Mood:  not sure

Why do I still feel like I belong with the Sisters?  It seems to me that all other signs are pointing elsewhere.  Why is my heart still there?

 Is my recent illness a sign that I am just not supposed to look at religious life at all?  Right now I am just going to focus on learning how to take my medication and overcome my fear of shots.  Ugh.  Hate needles...

I still think about the Sisters.  Each day they are not far from my mind.  I know that I am meant to be a part of them somehow.  I'm just not sure HOW right now.  I need to give myself some time away.  Need to become more MYSELF.

Wish me luck.