MONSTER # 14

KoRn FICS? YEAH RIGHT. I'm seen a patron here *coughJonathancough*

STOP : We named this little fic Camels 'cause we love camels! We have 3 crazy pets at the Lab : Foxy, the sixth member of KoRn that was kicked out of the band *don't ask me about him...only KoRn knows about him but they think he's dead. They ordered me to kill him but I couldn't. Yeah, I was watching the Make me Bad vid, checking 'JD's legs, when I started getting these weird telepathic messages. One of the voices said 'take off your right sock and draw a face on it. His name is *BEEP* and he's the 6th member of KoRn! Kill him! ..No shit!*.......Oh yeah, we have a camel.


camels
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everytime i try to change my ways i get even more confused.
i don't think i'll ever understand myself at all.
it's hard to explain you see...
every morning i hear her calling my name
'jonathan get the fuck up right now! don't make me go there and get you! you're gonna be late again, you stupid fag!'
and every morning, right before i open my eyes, i picture her, naked and bloody, crucified in my bed, a cross up her ass.
then she opens the door and i jump off my bed, just in time to get a nice slap across my face
'i can't believe you still don't get it. why do you keep doing this to yourself? listen, i'm not your mother. i don't love you and no, i don't give a rat's ass if you are late for school again. but i do love your father and he's the only reason i bother myself like this every morning. when are you gonna grow up and start acting like a man? you are 16 years old and you still need a mommy to wake you up and make you breakfast and wash your awful faggot clothes. i married your father, not you, so get dressed, comb your hair for a change, and get your sorry ass outta here! and one more thing. don't you dare going through my shit again! if i ever catch you wearing my make-up i'm going to fucking kill you!'
right after she slaps my door, i start going through her words over and over.
and the irony is, they make sense.
i agree with her completely.
the funny thing is, i don't understand why i do the things i do either.
it's like i never learn the lesson.
my stepmom, the jocks, the cheerleaders, the teachers, and the rest of the world for that matter, they're all trying to tell me something.
they're all telling me they don't want me here.
they don't want me because i'm different and it's contagious and dangerous for their perfect world.
and i do try to change, i do try to belong.
sometimes.
it's impossible not to care. they are all i know after all.
in a strange way, i need them. i need the certainty than only monotony brings.
it's like a ritual that makes me feel safe, at home.
i know my part and they know theirs.
this makes me wonder,
do i really want to change? do i want to take such a risk?
is there anything to lose? what if i change but they don't?
is it a waste of time to even worry about all this?
maybe i should shut the fuck up for once,
try to canalize this wasted energy instead of fighting the world,
try to socialize and please others more,
giving up a little to earn some love.
maybe not.
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THE END

GOODBYE!!!

Well, kids, that was the end of the KoRn Monsters. The next monsters are about, er, Eminem, Christina Aguilera and Britney Spears. Yeah. Dr. Frankestein and I believe that we need to write stories about other...hmm... artists, so we can improve our creative skills *hehe* Let's go kids!