Love is everything what I have
There is nothing more valuable than the happiness I could give to you,
But you wasted the opportunity to be happy by my side.
Destroied all my perfect dreams.
And all my castles, my most beautiful feelings.
Maybe I have built so high and not so safe.
Maybe I have not built my dreams in a safe place.
I loved you more than I should, I know.
And I gave you too much of myself.
Am I guilty for our failure?
Are we irresponsible children?
Or is the world our worst nightmare?
The only thing I really know
Is that the love I feel is worth all the pain.
I was happy by your side.
And even when we were far from each other, I felt safe and loved.
But where is the love before declared?
In which heart is hidden this abstract feeling?
I look for, but I can not find a way.
I find myself among the rubble of my agony, yet.
I dance now for the perpertual death.
I was burnt alive by your words.
I will born of my leached ashes, I know.
I will survive and rebuild my life.
I will build new castles in solitary hearts.
But still capable of living a true love.
-Noble feeling- worthy of all mortals.
It will relight in me the flame of joy.
And it will give back to my eyes the shine of happiness.
And inside of me my heart will bump faster and stronger.
When it descover we are able of loving again,
Because I am made of love and love is all what I have.
If I gave myself in this incessant search,
This is the reason of my existence.
I exist to love how many times it is necessary.
And everyone who needs to be loved.
Men, women, old people or children.
There isn't in the world who does not deserve the affection of a kiss.
There isn't who does not deserve the joy to receive a smile.
I will always be myself- even with others.
I will run in arteries and die in souls.
That were tired, before, but now alive,
After they drink the sweat of my porous
I will give them pleasure, ecstasy, madness.
I will be divided in a thousand pieces and colors.
I will kiss every mouth that desires to be kissed.
Because I am made of love and love is everything that I have.
(Edinaldo do Espírito
Santo)
06.01.2000
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