Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 1
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the
wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I did, I'd be busy with them right now
*grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me. Tasha owns herself. (Heaven help the
person who tries to claim he/she owns either of us). This is the next part of
a song fic series. The first part being I Honestly Love You. The song is the
property of Jennifer Lopez. And the address to the stories is at the
bottom of this email. And I use the wrestlers wrestling names in the story,
JUST DEAL WIT IT! And don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten
ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2 years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use
it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet,
probably won't be anything to bad either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen
and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know yet *L*.
Summary: Tasha revealed to Jeff that she loved
him. But Jeff never had a time to fully respond for his girlfriend Jami,
and her boyfriend Adam Copeland interrupted them. But they are not
persuing a relationship. But what is going through Jami's mind?
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Email: Jeffs_in_my_box@hotmail.com
Adam sat in the silent arena, staring forward blankly.
He sat in a quiet arena at the same time, before very show. It was his
'quiet time' as he liked to call it. Everyone knew better than to
interrupt his moment of solitude. Well almost everyone.
He felt someone throw themselves into the seat next to
him and he knew immedienatly who it was. Everytime the same person
whould show up and share his solitude, and for some reason, he never minded.
He welcomed it. He wasn't sure why.
Adam turned to look at Jami. She was staring
straight ahead, a frown gracing her face. usually they never spoke a
word during this time. Just soaked up the comfort in being in each
others presence. Adam looked her over, something was off with how she
looked. Jami was wearing her normal pre-show outfit of black and white
track pants and a white tank top. Her hair was held back with a pair of
sunglasses as usual. Nothing was odd about how she was dressed. It
was the frown on her face. Her soft brown eyes were turned slightly
downward with the frown.
Adam eased his arm onto the back of her chair as Jami sat
her feet on the back of the chair in front of her. "What's
wrong Jami?" he asked softly. Jami said looking straight
ahead, but finally she spoke. "It's funny who we end up with,
isn't it?" she finally asked.
"what do you mean?" a confused Adam
asked. "Amy was going to set me up with you in the beginning.
She said you were everything I was looking for in a man. But somehow I
ended up with Jeff and you ended up with Tasha. Sometimes......" she
trailed off.
***
Estoy loca enamorada de ti
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for
you and me
It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you
to be
But there are facts in our lives we can never
change
Just tell me that you understand and feel the
same
This perfect romance that I've created in my
mind
I'd live a thousand lives each one with you
right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in less that
perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the
chance.
***
"Sometimes...what?" Adam asked her,
having a feeling he knew where she was leading with this. "Sometimes
I wish that Amy's original plan had worked. Is that wrong of me to think
that?" Jami asked.
The question itself took Adam off guard and he had no
idea how to answer her. But he didn't need to yet. For Jami had
more she wanted to get off her mind.
"Like now...with us sitting here, just like we
always do before every show. Maybe this is how our lives would've been,
if things had went according to Amy's plan. But I guess fate had other
ideas." Jami said, her voice fading slightly.
***
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just
can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you feeling things you
shouldn't feel
Oh I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change
your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or
right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart.
***
"I use to think there was no thing as true love.
That it was just a story that was used to make Sleeping Beauty and Snow White
some sort of realistic fantasy. But then I met Jeff...and you. And
suddenly I feel just immense feelings for both of you. I don't even know
what is right or wrong anymore. How can I feel something that I never believed
in before? I thought for sure that I was going to be married to Jeff,
have kids with him, grow old with him. Then I began to get to know you
more and more. And the more I know you the more intense this feeling is.
And I'm not afraid of what I feel for either of you, does that make
sense?" Jami asked, seemingly talking to herself.
Adam was really shocked by how this conversation was
going. He expected her to tell him she had a little crush on him, when
she had begun her conversation. But this had totally shocked him.
Love. He knew he loved Tasha. But could he.....
***
Sometimes I think that a true love can never
be
I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant
for me
Life can be cruel in a way that I can't
explain
And I don't think that I could face it all
again
I barely know you but somehow I know what
you're about
A deeper love I've found in you and I no
longer doubt
You've touched my heart and it altered every
plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be
afraid.
***
"I don't know if you have even noticed my
actions lately. I've still been coming up here and sitting with you, as
is our little ritual, or so it seems. But, other than that, I've been
staying away from you. It's not like I wanted to fall in love with you.
I locked up my heart, even Jeff could tell there was something different.
But finally, this last week, I've had to admit it. I'm in love with two men.
I pushed Jeff away and he stayed with me. I pushed you away and you stayed
away. So I guess that gives me the answer on who I'm meant to be
with." Jami again said, seemingly to herself.
Adam was lost in a world of confusion. He had
noticed her pushing him away. He had just sensed she and Jeff were
having problems. That she wanted time to herself. He had no idea
it went this deep.
***
Ain't it funny how some feelings you can't
deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't is strange when you're feeling things
you shouldn't feel
Oh I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could change your
life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or
right.
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart.
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt held me back from what my
life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be
***
"If it were so cut and dry, this whole thing
would have been over by now. I wouldn't have even had to come up here and tell
you how I felt. But it's not so black and white. I love Jeff.
And I shouldn't be feeling these feelings that I feel for you. It's not right.
But I just can't forget these feelings. I've tried...but I can't deny
them. So I'm not going to deny them. I'm not going to tell Jeff or
Tasha, because it would hurt them both. But I thought you should know
that a part of me will always love you Adam." Jami concluded
before she stood up and walked slowly out of the seating of the arena.
Adam could do nothing but watch her leave.
***
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just
can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things
you shouldn't feel
Oh I wish this could be real.
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change
your life.
And you don't want to face what's wrong or
right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart.
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