Nevermore

Hate this world, hate this life
hate myself and everything in sight
But I know in my heart you're an hour away
betray you've done nothing
Hate is here but I'm still alone
I don't want this or even a raven's blood flow
a bottle of vodka, razor blades too
I've got a long night of trying to forget you.

Sink the blade, take a drink
all my fault it's all damned to hell
sink the blade, stop to think
kill me slow and I'll never tell
forget me not, call him back
Here I stand sorry shade
here I stand dressed in black
Here I bleed you've made me pay.

I've paid...for days...

End this world, end this life
end myself and everything in sight
but I know in my heart you're forever away
betray I've done everything
Hate is here and I'm still alone
I don't want this or even a raven's blood flow
I'm killing myself and I'm killing you too
I'm so fucking sick of trying to forget you.

Forget you...I'll get you...

I'm going to kill this world, kill this life
kill myself and everything in sight
but I know in my heart that you got away
betray I'll kill everything
Hate is here. I have no fear.
Bleeding you'll always be dear
I've killed myself and I've killed you too
and now I'm fucking finished with trying to forget you.

I've paid for days...I can't die...