Rosenberg is waiting for me at the gates of the school when I Apparate back. Her face is pale and drawn, and she looks as if she has been crying. She looks up at me, half-hopeful, half full of trepidation. I wonder if I ought to keep her in suspense, but she looks so miserable. I give her a curt nod and a small smile and brush past her. However, two small arms wrap around my chest and Rosenberg gives me a huge hug.
“Oh, Sev, how can I ever thank you?” She asks, and her smile covers her entire face. I stand still as a statue, unsure what to do with my arms. I haven’t been hugged in a very long time. I think she realises this though, because she steps back.
“Please forget about it,” I say quietly, and I start to walk back to the castle. She runs to catch up with me and, putting a hand on my arm, turns me around to face her. I sigh. “Please, Professor Rosenberg-”
“Willow,” she says.
I purse my lips slightly but in the end I say, “Willow, I would appreciate it if you would let me resume my way to the castle.”
“You saved my job,” she says, not moving her hand from my arm, her beautiful green eyes intense.
“You saved my life,” I reply. “That is a wizard’s debt. I am only trying to repay it.”
Her face falls. “Than it wasn’t because you-”
I look at her impassively and her hand falls away from my arm. She looks like she is about to burst into tears, and so I turn on my heel and walk as quickly as I can to the dungeons. Somehow, I feel that this situation is all my fault. Again.
Minerva caches my arm at the end of the staff meeting the next day. “A word, if I may, Severus,” she asks.
I stand aside to let the other staff members through the door and wait. When everyone has left she closes the door behind her. “I’m ashamed of you, Severus,” she says. Whatever I was expecting, it wasn’t that.
“What?” I say, surprised.
“What you did to Willow,” The Scottish witch said, advancing on me. “I would have thought better of you, Severus, playing with the girl’s feelings and then doing nothing about it.”
“I have no idea what you mean!” I say, genuinely surprised. “The girl’s feelings?”
“You’ve been unusually nice to her, you got her job back for her, you don’t snap at her so much…”
“I was just being nice,” I grind out, waiting for Minerva to get to the point. “Is that so very unusual? And what about her feelings?”
Minerva sinks into one of the chairs and stares at me. “You really don’t have any idea, do you?” All the wind seems to have gone out of her sails.
I look at her blankly.
“She thinks you’re in love with her, dolt!” Minerva gives an exasperated cry.
“But…I’m not…” I say but then I stop. Am I? Why am I being nice to her? I was never like this towards James Potter.
And then the truth dawns on me, and I blanch.
Oh, God help me. I think I’m in love with Willow Rosenberg.