Hoping

So much pain I don't know how to describe it
I'm going insane and there's no way to fight it
I feel my body shutting down as the sun rises
my body is aching
my mind is braking
I'm slowing driipping blood on this damn floor
I don't know how much longer i can deal
with this terrible pain i have inside,
it's dragging me down
I'm dying and i just cant deal with the pain,
so much pain that doesn't even let me cry ,
it only hurts and hurts and hurts inside,
it tortures me every moment of my existance
and there's nothing i can about it,
only let it happen, hoping it will go away soon
just hoping to breathe that fresh air,
just hoping to see that path where I'm no longer in pain,
where i can laugh and not smile.
where laughter means true happiness and nothing else.

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