Well,well... two enties in two days. I guess this must mean that I'm either doing really good or really bad. I actually don't feel much of either really. I have been really tired the last couple days and have had no motivation to do anything. But it's not like I'm depressed or anything.

I do miss Brandon more now. Last night I told Travis I was kinda glad I hadn't got to talk to him since he's been in Saudi. Now I am spending the week in my aunt's house where he lived this past year and I am really thinking it would be great to hear from him.

I don't really know how to explain how my raltionship was with Brandon. I just realized that last night. We were friends, but it's not like we had been friends for very long, and at the end, I think I had a crush on him. Man that sounds funny. I haven't said I had a crush on anyone since like 6th grade. I don't even know if that would be the proper word here, really. What is a crush anyway?? Heck, I guess it doesn't even matter. Here I am, whining every day about how much I miss Brandon, and I can't even figure out what he was to me. I guess I just need to get a grip and let it go. If he comes back, good, and if he doesn't, there's nothing I can do about it so I might as well stop running from reality and face facts.

...Brain lapse... Another Thought... What if Brandon does come back and sees my lovely little webpage with all this crap on here about him... oh well, nothing to think about yet, I suppose. Remember, I'm not going to worry about whether he comes back or not.

Well now that I have worked all my problems out at the expense of whatever poor little bored soul who stumbles upon this page, it is time for me to go pick up my sister...