SO THIS IS WHERE MY POEMS GO
That's right folks, I'm a poet. Anyways, I'm going to post some of my stuff here every now and then for ya'll to read. I hope you like it! I am going to try and set up a guestbook for comments later.
Dark Angel
Track 5
Leaving Alone
Broken Down and Bleeding
Those Left Standing
Like a Leech
Useless
There's a dark angel standing
Staring at me
With empty, burned out eyes
Her wings are folded
Her gaze like venom
I wonder
Is this the product
The result, of an angel
Loving a human?
I'm crying at a rainy world
Through blue spectacles
Sitting in the driver's seat
Listening to Dave Matthews
And playing with a brake
That won't stop anything
Unless the key is turned
I like to be alone here
Crying through glasses
At a blue tinted world
Listening to songs
About curious hands
And fingertips
It reminds me of what I
Want in life
I peel at the dragon on the window
Lay my head back
Close my eyes
And smile
Maybe I will go silent
And never talk to
Anyone
Again
If I don't
Speak to them
I can't hurt them
With who I am
I can't make them
Fall in love with me
And they won't hate me
Because everyone always does
They would never here me
Whine again
Or watch me cry again
Or listen to me protest
About annoying things
They would never again
Have to detest me
For all the things they do.
He left me again
Just like they always do
Left broken down and bleeding
I stare at the sky
And wonder why mercy never comes
Left broken down and bleeding
I pick up the slices of whats left
And wound myself on the sharp parts
He left me again
Just like they always do
Left broken down and bleeding
And no one to reach for
No one to cry to
Left broken down and bleeding
All alone
Just like they always do.
I will never open my mouth again
And you will never see my soul
You'll never steal a peice of me again
Never throw me on the floor and burn me alive
You'll never look in my eyes
Never see my flashing hatred
And you should be so lucky
For you'll never have to watch
When everyone becomes dust
And those left standing
Will be misused
Like they misused me.
I can't change
I'm burning a hole in your life
With the way I need you
Like a leech I find myself
Clinging, draining you alive
I can't change
No matter how much you want me to
How much you need me to
Like Acid I am eating you
Layer by layer
From the outside in
I can't change
Consumed by my love for you
I'm clawing at my insides!
Cutting at my outsides!
...Making myself so unpretty for you...
Home is Where the INDEX is
Maybe This Angel Wouldn't Have Tarnished Wings
What The @#$%???!!!!
