To My Life

Coils of darkness, wrapping around me.
Pains in my soul, I wake up.
Wandering around my own hell.
Looking at everything in my cell.
Padded walls and damp floors.
No ceiling and no doors.
There is no sun, but everything's lit up.
No lights are on... so I wonder.
What have I done to myself?
Why did I push myself so far?
Nothing I can do to save myself.
No one knows I'm gone.
To my mind I ask for forgiveness.
My mind turns me away.
All the wrong I have done...
No where to turn and nothing to do.
To my life I plea, begging to be let go.
I won't listen to myself.
I punish myself until I die.
To my life I ask
How long do I have to cry?
To my life
Who am I?

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