I Wonder

Have you ever felt like no one cared
no one listens, they are too involved
to even realize how you are feeling?

Feeling alone ... with no one to turn to?
wondering if any one even cares
do they even notice that you are not smiling?

This is how I feel .. I am not sure why
but I feel so very alone ..
I sit and listen to the laughter
and feel so very much removed

I wonder if you even know ?
I don't want to feel this way..
I want to know that you care

I want to know that  I make a difference
I want to know ......that if I wasn't here tomorrow
you would miss me ... that you would know I was gone

I don't know how to reach out to you
I don't know how to tell you I really care
Please hear me ... please notice

Please reach out your hand 
and let me know you care
I care ..
 

I am sending this page
in hopes that it will tell you
what I haven't been able to say

I will be waiting ... to touch your hand
to share .. to find the togetherness 
that we once shared !!