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Paul Levesque stared open mouth at the spot Cleo Irvine has
previously occupied. She'd left him. She'd walked away because he couldn't
promise he'd stay away from Stephanie McMahon. With more hurt marring him then
he knew possible, Paul left the room, stopping dead in his tracks as he saw
Steve walk out of his own locker room. Unable to stop himself he clenched his
teeth, running forward and hitting him in the jaw as hard as he possible could.
When he hit the ground, Paul leaned down and grabbed his shirt, his eyes
flashing in anger. "What did you fucking do, Steve? You fucking ruined
everything!"
Steve looked up, seeing nothing but pure hurt in the younger mans hazel eyes.
Hurt that perfectly matched that of Cleo's. He sighed, rubbing his jaw softly
when he got to his feet. "I did nothing, Paul. You're the one who wouldn't
promise to stay away from McMahon."
Paul pulled his fist back and hit him again, keeping a tight grip on his shirt.
"So she came to you? I wouldn't touch Stephanie if it meant she would hurt.
You know that." He looked into the blue eyes, "Where is she?"
Losing his temper Steve pushed him away, "In there." He indicated with
his head to the side. "With her fucking heart broken because of you."
His own fist connected with Paul's mouth, drawing blood. "You broke her
fucking heart, Paul. She's in there with tears streaming down her face."
Paul touched his mouth, feeling blood on his finger and throwing a fist into
Steve's stomach. "I didn't mean to fucking hurt her!" He screamed the
words, his hurt and anger overwhelming him. "I didn't want to fucking lose
her! It's you! Ever since you came along she's been fucking different!" He
threw another punch not sure where it landed. "You fucked around with her!
You fucking cheated on me! You absolute cunt!" He kicked out with his legs,
falling back slightly as Steve's fist connected with his own stomach.
"What the fuck?" Chris Irvine ran forward and pulled a seething Paul
from a just as angry Steve. Not surprised to see blood running down both their
faces. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" He spoke to both,
shock evident in his voice. "Do you realise you have to go out infront of
millions of viewers? How the hell do you think Vince is gonna react to
this?"
Steve wiped the blood from his face, noticing it only came from his mouth.
"I ain't got no marks." He said the words gruffly, near breathless
from the hits he had taken in the stomach. "And if you want to know why
this fucker just lost it." He looked Chris dead in the eyes. "Go and
ask your sister." Without another word he walked away, rubbing softly at
his jaw.
Chris turned his blue eyes to Paul, almost afraid to ask. "What's my sister
have to do with this?"
Paul sighed, taking a sharp breath as pain felt in his jaw. He rubbed at it
softly. Indicating the door to his left. "Why don't you go and ask
her?"
Chris shook his head. "No." He sighed heavily, running his hand
through his hair. "I asked you." His voice hardened. "She better
not look like either of you fucking two."
Paul's mouth opened in shock. "You-You think I'd hurt her?" He shook
his head. "I'd never lay a hand on her and you know it. It's a long story
Chris."
Chris nodded his head. "Then make it short."
Paul sighed once again. "I don't know how long for. But Steve and Cleo have
been..." He trailed off, unable to say the words. "Anyway, tonight I
asked her to decide between us. So asked me to choose either her or Steph-"
He broke off as Chris's yell interrupted him.
"You cheated on her with STEPHANIE?" He felt anger rising in him
quickly, having to clasp his hands behind his back to stop him doing something
he'd regret.
Paul glared. "No I did not. She wanted me to promise never to see Steph out
of work and I can't do that. You of all people know I can't do that."
Chris nodded in understanding, his anger fading. "Go on."
"So when I said I couldn't, she left to go and see Steve. I don't know what
happened between them but when I came out of the locker room Steve had just come
out of his. The rest you saw." He shrugged, his eyes glazing over in hurt.
"I think I made the wrong decision. I don't want to lose her, Chris."
Chris sighed heavily, wondering just how in the hell his sister had managed to
get tangled up in this mess. "If you don't want to lose her. Go and talk to
her. Try to explain. Find out why she isn't with Steve right now." He
thought a moment. "Then let me know how she is and tell her to come see me
and Melly when she has a chance. Okay?"
Paul nodded, watching his retreating back before knocking on the door Steve had
earlier indicated. He opened the door, walking in and closing it when he saw
her, hunched up in a ball on the wooden bench, tears falling down her face.
"Cleo?" He asked softly, raising his voice when it seemed like she
didn't hear him... or see him. "Cleo, baby?"
Finally she looked up at him, surprised to see it was Paul and not Steve calling
her name. Sitting up on the bench she reached out, hurt flashing in her eyes
when he moved away from her. "Paul?" Her voice was shaky when she
spoke, her bottom lip trembling. "I'm sorry, Paul."
He looked up at her, her crumbling face almost killing him. The pain in her eyes
so strong he wanted nothing more then to reach out and hold her. Yet his pride
wouldn't let him. "Why are you sorry? Steve not want you in the end?"
His voice was bitter as he spoke and he wanted to kick himself, but even the few
minutes of pain he had felt couldn't be forgiven easily.
She felt her tears get stronger at his words, her voice shaky as she spoke.
"Guess I deserved that." She lowered her head, looking up into his
hazel eyes a few seconds later. "I'm sorry because I regret the decision I
made already. I-I don't think I can live without you." She let out a shaky
breath. "I love, Stevie. I do. But-But he's not you."
He let out a breath slowly, leaning forward and wiping her tears away. "You
cheated on me, baby. You fucked around with him then left me for him. How am I
supposed to forgive that?"
She shook her head, her voice but a mere whisper. "I don't know." Her
face crumbled slightly as she was overcome with emotion. "But I love you,
Paul. And I was stupid to do it but I couldn't help myself. It's like they say.
You don't know what you've got till it's gone." She looked into his eyes,
reaching out and touching his face. "I made a mistake, Paul. Can't that
make us stronger?"
He nodded, biting his lip as he tried to push down the rising emotion in him.
"It can." He covered her hand with his own. "And I want you to be
mine more then anything. But you have to trust me and you have to prove that I
can trust you." He sighed, standing and pulling her into his arms. "We
have alot of work to do, Cleo. Are you prepared for that?"
She nodded, sniffling as she wrapped her own arms around his waist. "I
know. And I know you have to see Stephanie and I know your career comes first
and I accept it all. But please, don't leave me on the sidelines."
He kissed her head softly. "If I let you in, you stay away from
Steve?" He squeezed her tightly. "I don't want to lose you again, and
I sure as hell don't want to feel that pain. That hurt at you leaving me for
him. I love you so much, Cleo. But I can't live like we have the last six
months, I can't live with you fucking around on me."
She kissed his neck softly. "You're all the man I need, Paul. I wont cheat
on you." A small sob escaped her. "I don't want to." She bit her
bottom lip as it trembled. "I can't lose you, I can't. God, Paul, I am so
sorry."
He held her tightly, softly cooing. "We'll work through it, baby. We will.
Wrestling is my life, but my life wouldn't be the same without you in it."
She sniffed again, looking up to him adorably. "And you'll only see Steph
when necessary?"
He nodded, kissing her nose softly. "I will. We have to work on this trust
issue."
She nodded. "We do." She held him tightly, relishing in his closeness.
In his warmth, his scent. Knowing before, she had made a decision to regret, but
now. She'd work to rectify it.
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