Shades Drawn
From my birth I've crawled
the earth
soaked in cum and covered with dirt
all alone this life I've shunned
i fucking hate everyone
x myself from the light
to become one with the night
in the darkness no one can see
the fucking creature that is me.
I wait for death, and there's nothing left
wandering in the rain, but drowning in my pain.
I am so lost and gone
I waste away with my shades drawn
rising sun and coming dawn
I waste away with my shades drawn.
The first to touch her flawless skin
love destroyed me from within
scattered ashes all remains
I'll no longer play this game
I've destroyed my whole life
and stabbed myself with emerald knife
I hate myself and this whole world
bleeding deep and rage unfurled.
My shades drawn
waste away
getting high
for one more day.
