Moving On II
I pondered for a moment and realized that that was the pain of letting go.
Moving on seems so hard when I've stayed on this path for so long.
Moving on seems so lonesome for I'm not traveling on the road of love with you.
When I looked back I saw that you were turned the other way.
I guess your devotion and dedication was never really mine in the first place.
I feel as though a weight has been lifted from my heart.
Yet at the same time I feel a loneliness and yearning, burning my soul.
Burning for everything I put into our love, everything I had inside of me, are now mere ashes waiting to be blown by the wind.
I'll try not to look back for you'll only see the bitter tears cascading down these cheeks.
You'll only see the remnants of my heart.
I ask myself why did it take me so long?
I should have a smile instead of anguish on my face.
I should be happy for I'm finally moving on...
Moving on is impossible when you're still in love.
Ryan Hane
