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Title: My Sacrifice
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter:  1, it's a song fic
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*.  But I do own Cassandra, for she is one of my personalities.  The song belongs to Creed.  And don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2 years ago. 
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know yet *L*. 
Summary: Has Jeff sacrificed to much?
Feedback: I need feedback like I need air! So give it to me, babee!
Email: just_call_me_snickers@hotmail.com
 
Jeff Hardy walked slowly down the hallway toward the WWF women's locker room.  The room he knew Cassandra was in.  Amy had broken the news to him last night.  Cass was in the WWF. 
 
Cass and him had been friends when they were younger.  She had been there for him when his mother had passed away.  She had supported him fully when he began training to be a wrestler.  When their other friends had teased him and his brother, Matt, about their dream, she had defended them.  Cass had been the one to go to the gym with him all those countless hours as he practiced.  She didn't lecture him for trying all the high risk moves.  Instead, she encouraged him. 
 
Jeff knew that he loved her as more than a friend.  He also knew that Cass loved him the same way.  But the timing was never right between them for them to be together.  Then the WWF had hired Matt and himself to go on the circuit.  Matt and Jeff had left the next day.  He never had a chance to say goodbye.  And he had never contacted her since.  He was afraid all the old emotions would be there and his dream would keep them apart.  Jeff couldn't stand the thought of hurting Cass like that.
***
hello my friend we meet again
it's been awhile
where should we begin?
feels like forever
within my heart and memories
a perfect love that you gave to me
oh I remember
when you are with me I'm free
I'm careless
I believe
above all the others
we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes
my sacrifice
***
Jeff was excited at seeing her again, but also a little worried.  Would she beat the crap outta him for leaving her and never contacting her?  He truly hoped not.  He had sent her a note with Amy, explaining how he had felt it would be easier if he just disappeared.  Then he had asked her to meet him outside the locker room if she forgave him.  Jeff truly hoped she would.
 
With Cass back in his life he knew that he would be able to do anything.  He would feel like flying.  His heard constricted, bringing tears to his eyes, at the thought that she may not forgive him.  He quickly blinked them away as he neared the locker room.  No one stood outside the door
***
We've seen our shares of ups and downs
oh
how quickly life can turn around in an instant
it feels so good to realize
within yourself and within your mind
let's find peace there
cause when you are with me I'm free
I'm careless
I believe
above all the others
we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes
my sacrifice.
***
Suddenly the door flew open and he stared at the woman standing there, in shock.  She was about 5'10", with long reddish brown hair.  She had big, doe, brown eyes, that at the moment were looking expectantly into his suprised green ones.  She was dressed in a pair of fitted, black jeans and a white tank top that showed off her tan. 
 
She used a hand to brush a strand of hair off her face before smiling up at him.  "Cass...is that really you?" Jeff asked, in amazement.  The woman in front of him laughed.  "Yep, it's me."  "I just had to say hello again." Jeff said after a few minutes of tense silence.  Cass took a step towards him and hugged him.  When she pulled away, she asked, "Was it worth the sacrifice?"
***
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
when you are with me I'm free
I'm careless
I believe
above all the others
we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes
cause when you are with me I'm free
I'm careless
I believe
above all the others
we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes
my sacrifice
my sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
my sacrifice.
 

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