S.O.S. (Where Once Things Grew)

Smiled at me sweetly
Knew me completely
And by not even trying
Managed to defeat me
I turned a corner and saw myself
A waste, a whole, a pit
A rotting, stinking, carrion maggot
Who can’t get on with it

Well do you know just what you are?
Well yes I am the morning star
And there is nothing here for you
So do as you are told to do

I’ve had enough of nothing to do
We’ll salt the earth where once things grew 

Trying to unseat me
Knew just how to treat me
Within an inch of life
The only way to beat me
I turned a corner and saw myself
A fucking piece of shit
A dirty little fucking faggot
Who can’t get on with it

That’s life, that’s life
yes I know you want to hate me
And yes I know you want to rape me…

The name marks my arms
and a thousand tender places
I have at least one for all your fifty paces
So how long will it take
before my debt is paid?
Every goddamn mistake
I’ve ever fucking made.

Fusion led to illusion and that was the goddamn conclusion.