+ Today +

So much anger and frustration
too much frustration
it all goes away because I'm here
hiding in the darkness
where they won't bother
me and my mind....
me and my sadness
too much sadness
I want to do something
so fucking stupid
everything's stupid!
just to let them know
wat they've done to me
that i fucking hate the way they treat me
I fucking hate their stare
I can no longer deal with this pain
too much pain
I want to eat but i'm so tired of it
i'm so tired of everything....
I just can't wait till the day I die and I
really truly wish it was today.

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