I hate you God
For giving me a taste
Of what love is
And taking it away
I hate you God
For making me believe
That one day
I too would get to be loved
I hate you God
For giving me hope
For making me believe
For dashing my dreams
I hate you God
For not giving me anything
For not giving me love
For refusing me happiness
I hate you God
Because you lied to me
Because I thought I'd get a shot
That I might be happy too
Oh I hate you God
For leaving me
Without the will to try again
Just the will to shut myself down
I love you God
For giving her love
For giving her life
For giving a bit of her to me.
Written on February 6th, 2001