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Chapter 3

It was about a month since we’d first let Lily into some of our secrets, and, like Sirius and I had predicted, she’d started hanging round with us more often. Her and Remus seemed to be getting on really well still. They just acted so naturally around each other, it was like they were soul mates. They rarely argued and always seemed pleased to meet each other in corridors or be partnered in lessons. Sometimes I felt really jealous. Remus had found someone special, and I’d never really dated anyone before, unless you count my second cousin, Debbie, who I kissed under the table at Aunty Kim’s engagement party. After which I ‘went out with her’ for about a month, without seeing her once.
Sirius too got on really well with Lily, they acted like brother and sister, teasing each other, confiding and helping, and falling out but making up without having to say that they were sorry. My relationship with her was, well kinda stunted, it jerked. Sometimes she got on with me fine, laughed and joked and then, well she froze towards me, and would only talk to me if I asked her a direct question. She seemed to get on with Peter netter than she got on with me.
We were both prefects together (don’t ask me how I became a prefect - it’s not like I especially wanted to. Perhaps they thought that if they gave me some responsibility I’d calm down a bit. Fat chance!), but she never went round with me, always preferring to stick with her old friends. I didn’t know what it was that I’d done to make her dislike me, I’d always tried to be myself, just well me, I suppose I have my answer there then.

I was alone in the common room. It was pretty late, I’d been stupid and left my Charms essay till the last moment thinking I’d be able to do it quickly at the last minute. It wasn’t one of my strongest subjects, so I couldn’t figure out why I’d left so little time to do it. I’d almost given up the only thing which had kept me going up till now was that I hadn’t got a good excuse to give to Professor Triss. I had one now. I was rolling up my parchment when I heard someone come in to the common room through the portrait hole. I was too tiered to turn round and see who it was. I heard footsteps creeping softly behind me and was just about to turn around when someone clamped their hands around my eyes.
“Guess who?” the voice hissed
“Go away Lily!” I said irritantly brushing her hands away gathering up my stuff and clambering over the chairs to my dorm. “I’m tiered and it’s late, just go to bed.”
“No, James, please don’t go!” Lily said rushing after me.
“Look Lils. Like I said I’m tiered and I just wanna go to bed. If this is gonna be you telling me that your sorry for being so cold towards me recently then okay, apology accepted. Please let me go to bed.” I said wearily interrupting her and turning back up the stairs.
“James! Stop being an ass. Look I need to speak to you, and it’s not to say sorry, I had my reasons.” I stopped, one hand on the door-knob. Lily stayed silent. I was just turning the handle when Lily cried in a hoarse whisper “Please James! Look I am going to talk to you, even if I have to put you in a body bind to keep you from leaving!” I turned round, she was standing hands on her hips, her green eyes blazing.
“Okay, okay!” I said quietly, I still needed my sleep - bad, but if there was something that important Lily needed to talk to me about -
Lily stood there for a few moments unchanged. Then the look in her eyes softened, whatever she’d been going to do she wasn’t going to do now. She ran up the stairs towards me, put her hands to my face and kissed me. Then in the same fluid movement she jumped back down the stairs and raced into her own dorm. My parchment, books and quill fell from my hand onto the carpeted stairs. I stood there in shock, just watching the space where Lily had been a few moments before. What the hell was that all about? I asked myself still in shock. Lily Evans, the same Lily Evans that had seemed so utterly committed to my best friend Remus, had kissed me, James Potter, who she’d hardly spoken a word to in the last few weeks.
It was a joke I thought, shaking my head to remove all traces of the scene. Yes, that’s what it was. Or a dare. I shook my head again, trying to rid the feelings of happiness that had wafted in. She liked Remus, no, she practically loved Remus. Why would she throw all that he could give her away just for silly old me?

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