The God of my childhood's left me behind
Science now my only light
I can't take this primative explanation anymore.
Religion was a habit
Maybe just the hope I needed
But I won't disbelieve my doubts anymore.
It hurts like crucifixtion
I miss it like a person
But I won't just accect it anymore.
All these happy people who believe
I'm left out, but my conscience feels better despite the pain
I won't explain my doubts away anymore
All I have is my belief that I've been lied to
It's nurtured everyday
And I won't just keep silent anymore.
There is no God, not anymore.
Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani?
[My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?]
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