Mood:  down

The vocation director that I've been working with doesn't think that my prayer life is good enough for her to recommend me to move on to the next step.  I'm trying my hardest in all of this and I'm just really not feeling very good at all.

Perhaps I am trying too hard.  I hate all of this waiting and wish that I had some news one way or another.  If I need to move on and get another place to live, I wish that I knew...  I hate all of this uncertainty.

All God asks of me is that I try.  If this is not good enough for the Sisters, then so be it.