I hate what I am
I hate how I was raised
I hate what I have become
I hate who I will be when I die
I hate my hope
I hate my dreams
I hate my aspirations
I hate my ambitions
I hate my thoughts
I hate my visions
I hate my creativity
I hate my will
I hate those who gave me life
I hate those who loved me
I hated those who cared for me
I hate those who smiled at me
You, you were nice to me
I hate you
You made me believe in something
I hate you
I hate you
I hate them too
I hate them all
And I hate me more.
Written on March 16th, 2001