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04.25.03 10:53am
so easily my eyes shed tears again, my face burns of confused drops.
wat i feel is wat i was scared of, to fall and hurt again.
as long as i could, i hid. but by surprise it came.
confusion arises within me and i am once again lost.
i long fer happiness but tho i am scared.
my heart is not ready, my soul still lingers.
as days and nites went by since that day it was no more, my mind was set to not kare.
to walk amongst this streets of haterd, not wantin love nor anythin.
i turn my cheek, and walk away, with the thought of "watever".
now it has came to be that i am confronted, by ones choice of werds.
i hear a voice of karing, feel a touch of need.
but tho i sit there, and stare into dead space and i am shocked.
should i believe, trust again and take a chance?
these questions stir round and round inside me.
and so then i sit and ponder, wat do i want?
feelin such burnin tears slide down my face, with
this confusion along wondering why i cry.
are my tears worth anythin, will they succeed to
accomplish such things.

"comtemplation frees the soul and relaxes the mind."
hello everyone thanx fer comin by my page. not much to see here cos i got pretty lazy. here goes sum info and a couple pics. hope ya likes. well alrite go ahead. read. then sign. and pweese feel free to check out my site or my page on aa - misspinkster fer more info and shiz. ok then. take kares. laters. mzlyanne.

update 04.25.03 - new song again =P

[[ current mood :: isolated ]]

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alias // mzlyanne
nickname // misspinkster
spesho date // october 05 1983
lifespan // nineteen years
ethnicity // laos
marital status // i jus wanna be left alone. please.
residing recently // kent, washington
field industry // mother and in market research
piercings // four basic earlobes and my tongue *jus fer now*
no tats yet :D
passions // cars. breakbeats. writing. dancing.
layout style // mzlyanne - party gurl - red/grey/white
song playin // DNH feat. Premiere - when you love someone