw was at, Paul watched as the taxi driver put Billie’s suitcase into
the truck. He looked over and watched as
she hugged Stephanie and said, “Remember I’m a phone call and plane ride away
for any short notice babysitting gigs…Anything for Amelia.”
Billie leaned over and
kissed the top of Amelia’s head and said, “Stick with your auntie kiddo…When
you’re ready to get your tongue or navel pierced and daddy says no…We’ve got
plenty of footage to switch that no to a yes…same goes for your mother.” Steph laughed and said, “Please…No rushing
her to grow up!” Steph turned and walked
back into the arena to get Amelia out of the cool breeze in the parking garage.
Billie stood in front of
Paul and he said, “I wish you’d let me take you to the airport.” Billie smiled and said, “I would…but it’s
hard enough saying good-bye here…The airport would just add a whole degree of
difficulty.”
Billie threw her arms
around Paul’s neck as he hugged her back and said, “If you need anything…I
don’t care if its money, a tube of chapstick or your dear older brother to kick
someone’s ass for you…you call anytime even at
Billie took a deep breath
and said, “I love you too…I better get going or I’ll never leave.”
Paul finally let her go
and opened the door to the taxi and watched as she got in and closed the door
behind her…Paul half smiled at her and watch a few stray tears slide down her
cheeks…
Paul stood and watched as
the taxi drove off with his baby sister in the back seat.
Chapter 4
After Billie had been on
Smackdown for a month, she was sitting in her hotel room doing some e-mails to
everyone who’d wrote her…When there was a knock on the door. In jeans, a t-shirt and completely bare foot,
she walked over and opened the door, surprised to see Randy Orton on the other
side of the door.
Billie stood there for a
second and Randy said, “Hello Billie.”
She smiled and said, “Long time no see Mr. Orton…To what do I owe this
honor?” Randy said, “Nothing in
particular, I just thought I’d come see how you were doing…You’ve been on
Smackdown for a month and short of at the arena or in ring, I haven’t seen much
of you.”
Billie moved to the side
and said, “C’mon in…I was going to order some lunch…Want something?” Randy smiled as he stepped into her room and
watched as she closed and locked the door.
After they ate the food
they’d ordered, they sat in the living room part of the hotel and Randy said,
“You look good…Ya know…All things considered.”
Billie smiled and said, “For a girl who should be dead right?”
Randy said, “I didn’t mean
anything by it.” Billie smiled and said,
“Oh no…I know…It’s just very easy to be honest about everything when you’ve
cheated death. By all rights…I should be
dead…I was stupid to think suicide was the solution to my problems…I got a
second chance at life…Paul got a second chance to be a real big brother.”
Randy said, “Billie,
everyone deserves a second chance…No matter what they did.” Billie said, “Every one huh? John Cena doesn’t think so.” Randy scoffed and said, “He may be my best friend…but…John
Cena is one step above a Juvenile Delinquent.
John never was one to handle stressful situations, he’s too much about
jokes and having fun 24/7…he doesn’t have a serious bone in his body.”
Billie said, “I wish he’d
take a few things serious.” Randy said,
“You guys were dating when you…” Billie
smirked and said, “Took the plunge?”
Randy couldn’t help but laugh at the look on her face and said, “I
wasn’t thinking of it that way.” Billie
chuckled and said, “Yea I know, I had to break the tension some how.”
Randy said, “It’s good to
see you smile again…and that you can joke so openly about the past.” Billie said, “Everything in life is taken so
seriously…I mean I used to be a prude about something’s…Like I didn’t like John
enough to have sex with him…I just saw him as a way to pass time.”
Randy watched as Billie
stood up and said, “I’ve re-evaluated my life…My thick prude phase is over…I
think I’m ready to have a little fun.”
Randy watched as Billie
slowly lowered herself straddling his lap…out of instinct Randy gripped her
hips and said, “How much fun exactly?”
Billie smirked and questioned, “Exactly?” Randy nodded absentmindedly and Billie said,
“Kiss me and find out.”
Randy’s hands left her
hips only to come up and cup her face as he pulled her to him and their lips
met…His lips were so soft against hers, when his tongue slide past her lips and
caressed her own tongue, she couldn’t help but moan into his mouth.
Instantly it felt
right…Like Randy was the one who should have been kissing her from the
beginning.
Chapter 5
5 Months later
“YOU WHAT!” Came echoing down the hallway backstage at
Monday Night Raw.
It had been 2 years since
Billie had tried committing suicide. And
she’d been smiling a lot more…Everyone couldn’t help but notice how much living
really agreed with Billie. So much so
that she’d done something so out of character that her brother was pacing in
front of her.
Billie was watching Paul
pace back and forth in front of her as she chewed her bottom lip…Randy said,
“C’mon Paul she’s a big girl.” Paul
looked at glaring at the younger superstar and said, “Don’t even give me your opinion
Orton…Cause I don’t want to hear it…Billie what the hell were you
thinking?”
Billie said, “I was
thinking I couldn’t be any happier with my life…why not expand the happiness…So
I did…Big deal…You act as if I’ve committed murder.” Randy said, “Isn’t her happiness the most
important thing here Paul?”
Paul let out a growl as he
took a step towards Randy and Billie stepped in front of Paul and said, “Don’t
even think about it big brother.”
Stephanie walked in the
room about the time Paul blew up and said, “I can’t deal with her anymore…It’s
your turn and when you figure it out, Maybe you can tell me WHY!” Paul stalked past Steph and slammed the door
shut. Stephanie smiled at Billie and
Randy and said, “I see he took the news well.”
Billie laughed and said,
“I can’t expect him to be overjoyed…I did sort of just drop it on him.” Steph said, “Kind of like Japan dropped bombs
on Pearl Harbor.” Billie and Randy both
laughed. Stephanie said, “But this is
Paul were talking about…He’ll get over it…He doesn’t stay mad at much
lately…But if anything…I’m happy you’re happy.”
Billie looked at Randy
then back to Steph and said, “Hey…What more could I ask for? I’m right where I wanna be, and with someone
I want to be with.” Stephanie shook her
head and said, “I can’t believe you guys got married…But it’s not like it’s
that big of a shock. With as good of
friends as Randy and Paul were…Somehow I knew they’d end up family.”
Randy wrapped his arm
around Billie’s waist and kissed her temple and said, “I’m gonna go look for
your stubborn assed brother.” Billie
laughed and said, “Okay…Just be careful.”
Randy winked at her and walked out of the room. She and Stephanie made chit chat for a few
minutes, before they were interrupted by a stage hand came busting in the door
and spewed something about Randy in a fight.
Billie looked at Steph and
said, “You don’t think Paul would be mad enough to hit him do you?” A voice from the door way said, “Hit
who?”
Stephanie and Billie’s
head snapped towards the voice and saw Paul standing there with his hands on
his hips. Billie said, “Holy shit…If
you’re not fighting with Randy then who is?”
Billie, Stephanie and Paul took off running down the hallway.
When they got near
catering, they could hear a loud commotion going on as they neared where the
equipment trunks were. The three of them
came to a halt when they sat Randy and John throwing punches while rolling
around on the ground and knocking things over…It was Chaos.
Glenn Jacobs walked around
the corner and he saw Billie with tears sliding down her cheeks and elbowed
Paul as they nodded to each other, Paul grabbed a hold of Randy as Glenn
grabbed John and said, “That’s enough you two.”
Paul said, “One of you better start talking and I mean NOW, before Vince
finds out and suspends you both.”
Randy and John glared at
each other as their breathing started to get under control again…John said, “He
started it.” Randy said, “You’re the one
who couldn’t keep your mouth shut…You just had to talk shit…You just had to egg
it on man.” John said, “Whatever
man…You’re delusional.” Randy stood up
straight and put his hands on his hips and said, “Am I? Tell me you didn’t just say I was fuckin
stupid for marrying a suicide happy psycho?”
John’s silence spoke
volumes.
Chapter 6
Randy shook his head and
Paul said, “Go see the trainer…You’re bleeding.” Billie walked over and started to touch Randy
when he threw his hands in the air and turned and walked away to the trainer’s
office and Paul put his arm in front of Billie and said, “Let him cool
off.” Billie nodded silently as she
turned to look at John.
Man if looks could
kill…He’d be dead.
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Time…is gonna take my mind
And carry it far
away…where I can fly
The depth of life…will dim
My temptation to live…for
you
If I were…to be alone
Silence would…rock my
tears
'Cause it's all about
love…and I know better
How life is…a waving
feather
So I put my arms…around
you…around you
And I know that I'll be
leaving soon
My eyes…are on you…they're
on you
And you see that I can't
stop shaking
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Billie walked up to John
and said, “You…Come with me now.” When
he didn’t follow she grabbed the neck line of his shirt and started dragging
him behind her and said, “Don’t make me have to tell you again or I swear I’ll
fix your mouth so it won’t hold soup.”
Billie shoved John into his dressing room and slammed the door.
John was huffy and crossed
his arms over his chest and Billie said, “You know something John…Sometimes I
think I made a mistake in my life…but then there are times like now, when I
know I didn’t…Cheating death only to get a second chance at life and to see you
for the true piece of shit you are….Was so worth it. You know you made me feel an inch tall when I
came back to the company…you didn’t want me…you couldn’t handle what I’d done
to myself…And now that I found happiness in life and fell in love…You wanna
criticize me and my husband now?”
Billie cupped her hands
around her mouth and said, “JOHN FELIX ANTHONY CENA…THIS IS YOUR WAKE UP
CALL…” John rolled his eyes and Billie
slugged him in the nose, John yelled, “WHAT THE FUCK BILLIE!” Oh yea…she definitely broke something as
watched the blood flow out and she threw a towel at him.
Billie said, “Get over
yourself. Just because you don’t like
the way my life turned out…That’s tough shit…You chose not to be in it…You
can’t just go around hitting and insulting people when ever you feel like
it. If you ever bring up my name or my
husbands name in conversation again and I find out about it…What I did to you
tonight, will be NOTHING compared to what I will do to you…And don’t think I
won’t either, because that man who just went to the trainers bleeding at your
hands, is my husband and I love him…and I might wanna kill him for getting on
my nerves every once in a while…but I would kill for him too. Because that’s how love goes.”
Billie turned and walked
out and down to the trainer’s office.
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No, I…won't step back
But I'll look down to hide…from
your eyes
'Cause what I feel…is so
sweet
And I'm scared that
even…my own breath
Oh could burst it…if it
were a bubble
And I'd better dream…if I
have to struggle
So I put my arms…around
you…around you
And I hope that I will do
no wrong
My eyes…are on you…they're
on you
And I hope that you won't
hurt me
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When Paul heard the knock
on the door, he looked towards Randy and said, “You might wanna talk with
her…Before she gets arrested for killing Cena.
Somehow I feel like I’m gonna see my baby sister on America’s Most
Wanted in the morning.” Randy cracked a
smile and nodded. Stephanie opened the
door and let Billie in as the trainer; her and Paul left and closed the door
behind them.
Billie stood there and
watched as Randy stood in his jeans and sneakers as he pulled a clean t-shirt
out of his bag and pulled it on…he turned around and Billie cringed at the
bandage on his head. Randy didn’t miss
it either…He said, “It’s not bad…15 stitches…and it’s close to the hairline so
you can’t see it…It doesn’t hurt.”
Billie blinked as tears slid down her cheeks and she jogged over and
jumped into Randy’s arms as he lifted her to be level with him and she wrapped
her legs around his waist and held on.
Randy said, “Damn…We’re
not even married 12 hours and I’m already getting into fist fights to defend
your honor…I hope I earned some good husband points.” Billie laughed and said, “As many as you
want.” Randy said, “Good…I’m gonna start
cashing them bad boys in right now…”
Billie pushed away to look at Randy and said, “Now?” Randy said, “Yup…Right now…”
Billie smiled and said,
“How?” Randy kissed Billie’s lips softly
and said, “Well…I’m taking my wife back to the hotel and making love to her for
the first time as a married couple.”
Billie smiled and said, “Damn good idea.” Randy said, “I got a million of them.” Billie laughed as Randy placed her back on
her feet and wrapped his arm around her as they left and headed back to the
hotel.
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I'm dancing in the room
As if I was in the woods
with you
No need for anything but
music
Music's the reason why
I know time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists
So I just put my
arms…around you…around you
And I hope that I will do
no wrong
My eyes…are on you…they're
on you
And I hope that you won't
hurt me
My arms…around you…they’re
around you
And I hope that I will do
no wrong
My eyes…are on you…they're
on you…they’re on you
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Oh if walls could talk…
Chapter 7
Once they got back to the
hotel Randy tossed his bag down on the floor in the bed room...Billie walked up
behind him and rubbed his shoulders and then wrapped her arms around his waist
from behind. Randy caressed her arms and
hands as she held him against her...Randy grabbed her hand and pulled her
around to the front of his body and captured her lips.
Randy unbuttoned her shirt
and slowly slid the shirt from her body...Billie reached out as she slowly
started unbuttoning Randy’s shirt...once she got it off of him her hands slowly
ran over his abs and well defined chest...Randy backed up and pulled her boots
off, kissing her knees...then slowly unzipped her skirt and let it fall around
her ankles, she was standing in front of him with panties and her bra on...
Randy pushed her against
the wall as they started kissing rougher...deepening the kiss more...Billie
reached down and pulled his belt off as they continued to kiss...Randy kicked
his pants and boxer briefs away as Billie pulled her bra and panties off...
Randy lifted her with ease as she wrapped her legs around his waist...carried
her to the bed and eased down on top of her small frame.
Randy slowly eased himself
into her...being careful as to not hurt her...Randy stopped all his movements
and looked at Billie...She smiled and said, “What?”
Randy said, “You’re so
beautiful…” His lips circled around her
right rosy nipple and Billie moaned out, “Randy.” As his lips traveled down her body…She made
Randy stay where he was as she scooted towards the foot of the bed and took
Randy’s massive erection into her tiny hands and stroked him slowly and
methodically slid her tongue up his shaft.
Randy groaned out...as he wrapped his hands in her waist length chestnut
hair. She took his shaft into her warm
wet mouth...he was in total heaven...but he was trying to keep himself from
exploding in her mouth...he eased himself out of her mouth and laid her back
onto the bed and crawled up her soft small framed body, careful not to crush
her...
She wrapped her legs
around his waist again and his erection brushed against her soaking wet
center. Making both of them groan at the
friction...Randy slid two fingers into her to make sure she was ready enough
for him...he didn’t want to hurt her...He looked up and she bit her bottom lip
as her back arched and her center was pushed into his hand...oh yea...she was
ready.
Randy moved around and
slowly slid his painfully aching erection into her warm wet center...he could
feel her stretching and accommodating his shaft...all of his shaft...once fully
sheathed Randy sat there for a minute make sure she was fully used to his
size...and then slowly started working his hips back and forth and working his
erection in and out of her.
Every time he would push
into her she would arch her back as though she wanted him deeper. Randy grabbed her knees and pushed them up
and apart and placed his hands on the back of her thighs and as he pushed into
her...he felt himself go deeper...she must’ve felt it before cause she moaned
low and hard.
Randy lifted her up and
pushed her against the wall...and thrusting up...holding onto the wall...She
gripped his forearms for leverage...as Randy kissed and licked down her neck
and throat...nipping at her flesh with his teeth and then soothing it with hot
kisses...
Randy pulled out of her
and she went to the bed and beckoned him with her index finger...she laid on
her back and beckoned Randy to her and Randy crawled between her beautiful
thighs and slid his erection onto her...this he could handle...he gripped the
bed sheets, while holding himself over her and started thrusting into her...
Her hands touched his as
she leaned up and traced his lips with her tongue and he pulled her tongue into
his mouth with his lips...and she could instantly feel his erection swell to a
larger size inside of her...it must’ve turned him on a little more...actually A
LOT more...
Randy’s hands went to her
breast rolling her nipples and watching them harden...his hand slid along her
flat stomach, across her navel...and down to her mound...where he found her
clit waiting for contact from him....he started rubbing circles around her clit
with one hand as he kept his pace...Billie’s hands trailing up and down his
arms, back and running her hands through his hair starting at the back of his
neck and up as she pulled him to her...
When her hands clutched
the bed...Randy could feel her inner walls starting to clamp down around his
shaft...Randy leaned over her, pulling her body tight against his and kissed
along her ear and in a low deep voice said, “You gonna cum for my cock
baby...huh...is that sweet little pussy of yours gonna cum for me.”
Billie started pushing up
against him...the hot air of his breath brushed against her ear and him pumping
into her relentlessly, was her undoing as she started cumming instantly...she
started off moaning and ended up screaming out her orgasm.
Randy felt her cum cover
his shaft and as her warm juices coated his erection...he thrusted into her a
few more times finally pushing himself all the way into her and throwing his
head back with a loud growl he exploded deep inside of her. For several minutes they could both feel him
spurting inside of her still.
They collapsed on the bed
trying to regulate their breathing.
Randy kissed her lips softly and said, “I love you.” Billie looked up from his chest and said, “I
love you too.”
Chapter 8
In
the morning Randy had gone to the gym and when he returned to the hotel, he
found Billie still sleeping in bed…He went into the bathroom and took a quick
shower and dressed in his jeans only and then walked over to the bed…and was
slowly kissing his wife’s neck to wake her up…He liked the sound of that…His
wife.
Billie
rolled over and kissed Randy with a nice slow passion twist to it. Billie’s hand came out slowly and grabbed the
waistline of his jeans as she started pulling him back into bed.
Oh
yea…They definitely weren’t going to be leaving the bed at all anymore that
day.
Randy
let Billie push him back to lay against the head board of the bed…as she
started to slowly trail warm moist kisses down his chest…his fingers slowly
slipped from her center…Billie watched him as he licked her juices from his
fingers like he was eating a popsicle.
Randy watched as Billie continued down his chest flicking both his
nipples with her wet tongue…and then kissing down his 6pak stomach…Randy looked
down and watched her unbutton his jeans with her teeth and then clamped her
teeth around his zipper and pull his zipper down…
Billie
crawled backwards to the end of the bed…and discarded his jeans…Randy reached
down and pulled his boxer-brief off that was practically a second skin to
him…Billie started crawling back up his body…She got to his cock that was
standing absolutely straight up…She couldn’t help but since it was in her
face…I guess you could say she French kissed it…
Billie
automatically felt Randy do a full body shiver…He reached down and grabbed her
shoulders and pulled her up to him…and kissed her so deep and
passionately. Randy finally released her
lips from his, as he lifted her body and slid her down on top of him as his
fully erect cock slid into her…Billie let out a ½ moan-½ sigh and slowly
started rocking back and forth on him.
Randy
laid back and was running his soft finger tips all over her neck, breasts…and
running his thumb across her lips…Billie sucked his thumb into her mouth and
was sucking on his thumb while running circles around it…She could feel Randy
get instantly harder and larger inside her…Billie knew all the ways to make him
insanely horny…Randy groaned again, “Oh shit baby…you feel so good…”
Billie
had her hands the top of the head board and she was watching his muscles move,
ripple and flex…She put her head down and was watching him slide in and out of
her and her hair slid over her shoulders and brushed against this pecks and
nipples…his nipples became instantly hard…Billie leaned over and bit his bottom
lip and then slowly let her tongue snake out and across his lips…and then
slowly into his mouth…his hands slid down and grabbed her ass forcefully as he
was pushing and pulling the lower half of her body to go faster…
Billie
sat back up and leaned back putting her hands on his thighs…she could feel how
tense his thigh muscles were…Randy sat up and was leaning over and kissing her
breasts and nipples…as Billie was still moving on top of him…Billie moaned, “Oh
God baby…you feel so good deep inside of me…”
Randy grunted a couple of times as he was licking and kissing on her
neck.
Randy
gripped her hips as his thighs and hips were thrusting up to meet her body...he
was thrusting into her as deep as he could…Billie had a hold of his
shoulders…he could feel her walls starting to react…and knew her orgasm was
building…it was going to be intense…Randy leaned over and kissed her lips. “I love you.”
Billie smiled in ecstasy and said, “Oh…I love you too.”
He
gripped her hips harder and really started thrusting deeper as deep as he could
possibly get…and finally Billie started with a moan and ended screaming out his
name as her orgasm tore through the inside of her body…as soon as Randy felt
her go over the edge…and felt her center milking his cock…his orgasm was right
behind hers…and Billie felt him explode so deep inside she thought he’d never
stop cumming…
They
sat there in bed and were just breathing...Billie was staring into his huge
blue orbs...they held her attention because he looked so focused...and
determined. Randy pulled her up a little
and let himself slip from her body but didn’t want to move Billie off his
lap...
Randy
watched as she leaned up and kissed his lips so softly; he never wanted to let
her go...
Chapter 9
It had been 7 months since
Randy and Billie had been married…Billie was walking around back stage…It was
around 3 in the afternoon, but the sun wasn’t out…The day was gloomy and had
been drizzling rain on and off all day.
Stephanie walked over to
Billie and said, “How ya feeling sweetie?”
Billie looked down at her
7 month pregnant belled and rubbed it…She didn’t know it at the time but the
night of the big fight between Randy and John she was pregnant…Billie said,
“Okay I guess…This little critter is active today…I think it has a few words
for it’s daddy…I know I could think of a few to say to him also.”
Stephanie laughed as she
rubbed Billie’s belly. Steph said, “The
boys are down in the ring…C’mon I’ll walk while you waddle.” Billie stuck out her tongue at Stephanie as
they started to the ring.
The girls walked through
the curtain and down the ramp…Randy looked up and smiled as he saw Billie
walking down and he jumped out of the ring and stood at the bottom waiting for
her to get there.
Billie said, “You owe me
big time bud!” Randy smiled as she
approached him and he leaned over and kissed her lips softly, Randy said,
“What’s wrong baby?” Billie smiled and
said, “Your demon child won’t sit still…He’s doing flips, I swear he thinks I’m
a jungle gym.” Randy took Billie’s hand
and lead her over to some seats and they sat down…Randy laid along the seats
and placed his head on Billie’s knees next to her belly.
Paul leaned over the top
rope and said, “Orton, what are you doing to my sister…She seems to be swelling
from the neck down.”
Billie said, “I’d rather
be swollen from pregnancy then be like you and have a deflated head from losing
brain cells when you breathe.”
Glenn was cracking up and
said, “You know not to mess with her so why even try it!”
Randy said, “Hey you
guys…Keep it down…I’m trying to have a conversation here with my son.” Billie couldn’t help but laugh as she heard
Randy having a full conversation with her stomach.
After about 10 minutes,
Randy sat up and Billie said, “So what’s going on in there?”
Randy said, “Well first he
said, I should kiss you more often and I fully agree (Randy leaned over and
kissed her lips again)…And that he wants to remind you that when you’re at your
doctor’s appointment later…not to swish him around a lot when the doctor
touches you with cold hands.”
Billie smacked Randy’s arm
and he jumped up and said, “You know you love me.” Billie took his hand as he helped her to her
feet and said, “I do love you…Especially when I should be home sleeping…You’re
lucky Raw is in St. Louis tonight…And lucky I love you so much.”
Randy walked Billie out to
their big black Lincoln Navigator and opened the door helping her get in, and
helped her put the seat belt on as she started the vehicle. Billie said, “Another month and I won’t be
able to drive at all.” Randy said, “Yea
well…If I didn’t have prior obligations to work, you wouldn’t be driving
now…I’ll be driving you from now on after tonight. I don’t want my kid to come out with a
steering wheel impression in his head from you trying to drive.”
Billie said, “Randall
Keith Orton! Are you telling me I’m
fat?” Randy said, “Nope…Just beautifully
pregnant. Be careful and call if you
need anything. I love you baby.” Billie said, “I love you too.” As they kissed one last time. Randy watched as she pulled out of the
parking garage as he turned and headed back to the ring.
About an hour later
Randy’s cell phone went off…He fished it out of his exercise pants and saw the
caller id and answered, “Hey baby…How’d the check up go?”
Billie laughed and said,
“Well you’re suspicions were confirmed…We’re having a boy…Everything is great
and he said I was right on track. He
said any more on track and I could deliver this baby by myself. Not that I wouldn’t dream of it…I’m on my way
back right now…”
Randy started to say
something when he heard Billie gasp out
loud…followed by the sound of twisting and crunching metal…Randy said, “Billie?......Billie? Oh God…BILLIE!”
Paul’s head snapped up…
‘Oh God this can’t be happening again!’
Chapter 10
6 Months Later
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Just when the days start getting colder
I walk the streets I never knew
And there's some words I never told you
The sound rings out like the truth
And if you could see
what's come over me
then you would know
Cause I'm walking free
the wind at my back
Bathed in afterglow
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Randy woke up when he
heard the phone ringing…He wasn’t about to get up just to answer the damn
thing…That’s what answering machines were made for. He tried rolling over to go back to sleep,
but the bed was too empty for him. That
happened sometimes…He’d be on the road and the bed would look so empty he’d
sleep on the couch or watch TV until he fell asleep in the chair or something.
Randy heard the
unmistakable sounds of his son fussing in the next room.
Randy pulled himself from
his empty bed and pulled his exercise pants and a t-shirt on and headed to his
son’s room.
Randy leaned over the crib
and picked his son up, he was practically his twin with the soft brown hair and
big blue eyes. Of course Brian Michael
got a lot of his features came from Billie too.
Randy said, “What’s up little man?”
Randy held his son against his chest and as he rocked him gently while
kissing his soft head and rubbing his back.
“Oh I see you’re finally
awake huh?” Came from behind him.
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And as I sit here in this dark room
All I seem to feel is light
And I see color
I see the maroon
In the blood of this life that's ours
And if you could see
what's come over me
then you would know
Cause I'm walking free
the wind at my back
Bathed in after--
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Randy turned around and he
smiled as he saw Billie standing in the doorway wrapped in a bath towel fresh
from the shower. Randy said, “Yea…I
couldn’t sleep…someone was missing from my bed.” Billie laughed as she shook her head and
said, “Still having trouble sleeping without me…Poor baby.”
Billie walked over and
pushed up on her toes as she captured Randy’s lips with a soft kiss. Then gave her son a few kisses. Randy said, “He got more then me.” Billie smirked and said, “Not if you count
last night too.” Randy just laughed.
Randy said, “So what do
you want to do today?” Billie said, “I
was thinking of going to the park…It’s so nice outside…Why waste it
indoors.” Randy said, “Okay…Lemme shower
and I’ll come with.” Randy handed over
Brian and headed to the shower as Billie placed him on the bed and got dressed.
While in the shower Randy
couldn’t help but think of the night Billie had the accident…She’d been
terribly lucky that the vehicle that hit her from the side…Hit the back of the
Navigator and not where she was…The whole back seat and back storage area were
smashed together…but from the front seats forward there wasn’t a scratch or a
dent. Billie was unharmed and so was the
baby. She was shaken up pretty bad and
physically shook for a couple of days after the accident if she wasn’t
completely relaxed…but other then that…She was alive and the baby was
perfect. And that was the ONLY thing
Randy prayed for.
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Watch the sun paint an orange sky
Lay me down and feel the days gone by
Just when the day
Just when the day
Oh...
Just when the days start getting longer
I walk the streets I never knew
The sun comes out for you
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As they at the park, Randy
had Billie sitting in front of him and she had Brian sitting in front of
her…under a beautiful shade tree…Nothing could have been better in life. Randy said, “So why didn’t you wake me
up?” Billie said, “Please…After I wore
your ass out last night…I knew you’d sleep longer then me, so I went for my jog
and jumped in the shower.”
Randy felt Billie lean
back against his body and he looked down and said, “So what’s with the
smile…You look way too happy for someone who didn’t sleep till 9.” Billie smiled and said, “It’s just the
afterglow from last night with you.”
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And if you could see
what's come over me
then you would know
Cause I'm walking free
the wind at my back
Bathed in after--
Cause I'm walking free
the wind at my back
Bathed in afterglow
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The End