I COULDN'T HELP BUT LITEN TO THEM,
I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO.
SO, I TOOK THEIR WORDS TO HEART,
AND IT SCREWED UP MY STOMACH.
I LET THEM INSIDE MY HEAD,
I THOUGHT WHAT THEY WERE SAYING WAS TRUE.
NOW I KNOW IT'S NOT,
BUT IT'S TOO LATE FOR HELP.
I'LL BE LIKE THIS FOREVER.
PROHIBITED FROM LIVING A NORMAL LIFE.
I WANT TO GET BACK AT THEM.
I WANT TO INHIBIT THEIR LIVES...
BUT I'M LUCKY IF I CAN HANDLE MY OWN LIFE.
IT'S NOT FAIR THEY CAN DO THIS.
THEY JUST RIPPED RIGHT THROUGH ME,
AND THEN CAME BACK FOR SECONDS.
THEY WON'T LET UP.
EVEN NOW.
CAN'T THEY SEE THEY'VE WON?
THEY HAVE CHANGED THE REST OF MY LIFE.
YET IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH!
IF THEY KNEW THE TRUE PAIN,
WOULD THEY APOLOGIZE?
WOULD THEY AT LEAST STOP?
I DON'T KNOW...
I DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE.
©BRITT HYDE, 1999
