Thought I'd forgotten about you?
Thought you were saved?
Thought you were going to be spared?
Think again!
I gave you two good years of my life
I gave you so much of me
I gave you my friendship
I gave you my trust
And this how I was repaid?
Wow me! Look at the idiot I was
You really blind sided me
Caught me completely unaware
But I shall overcome, right?
But I have the right to be angry
I have the right to want to hurt you back
But I forget
I cannot hurt you
Not because I was never your friend
Not because you never really cared
But because you're cold
You're dead inside
You go through the motions
You say the words
But you maintain a safe distance
Because you are scared
Like the rest of us
You don't want to be hurt
So you're stopping your feelings
Color me unimpressed
How's the world without color?
Your life, that's what
So good luck with that
Your Majesty Ice Bitch Queen
Written on March 16th, 2001