1
sun baked, alcoholic shake, i look away , watch cars,
forget scars, whistle walk, batta batta SWING, hole in
the wall, cycles bring the same thing, sequentially
identical, fish eats fish, watch for the tentacle when
you get syntamental,
you can laugh when i break down and cry,
adrenalin wearing out the ventricules, sunny day
spiritual, observe the miracles, we all grew up in a
maze, still found our way, amidst the how and why,
intentions that paved the least resistant path that
water takes, and for what sense it makes, puddles
evaporate, tadpoles had to grow to escape
2I still don't know what to say
between pushed and pulled,
rock and a hard place
i am comfortable letting go
of these people, these places
i never liked it here,
was proud of my numbness
lost my wife, my kids
layed dreams to rest,
filled up with emptiness
no contingencies, just false memories,
daytime TV, documentaries on people just like me,
voices visions, heightened sexuality,
delusions and,
acting as normal as can be
3
No crazy girlfriends today to get you arrested?
well no, none to speak of, and anyway
i have little time for these games,
my heart lets go as quickly as it latches on,
What you don't know? i haven't dated since 1998,
wich is also the last time i got my bills payed
multiply time a fixed rate,
some just make love, some just take love
somehow all i need is someone else to worry about,
while i worry too much anyway,
i express less, so you expect less,
confess stress, then digress, HATE
chu, god bless you, its still easy to relate to you,
you run like hell
4
we could be related i'm thinkin,
and wondering what we would care if we were related.
christened names, adopted lineage,
you came all the way from the mississippi
to see that we have the same eyes and brow,
same obscure stories as to how,
we lost our familiarity,
you have a goofy laugh,
i giggle like a hyena that is hungry,
for a history
5i wrote the same song too many times,
flubbed lines, lost track of the time
couldn't keep a rythym in mind ,
distracted by your daily grind,
bored now,
i agitate like acid and base
i could miss you , been then i never aimed
been a spectator too long, to want to play
so many words i use to much,
i am an infant, with a glass tit to suck
other than that its just
drink
smoke
piss
repeat
6
she's manipulative she's a liar, red hair in flames
like S.T.D fire, spread fast like legs , Eros arrow
punctures broken flood gates, premeditates her
penetrants, while rescheduling her itinerate to
regulate degenerates, i'm dizzily entangled in a web i
cant break, kept alive to refrigerate, she injects
with anti coagulates, sippin on my syrup, while i
peculate, i think she hides razor blades, lives to
castrate, uses hugs to communicate hate,i feel changed
like rot intoxicates, i remember her leaned back so i
would watch her masturbate, whispered invitation to my
own execution, her voice on the phone says, come on
over, he's gone