Everything I say
Everything I do
Seems to anger and offend you
Why do you hate me?
Why don't you love me?... I thought you did
You may say you do, but you've never shown it.
You find ways to belittle me
Make me feel small and stupid
Tell me, maybe not with words, that I'm worthless
And you wish I had not been born
Then you try and make things right
But still I feel cold, and I don't give back
Because I feel it's just a show
I feel I have no where to turn
Judging people are at every turn
Tears pour from my eyes
My very soul starts to yearn
For someone who'll accept me
And not push me down
At my accomplishments will smile, not always frown
I NEED you
Where Are you?
My loving Father with kind, insightful words?
I need to feel Your arms around me
So strong and so secure
Tell me that You love me
And give me some self-worth
Give me a reason to want to spend more days on this earth
For when You are near, I feel a calm reasurance that all will be ok
I just have to take it all
Day By Day
I know that You will guide me
But sometimes I'm unsure
Why You put me to the test
Of how much hurt and pain I can endure
I know You will help me through
I must put all my trust in You
Please help me Father
Every single hour of every single day
To face the challanges that will come my way
And get me through every day!
FOR THAT IS YOUR WAY!
